Chapter 16: Departure
Gu Yuyang was like a wounded beast, sixteen years old, youthful sensibility, he grabbed fifteen-year-old Gu Qingyang and grabbed her shoulders fiercely: "Impossible, I can't let you go alone, we have agreed since childhood that we will accompany each other for the rest of our lives!" I disagree! ”
Gu Qingyang still looked at him expressionlessly, and his shoulder was caught: "What if you don't agree?" Can you call the shots on my life? ”
Gu Yuyang looked at her in front of him incredulously, and then glanced at the deep river behind him, and had an impulse as if he was about to explode: "I can't make decisions about your life, but... I can call the shots of my own life. After speaking, before Gu Qingyang could hold him, Gu Yuyang jumped in one breath......
"Gu Yuyang !!" Gu Qingyang seemed to have exhausted all his life's strength to call his name.
At the age of sixteen, we used the most enthusiastic heart in this life, and the most childish way to feed those ignorant loves, we moths to the fire, without hesitation, because we are young, even if we lose our lives, maybe you laugh at our youth, but there will never be a second time in this life for us to resist the unfair fate of the world so fiercely.
I don't care about my life like this, just so that you can stay by my side, and if I am hurt, I know that you will definitely feel sorry for me, and you will definitely stay by my side.
Gu Qingyang, who was standing outside the emergency room, kept flowing tears, looking at Gu Yuyang's mother who was sobbing on the side, and Gu Yuyang's father who kept smoking, her determination to leave was already deeper in her heart, this injury was given to Gu Yuyang by herself, she knew that he was trying to threaten and save himself with his life, but if he stayed, it would only get worse, and he couldn't let this all worse anymore, I let you go, and you let me go.
"Auntie, I'm sorry." Gu Qingyang stood beside Gu Yuyang's mother with her head down, Gu Yuyang's mother stretched out her hand and patted her hand: "I don't blame you, I don't blame you, don't cry." ”
The operating door opened suddenly, Gu Yuyang was pushed out, Gu Yuyang who was lying on the bed, his face was pale and not like her little sun at all, Gu Yuyang's father hurriedly asked the doctor how it was, the doctor said that he choked too much water, and his lungs were a little infected, so he still had to observe, and Gu Yuyang was pushed into the intensive care unit as he spoke.
Should I blame you or feel sorry for you, Gu Yuyang, can you understand my helplessness?
"If I don't leave, as long as Gu Yuyang sees me after waking up, he will remind him of my misery day and night, increasing the hatred and guilt in his heart, I don't know what else he will do, and I don't know what else I can bear." Gu Qingyang looked at Wen Ying and Li Wenyao who were sitting opposite, she came out of the hospital and asked them to be here, it was the teahouse where the four of them often had dinners, and it was considered to be with them... The last time I said goodbye, I didn't think that when I really wanted to leave, I couldn't explain it, I was in a mess, and I was sad.
Gu Qingyang in Wen Ying's eyes has never been so serious, so serious, so indifferent, her eyes are always so clear, peach blossom-like eyes, and every moment exudes a faint light, but now... Fall into the shade... My heart is sore and painful, but what can I do, words of comfort are better than listening, and persuasion is better than support. Li Wenyao lowered his head, the golden broken hair in front of him covered his eyes, his eyes were staring at the cup in his hand, his face that used to be playful and sadistic was now expressionless, he didn't want her to go, she couldn't protect her well when she stayed by his side, and now that he was leaving, who would protect her? But what position did he have to persuade her to stay, friend? No, lovers? Neither...
"You.... When to go? Finally, Li Wenyao spoke, and Wenying was a little surprised when she heard it, and kicked him in private, signaling him to persuade her to stay instead of letting her go.
"Don't come to see me off, I don't want to have any more contact with here, from now on... Each cherishes and misses each other. Finally, Gu Qingyang's eyes moistened when he said these words, these two good friends who grew up with him since childhood, let's stay in the past together.
The aunt helped Gu Qingyang pack her luggage, and she stopped talking...
Gu Qingyang stared at the floor with lowered eyes.
Knock knock
The aunt was about to get up and open the door, but Gu Qingyang grabbed her and shook her head. She knew who it was, it was not Gu Yuyang, it was Lin Shu, and he didn't want to see this person, the culprit.
Lin Shu was holding Gu Qingyang's favorite green apple in his hand and thought that no one was at home, so he looked sideways and saw Gu Qingyang standing in front of the window. She looked at herself expressionlessly, still with that immature face, but her breath was not as vibrant... The two of them looked at each other like this, Lin Shu was full of guilt, pity, regret, and unwillingness, and Gu Qingyang had nothing in her heart, she just wanted to leave, leave the city, and leave her fifteen years old. Putting down the green apple in his hand, the envelope in his hand was quietly crumpled, and he remembered that day Gu Qingyang said that what she wanted was that Lin Shu had never appeared, so now, just disappear.
The doctor finally announced that Gu Yuyang was out of danger, so Gu Qingyang could fly to the UK happily, holding the ticket in his hand, looking in the direction of Gu Yuyang, he always felt that he still knew you yesterday, when he was still in your arms, when he was pampered by you, at that time... Every day is happiness, but now? We are suffering and grieving every day, and this kind of life should not belong to you, and I never thought it would belong to me. While the tears were still lingering in his eyes, he walked towards the entrance with his suitcase. Because she didn't want to be separated from these family members to see their reluctant tears, because she didn't want to see Wen Ying's red eyes, and she didn't want to listen to Li Wenyao's boring jokes, she didn't let anyone see her off, and since she decided to leave, it was better not to say goodbye.
Don't hold back, don't look back, don't be reluctant.
Wen Ying finally knew the time of Gu Qingyang's plane from her aunt's mouth, because she promised her aunt not to appear, so she and Li Wenyao secretly hid behind the billboard, Wen Ying looked at the tired and melancholy Gu Qingyang, covered her mouth and didn't dare to cry, Li Wenyao comforted Wen Ying with her hand, and muttered: "Aren't you usually quite fierce...... but her eyes were unconsciously wet, everyone thought that Gu Qingyang should have a brighter future than anyone else, because she is a more perfect and innocent girl than anyone else, now, but it is a withered lily.
"Qingyang." The first time Li Wenyao called out these two words, it used to be "Gu Qingyang!" Gu Qingyang", now there is a strong taste in his eyes, like red wine that has been buried for many years and suddenly opens the lid.
When I saw Gu Qingyang for the first time, my heartbeat was as fast as Gu Yuyang, and I instigated Gu Yuyang to talk to him because I didn't have the courage, and every time I bullied Gu Qingyang and Gu Qingyang to fight the happiest, because I was a good brother with Gu Yuyang, and I was able to stand behind Gu Yuyang and look at Gu Qingyang quietly, which was the love he had buried for many years.
Gu Yuyang, who was discharged from the hospital, was always waiting at the door of Gu Qingyang's house on a bicycle as usual, and then walked through the previous junior high school, the previous high school, the snacks he ate, the park he went to, the KTV that he held hands for the first time, and the old tree that kissed for the first time.
It's just that he never tried to keep her again...
- Yuyang, Auntie really wants you to go to her, but Yang'er really begged me, don't let you go to her, Auntie begs you too.
- Yuyang, the future is still very long, you should respect her choice, let it go, go to the United States, count mother begging you.
- You are willing, I am unwilling.
These words lingered in Gu Yuyang's mind every day and night, originally thinking that he would bet with his life, even if it was to take care of himself and let her stay, but... She still left, and in the end, he boarded his father's private jet...
This city where sixteen years have lived... Bye