【1】

Have you ever fallen overboard?

Experienced despair.

Nothing could be heard, only water plugged his ears.

In front of me are messy bubbles, and hands that are constantly clutching the air.

I couldn't breathe, I couldn't call for help, I couldn't see the water, I couldn't even shed tears.

There is only pain.

The pain of watching yourself die is gradual.

Suddenly, a picture flashed, in the cold winter, the girl haze the mist into her hands to relieve the cold.

The cold blue picture is first one, and then it is intricately intertwined into two, four, ten, hundreds, thousands, tens of thousands, and countless ......

Gradually, you get drawn to these images and want to look at them, so your struggles become slower.

Memory beckons to you, and death waves at you.

The movements are getting slower and slower, and the bubbles coming out of your mouth are getting less and less.

You're not as miserable as you were just now, because you're in the middle of memories, and there are so many happy images in memories.

Some clueless thoughts come to you before you die.

Faintly, you see floating clothes.

Is the courier coming? Is it going to rain...... Tell Gu Luo to go back and drive the car into the garage, when did you buy the car? Gu Luo's scholarship is so high...... I really wanted to go back to school.

【2】

You're a ...... What is it?

【3】

A strong light hit the water, a strong and powerful hand.

When I opened my eyes, my head was so heavy that I couldn't lift it properly, so I could only support my upper body with my elbows and tilt my head.

But I couldn't concentrate, there were too many people whispering in my head, but these people's voices were my own.

"What are you thinking?"

"Heartbeat, apples, patterns, water, drugs, cigarettes, ......"

"What are you thinking?"

"I'm fine, I'm fine."

"Who's talking to me? Who's talking? ”

I couldn't stand the voices anymore and yelled into the air, "Stop talking, okay?" ”

The voices all stopped in a second, leaving only a woman's voice and a faint child's voice.

"Go get that big lazy pig out of bed." The woman whispered.

"Good!" The child whispered in a milk voice.

【4】

"Get up! Get up! Big lazy pig! "The child's voice.

I rolled over and opened my eyes.

"The sun is on the ass." The child awkwardly lifted the quilt for me.

Then the bright white light was so bright that I couldn't open my eyes at all.

The woman pulled the curtain open.

"Get up and eat." The woman smiled and kissed me on the face.

【5】

I came to the mirror, and inside were people I didn't know.

Brown beard, oily back, thick eyebrows, angular facial structure.

I was stunned for a while.

"Who the is this......"

I propped my hands on the washbasin and pressed my face close to the mirror.

I never grow a beard, I will get rid of it when I find a sprout, and the person in the mirror has a neat beard and handsome eyebrows, but I can't tell that it will be me.

All of a sudden, I was numb, kid.

When Gu Luo came in, I was shaving.

"You've had this beard for years." Gu Luo said.

When I saw her come in, I put down my razor and pounced.

"What's the matter with that kid?"

"What's wrong with you?" Gu Luo's face was full of doubts.

"I said, where did that kid come from?" I pressed her shoulders against her with a look of despair.

Gu Luo turned around and walked to the bedroom, and came out after a while, "How old are you?" ”

"What?"

I looked in the mirror and "look at this...... It's almost thirty, right? ”

Gu Luo took out the needle with an expressionless face, "Your amnesia has started again." ”

"What?" I quickly backed away, not knowing what was going on.

【6】

I looked at the bread and milk in front of me and was stunned.

Memory, or memory.

These things were poured into my body as if they were being put into a needle in Gu Luo's hand.

"I'm going to be a dad!"

"Little rabbit cub, Lao Tzu is also going to be the master, hahaha."

"Fei'er has a child so soon?"

"How are you going to do that?"

"Go to Japan."

The colored fragments, like pieces of iron that have been cut open, now have a magnet with a strong magnetic field, absorbing and reassembling these fragments.

Piecing together a chaotic picture, it ends up stuck in one name.

【7】

Mo plugs

【8】

"Are you feeling better?" Gu Luo forked a slice of bread dipped in cheese with a fork, I didn't answer, and gave the bread fork to the plug.

Gu Luo immediately gave a serious look, which meant "he can't eat something too sweet."

"If you like to eat, you can eat, where do you come from so particularly." I turned my head to look at the bolt, "Huh, little brat?" ”

"Thank you, Dad." The plug looked at me with clear and bright eyes, and his lips were slurred, and his fleshy face was rounded by the bread in his mouth.

[9] (third person transfer)

"I've figured out a way." Li Zhen said.

"What a way!" Gu Luo's attention instantly tightened, they were already on their third day here.

"Send him a message." Li Zhen said and picked up the phone, "Come here, I'm in a little trouble." ”

Gu Luo saw her muttering to the phone for a while, and when she hung up the phone, Gu Luo spoke, "How to get it." ”

"Let's think of a story and tattoo it on him." Li Zhen was categorical, "Then his consciousness will not be able to accept these new foreign substances, because he is now only living in his own known fantasies." ”

"Does it work?" Gu Luo heard that there was a way, but he did not refuse to leave something on Mo Fei that would exist for a lifetime.

"It's better to do anything than to wait here." Li Zhen also did not give an accurate answer.

"Then try it, but if it doesn't work, you can't move his body again." Gu Luo said, "You don't want to have a tattoo." ”

Li Zhen paused, "Come back."

【10】

"It's rare for you to miss a moment!" The tattoo artist sighed as he opened the tool.

"It's a rare time, but you've seen it." Li Zhen said with a smile.

Gu Luo stared at the two of them in a place where the lights couldn't be found, she was very scared.

But she didn't learn to cry, she only knew what it was like to be uncomfortable, and the discomfort was that her nose was sore and her eyes were itchy.

She stays in a dark place, showing the enemy that a little girl like her is not afraid of the dark, demonstrating her bravery, and using it to retreat the enemy, but in fact, she is just good at staying in a dark place, the enemy or something, she doesn't care, someone's life is what matters, without that person, she is afraid of everything, but she will also stay in the dark place, and at the same time show others her fierce side, she also sobs in places that others can't see.

"Does this work?" The tattoo artist asked without a match, but Li Zhen didn't answer, which was a rare lack of confidence in her.

She used her spare eyes to look at the girl in the shadows, the girl was so lonely and so vigilant, maybe she was just a kitten, she didn't give in to anyone, but only cared about her master. Li Zhen thought so.

【11】

We came to the photo studio today, the curator nodded and said a lot of Japanese to us, Gu Luo stepped forward to exchange a few words, the curator said "OKOK" and turned around to arrange, the hand of the bolt took my index finger and looked around curiously.

I don't know if something from the photographer's side fell to the ground, and the sound made the little kid tremble, and then he was amused by himself and laughed silly.

Gu Luo went through the formalities at the front desk, turned his head and smiled at us while waiting, the bolt didn't run around, he just pinched my fingers tightly, and sometimes when he saw something he hadn't seen before, he would ask me what I was doing What was this for.

After a while, the photographer came out of the studio, pronounced my name in simple pinyin, and we went to the studio together, and the bolt stared at everything with wide eyes.

The photographer touched the face of the plug and said something like "kawaii", I didn't understand it, Gu Luo replied to the photographer's words with a gentle smile.

I looked at her, it was like a mother, ten years ago, she didn't know how to smile, she didn't care about anyone, she used a knife to defend when someone bullied her, some people said that she was beautiful and she was just indifferent, some people were cold on the outside and hot on the inside, but Gu Luo was cold on the outside and not hot on the inside. But she smiled beautifully, but she smiled very little.

I looked at her face and it turned out that a child can really completely change a person, from the inside out.

【12】

We used the most upscale service of the photo studio, took about ten sets of photo albums, and the photos can come out in time, next to the photo studio is a small playground, we put the bolt in while waiting, it is all foam ball soft bed or something, and the slide also has soft cushions for safety measures.

I sat outside, watched the bolt staggering inside, and laughed softly.

Gu Luo bought two cups of tea and sat next to me.

"Have you ever thought you would be a mother before?" I asked her, "Your character?" ”

"You've asked me hundreds of times," Gu Luo said complainingly, "but if you don't remember—I didn't think about it before." ”

"Why?"

"I always felt like I was someone who was going to cease to exist at any moment." Gu Luo said, getting serious, she looked at the bolt that was having fun, "It's like disappearing in this world at any time, I have no family, no identity, no parents, no personality......"

"You've got a character, super cold." I interjected with a smile, and Gu Luo smiled as well.

"I often wonder if the world won't know me after I wake up, or that I will never wake up again, or that I woke up and found that I met you in a dream, and now I have woken up from the dream. So I couldn't sleep every night before, so I quietly hugged your arm, thinking about something unrealistic," Gu Luo paused, "For example, marrying you and having children." ”

I laughed, but my eyes were still on her face.

"At that time, you had nightmares every night, and I was in charge of waking you up and getting you medicine. Later, when your illness was cured, we went back to China to get married, and before we had children, I was still a 'shrew', and I would only stare at others like that. Then the plug was born, and you told me that he was afraid of me, of my eyes and tone. ”

I listened to her in silence.

"Later, I practiced how to laugh in front of the mirror, and I often practiced until I wanted to vomit and was very tired. And then you quietly hugged me from behind, and I laughed out loud for no reason, and you said, isn't it nice to laugh like this? I looked in the mirror and yes, laughed. She took a sip of tea and greeted the plug in the distance cutely, but my vision could no longer be diverted from her, "Then I gradually forgot, because the bolt has grown up, and before I know it, I have become a mother." ”

【13】

"あなたの写真が出てきました。 (Your picture is out)" the photographer's assistant ran out and said.

We took the bolt out and went to the photo studio.

The curator handed over the finished album with a smile, "子供は本当にかわいいですね。 (The child is so cute)"

I opened one of them, the technology of this photo studio is really not covered, not only the service attitude is excellent, but it is also convincing that it can be washed out immediately.

There was a bolt inside wearing a "little young master suit", wearing round sunglasses, I held him high, and Gu Luo was smiling beside him.

There are also photos of me wearing a suit, but the bolt and Gu Luo are wearing ancient costumes, and we point at each other and laugh, but unfortunately the bolt is not clear what the situation is, and the whole process is in a state of confusion, but it also happens to be "contrasting and cute" in the photo.

The last one is our family scissorhands, and the background is the Great Wall of China.

I was about to close it when I saw something and opened it again.

There was a row of black things on my arms, and I wondered in my heart, and when I looked at my forearm, my eyes were attracted, "What is this?" ”

Gu Luo hugged the bolt and was also frightened. I HAVE AN EXTRA ROW OF ANCIENT GREEK FONTS ON MY ARM, BUT IT'S CLEARLY ENGLISH, "COME BACK."

There was a click, a drop of blood hit the album, and I quickly touched my nose, but there was no blood.

Gu Luo beside him shouted.

【14】

I looked at the blood on my face and my eyes glazed over.