【1】

"I'll figure it out for you."

【2】

A rhythmic sound, one after another.

I frowned, looking around with only my eyes, and my consciousness was clear.

This sound, like a drum beat,

Like a man who walks in high heels,

It's like someone sitting on the sofa and slowly tapping the glass surface of the coffee table with an old-fashioned lighter.

Like the sound of a pendulum, left, right, left...... Right......

Left...... Right......

Although it was pitch black in front of my eyes, my eyes fluttered with the voice.

I instantly became weak, my eyes were half-open, and the speed of my heartbeat seemed to change according to the rhythm of the voice.

【3】

The murmur of an old-fashioned radio, the boy's voice communicating in the electronic sound, "Hey, hey? ”

"It's okay, there's a voice." The male voice slapped the microphone.

"I may have forgotten when I started smoking, and at first, I was deoxygenated, uncomfortable, and dizzy from the carbon monoxide in the smoke. But I still insist on smoking because I don't believe that I am different from ordinary people. And every time I smoked, there was a person in my brain who resisted, but his voice was gentle, and I didn't open my mouth at all, but there was always a man who said, "

"What are you thinking?"

"Heartbeat, apples, patterns, water, drugs, cigarettes, ......"

"What are you thinking?"

"I'm fine, I'm fine."

"Who's talking to me? Who's talking? ”

The male voice laughed, "Who is that person?" I'm also weird, weird. ”

I listened to the voice, which was my own, but I don't know when it was recorded.

"I once suspected that there lived someone else's ...... in my body."

"Sleep in peace, it's safe here." In the darkness, it was Li Zhen's voice.

I closed my eyes completely, and my body began to descend, very quickly.

Overhead, an ancient bell chanted, "You're going to wake up, 3, 2, 1."

【4】

The blurred vision, the whole world is like a mosaic, and only one outline can be seen.

I forget what afternoon it was, and I was standing in the garden of my home, and there was a girl squatting by the fountain.

Suddenly, similar to the vision of a disc cassette, everything was stuck at the moment when the girl was about to turn her head.

The woman's voice came from far and near, "Mo Fei! ”

I focused my eyes.

Li Zhen showed a long-lost smile, she covered her face with her hands, and Gu Luo also laughed with tears in her eyes.

I am back.

Very clear sense of touch, hearing, taste, vision.

The feeling of being grounded, no longer blurry, no longer so fragmented.

I'd love to be excited about them, but I don't have the strength at all.

"How am I ...... Can't move? "My voice was weak because I couldn't use it at all.

"You've been in a coma for the fourth day and haven't eaten, so it's strange to have energy." As soon as Li Zhen finished speaking, my stomach rattled.

"Four days?" I looked at Gu Luo, "You've been here for four days?" ”

"Hmm." Gu Luo approached me and nodded.

"What about your course?" I asked.

"What a 'good father', just wake up and worry about other people's classes?" Li Zhen brought glucose and injected it into me.

Unable to do it, my laughter was just a few dry coughs in my throat, "That's a must." ”

"When the body absorbs the glucose, it's time to move." Li Zhen regained her composure in her speech, as if the fact that she had woken me up was only enough to get her excited for two seconds.

"You two are alike." I say.

Li Zhen and Gu Luo glanced at each other, Li Zhen smiled, "I don't have your girlfriend to work so hard for you." ”

【5】

Suddenly, I coughed, which was only mild, but it became more and more severe, as if I was going to cough something out, and my forehead was full of sweat beads, and in a weak state, the cough would make me sweat profusely, until I coughed until I bent my waist, and then suddenly it improved.

When I looked up, Gu Luo glanced at me and immediately took out the medicine from his pocket, "It's going to start again." ”

I used the back of my hand to paste it, and sure enough, it was a nosebleed.

The degree of bleeding this time was not too great, and Gu Luo stopped the bleeding with the handkerchief he was carrying.

"How can it be so serious?" Li Zhen said.

"As soon as I woke up, I was injected with glucose and drank medicine, I was really wronged." I joked.

"Is it like this since childhood? Or is it like summer? ”

"I got this disease when I was very young, and the medicines I took were all to stop bleeding and enhance red blood cell regeneration." I said, "Nosebleeds are also a good thing, at least it proves that I am in reality." ”

When I wiped the blood with my handkerchief, I was taken aback by the forearm of my right arm, "What is this?" ”

"You woke me up with this?"

"Because there's no other way, if the time goes on, you won't be able to come back." Li Zhen replied.

"......," I said silently, but no one heard.

【6】

"It seems that it is useless to come to you." I said to Li Zhen.

"Yes, I missed, sorry." Li Zhen looked at the pocket watch in her hand and said.

"Is this rare?" I asked.

"Not very little, almost never. You're the only one who can't even control your own memory and consciousness. ”

"At first, you went to the Yangtze River Bridge, and in the blink of an eye you took medicine in bed, and after a long time, you were lost, it's not that you're controlling your memories at all, and even you don't know what your memories are, it's a person in your heart who is controlling your memories, you can remember or forget. So in the beginning, I asked you, 'Who is hidden in your heart?' Li Zhen looked into my eyes and said seriously.

"Didn't you find it in the end?" I tried to stand up, but my legs went limp, "If she can control my memory, can't she be found in my consciousness?" ”

"What about you...... Really don't remember? Suddenly, Li Zhen's voice began to drift and couldn't be captured, "The girl in your heart?" ”

The light of the river came from behind me, the breeze and the sound of water.

The picture was frozen in the second before the girl said "go back", I saw very blurry, and when I tried to see clearly, the whole picture was torn apart, and I was awake.

【7】

"You want to hypnotize him again?" Before Gu Luo's words came out, his fist had already landed on Li Zhen's face, mercilessly, "Since you already know your ability, why do you harm others!" ”

Li Zhen ruffled her hair, her face was expressionless, I stood up, and Gu Luo supported me.

"Let's go." I say.

"You'll be coming again."

【8】

"She's a dangerous person." Gu Luo fastened his seat belt and explained his behavior just now.

"I know." I sat in the co-pilot, said.

"Around her, everything she sees can be an illusion, and she can hypnotize anyone without even noticing."

"I know."

"Don't come." Gu Luo started the car.

"Hmm."

Gu Luo looked at me, "What's wrong?" ”

"No, it's the first time I've seen you explain things to me." I smiled, avoiding her eyes.

【9】

I'm lying on the table in the bedroom, if Li Zhen can rely on hypnosis to let me enter my own spiritual world and discover my previous memories, then even if most of them are fake, even if they are pieced together, I can roughly piece together some fragments of memory, even if I can't find her.

Gu Luo was in the kitchen, but I always felt that she was talking to someone.

I got up weakly and walked out of the bedroom, the voice getting closer, it wouldn't be wrong, she was talking to someone else, talking and laughing.

But who can you talk to?

I walked to the kitchen door and saw Gu Luo's back, she was skillfully chopping vegetables while talking and laughing with the people around her.

I frowned and shifted to a position where I could see the people in the kitchen, who was that?

"I think it's better to make him chicken soup!" The people in the kitchen were gluttonous.

"I think you want chicken soup, right?" Gu Luo retorted to her.

"Who...... Who said oh, I'm thinking about my brother's body? Besides, if you don't make a living from fast food in the past few days, I'm finally back, and if you don't make good food, I'll starve to death! Oh no, my brother is going to starve! Hee-hee......"

I turned my head to look at the coffee table, and it was all fast food boxes, and it was a mess.

Obviously, there are still people living at home these days.

【10】

"Brother! You're eavesdropping on us! The girl turned around suddenly, and I shuddered with fear.

The girl was wearing a tulle white dress, her beautiful calves were exposed, and she pounced on me with a very blamed expression.

Unfinished ......