The Extra-Fan Ji Compassion Chapter Young self-sparse, a dream of the past (...
She looked up, as if she was thinking about the chickens and ducks she raised, as well as the little white rabbit.
I whispered to her: "Silly girl, don't worry, those chickens, ducks, and white rabbits can be born and raised, and they will take good care of themselves, don't worry." ”
Hengdi listened to my words, which reduced some of her melancholy, and she said, "I'm sorry, I don't know why I always feel a little sad in my heart." ”
"Of course I can understand, I have lived in Zhongnan Mountain for so many years, and I am very reluctant to leave suddenly, but as long as you are by my side, I will feel very happy."
I held her hand tightly and said goodbye to my uncle and brothers.
Soon said goodbye to Zhongnan Mountain and came to the capital.
After arriving in the capital, I found that there was such a prosperous place in the capital, and I was still young when I left, and I no longer remember what it looked like in the capital.
When I arrived in the capital, I found that the capital was really prosperous, which was completely different from the situation outside.
When I arrived in the capital, the first thing I had to do was to go into the palace to meet my sister.
I have very little impression of this sister, the only thing I remember is that she loved me very much when she was a child, she was my father's goddaughter, her name is Ji Rufeng.
Although it is my father's goddaughter, I know that she is very filial to my father, and my father has always been very good to her.
I have been away for so many years, and the family is thanks to her helping my father.
So, I really wanted to go into the palace to meet her.
Before entering the palace, I said to my father, "I want to take the flute into the palace to meet my sister." ”
I originally thought that my father would be full of promises, but he hesitated, but said slowly: "Hengdi, she just came from Zhongnan Mountain, and she is not familiar with many rules in the palace, and the palace is a place with very strict rules, I think it is better to take Hengflute next time." Do you think it's good? ”
Hearing my father say this, I remembered that Hengdi's family and relatives were all killed by the current emperor, so I nodded and said, "That's fine." ”
The transverse flute only said nothing lightly beside him.
So, then I followed my father into the palace to meet my sister.
I found that there are indeed a lot of rules in the palace, which are different from other places, and it is no wonder that my father was worried that Hengdi was not used to staying in the palace, so he deliberately brought me to the palace alone.
After arriving in the palace, I visited my sister, who is now Concubine Ji Rufeng Niangniang.
For example, the concubine looks very majestic, but after seeing me, she is very kind, she said a lot of homely words to me, so that I have a lot of intimate feelings for her inexplicably, maybe this is family affection.
Although I don't have any blood relationship with her, I don't know why I feel very close to this sister.
And what I gained the most this time was that I got to know my sister's righteous son, that is, Jiang Shaoheng, the current champion of civil and military affairs.
Jiang Shaoheng is really an outstanding character, I think there are only four words that can be worthy of him, that is, the dragon and phoenix among people.
He is still very young, but since he can get the champion of civil and martial arts, he must be a person who has excelled in both literature and martial arts.
He is polite in everything he says and does, looks suave and elegant, and speaks very extraordinary.
I don't know if I saw such an outstanding person, I thought of two people indifferently, one of those two people was the woman in black I met in the Zhongnan faction, and the other person was cold like a cold statue that couldn't be separated.
I don't know why I think of those two people when I see him, this feeling is very strange, maybe it's just seeing such an outstanding person, so I have an association.
I didn't particularly like his personality when I got along with him, and I always felt that it was too tiring to get along with this kind of person.
Because his excellence will make you confused, and his too perfect conversation will make you look vulgar.
But I think he is a great character from the bottom of my heart, if the concubine can train him to be such a great character, then my sister is also a very powerful person.
But she always behaved like a loving mother in front of me, and I liked her for a while.
But I was very worried about the flute, and my sister wanted to stay with me for a few more days, so I refused to agree.
Instead, my father said to me, "You have been with the flute for a long time, but you haven't seen your sister for ten years, and your sister wants to take a good look at you, but she refuses to agree?" ”
Under my father's repeated persuasion, I had to agree to stay in the palace for two days.
The following days were a little boring, and I met the emperor.
That emperor is always so high, and his words and deeds are very much like a generation of overlords.
I know that today's world is under the governance of the emperor, and this emperor is a very capable emperor, but at the same time, I also know that there have been many tragedies in the process of the emperor's governance.
For example, melon and vine banknotes, such as the tragedy of Fang Xiaoru's family, all of which have an inseparable relationship with the emperor.
Thinking of this, I can't help but sigh very emotionally, maybe from ancient times to the present, as the emperor of Hades, he just pacified the world, and he really needs to use the code to make all the people in the world return to their hearts.
Anyway, he's managed the country very well now.
My sister's daughter is called Snow Princess, she is a very clever but very violent girl, she can run wild in this harem, she has a very perverse personality, no one can say anything about her.
In addition to the words of the concubine, she will listen to a few words, and she doesn't listen to the words of others at all, and beats the slave at every turn to get angry, and often the palace maid is beaten half to death by her, so I can't help frowning after seeing it.
It's a good thing that such a girl is not worthy of me, otherwise I would not have lived in peace for the rest of my life.
When I saw her, I missed the flute more and more, and one day Concubine Ru took me to meet Wang Guifei, and met a pair of brothers and sisters in the palace, these brothers and sisters are the same age as me, maybe the girl is a little younger than me, and the boy is a few years older than me.
The boy looks very brave, and his words and smiles are very hearty, which makes people like it very much.
At first glance, he is the kind of person who is very upright, and he has a very good relationship with Jiang Shaoheng, and he doesn't know why the relationship between the two of them is so good.
Because I know that my sister Rufei's people have almost no contact with the people on Wang Guifei's side, but it's strange that the two of them can become friends.
And her sister's name is Jian Huaizhen, she is very young, but there is always a kind of calmness and sophistication in her eyes, she is still very beautiful, but that kind of beauty is not the beauty I like and appreciate.
She is different from the transverse flute, the transverse flute is as simple as a transparent crystal, but she is different, she is like a piece of jade, and after the precipitation of time, her beauty is more and more revealed.
But it is also this beauty with an indescribable sophistication, I don't know why I always feel a sense of déjà vu when I see this girl, as if we have seen it somewhere.
But when I think about it, I can't remember where I've seen her, and it's a really delicate feeling.
I thought about it carefully, but I couldn't think clearly, so I asked her, "Have the two of us ever met?" ”
She glanced at me with a hint of a smile in her eyes, and said with a smile: "Ji Gongzi, I think you are mistaken, the two of us have never met." ”
When I heard her say this, I was a little confused for a moment, maybe we hadn't seen each other at all, but I was mistaken.
So I had to smile and say, "That's me mistaken, don't you care." ”
She smiled slightly, and then said nothing.
She kept her distance from me, and I didn't say anything more to her.
In short, although this girl looked very young, only fifteen or sixteen years old, and even younger, I always felt that she was different from ordinary people.
After seeing Wang Guifei, I returned to the palace of Sister Rufei, I clamored to go back, I really can't bear not to see the transverse flute again, I will miss her very much if I don't see the transverse flute.
I refused to listen to what my sister said, and in the end, my sister had no choice but to send someone to pick up my father and send me back.
When I got home, I went to look for the flute.
My sister rewarded me with a few novelties in the palace, and Wang Guifei also rewarded me.
So, I took it and wanted to show it to the flute.
Who knew that the moment I pushed the door open, I thought that the flute would come out to greet me, but I didn't realize that she was not there.
I was stunned for a moment, and shouted "transverse flute, transverse flute, transverse flute".
I screamed a lot, but there was her shadow somewhere.
I couldn't help but be surprised, but at this time, my father came over, and I asked my father, "Where is the flute?" Where did she go? Why can't I see her? ”
My father's face became ugly for a moment, and he said to me, "From now on, you will forget about Miss Leng." ”
"What, why did you make me forget the flute? Dad, what the hell is going on? Tell me quickly. ”
My father thought for a moment and said to me slowly, "Miss Flute, she, she, she has been taken away. ”
"Why was it taken away? What's going on? ”
I looked at my dad with an eye full of incredulity.
My father was forced to look away by me, and he said slowly: "Actually, you know better than me what is going on, this time fortunately, it is your sister Rufei who protects it, otherwise even we will be implicated." You used to tell me that there was nothing wrong with the flute, but now she is actually the granddaughter of the criminal minister. ”
When I heard my dad say this, my heart suddenly thundered like a bolt from the blue.
I looked at him with a trembling voice and a shaking shoulder, and I tried my best to ask him, "So you already know everything." ”
My father nodded and said, "Actually, I didn't know what I didn't know, but it was the brocade guards of the imperial court who found out about our house, and I realized that this matter was true." Sympathy, you were originally a sensible child, why did you harbor the invasion of the imperial court? You know that this is a very serious crime. ”
When I heard my dad ask me, I was stunned.
After a long time, he said slowly: "Dad, I don't want to know anything now, I just want to know where the transverse flute went." I beg you, tell me quickly, you know that your son and I will not live without her. I beg you, Daddy. Where the hell is the flute, where is she, where is it? ”
I looked at my dad and asked many times.
Under my repeated questioning, my father finally said slowly: "Didn't I already tell you just now, the girl has been arrested by the Jinyi Guard, and I don't have a general solution." ”
"How could you have nothing to do?"
I looked at my father and said to him in an incredible tone: "Don't lie to me, you are now the commander of the Jinyi Guard, and all the Jinyi Guards are commanded by you." If the flute is captured, you are captured. ”
I was a little annoyed for a moment, and quickly said to my father.
When my dad heard me say that, he had a sad smile on his face, and that smile was a bitter smile.
He said to me, "I really didn't expect you to even doubt my father, I know that the flute girl is really important to you, but is it more important than your father?" Yes, the Jinyi Guard is indeed commanded by me, but you should understand that the emperor does have the Jinyi Guard directly under him. No one around the emperor has no way to control the Jinyi Guard, let alone your father and me, all I can command is the ordinary Jinyi Guard. ”
After hearing my dad say this, I was speechless for a while.
The emperor does have his brocade guards by his side, and those brocade guards are not something my father can command.
I've heard a story before, and I used to tell it as a joke, but now that I think about it, it's true.
Legend has it that after the emperor ascended the throne as emperor, one day a minister had a treat at his house, and the next day the emperor asked him if he had a treat at home yesterday in the court.
The minister hurriedly said, "Yes." ”
Then the emperor asked him who he had invited and what dishes he had treated.
So, the minister told the emperor according to him, and after the emperor listened, he said with a smile: "You really didn't deceive me. ”
Then the emperor told the order of those seats and the order of those dishes, and the minister was suddenly scared into a cold sweat.
He never dreamed that the emperor would even know these things.
If he had lied, it would have been unimaginable.
Instead, the emperor smiled and said to him: "You are very loyal to me, do not deceive me, I must reward you." ”
The emperor rewarded him.
Although these things sound like child's play, they have really happened, and it's no wonder that my dad can't help it at all.
In fact, I believe that there are indeed a lot of brocade guards, and my father has no way to command them.
Since the emperor can even know what kind of dishes he wants to eat at other people's homes, then he can judge how strict the emperor's supervision of the ministers is.
I brought the transverse flute back and was known to the emperor, so there was nothing unusual about it.
When I thought of this, my heart became more and more sad.
Originally, Hengdi had a good life in Zhongnan Mountain, but because he entered Beijing with me, he ended up in this situation.
I really feel sad when I think about it, and no one knows what happened to her now, and I'm afraid that this matter will affect my father.
So, I turned my face to look at my dad and said to him, "Dad, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have spoken to you like that because I was too heavy just now." ”
My dad shook his head and said, "It doesn't matter, I know what's going on in your mind." Are you worried about the flute girl right now? In fact, Miss Hengdi is my daughter-in-law, your future wife, how can I not worry about her? But now that she has been captured by Jinyiwei, we have no choice at all, so I can only ask someone to find out as much as possible, hoping to find out where she is being held, hoping to rescue her. ”
After hearing my father say this, a glimmer of hope ignited in my heart, and I said to my father: "Dad, do you think the emperor will let her go?" ”
My father shook his head, a sigh appeared on his face, and said to me, "How could the emperor let her go? Don't forget that she is Jingqing's granddaughter, and according to the emperor's temper, she was supposed to punish us together, but fortunately, Concubine Ru said a lot of words in front of the emperor. said that we were wholeheartedly and loyal to the emperor, but it was because we didn't know where the girl came from, so we were deceived by her, and the emperor was willing to let us go. ”
"Sister Rufei, she actually said that."
After listening to this, I couldn't help but be very angry in my heart, quite annoyed like Sister Concubine.
My father hurriedly said to me: "You can't blame your sister Rufei for saying this, if Concubine Ru doesn't say that, do you think the emperor will let us go?" At that time, not only you and me, father and son, but even Concubine Ru will be implicated, and many people will die at that time. Do you want that to happen? ”
When I heard my dad say that, I was speechless for a while.
My dad just said, in fact, you are still to blame for this matter.
"You know the true identity of the flute, why don't you tell your father? You told your dad in advance, and he won't object to you, so he'll find a way to make this matter more secretive. Now that it has been found by the emperor's brocade guard, what should I do? ”
At this time, I remembered that my father asked Uncle Feng to check the situation of the transverse flute, I glanced at my father and asked him: "Dad, I remember that you also checked the matter of the transverse flute at that time, have you found out the identity of the transverse flute?" ”
My father shook his head and said, "At that time, I did ask Uncle Feng to check the background of the flute, but we didn't find out at that time. At that time, you told us not to check it, so I didn't check it anymore. If it had been found at the time, it would have been much better. ”
When I heard my dad say that, I didn't know what to say for a while.
In short, at this time, I simply hated myself to death, and I couldn't say how to say that hatred.
Anyway, it's because of me that the transverse flute became like this.
If it weren't for me, I wouldn't have affected the flute, and I almost had my family.
I looked at my dad and said to him, "Dad, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done this, it's all my fault, please forgive me." I know I've really done something wrong, so I beg you to find a way to investigate, please make sure you find out her whereabouts. If she has any three longs and two shorts, your son and I will definitely not survive. ”
My father nodded and said, "Don't worry, I will definitely help you get this matter done, I just don't want to fight for this old life, and I won't let you have any regrets in this life." ”
I nodded, and I felt that my dad was the greatest father in the world.
He did his best for me and my father, and now he is desperate to help me, and I can't express my gratitude beyond words, and I really don't know what to say.
Then I waited at home for news, and I waited for two days without hearing from the flute.
I couldn't help it, so I went to look for my father, and I looked around for him, but I couldn't find him.
I asked a few people, but they didn't know where my dad was, and I thought my dad hadn't come back, so I planned to wait for him in the study.
Who knew that as soon as I walked outside the study, I heard someone laughing inside, and the smile was very familiar, not my father.
I heard Uncle Feng saying to my father, "If this matter is known to Son, what should I do?" ”
I only heard my father say, "Don't worry, he will never know." ”
I don't know why Uncle Feng has such a conversation with my father, what is it that can't let me know?
So I stood outside and listened.
Last time, I heard my dad and Uncle Feng have a similar conversation, when they were checking the horizontal flute, and I rushed in without thinking about it, but this time I was not so reckless.
Since they don't want me to know something, maybe it's about the transverse flute, whether it has suffered some bad luck.
So, I listened carefully outside, and at this time I heard Uncle Feng say to my father: "No matter what, I'm afraid that my son won't be able to survive this hurdle." ”
"Don't worry, he won't be able to pass this level. He has been experiencing and challenging in Zhongnan Mountain, and after so long, I believe he also has a certain amount of pressure to endure difficulties. What's more, when Jing Hengdi had an accident, he was in the palace, and he couldn't have imagined that this matter had anything to do with us. ”
When I heard my dad say that, I was stunned.
"It has something to do with my father, what does this matter have to do with my father?"
So I listened more carefully, was what he said about the transverse flute?
Sure enough, I heard Feng Wuhen nod and said, "That's fine." I don't know if Childe has been pestering adults recently to ask adults to help him investigate the transverse flute? ”
My father nodded and said, "He has been asking me to help him investigate, but he still can't let go of his heart, in fact, this is also expected." I believe that it won't be long before he will slowly let go of this matter, and now Jing Hengdi has encountered an accident, and it has nothing to do with us. Anyway, you've handled this matter well, endlessly. ”
Uncle Feng said to my father: "Thank you for your appreciation, in fact, I am doing this for the good of adults." If Jing Hengdi's matter is really known to the emperor, it will not only be the adults and sons who will be implicated at that time, but even the young lady will be involved. ”
"yes. If this matter is known to the emperor, then I have no future, and the emperor will definitely think that I am harboring criminals, not only me, but even the cold will be affected, and Rufeng. Rufeng finally had the power she had today in the palace, and finally won the emperor's favor, if it was because of this matter that implicated her, then I really regret not being at the beginning. Fortunately, you gave me the idea to turn away the cold, I believe it won't be long before he forgets about the woman Jing Hengdi. ”
After hearing my dad say this, I immediately understood something.
I understood that it was all just a conspiracy, and what I said to let me enter the palace and not let the transverse flute enter the palace was actually not what my father said at all.
What he wanted to do was to let me enter the palace, and then wanted to take advantage of this time to arrest Jing Hengdi, no wonder Concubine Niangniang kept me in the palace and didn't let me come back.
It turned out that all this was discussed between my father and Concubine Ru, and everyone knew what was going on, only I was in the valley.
In this way, my father already knew the identity of the transverse flute, and the reason why I didn't expose it in person, and I didn't let the transverse flute come back, was just to temporarily stabilize me.
I never dreamed that this was the case, and I stood there like a clay sculpture.
I don't know how long I stood there, but I heard a hoarse squeak at the door and pushed it open, and I saw Feng Wuhen walking out.
He suddenly saw me standing outside the door and seemed taken aback.
After a long time, he said slowly: "Childe, why are you here?" ”
"Yes, of course you don't want me here, you are hiding the good things I did."
I looked at Feng Wuhen, and then turned my face to look at my father in the house.
My eyes must have been cold, cold enough to kill anyone, and I said to them, "I never dreamed that you would treat me like this, and I never thought you would do this to the transverse flute." Why did you kill her? What exactly did she do wrong? Where the hell did she get to do with you? Why did you kill her? You are my own father, and you said that the flute is your daughter-in-law, but you want to lock her up. I know she's in trouble now, it's you, you're the murderer. ”
My dad looked at me and didn't speak for a moment.
I believe he must have been trying to make up lies, and I used to tell lies, and I knew that covering up one lie would require another lie, and the lies would accumulate more and more.
At the end of the day, even you can't tell which ones are true and which ones are lies.
I guess my dad must be thinking the same thing in his heart now.
He looked at me and said to me after a long time, "Actually, things are not what you think. ”
"It's not what I thought it was, so what? Do you think I didn't hear it? If you want to know how things are, let me tell you. Dad, in fact, the matter is very simple, from the beginning you did not really agree to let Hengdi be with me, from the beginning you sent someone to investigate her, you found out that she is actually Jingqing's granddaughter, but you are still quiet, not only agreed to let her be with me, but also let us return to the capital as soon as possible. If you want to be able to catch the flute when you return to the capital, you will not only not be implicated in any way, but will also make a great contribution, isn't it? ”
When my dad heard me say that, his lips moved, and he didn't say what he wanted to say.
I continued to say to him: "What a good thing you did, after Hengdi came to our house, you said that you wanted me to enter the palace to visit Sister Rufei, and deliberately did not let Hengdi go. After I entered the palace, you immediately sent the brocade guards to arrest the transverse flute. You are afraid that the transverse flute will affect me, you, and Sister Rufei, and the most important thing is that you want to make a great contribution with the transverse flute. Then you kept lying to me, saying that the transverse flute had nothing to do with you and was taken away by the people of Jinyiwei, why did you lie to me? Why are you lying to me? Why are you lying to me like that? ”
I repeatedly accused my father, but my father finally didn't say anything.
I'm sure he must want to weave a lot of lies to deceive me now, but I've learned the truth of the matter, and it's impossible for him to deceive me.
After a long time, he said to me: "You must know that only a princess or a county lord is suitable for you, even the worst must be Miss Qianjin, and a person like Jing Hengdi is really not suitable for you." She is the daughter of a criminal. ”
"So what? Is it wrong for me to like her, like someone? Even if she's the daughter of a criminal, I still like her. If in the future, if you let me marry a young lady, or let me marry a princess, I don't like them, so what? Is it possible to be happy with someone you don't like? ”
My dad was speechless because of my accusations, and he looked at me and said slowly, "Forgive me." ”
"I will never forgive you in my life, you lied to me, you are not my father at all. Because my dad would never lie to me like that, and I don't believe you would lie to me like that. ”
With that, I screamed and walked out.
At this time, it began to rain in the sky, and it became heavier and heavier, until at last it thundered like a sifting of beans.
I let the rain pour over me, and the rain kept beating me, and the coldness turned into teardrops into my heart.
My heart was boiling, and I had an indescribable sadness in my heart.
Why, why did things turn out the way they did?
"Where the hell are you?"
I called out to her in my heart, maybe she was no longer in this world at all, maybe she had left me a long time ago.
"Why, why is this happening?"
As soon as I thought of this, I couldn't suppress the sadness anymore, I let the tears wet me, let the tears and the rain mix together, that kind of pain is really the most painful thing in the world.
Why did the person who betrayed me turn out to be my father, and why did this happen?
I kept questioning myself in my heart, and I was also questioning the sky, I hated the sky for being speechless, not listening, not asking, not looking.
Why? Why is this happening?
I don't know how long I stood in the storm and by the time I woke up, I was in bed.
I opened my eyes, and I hoped that at this time, the flute would come to me softly like a year ago, and ask me if I was okay, and I hope it was not a dream.
But in the end, it was my father who came to me, and my father looked at me and said, "I know you hate me now, and it's useless for me to say anything, but you have to believe that I am doing all this for your own good." You don't want to contact our entire Ji family because of Jingqing's granddaughter. ”
I really didn't want to explain anything to my dad, because I felt that my heart was completely frozen, so I slowly turned my face away and looked at him and stopped talking.
When my dad saw that I was no longer talking, he sighed and walked away.
When he was gone, I looked back again, and I felt very sad and sad, and that sadness lingered in my heart.
In the days that followed, I lost my soul