Chapter 18: Is This What You Want?
Yes, since Gu Qingyang left, until now, she has never officially faced any problems that have happened, not even crying, she has no feelings, or her subconscious has closed this feeling in order to protect herself, but Lin Shu's words have broken her forbearance for so many years, whether it is hatred or pain, yes, she has endured it, this kind of patience originally has no limit, and it may fade away with time, but today, Lin Shu completely used anger as the fuse and opened this feeling, What followed was grievance, heartache, hate, sadness, sadness, and even despair, which made her unbearable for a while.
The weather in the UK is always gloomy and gloomy, even if the first rays of the sun pass in the morning, it still can't take away the haze....
"Lin Shu!"
Gu Qingyang chased out the door, chased Lin Shu's back and shouted, Lin Shu turned around with a somewhat satisfied smile: "What?" Before the words were finished, a figure pounced, and felt a pain in the abdomen, looking at Gu Qingyang who was full of anger in front of him, and the passers-by around him were even more restless, and the little girls in the store screamed and called for help when they saw this scene, Gu Qingyang let go of the hand holding the handle of the knife and pushed Lin Shu with his hand, Lin Shu covered his abdomen with his hand, because of the pain, knelt on one knee, and the blood continued to penetrate the black sweater, and the bright red reflected the black and turned into a charming burgundy.
Gu Qingyang actually looked at him with some sadness: "Is this what you want?" ”
This small dagger was originally used to commute to work by myself just in case, and it was usually hidden in the pocket sealed in the back waist, a small folding dagger....
Immediately afterwards, the surrounding passers-by came up to check Lin Shu's situation, he was already speechless in pain, the dagger, the entire blade was stabbed into it hard, and then the nearby police rushed over, holding a gun, and asked Gu Qingyang to raise his hand, at this moment Gu Qingyang looked at Lin Shu and laughed, it was such a distressing laugh, Lin Shu raised his hand with difficulty to stop the police who arrested her, but he couldn't say a letter in his mouth.
Lin Shu, is this what you want? Did God really send you to torture me?
Later, she learned that from the moment she was born, their fates had been linked, and everything she experienced was a secret that was revealed in the end...
Gu Qingyang, who was imprisoned in temporary detention, was actually detained with several foreign hooligans, although it was the police office outside, those foreign hooligans stared at her with bad intentions like that, and their words were not dry or clean, and suddenly appeared in her mind that night that year, she involuntarily shrank in the corner, hugged her knees, lowered her head hard, trembling all over, but what she thought about was the young man in the sun, her little sun, where are you? Gu Yuyang...
Probably, it's about to get off work, and the people in the police station are about to run out, and Gu Qingyang, who is locked in the corner, is a little delirious, and she has been in this position for several hours.....
"Afterlife?! Afterlife? A few hurried shouts, but Qing Yang did not respond.
Seeing Gu Qingyang, who was huddled in the corner and did not react, the person who came called out softly: "Qingyang? ”
Gu Qingyang raised his head at this time, and saw the person who came vaguely, and couldn't help crying: "Wen Yao....."
Li Wenyao asked the police to quickly open the iron door in fluent English, and behind him was the lawyer who negotiated, he took off his coat, draped it on Gu Qingyang, and hugged her into his arms: "I'm here, I'm not afraid, I'm here, I'm sorry, I'm late, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”
Gu Qingyang asked in a trembling cry: "We.. Will we be able to go home? ”
"Okay." Li Wenyao touched her hair distressedly: "Let's go home." Gu Qingyang, who was unsteady on his back, walked out of the police station.
If the continuation of the story is another beginning, it is that in the past four years, Li Wenyao, who secretly accompanied her to the UK from the beginning, can be regarded as a new beginning of his old story......
Four years ago, when she boarded the plane alone, she had already decided to say goodbye to this homeland where she had lived for sixteen years, but there was a person who silently told herself in her heart that she would never let her live alone, that person was Li Wenyao, who was always by her side without skin and face, laughing and playing and playing with no seriousness, since the day she had an accident, he decided that if Gu Yuyang couldn't do it, even if it was for Gu Yuyang, he was willing, he also felt that this was an opportunity or even a favor given to him by God, can let him be by Gu Qingyang's side when she is in the most difficult time, even if it is to protect her from afar, in fact, he is used to always standing behind Gu Yuyang and silently guarding this girl.....
At that time, a person just arrived in the UK, it was a disaster, when he got off the plane, his luggage was lost, he waited alone at the airport for a few hours, and there was a delay on the way to arrange for the person to pick her up, Gu Qingyang could only drag his luggage and wait alone at the airport where he was unfamiliar, plus it was raining lightly outside and the night was slightly cool, and the whole person was so depressed and desolate that he couldn't do it, finally everything was arranged, and when he went to buy daily necessities on the street the next day, he was robbed of his backpack, wallet, and the most important passport on the street. There was no more, Gu Qingyang chased all the way and all the way, no one helped her, and she didn't catch up, holding the phone in her hand, on which was a text message sent to her by Wen Ying, asking her if she had arrived safely, asking her if she had found a place to live, but she didn't reply, opened the address book, but didn't know who to call, but Gu Qingyang really didn't shed a single tear, because she was too tired.....
When everything is bad, when everything is not as you wish, when everything is so miserable, you don't have the strength to cry, you don't have the strength to complain, you can only find a way to solve it one by one, after all, you have to survive, all this is your own choice, instead of letting those grief erode you one by one, it is better to be busy, you will not have time to think about these things, and forget about it after living Gu Qingyang took a deep breath and walked towards the place where he lived, and now the most important thing is to go to the embassy and make up for another passport......
When she was about to arrive at the place, she seemed to see a familiar figure, she rubbed her eyes, thinking that she had seen it wrong, the person was carrying luggage, the yellow broken hair was particularly dazzling, the person turned around and saw her eyes shining: "Qingyang!" ”
Yes, it was Li Wenyao, Gu Qingyang was a little excited in his heart at the time, but he was a little repulsed, and he said that he would never see each other again, and now he appeared by his side again.....
"How did you find here? That.... Is Moon Young here? "I wanted to be mean to him, but because I'm too helpless now, I really have some weak tenderness when I speak.
Li Wenyao walked over and directly gave Gu Qingyang a bear hug, which made Gu Qingyang very repulsed, and pushed him away: "What are you doing?" Li Wenyao let go of his arm: "Come to you?" Gu Qingyang couldn't leave, he walked towards the stairs: "Defect to me?" You're going to me like this? Li Wenyao followed behind, pulling his luggage, he knew that Qing Yang would definitely reject himself, and he would take his time.
If life is so sad, are you willing to give yourself a holiday?
"Qingyang~I'll accompany you to get a passport~"
"No, you don't."
"Qingyang~ I bought you breakfast"
"When are you going to be home?"
"Qingyang ~ the pillow I bought for you"
"Don't."
"Qingyang~"
"Qingyang"
I thought that every day when I came to the UK, I would spend it alone and uneventful, but I didn't expect that the next day, there was a person who began to call his name all over the world, Gu Qingyang didn't know whether to be happy or irritable, not to be happy because if she was like this, how could she completely disconnect from the past, and irritable because she was in this place far away from her homeland, she was really happy to see Li Wenyao.... Until that day, she allowed, or acquiesced, to his existence.
Just came here, for the sake of daily life, and in order to be able to read books, she found a job in a library, and Li Wenyao was able to come to her and begged her family to come here to study street dance, and even went on a hunger strike in front of her grandfather for a week, and the family agreed, Li Wenyao's grandfather is such a grandson, naturally very pampered, otherwise where did Li Wenyao get the capital presumptuous, Li Wenyao rented the house next to Gu Qingyang, every day Li Wenyao sent her to work, and then went to study by herself, but that day, No matter how he shouted, he couldn't wake up, Li Wenyao was about to knock on the door, but no one responded, he was a little anxious, fortunately he secretly equipped a key in Gu Qingyang's house, opened the door and went in, and saw Gu Qingyang lying on the sofa alone, his cheeks were red, he was in a coma with a high fever, he quickly picked her up and sent her to the hospital, fortunately it was delivered in time, the doctor said that Gu Qingyang was food poisoning and allergies, so the high fever would not go away, it should have been a fever since he ate it yesterday, but Gu Qingyang thought it was a daily cold, so he didn't pay attention, just drank a tablet of antipyretics, these days, Li Wenyao was all taking care of him by the bedside, Gu Qingyang was sometimes awake, sometimes unconscious, groggy, in her dream, she returned to them who were happy at that time, and returned to her parents in her dream......
"In the future, let me die." After the high fever subsided, when they returned home, at night, the two of them stood on the balcony looking at the stars, Gu Qingyang slowly spoke, and looked at Li Wenyao after speaking: "From now on, my name is Gu Xiangsheng, only Gu Qiusheng, no Gu Qingyang." She was willing to tell him this name because he acquiesced in Li Wenyao's company, especially this illness, she understood that if she was alone, she might die in a rental house so inexplicably, so she hoped that he could accompany her to start anew.
Li Wenyao looked at her weak face, she under the starlight, which made people feel even more pity, Li Wenyao, who was always giggling in the past, had tenderness in his eyes, and he stretched out his hand to pat her little head: "Gu is dying, dying." The gentleness at that moment moistened Gu Qingyang's eyes, smiled slightly, and a tear slipped down his face.