Chapter 20: Who Am I to You (2)
"It's going to be okay right away~" Li Wenyao's brisk voice interrupted Gu Qingyang in a daze, turned his head and saw Gu Qingyang being interrupted by himself in a daze, and he felt particularly cute with a stunned look, such an atmosphere made him feel very happy, he hoped that he could always cook for Gu Qingyang to eat, Li Wenyao was a hairy boy four years ago, and he didn't know anything, but in the past four years, he has learned a lot of simple and convenient dishes in order to take care of Gu Qingyang...
It turns out that love can really change a person.
Gu Qingyang still thought about Lin Shu who was stabbed by herself today, since she could be redeemed, it would prove that Lin Shu was not dead, in fact, she didn't know how much courage she had to take out the dagger and stab it out, but she felt that with Lin Shu's personality, this matter was not over yet, and took the pasta handed over by Li Wenyao: "Smell this smell, I'm really hungry, the food you cooked, if I don't eat it for a few days, I still want to." ”
"What did you say?" Li Wenyao looked at Gu Qingyang with some surprise.
Gu Qingyang gave him a roll of his eyes: "I said, I will think about it, I want you to cook." ”
Li Wenyao came over: "Then I, will I do it for you for a lifetime?" ”
Gu Qingyang looked at his affectionate appearance and slapped him: "Don't be like this, I'm not comfortable at all, okay?" Li Wenyao pursed his lips, went to pour her another glass of milk, and asked casually: "What's wrong with you today?" Is there some misunderstanding? They say you stabbed someone, I don't believe it, how can you hurt someone, you are so weak. Gu Qingyang's eating action stopped, and slowly looked at Li Wenyao, his face was a little serious, Li Wenyao slowly put down the cup in his hand, feeling that things were not so simple, and seeing Gu Qingyang like this, he knew that it was not so simple.
After being silent for a long time, Gu Qingyang really didn't know how to speak, how to explain, how to lie, this was obviously his own business, he really didn't want to get involved with Li Wenyao, he was afraid that Li Wenyao would do something, but he was afraid that he wouldn't say anything, Li Wenyao would investigate clearly in the end, maybe he would be even more angry, and took a deep breath: "It's Lin Shu, I stabbed it, it's Lin Shu." ”
Li Wenyao's hand holding the cup clenched slowly, sure enough, then all this can be figured out, who else can make Qingyang so angry, sure enough, only Lin Shu.
"What did he do to you?" Li Wenyao's voice revealed a hint of danger.
In fact, Gu Qingyang, thinking of Lin Shu's words, the anger in her heart was still unabated, but when she saw Li Wenyao like this, she didn't dare to say anything: "How is he now?" ”
Li Wenyao collected his mood a little: "I heard from the lawyer that he is fine, and you will not be sentenced, but what happened, can you tell me?" ”
Gu Qingyang barely squeezed out a smile: "It's nothing, it's just that when I saw him, I remembered it..... Remembered, before. Speaking of this, Gu Qingyang's expression was a little unnatural, Li Wenyao could see that she was lying, and that's it.
"Impossible, what do you look like, in the past four years, I know best, if he doesn't do anything and doesn't say anything, and appears in front of you plainly, it is impossible to provoke you to stab him with a knife like this!"
Gu Qingyang saw that he was a little angry, and stretched out his hand to hold his hand: "It's really nothing, it's just that I'm impulsive." ”
Suddenly there was a knock on the door, Gu Qingyang let out a sigh of relief, and finally stopped discussing: "You go open the door first and see who it is." ”
Li Wenyao nodded, got up to open the door, and when he opened the door, it was some people in British prosecutor's uniforms: "Excuse me, is Ms. Gu Qingyang here?" We were notified that we need to take Ms. Gu Qingyang back to the procuratorate to conduct a civil lawsuit investigation, this is a search warrant, and we will be arrested tonight. (Of course it's in English, I'll translate it~)
Later, when recalling Lin Shu, Gu Qingyang once said that she didn't know what kind of person Lin Shu was, he was like a mystery, a bottomless pit, you don't know what he really meant, you can't even guess what he thinks, he is like a pathetic contradiction.
Yes, sad.
Lin Shu who was lying on the bed was already awake, he closed his eyes and saw the scene of seeing Gu Qingyang for the first time in the morning, and then turned to the smile after Gu Qingyang rushed over and stabbed himself, he would be intoxicated when he thought of her face, and he would frown when he thought of that smile, he just didn't expect that the anger in her body could drive him to kill himself, he could feel the knife, it was like using all her strength, she really wanted to kill herself, if she changed the gun, the bullet must be aimed at her chest. But he didn't understand why she was asking herself, "Is this what you want?" ”
What do I want, what do I want?
When he saw Gu Qingyang back then, he eliminated the hatred for her mistakes at that time, he still had an ignorant love, plus the guilt afterward, he did think about her for so long, and after four years, he finally decided to come to find her, when he met her, he hoped to make up for his past mistakes, and he wanted to see what this girl he had been thinking about for so long was like now, and what did he want to start over with her, what to start? Lin Shu didn't know, went up and told her, I like you? What qualifications do you have? But to hate is not qualified.
Lin Shu, what kind of person is he?
He was abandoned by his father because of his mother's cheating when he was very young, and for a long time, he thought he was an illegitimate child, and he had to face his only relative from time to time to do his disgusting things, and he was a gifted person, he was proud in his heart, but his environment made him feel shameful, such a contradictory surrounding, causing such a contradiction, what is constantly switching in the middle, that is, Gu Qingyang, the daughter of the "biological father" he once hated, I thought that it would be good to only choose hatred because of revenge, but I didn't expect that the thing that I hated for many years turned out to be a misunderstanding, and in this misunderstanding, the accompanying guilt for Gu Qingyang and the love from the heart of the opposite sex made him constantly hover between love and hate, hate, love,
It was because of such a tangled body that Lin Shu just wanted to anger Gu Qingyang, who hated him, he was cowardly, so he didn't dare to express his love, if he was angry, then Gu Qingyang would at least have some reaction.
"You can't take her, we have a lawyer, everything will wait for our lawyer to come." Li Wenyao stood at the door and told the group outside very firmly in fluent English, Gu Qingyang walked over slowly, and when he saw the clothes of the person who came, he probably understood, but he didn't expect Lin Shu to be so unrelenting.....
"I'll go with you." Gu Qingyang stretched out his hands and motioned for them to lock up the handcuffs, Li Wenyao stretched out his hand to stop her behind him: "What do you say, with me here, I can't just let you go with them, don't worry, I'll deal with this matter." ”
"How do you deal with it? I am indeed a criminal offense, and all you can do is get a lawyer quickly. Gu Qingyang looked at Li Wenyao very sensibly and shook his head gently: "Ah Yao, after so many years, it is really troublesome for you, but I will bear this matter myself." After speaking, he was about to walk out of the door, Li Wenyao turned around, and slammed the door shut, leaving the people outside with a surprised face, slamming the door hard, and saying something, "Resisting arrest will be legally responsible, please cooperate." The official words.
Li Wenyao lowered his head and said in a low voice: "You bear it yourself?" It's been four years, why do you still think it's bothering me? Or do you have to bear it yourself? ”
Gu Qingyang didn't speak.
Li Wenyao raised his head and looked at her with a sad look: "It's been four years, what do you think of me?" What am I to you? Are you going to go with them now? All of this was done by Lin Shu, the one who brought you all the harm! It's he who wants to go against you, how can you bear it yourself? How can you afford it? How could I possibly bear to let you take it on your own? Why are you still rejecting my love after four years? ”
"I didn't!" Gu Qingyang quickly retorted: "I didn't refuse your love. ”
Yes, I didn't, Yao, I even took advantage of your love, selfishly used your love to keep me alive...
"But in this matter! You've always been a refusal! Li Wenyao had an unfair anger in his heart: "You never tell me about your dreams, you never tell me what you were thinking when you were crying silently, you didn't even let me comfort you, do you know the feeling that I want to comfort but dare not step forward?" Have you felt my heartache? ”
Gu Qingyang stepped forward and looked at him gently: "I know your heartache, I understand your sadness, so I didn't refuse your love, you are very important in my heart." ”
"Does it matter? Then every time you call Gu Yuyang in a coma, do I still matter in your heart? Li Wenyao looked at her calmly, in fact, he regretted it after saying this.
Gu Qingyang's originally gentle eyes became surprised and indifferent: "Are you still talking to me about him?" Why don't you understand? Even if it is him, it is a grudge between me and Lin Shu in this matter, and no matter who of you is, you are not qualified to interfere. After the words fell, he was about to open the door, but Li Wenyao grabbed her hand, pushed her against the wall, and stared at her deadly: "No qualifications, he is not qualified, what about me?" Why don't I either? ”