Duanmu Mingli (Fanwai Shang)
Sitting on the soft couch near the bed, Duanmu Mingli frowned slightly, and let the palace 'girl' next to her light the ice slicol incense in the incense burner, and looked at the rising incense in a daze. []
After a while, a palace 'girl' walked in and knelt on the ground to report: "Back to the queen's mother, the emperor has just sent someone to pass the word, saying that the dinner is used here by the mother, let the mother prepare it in advance." ”
Duanmu Mingli nodded: "Well, I know, you go down." ”
"Niangniang, the emperor has come to pass the word, why are you still so depressed, but what is on your mind?"
Duanmu Mingli looked at Mama Sun who spoke up, and recalled in her heart that this Mama had grown up serving her since she was a child, and during the most difficult time in the palace, she did not have the slightest disrespect for herself: "Mama Sun, I don't know what's wrong, I just feel depressed in my heart." In fact, like me now, what is there not to be satisfied with? As a princess of 'jade' cold, I successfully became the queen of the vicissitudes, and I was loved among the people, and the emperor respected me a lot. ”
Mama Sun was stunned for a moment, her expression was slightly stunned, and there was a glint of pity in her eyes: "The queen is homesick?" ”
"Home?" Duanmu Mingli paused slightly, and said very funny, "What is there to think about 'jade' Han." Now that the royal brother and sister-in-law have also gotten married, they take care of me a lot, so that I can be safe and worry-free......"
Mama Sun looked at the surrounding palace 'women', waved them down, and then stood next to Duanmu Mingli, picked up the teapot and slowly poured a cup of tea: "Niangniang, although the old slave is a slave maid, he should not guess the master's mind at will, but the old slave has served Niangniang for so many years, and please don't blame the slave maid, in fact, Niangniang has a lot of unwillingness in her heart." ”
Duanmu Mingli was stunned, her eyebrows furrowed more and more, and for a while, she leaned on the soft couch a little dejectedly, with a wry smile on her lips: "Mama, why do you say that this person's heart is so difficult to fill, when I was not married, I knew the emperor's thoughts about Mu Qingya, but after learning that the two of them could not be together, I chose the emperor who is still the third prince, I thought at first, even if I can't get the emperor's love, I can support him to ascend to the throne, become the queen himself, and hold the power in my hands. But now that these wishes have come true, I can't be happy in my heart. ”
"It's because the mother is greedy."
Duanmu Mingli chuckled: "Yes, it's indeed because I'm greedy." To tell the truth, Mama, you don't know how jealous Mu Qingya is now, the royal brother's heart is on her, for her would rather support the three princes to seize power, in order to use his rights to control the rumors of the vicissitudes, change Mu Qingya's reputation, from the demon 'woman' to the protector 'woman', hehe, this is a big reversal, 'spending' so much thought, just for a false name, is it really worth it? ”
Mama Sun sighed in her heart: "Niangniang, when the palace was difficult, Princess Mingzhu was favored by the emperor, and the other princesses who were suppressed by the favor of the emperor and the first queen had no place to stand, but no matter how dangerous the situation was, the old slave thought that the princess would definitely get ahead one day." Why does the princess know? ”
Duanmu Mingli was surprised and looked up at her: "Why?" ”
"Because the princess is proud at all times! Although the princess was suppressed at that time, you have a pure world in your heart, even if you are punished to kneel on the ground, you are 'straight' and kneeling. ”
Duanmu Mingli trembled, her eyes appeared in a burst of 'fog' and 'fog', and her mind couldn't help but recall the original scene, when she was the most unfavored princess, because her mother was just a palace 'girl'. With such a background, she was born in the cold palace, so she lay on the ground as soon as she came out, but she couldn't help but climb up. Fortunately, she succeeded, and at that time she swore that she would take her own destiny into her own hands in this life, and she would never let others '' control it again, so when the royal brother expressed his hope that someone could come to Canglan to help Mu Qingya solve her predicament, she resolutely invited herself to come, because she knew that this was her opportunity.
Fortunately, because of this decision, she has everything she has today. But when did the greed in her heart become more and more serious, she could give up illusory love for the sake of power, and now she has gained power, but she is angry why she can't get real emotions, she is really too greedy.
"Mama, I never knew that you actually understood things, yes, I didn't have the power or power to be trampled on, but I was standing, and now I am the mother of a country, but I am lying down alive. Thank you, if it weren't for you, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to figure it out now. ”
Grandma Sun smiled: "The princess has been smart since she was a child, but she can't see the situation clearly when she is in it." ”
Duanmu Mingli bowed her head: "Yes, it's me who is too greedy." The royal brother's feelings for the imperial sister-in-law are too enviable, and they are a couple for the rest of their lives...... I never thought that the imperial brother would dismiss the harem for the sake of the imperial sister-in-law...... He really held the imperial sister-in-law in the palm of his hand, so how could I not be jealous. There was a slight pause at this point, and after a while, he continued, "Mama, you know what? I don't want to be greedy...... But I just couldn't control myself, on the way to the 'jade' cold with the emperor, he took me on a horse, and always had to carefully guard the cloak, for fear that I would be blown by the wind, maybe he was just used to it, but it made me constantly want to expect more. ”
Mama Sun had tears in her eyes, and looked at Duanmu Mingli and didn't know what to say: The princess was also bitter in her heart, she was criticized as soon as she was born, and she was trampled on in the palace, and a slave with a little status could come over and step on her. It's hard to get in touch with some warmth now, and it's natural to want to hold on to it with all your might.
Duanmu Mingli sighed lightly, picked up the tea and wanted to take a sip, but he spilled the tea unsteadily.
"Oh, princess, are you okay? Hurry up and change your clothes, they're all wet. Grandma Sun hurriedly took a handkerchief to wipe it.
"No need, the tea is no longer hot, you go down, I want to be quiet, and I will be notified when the emperor comes, let the kitchen prepare dinner first." Duanmu Mingli looked at the wet clothes and said indifferently.
Grandma Sun opened her mouth, sighed for a while, and retreated lightly, the princess's heart was the most transparent, let her be quiet by herself. Just retreated to the 'door', but found that Mo Junqing was standing by the 'door' with his hands in his hands, without much expression on his face, but looking at the expression of the eunuch next to him, he should have been standing for a long time, he was shocked, and hurriedly wanted to kneel down, but was stopped by Mo Junqing, and finally had to retreat in fear.
Duanmu Mingli took a deep breath and slowly spit it out, tears slowly gathered in her eyes, she didn't know what she should cry about, but she just couldn't stop the grievances in her heart. Now that there is no one else in the palace, let her be presumptuous: the person her husband is worried about is Mu Qingya, but Mu Qingya has become her imperial sister-in-law, she should hate her, but the reality makes her have to feel 'excited' her, because without her, there will never be her current self, this contradictory sense of struggle makes her feel that her whole heart is cooked on the oil pot all the time, and she is not at peace all the time.
"I'm so greedy......"
'Sobing' for a long time, the tea spilled on her 'legs' had become cold, and she couldn't help but shiver. I looked up suddenly, only to find that there was already one more person in the room.
"The Emperor's ......"
The crying voice was slightly hoarse, and the thick nasal voice made her tone more and more aggrieved. Mo Junqing looked at the 'girl' whose makeup was 'spent' in front of her, but she felt more distressed in her heart: "What is this for?" ”
Duanmu Mingli hurriedly got up, standing a little helpless, unable to stop the bitterness in his heart, such an embarrassed self made the emperor see that he would be even more disgusted with himself. was thinking about it 'chaotically', but he felt that he was being picked up suddenly, and he quickly raised his head in surprise and met Mo Junqing's disgusted eyes.
"Originally, you were a first-class beauty if you dressed up well, but now you look like a cat running out of the field, you are a queen, why don't you even pay attention to these?"
Duanmu Mingli, who was originally in a slightly better mood, was instantly punctured by this sentence, and tears fell suddenly: "Your Majesty, I know that you don't look down on me, I can't compare to the beauty of the imperial sister-in-law, not to compare with her talent, and even less than her intelligence, no matter how you dress up, you can't compare." Your Majesty, you don't like me, I can't help it, I know the gap between myself and my sister-in-law, but the emperor, no matter how good she is, she is already my imperial brother's wife, no matter how bad I am, I want to accompany you for a lifetime, I want to accompany the emperor You grow old, even if you are not the emperor, we can support each other for a lifetime, and when you are old and can't walk, I can drag you even if I can't drag you, can't you spare a little bit of heart to like me? Just a little bit is enough......"
At the beginning of hearing her words, Mo Junqing's heart rose with anger, but when she heard the last sentence, her heart was mixed with helplessness, and the 'flower' cat-like 'girl' in front of her was lying on her 'chest', dragging her clothes and trembling constantly, as if she would drown as soon as she let go, so she had to hug her arms tightly and sit down on the edge of the 'bed'.
After a long while, Duanmu Mingli felt that she had cried enough, so she raised her head, feeling a little more relieved: "Your Majesty, it's the concubine who is rude." ”
Mo Junqing glanced down at a large water stain on his chest, and said: "Since you know that it is rude, why don't you come and help me change my clothes, I see that you are deliberate, and you have been sprinkled with tea, so you can't see that I am clean." ”
"No, it's all because the emperor is too straightforward." Duanmu Mingli said a little angrily, now she has figured out a lot, and she has put aside the burden of caution and her heart, and she speaks casually, and the two of them get along much more freely than before.