Qin Yuan (Fanwai)

On the edge of a small village on the outskirts of Yecheng, several children chased and played with each other, laughing and laughing. Suddenly, several children stopped in tacit agreement and respectfully saluted a man dressed as a scholar in white 'colored' clothes: "The student has seen the master. ”

That man looks 'quiet', with a stable temperament all over his body, just looking at you with those warm eyes, he can't help but make people feel peaceful.

"Go home early after school and don't worry your family."

"Yes, the student knows." A few children winked at each other and ran off into the distance with a grin.

The man shook his head, and the bamboo basket in his hand contained a few bright red fruits with thin 'dew' on them. Suddenly, a child who had run a few steps forward ran back, looked at the man and asked, "Master, the student heard that Master is from Shangjing, but is it true?" ”

The man's movements paused slightly, and he nodded for a while: "Yes, I lived in Kyoto for a while before. ”

The child's eyes lit up obviously, and he asked in a hurried tone, "That master has seen our emperor?" ”

“…… I met by chance. ”

"Really, the master is too powerful, is the emperor extraordinarily majestic? I heard my father say that today is the day of the wedding of the emperor and the queen, and there are officials at the entrance of the village to send wedding cakes, and I and Ergou also went to get one, which is particularly delicious. ”

The bamboo basket shook, and the fruit inside also moved, and the 'dew' on it rolled down like teardrops, and disappeared after a while: "I haven't seen it." ”

"Ah," the child was very disappointed, but after a while, the 'sexual' quality became high-spirited, "The students have heard that the queen mother is the 'daughter' of the protector of the country, or the most beautiful 'girl' in the whole 'jade' Han, it is like a fairy 'girl' descending to earth, my mother said, the queen mother must be more beautiful than the Guanyin master in the painting." ”

Not far away, the child's companion called out to him, and the child arched at the man again, turned around and ran away happily, running a little farther, and he could still hear his proud announcement: "I said that the master came to Beijing, and he must have seen the emperor, but you still don't believe it, the master said, he has seen the emperor." ”

"Ah......" The other friends exclaimed in amazement, and their tones were full of novelty, longing and admiration.

The man smiled slightly, his warm eyebrows flashed with nostalgia and pain, and it took a while to look up in the direction of Shangjing: "Is it a big wedding......?"

Thinking about it carefully, it has been four years since he came here, and the quiet life in the mountain village for four years has made him think that he has forgotten the glitz and defeat of the past, but now that he thinks about it, those memories are still as clear as if they had just ended yesterday.

"Master, why are you staying here alone, this is the red fruit I just picked from the mountain, Master should keep some?" A young 'girl' in cloth clothes walked over, looking at Qin Yuan with joy in her eyes, and she could see the shyness and admiration on her face if she looked closely.

The man shook his head: "No need, thank you Miss Cailian." ”

"No, no thanks, since that's the case, then I'll go first." Seeing that the man did not mean to accept the red fruit, a trace of disappointment flashed in the eyes of the 'woman', holding the basket tightly with both hands, bowing her head and walking quickly.

The man came to a short distance from the river, found a small hillside, and lay down on the ground despite the fact that the yellow grass would 'stain' his clothes. The cold wind gusted, it was already the wax moon, lying on the ground as if lying in the cold ice, and the cold hit my heart. But at this moment, the man felt that the coldness on the ground was far less cold than his heart. In this small mountain village, he has been staying for four years, and in the past four years, everyone has called him Master, so that he himself is almost forgotten, and he still has a name called Qin Yuan!

Yes, the man is Qin Yuan, who has been missing for a long time. No one could have imagined that the eldest young master of the Qin family in the past would actually settle down in this small mountain village after leaving Shangjing. Even Qin Yuan himself didn't expect to stay here for so long.

At the beginning, Shangjing changed dramatically, the whole 'jade' was cold and 'swaying', the Qin family, as the home of Zhong Ming Dingshi, was defeated overnight, facing a mess, he wanted to hate Duanmu Lingyu and Mu Qingya, but in the end he couldn't find any reason to hate them.

What is the reason why the Qin family has come to this point, he knows better than anyone else, because the Qin family's heart is big, and they even hope for things that do not belong to themselves, and they don't care about blood and family affection, and they shoot at Qin Yue and Mu Qingya again and again, when a big family looks at intrigue every day, then this family will definitely be about to perish. Although I understand it intellectually, I can't accept it emotionally.

At the beginning, he left Shangjing and rode around on horseback, but the huge 'jade' cold made him feel that he had no place to stay.

"Qin Gongzi." A pink-clothed 'girl' walked over and looked at Qin Yuan lying on the ground with a little worry, her fingers pinching the handkerchief slightly, looking a little at a loss.

Qin Yuan's eyebrows frowned slightly, when he was riding by here, because he accidentally almost bumped into a child who ran out, he accidentally saw the silhouette of the 'girl' in front of him, and it was five points similar to the person in his memory, from that moment on, he decided to stay here, so he bought a property and became the only master in this village.

"Qin Gongzi?"

"Miss Qi, it's rude." Qin Yuan came back to his senses, sat up and smiled apologetically at Qi Wan, but the smile couldn't reach the bottom of his eyes.

Qi Wan raised the corners of her lips slightly: "It's cold, Qin Gongzi is most vulnerable to the erosion of the cold when lying on the ground like this, so let's go back and rest early." ”

Qin Yuan looked at the river not far away, in today's weather, most of the places near the banks of the river are frozen, only the water light can be seen in the middle of the river, listening to Qi Wan's gentle words in his ears, the thoughts in his heart are drifting farther and farther: Mu Qingya...... How long have these three words not been remembered, every time I dream back at midnight, I can always feel an empty 'hole' in the 'chest' cavity, but when I think about it, I don't know what to fill it with.

At the beginning, the 'girl' who was as cold as frost was so gentle and gentle, always with a bit of nobility and calmness, even if she was angry, she would not make the slightest rude move, even later, Qin Jin made a big mistake and framed her repeatedly, and even Qin Yue almost had a miscarriage because of his mother, and that 'girl' would still call him a cousin when she saw him, but the alienation always made him difficult to accept.

Qin Yuan smiled bitterly and covered his 'chest', every beating in his 'chest' cavity made him feel extremely painful, but the empty 'hole' and nothingness gradually retreated, and it turned out that what was missing in his heart was her...... Even if she made herself feel painful and didn't want to live, she still didn't want to give up.

Qi Wan looked at Qin Yuan in surprise, the weather was so cold now, but there was a layer of sweat on his forehead, and the worry in her heart made her squat down involuntarily, and she picked up the silk handkerchief and wanted to help him wipe it, but Qin Yuan pushed it away violently, and her ankle hurt sharply, which immediately made her cry out: "Ah...... Painful ......"

Qin Yuan suddenly came back to his senses: "Miss Qi, I'm sorry, I had a magic barrier just now, do you want it?" ”

Qi Wan shook her head and endured the discomfort in her ankles: "Childe was missing his beloved just now?" ”

Qin Yuan was stunned: "It's just that I thought of a friend from the past." ”

"Childe, don't lie to me, look at your expression just now, although it is painful, but there is a smile on the 'lips', which can make Childe feel so painful that he doesn't want to forget, he must be a young lady who has captivated the country and the city."

She ...... She is the most special 'girl' of 'Yu' Han. Qin Yuan groaned for a long time, and finally said.

Qi Wan felt a pain in her heart, but her face didn't show it at all: "I'm very curious, I don't know if I have a chance to meet this young lady." ”

Qin Yuan smiled bitterly: "With her current identity, it is difficult to see her." ”

Qi Wan was stunned, although she has lived here for five years, but her father is in Beijing, although the official position is not high, but the news is also well-informed, and she is also very fond of her, four years ago she was accidentally passing by here, encountered heavy rain, so she rested here for a day, but did not want to meet Qin Yuan, that glance became a bad fate, knowing that he wanted to settle here, she begged her father to buy a courtyard here, and came here from time to time to live for two days. She knew Qin Yuan's identity, so she felt more and more sorry for this man. This man must be thinking that she is now the queen mother in the palace.

"Since Childe knows, he should have put it down earlier."

Qin Yuan was silent, but his eyes couldn't help but look in the direction of Kyoto. How easy is it to let go? What's more, he didn't even think about letting go.

Even if he can't stay with her, he has to remember her for the rest of his life, and lock all the memories related to her in his mind, even if it is time. Because he had nothing else but that.

"Miss, what's wrong with you?" Qi Wan's maid Xi'er ran over, saw that the young lady's standing posture was unstable, and her face was pale, and asked worriedly.

Qi Wan shook her head, turned her head to look at Qin Yuan, who didn't pay attention to her at all, and a trace of loneliness flashed in her eyes: "Xi'er, let's go." ”

Xi'er looked at Qin Yuan, and then looked at Qi Wan, who was a little confused, but still obediently helped Qi Wan to walk back.

"Xi'er, we'll pack up our things in a while, let's go."

"Ah, Miss doesn't live here anymore?"

"Well, I can't stop it." Originally, she chose to live here because of that person, and now she chooses to leave because of that person, but she must give up, some love threads, must be cut off before completely falling in, if you don't cut it ruthlessly, you can only let yourself fall into it, and you will never be able to turn over. Qin Yuan has completely fallen into the love for others, why should she let herself fall into it again, it is nothing more than one more person in pain.