Ji Mingyu looked at Heng Yan with some surprise, when he thought of his embarrassed appearance lying on the hospital bed, his face immediately changed, he looked at Yu Yang who was standing not far away, didn't he say that he would not let Heng Yan know?

"Why are you here?" Ji Mingyu reluctantly wanted to sit up, but Yu Yang hurriedly stepped forward to help him, which made the man sit up straight, "Didn't I tell you not to see you in the future?" ”

Heng Yan forcibly held back the emotion in his eyes and said, "I'm not here to see you, He Liang has something to do here, I'll come over to accompany him." ”

Heng Yan's excuse was not convincing at all, Ji Mingyu did not pierce him, he smiled and said, "Then you go quickly, don't waste time with me." ”

Heng Yan pursed the corners of his mouth, didn't say a word, didn't know how to speak, didn't know what to say.

"I'm fine, really, isn't Yu Yang still here."

"Mingyu!" Yu Yang's clenched fists trembled a little, and his nails pinched out a crescent mark in his palm, "He knows everything, I have already told Hengyan everything." ”

Ji Mingyu was stunned for a moment, then looked at Heng Yan with a softened face and said, "I'm really fine, you go and do your thing." ”

Hengyan didn't move his pace, he just stood beside Ji Mingyu's hospital bed and said softly: "Ji Mingyu, I'm not a fool. ”

Ji Mingyu didn't look at Hengyan, he looked away at the window, the face reflected in the window was pale and weak, and the incandescent light tube in the hospital ward was coldly illuminating the entire room, he had been sleeping for so long, and he thought that he had only slept for a while.

I had a dream, in the dream, Hengyan was wearing a bulky doll costume and followed behind Gu Bei, he wanted to reach out and grab Heng Yan countless times, wanted to grab the tail of the doll costume, and wanted to call Heng Yan's name, but Heng Yan kept walking in front of him as if he didn't know, he couldn't catch up, he used all his strength to call "Heng Yan", Heng Yan stopped, he took the initiative to step forward, stepped forward and hugged him, he called his name with a smile, "Ji Mingyu Ji Mingyu" called over and over again.

If you can, you really don't want to wake up, maybe it's a good thing to live in a dream.

"Mingyu, I found you a medical ......" Ji Ninghao walked in with the hospital flyer in his hand, looked at Hengyan who was standing aside, and stopped his mouth as if he knew something.

Seeing Ji Ninghao turn around to leave, Ji Mingyu shouted hoarsely, "Don't go." ”

Waiting for Ji Ninghao to stop, Ji Mingyu continued: "Hengyan, you go and do your thing, I really have nothing to do." ”

"It's okay to live for long?" Hengyan's eyes were red and he looked at Ji Mingyu and shouted, "Ji Mingyu, you really treat me as a fool, don't you?" In the past, too, if you like me, you can say it, hide it and hide it, you let me go, let me live my life without knowing anything, if you wanted to push me away from the beginning, you shouldn't have approached me in the first place, what is the matter if you approached me and drove me away? ”

Yes......

Can't help it......

Anger and sadness are entangled, like a ball of cotton blocked in the heart, I can't even breathe, I'm too tired, I'm too tired.

Ji Mingyu looked at Heng Yan with tears at a loss, he reached out and pulled Heng Yan's wrist, and with the only pitiful strength he had, he pulled Heng Yan into his arms and let Heng Yan's head rest on his heart, and the sound of a steady heartbeat, Heng Yan could hear it clearly.

"Hengyan, I don't have long to live." Ji Mingyu's calm tone was as light as saying "what to eat at noon", but Hengyan seemed to hear a slight trilling in Ji Mingyu's tone, "I don't want to die yet, Hengyan, I don't want to die yet." ”

It's like calling for help, the helplessness of desperately calling for help but it's useless.

Ji Ninghao looked at Yu Yang and made a look, Yu Yang sighed, ignored the two people who were hugging each other there, pushed the door and walked straight out.

Looking at He Liang outside, he asked quietly, "Do you believe in Hengyan so much?" Aren't you afraid that Hengyan will be snatched away? ”

Believe it?

He Liang didn't know it himself, he clenched the mobile phone in his hand, his palms were sweaty with fear, but he forced himself to believe Hengyan, this feeling was really not so comfortable.

"I believe in Him."

A fluttering sentence sounded in the empty hospital corridor, like water vapor under the hot sun, evaporating and dissipating.

Since when he trusted Hengyan to force himself to achieve it, he told himself over and over again that "it will be fine".

Yu Yang looked at He Liang with pity, just like looking at himself, both of them are fools, He Liang is too, and so is he Yu Yang.

"I'm leaving." Yu Yang dragged his scarred body to the elevator, and before the elevator jumped to the number "4", the piercing sound suddenly sounded, and he stood helplessly next to the trash can in front of the elevator, watching the nurses and doctors hurriedly run in the direction he had just walked, and the whole person was motionless as if he had been struck by lightning.

"Ding—"

The elevator door opened, but Yu Yang stood there in despair as if he had been hollowed out of his soul.

"Can't get in?"

"I said, you're going up or down?"

"Don't waste time here if you don't come in, you're crazy!"

……

It's like a world away.

Yu Yang stretched out his hand and pinched the flesh on his thigh to wake himself up, maybe it was a dream, how could he dream of such a terrible dream.

His legs were like being tied with lead, and every step was like something dragging him, he walked to the ward with difficulty, looking at Hengyan standing at the door and crying in horror, he pushed the door open, and the doctor at the door wanted to stop Yu Yang who walked in, but Yu Yang didn't seem to hear what they said, he just walked forward step by step in a daze.

Looking at Ji Mingyu lying on the bed and letting these doctors rescue him, and looking at the faint life ups and downs displayed on the machine next to him, he suddenly had a strong sense of fear, the fear that a living person might leave his side forever at any time, so that Yu Yang couldn't even cry.

It turns out that people are in extreme pain, and they are numb.

He opened his mouth as if he called Ji Mingyu's name, but his throat and eyes seemed to be choking on something, and he couldn't make a sound at all.

"He Liang, please, please save him......" Hengyan leaned on He Liang, grabbed He Liang's collar with both hands, and cried over and over again begging He Liang.

He Liang is used to staying in the hospital, and he can see life, old age, sickness and death clearly, but he has never been so uncomfortable as today, seeing Heng Yan crying like this, he can't do anything, the pain in his heart is beyond words.

"I'm sorry ......"

In addition to being sorry, he can't seem to say anything, if he can, He Liang also wants to save him, if Hengyan and Ji Mingyu are happy together, then he will quit, he really admits defeat, he can't compare, where can he compare to Ji Mingyu, if he lets Hengyan live so painfully, what is the point of him persevering until now?

Even when Ji Mingyu was about to die, he left such a big scar on Hengyan, He Liang couldn't remedy it no matter what.

Hengyan, I think the person who is being rescued now is me, maybe in this way, you won't be in so much pain, and you won't cry like this.

The leaflets in Ji Ninghao's hand were scattered all over the ground, and he sat on the stool with his eyes red.

promised Mom and Dad to take care of my younger brother......

Ji Ninghao didn't dare to face this matter, he was afraid that the doctor would come out and tell him the words "Mourning and Change", which were obviously comforting words but gave people a terrible feeling.

The noisy sound of coming and going, he couldn't hear it all, he looked at the ground with teary eyes, watching the bright light suddenly covered by a shadow, and then a warm hug hugged him into his arms, Ji Ninghao looked at Zou Xi's side face in a daze, his long hair rubbed against the side of his neck, such a warm embrace.

"Dad~" Ji Yuan blinked and looked at Ji Ninghao, not knowing why he was so sad.

All along, it's been a person who is forced to hold on here, thinking that he can carry these things, trying to tell himself that "he can do everything well", but it doesn't seem to be the case.

"It's going to be fine, it's going to be fine."

Zou Xi patted Ji Ninghao's back for a while, as if comforting a child who was left in kindergarten by his parents, this was the first time that he felt that the man around him needed him so much.

Zou Xi's violent temper has been in a cold war with Ji Ninghao for so many years, and she doesn't know what Ji Ninghao has endured, if Gu Bei hadn't leaked her mouth, she wouldn't have known.

When he came over with Ji Yuan, looking at Ji Ninghao's appearance of dying, Zou Xi was distressed and angry.

"Zou Xi......" Ji Ninghao's voice was a little choked and said, "Am I particularly useless, I have neither the duties of a husband, a father, nor a brother, am I a failure......

Ji Ninghao only felt a little comforted when he was busy and dizzy, he ran so many places, and finally found a place to save Ji Mingyu, but it seemed to be late, everything was his fault, if he tried harder, if he found it earlier, maybe Ji Mingyu would not be what he is now.

"It's not your fault, it's really not your fault."

Zou Xi bent over and hugged this big man tightly, when was the first time he hugged him?

This fool used to chase her desperately, block in front of her, protect her, take care of her, and think about everything for her sake, as if the world revolves around her, Zou Xi sometimes thinks, if she is not pregnant with Ji Ninghao's child, will she still marry Ji Ninghao?

But she found that it was useless to think about it, she was married, even if Ji Ninghao did such an excessive thing at their wedding, she just chose to have a cold war with her, although she said divorce, she never took practical action.

It turns out that this person is not that strong.

The door to the ward was opened, and the doctors in white coats walked out, looking at the grief-stricken people outside, and sighed deeply.

Everyone looked at the doctor with bated breath as if he were the judge who would decide life and death.