Some people may have thought that they would live with him for a long time before, and they didn't even dare to think about what their days would be without him, but after a long, long time, they found that maybe it doesn't matter if they are together or not, whether it is because of emotional problems, or birth, old age, sickness and death, sooner or later one day when they are about to separate, when they react, they find that we have been so far apart.

That distance may be a chasm, you want to step over, you want to hug him, but you find that no matter how hard you try to run forward, no matter how hard you try to reach out and drag him into your arms, the person really won't look back, and won't even give you a chance to touch him.

When Yu Yang looked at Hengyan who was carrying a bag of vegetables, he didn't know what kind of expression to use to face him, the corners of his mouth moved, and in the end he still didn't show that far-fetched smile, he was already very tired, Ji Mingyu's matter had worn out all his patience, and he really couldn't hold it anymore.

He Liang recognized who this person was, so he frowned and opened his mouth faster than Heng Yan: "Why are you here?" ”

What Yu Yang did to Hengyan at the beginning, He Liang would not forgive him no matter what, there is an apology in this world called "I'm sorry", but not everything can be written off just by saying "I'm sorry".

He Liang has a good temper, but Yu Yang touched his bottom line, as long as it involves constant words, affection or proper etiquette does not exist here in He Liang.

Yu Yang looked at He Liang's vigilant appearance, and he said to Heng Yan listlessly: "Can you go and see Mingyu?" ”

From a long, long time ago, he suddenly had an inexplicable relationship with this person, from being together to breaking up, Hengyan tried hard to push this person out of his world little by little, but this person was as inaccessible as a shadow.

"I'm sorry, I made an appointment with him, and we won't see each other in the future."

When Hengyan bypassed Yu Yang and stepped on the cement stairs of the old residential building, Yu Yang clenched his fists and shouted, "He's dying." ”

As soon as the plastic bag fell to the ground, the fresh tomatoes rolled down the stairs to Yu Yang's feet, and the brightly colored tomatoes were quickly stained with a layer of dust, and Hengyan froze in place without moving, as if time had stood still.

Maybe it's a dream, right?

I have thought of countless ways to retaliate against Ji Mingyu, and I have thought about letting Ji Mingyu carry the remorse of "I'm sorry Hengyan" until he entered the coffin, thinking that someone would hurt Ji Mingyu in the same way that Ji Mingyu did to him, isn't there a saying: There is a cycle of cause and effect in this matter, how you treat others, others will do to you.

However, this cycle of cause and effect is inevitably too big.

Gu Bei sat in front of the ward gently rubbing Wen Han's hair with one hand, and holding the mobile phone tightly with the other, as if he was thinking about something, a little distracted.

He didn't know when Hengyan came, there were too many things that had happened in these days, and it was really difficult to digest.

Heng Yan didn't have time to say hello to Gu Bei, and Gu Bei didn't notice him, He Liang glanced at the two people sitting at the door of the ward, and quickly retracted his gaze and looked at Heng Yan again.

It would be nice if Hengyan could one day, he could worry so much.

Whoever falls in love first loses, and He Liang has already lost badly in this secret love for more than ten years.

Ji Mingyu was lying on the hospital bed, his cheeks were a little sunken, Hengyan thought it was his illusion at that time, but he didn't expect Ji Mingyu to really lose weight like this.

"He Liang, can you wait for me outside?"

Hengyan didn't look at He Liang, his eyes were all focused on Ji Mingyu on the hospital bed, although it was a pleading tone, but in He Liang's ears, these words were not negotiable at all.

"Okay."

The moment He Liang closed the door of the ward, there was a feeling of closing the door of Hengyan's world, inside that door was the space formed by Hengyan and Ji Mingyu, and he was just an outsider.

The sudden sound of the door closing made Gu Bei come back to his senses, he looked at He Liang and was stunned for a long time, and then came out with a sentence: "When did you come?" ”

He Liang is here, Hengyan must also be here, Gu Beitou probed, and He Liang whispered: "Don't look for it, he is in the ward." ”

"Oh......"

Gu Bei looked at Wen Han, who was sleeping soundly on his lap, and reached out to pull the coat covered by Wen Han up again, he knew that he should have sent him home just now, and he was good to be alone in Ji Mingyu's affairs, but now he is still suffering with Wen Han.

Originally, Ji Mingyu shouldn't have anything to do with him, and he shouldn't have done things like guarding people at all, if it weren't for Hengyan's face......

Gu Bei saw He Liang sitting there without saying a word with an ugly face, and felt that this atmosphere was a little too embarrassing, so he took the initiative to break the deadlock atmosphere.

"Brother Heng too...... Come here, why bother your sister-in-law to run too? ”

Wen Han may have heard Gu Bei muttering what he was saying, and he was a little woken up, rubbed his eyes and turned sideways, and then continued to sleep.

"No trouble." He Liang looked at Gu Bei and Wen Han, and felt envious in his heart, if he hadn't gone abroad back then, if he had fought with his father again, would he and Hengyan be as happy as this? "Why are you staying here?"

"Ji Ninghao went to the hospital, it's not easy to be an elder brother, the kind of powerful doctor in the other family can't look down on money at all, it's hard to make an appointment, but the one in the room, the serious condition can't be delayed, I almost didn't survive last night, I didn't know what it meant to be a thread before, but after seeing it with my own eyes, I realized that nothing is important."

He Liang didn't seem to listen to Gu Bei much, Gu Bei was also a smart person, and he could see what He Liang was worried about, so he continued to say his own: "You see that our Brother Heng is worried about that, don't be too relieved, Brother Heng is such a person who values love and righteousness, but at this time, Brother Heng is the strangest when nothing happened, don't you know Brother Heng the most, you should know his temperament." ”

He Liang hung his head and looked at the fists, what Gu Bei said was not unreasonable, what kind of person Hengyan was, he could see it through his eyes, but ......

He Liang knew in his heart that it was really unreasonable for him to talk to a dying person at this time, but he couldn't help but care, if he could, he would rather be lying on the hospital bed now, instead of Ji Mingyu, so that he could greedily tie Hengyan to his side and let Hengyan revolve around him.

But this is just what he thinks, He Liang touched the stitches at the corner of his eyebrows with his hand, the stitches have been removed a long time ago, but he has left an ugly scar, why is it not him, why is the person who makes Hengyan care so much is Ji Mingyu and not him He Liang?

Gu Bei saw that He Liang hadn't spoken for a long time, he sighed, and he didn't know how to comfort this person.

Obviously, Ji Mingyu and He Liang, Hengyan and He Liang will be happier together, but the truth can be seen clearly by a discerning person, but the authorities are trapped in it and can't see clearly.

This is not something that Gu Bei can control, Hengyan will not really kick Ji Mingyu out of his own world because of Gu Bei's sentence "I think you are more suitable for He Liang", this kind of thing, Hengyan has to decide by himself, and the bell must be tied to the bell, they don't know what this bell tie person thinks in his heart.

Heng Yan sat beside the hospital bed, looking at the undulating lifeline on the machine next to Ji Mingyu's bed, for fear that this line would suddenly "drop" and become a straight line.

"Last night, this line was really straight...... Do you know? Yu Yang tiredly leaned against the wall and barely managed to lean on it to keep from falling, "He asked me not to tell you. ”

Ji Mingyu closed his eyes tightly, as if he had fallen into a deep sleep, and the whole person was quiet.

Hengyan stretched out his hand to touch Ji Mingyu, but before his fingers touched Ji Mingyu's cheek, his hand retracted again: "He...... When did it become like this......"

"After you're gone." Yu Yang looked at Hengyan's trembling fingertips with a wry smile, maybe without him, these two people wouldn't have lived so miserably, right?

"Why didn't you tell me?" Heng Yan's voice was very soft, as if he was coaxing a child to sleep, his voice was soft and soft, with a slight hint of dissatisfied blame, Yu Yang didn't know whether Heng Yan said this to him or to Ji Mingyu.

Even if Heng Yan showed how much he didn't care on his face, Yu Yang hid the panic in Heng Yan's eyes along the way, which was really similar to Ji Mingyu.

"Hengyan, I'm not with him." Yu Yang looked at his toes and said with the pain in his heart.

If he hadn't known Ji Mingyu at the beginning, he would have lived better in Yu Yang than he has now.

But how can there be so many ifs, the existence of the word "if" is originally a kind of wishful thinking, what can you do if you meet it, and what can you do if you fall in love with it?

Even if Yu Yang said this, Heng Yan didn't stretch out his hand again, when he slept with Ji Mingyu before, every time he fell asleep first, and when he woke up later, it was often the last time he woke up, and it was really rare to see Ji Mingyu asleep so closely.

"Hengyan, you hate me, right? You think I robbed you of Ji Mingyu, you think Ji Mingyu likes me, but do you know? Ji Mingyu has always had only you in his heart. ”

"So what?" Hengyan's voice was cold, like an ice blade cutting through the night.

"Hengyan, do you have a problem with your comprehension? I said that Ji Mingyu has always liked you. ”

Yu Yang has always been reluctant to admit the facts, and he has always been unwilling to face the problem, but he still has to force himself to say this to Hengyan so cruelly.

"Yu Yang, I don't hate you, really." Hengyan's eyes were empty, as if someone had hollowed out the things inside, "I don't hate any of you, you said that Ji Mingyu likes me, but if you like it, is it to hurt me?" ”

Ji Mingyu gave Hengyan too much, and he also deprived Hengyan too much.

Before he met Ji Mingyu, Heng Yan thought that if he had to choose one of the people he liked, he would definitely choose the person he liked, but after talking to Ji Mingyu about such a relationship, Heng Yan felt that it was time to find someone who liked him.

Maybe as Yu Yang said, Ji Mingyu likes him, but Ji Mingyu also hurt him too much.

"Hengyan?"