Chapter 227: What should be faced must always be faced
The doctor contacted by Romani had already rushed over from the United States to check on Meng Chuer.
"Mindray, how's it going?" Roman asked.
Luo Chenyu also stared at the foreign doctor named Mindray, nervous.
Mindray nodded, and said slowly: "She's not too serious, there are more when she's awake than when she's not, I suggest stopping the medication, because some drugs for mental illness will have dependence, sometimes it's not so serious, but because of the drug, it becomes more serious, she is caused by stimulation, I suggest, let her overcome the fear in her heart, and her family will give some care, this is a long treatment, but it is the best way for the patient, Mannie, your treatment is correct." ”
After listening to Mindray's explanation, Roman was relieved.
Mindray looked at Meng Chu'er and asked very kindly, "Miss, can you tell me what you are afraid of?" It's just that there are often images in your mind that make you scared, you can describe them to me in detail. ”
Mindray's voice was very soft, for fear of irritating Meng Chu'er, after all, this was for her to recall something she didn't want to think about and was afraid of.
Meng Chu'er looked at Mindray and grabbed Luo Chenyu's arm tightly, only in this way could she feel a trace of safety.
Mindray continued: "You don't have to be afraid, I'm here to help you, those terrible things that exist in your mind are actually no longer there, you see that there are people around you who care about you and love you, they will protect you, and those hurts will not be there anymore." ”
Listening to Mindray's words, Meng Chu'er slowly calmed down, she looked at Luochenyu, who had been guarding her side, and her fear slowly dissipated, and she slowly spoke: "In my mind, I often appear that I am locked in a very dark room, and I can't see my fingers, just when I am afraid and helpless, the door opens, and a woman in white clothes slowly walks in, ah........"
The collapsed Meng Chu'er hid in Luo Chenyu's arms, and said in her mouth: "Don't fight...... Don't hit me......."
"Okay, it's okay, it's okay, with me, no one can fight, no one can beat you anymore." Luo Chenyu hugged Meng Chu'er into his arms and comforted.
Mindray and Roman looked at each other and asked, "Was she subjected to domestic violence when she was a child?" ”
Luo Chenyu nodded: "Hmm! ”
Mindray nodded understandingly, and asked again, "What about the woman who abused her?" ”
"Dead." Luochen Yu responded.
"Dead?" Mindray was still a little surprised.
At this time, Roman said: "By the way, Mindray, their family has a history of mental illness, is her disease genetic?" And domestic violence is just a fuse? ”
Mindray shook his head: "No, Mannie, not all medical history will be passed on to the next generation, she is obviously stimulated, she can't let go of the past, so she has a fear in her heart, it can be said that she is not mentally ill in the real sense at all." ”
"So what can we do to get rid of this fear?" Roman asked.
Mindray smiled, "Mannie, don't you already have an answer?" Some things should be faced after all, let her face it, let her go back to the past, and erase that shadow by herself, I just said, this is a long thing, the care of her family, her own efforts, I believe she will be able to cheer up. ”
Roman nodded understandingly.
"Alright, it's time for me to go, Mannie, your medical skills have improved again." Mindray did not forget to praise that he admired Romani very much, and he had never met a female doctor with such a high level of understanding and adaptability as Romani.
Roman replied respectfully: "I'm really sorry to make you run so far." ”
"Then the next time you go to the United States, how about you treat me to a meal and explain more to me the theory of Chinese medicine?" Mindray laughed.
"That's nature." Roman smiled.
Now that the doctor Mindray has said so, Meng Chu'er had previously asked to go to see the old ghost, and Luo Chenyu agreed.
Since the old ghost came back this time, knowing that Meng Chu'er has become what she is now, he has not left country Z and has been living in their previous small apartment.
Luo Chenyu took Meng Chu'er to the apartment, looking at the familiar place, Meng Chu'er felt a sense of intimacy, and the picture of her and Su Ling'er frolicking flashed in her mind, they were so heartless and carefree at that time.
And can they go back in time now?
"Luo Chenyu, you go back first, I want to talk to the old ghost alone." Meng Chu'er said in a low voice.
Luo Chenyu nodded understandingly, although he was a little worried about Meng Chu'er, he knew that he should let go and let Meng Chu'er and the old ghost go to talk alone.
"What's the matter, call me." Luo Chenyu said.
"Hmm!" Meng Chu'er nodded and got out of the car.
Luo Chenyu glanced at Meng Chu'er's back and drove away ruthlessly.
Meng Chu'er glanced back at Luochenyu in the distance, showed a shallow smile, took a long breath, and strode towards 316.
The old ghost was alone on the sofa, looking at the empty room, feeling quite uncomfortable, he tried hard to stop everything from happening, but it still happened, he not only hurt Ling'er, Ran'er, and even Chu'er, what should he do to make up for them in this life.
If it weren't for the mistake he made at the beginning, then everything today would not have happened, if he took Ling'er and Chu'er to leave country Z, leave City A, and go to a place where there is no Leng family and no home, then everything today will not happen.
The door was opened, Meng Chu'er slowly walked in, the old ghost got up from the sofa excitedly, looking at Meng Chu'er, whose face was pale and haggard, his heart ached like a pinprick.
"Chu'er!" The old ghost shouted hoarsely.
Meng Chu'er didn't respond, but glanced around, this place still hasn't changed, it's exactly the same as before, it's just a human.
The air was as quiet as if it were solidified, and the old ghost didn't bother Meng Chu'er, he was afraid that as soon as he opened his mouth, he would stimulate her.
Meng Chu'er walked over slowly, sat on the sofa, and whispered, "Old ghost, I'm hungry and want to eat your noodles." ”
"Okay, okay, I'll do it for you." The old ghost responded excitedly, and when he heard that Chu'er could talk to him, he was willing to do whatever he wanted.
The old ghost went into the kitchen to give Meng Chu'er below, and Meng Chu'er sat quietly on the sofa, looking at the old ghost who was busy in the kitchen, as if everything had returned to the past, the lazy leaning on the sofa, and coquettishly said to the old ghost: "Old ghost, I'm hungry, you go and eat it for me, I want tomato egg noodles, and the eggs should be doubled." ”
At that time, they were so happy and happy, they could laugh at will, and they could go crazy at will.
Soon a bowl of hot egg noodles was cooked, and the old ghost brought the noodles from the kitchen to the living room and put them on the coffee table in front of Meng Chu'er.
"Tomato egg noodles, double eggs."
Looking at the big bowl of egg noodles, Meng Chu'er laughed with tears in her eyes, picked up the bowl, and ate it in a big gulp.
Looking at Meng Chu'er, who ate so deliciously, the old ghost couldn't help but have tears in his eyes.
In less than ten minutes, Meng Chu'er had eaten all the big bowl of egg noodles, she put down the bowl and smiled: "Old ghost, your craftsmanship is still so good, and the taste has not changed." ”
The old ghost didn't speak, and he didn't know what to say at this time.
Meng Chu'er put away her smile and whispered, "Old ghost, tell me about what happened before I was ten years old." ”
The old ghost looked at Meng Chu'er in surprise, he knew that the reason why Meng Chu'er became what she is today is entirely because she remembered those things before she was ten years old, and was stimulated, can he tell her those things now?
Meng Chu'er saw the old ghost's thoughts, and continued: "Say, I want to know, no matter what happened in the past, I still have to face it, right? Do you want to keep watching me run away like this? ”
In fact, Meng Chu'er also made a lot of determination, although there were pictures flashing in her mind, but she didn't have all the memories before the age of ten, she didn't know what she experienced before the age of ten, which would make her so scared, and she didn't know if she could have the courage to bear it when the old ghost told the truth, but looking at Luo Chenyu's careful care day and night, even for her, Luo Shi didn't care anymore.
With such a man who has given so much for her, what reason does she have not to do something for him.
The old ghost nodded, he understood what Meng Chu'er meant: "You are ready, then I will tell you everything before you were ten years old." ”
Meng Chu'er listened carefully, but her nervous little hands, tightly clutching the corners of her clothes, were uneasy, but she still tried to keep her composure, she told herself over and over again in her heart, to overcome, to overcome, there is nothing she Meng Chuer can't do.
The old ghost glanced at the nervous Meng Chu'er, and said slowly: "Your life experience, I think you should also have a general understanding, you are An Rong's daughter, and you are also Li Chenyang's daughter, you and Ling'er are sisters of the same father and mother." ”
Meng Chu'er looked at the old ghost incredulously, but she didn't question it, because now there is nothing to question to her, no matter how ridiculous and ridiculous it is, it seems that it will happen.
The old ghost continued: "Back then, An Rong met Li Chenyang at An Qian's wedding, and Li Chenyang had just gotten married at that time, but An Rong fell in love with Li Chenyang at first sight, under An Rong's passionate pursuit, Li Chenyang couldn't resist the temptation, and also learned from others, and raised a lover outside, probably because the love was too deep, even if it was an underground lover, An Rong didn't care, she had already identified Li Chenyang, I tried my best to stop An Qian back then, and even put her under house arrest at home, but she was like a demon, secretly ran out to have a private meeting with Li Chenyang. ”
Eh, speaking of the events of the year, the old ghost sighed helplessly, it was he who did not discipline An Rong well, so that she became selfish and did what she wanted.