Chapter 228: Overcoming Mental Obstacles
Meng Chu'er listened quietly, and did not interrupt the old ghost's words, and she did not express any opinion on An Rong's persistent love.
The old ghost sighed and continued: "Just when An Rong and Li Chenyang were in love, his wife was pregnant, probably because of the child, Li Chenyang wanted to break off the relationship with An Rong and no longer contact, but An Rong didn't want to stop there, she even made trouble with the Li family, and finally Li Chenyang had no choice, in order to appease her, he had to temporarily arrange a residence for her, and went to see her once a week, so she lived like this for half a year, An Rong was also pregnant, she told Li Chenyang the good news, Because she always felt that the reason why Li Chenyang didn't want her was because the woman in the family could give birth to a child for him, but she couldn't, and now that she is also pregnant, she thinks that Li Chenyang will return to her for the sake of their child, but what she didn't expect was ......."
The old ghost couldn't bear to say any more, if it weren't for Li Chenyang's resolute departure, An Rong wouldn't have become what he was behind.
Meng Chu'er continued the old ghost's words and said: "But what she didn't expect was that Li Chenyang not only did not return to her because she had a child, but also asked her to kill the child and break off the relationship with her. ”
This is just Meng Chuer's conjecture, but she thinks this is also true, if Li Chenyang was with her at the beginning, then all the tragedies behind would not happen, she really doesn't know how a person's love can be so extreme.
The old ghost nodded: "Yes, Li Chenyang not only did not stay with her, but asked her to kill the child and break off the relationship with her, she naturally would not agree, she resolutely gave birth to the child, I thought it would be a son, because Ling'er's mother gave birth to a pair of twin sisters Ling'er and Ran'er, she thought that as long as she gave birth to a son, the Li family would definitely recognize the child, but it backfired." ”
"So she didn't like me from the beginning, and whenever she was in a bad mood, she would take her anger out on me, right?" Meng Chu'er asked, at this time, the valve of memory seemed to have been opened, and the things that made her deliberately forget were now gushing out like a spring.
"It's all your broom, if it weren't for you, he wouldn't have abandoned me, it's all you." Every time she was drunk, An Rong would scold and scold Meng Chu'er, and then lock her up in a small room where she couldn't see her fingers.
Meng Chu'er clenched her fists tightly, trying to calm herself down and face the unbearable past.
"Chu'er, are you okay?" The old ghost asked worriedly.
Meng Chu'er, who was trying to calm down, whispered, "I'm fine, you continue." ”
The old ghost hesitated for a moment, and continued: "Actually, An Rong liked you a lot at the beginning, she also said, Li Chenyang doesn't want her anymore, you will be her only sustenance, even if the days are hard, she has to live with you, but the longer the time, her feelings for Li Chenyang have never been let go, so her spirit is getting worse and worse, An Qian and I have taken her to the doctor, but it has not improved, she began to drink hard, often drunk, there is no way, how can she take care of you like this, I had no choice but to take you away, but when An Rong was sober, she would come to me again to go back, and she was very sad every time she came. ”
To this day, the old ghost still remembers the situation every time An Rong came to him to ask for Meng Chu'er.
"Dad, Dad, I beg you, is it okay to return Chu'er to me, is it okay for you to return her to me, without her, I have no sustenance, so what courage do I have to live." An Rong knelt on the ground and pleaded bitterly.
Huh!
The old ghost sighed helplessly, and finally couldn't see Anrong's pitiful appearance, so he agreed with her to take Meng Chu'er back, if it weren't for his soft-heartedness, Chu'er wouldn't be like this today, everything was his fault in the final analysis.
Meng Chu'er listened quietly, tears couldn't help but flow, her cheeks were wet, she didn't even have the strength to cry, and she felt like her body was being emptied.
"Why do the emotional entanglements between them have to be added to me?" Meng Chu'er asked weakly.
In addition to sighing, the old ghost is guilty.
Meng Chu'er, who calmed down, continued to ask, "What's the matter with her burning the Li family?" So my relationship with Ling'er now is both sister and enemy, right? ”
Meng Chu'er smiled sarcastically.
"No, although An Rong set the fire in a delirious state, but after she sobered up, she regretted it, do you know who saved Ling'er and Ran'er at the risk of their lives." The old ghost said with some excitement that although he knew that An Rong had done a lot of wrong things, he still didn't want Chu'er to misunderstand her and think that her mother was a murderer.
Meng Chu'er looked at the old ghost with some surprise, she didn't expect Ling'er to be rescued by 'her'.
The old ghost calmed down and said lightly: "I know that she is not a good mother, but she is not a vicious person, she is only too paranoid about love, which caused her to make a lot of mistakes, but then she sobered up, and she regretted it, do you know, when she is sober, she will take you out to play, buy you beautiful clothes, give you good deeds, and use all her love on you." ”
The reason why the old ghost said this was just that he hoped that Meng Chu'er could let go of her prejudice against An Rong.
Meng Chu'er didn't speak, what the old ghost said, she had no influence at all, in her influence, her mother was a woman who was drunk all day long and went crazy, and those who were good to her had long been drowned out by beating and scolding.
"Chu'er, I hope you can let go, if you want to say that everything is right or wrong, it's all my fault, your mother is also a victim, forgive her, and untie yourself." The old ghost persuaded him, he really didn't want Chu Er to live in the shadows all the time, and he lost his soul all day long.
Meng Chu'er sneered: "All this is your fault, why didn't you tell us all the truth in the first place, the Ling'er you injured not only lost her body, but also the child in her belly, you hurt your brother, made him suffer for a whole year, you hurt Ran'er, you made her a puppet of Old Madam Leng, you hurt me, why didn't you take me away in the first place, let me suffer what I shouldn't have suffered in childhood." ”
Meng Chuer vented all her emotions on the old ghost.
"You didn't just hurt us, if it weren't for you, the old lady of the Leng family wouldn't have any feelings for Aunt An Qian, if it weren't for you, she and her uncle wouldn't have died, if it weren't for you, she wouldn't have been loved by her biological mother since she was a child, and she wouldn't have become so paranoid, if not everything wouldn't have happened, it's all your fault, it's your fault."
Meng Chu'er's accusations, the old ghost did not refute, she was right, all this was his fault, now he is dead, and he can't make up for the people who have been hurt.
That day, Ling'er was also right, he was not only sorry for them, he was sorry for many people.
Meng Chu'er, who had vented her emotions, calmed down, in fact, after listening to what the old ghost said, her heart seemed to be opened, although it was very painful and uncomfortable, but she was not so scared, those shadows that had been hovering in her mind disappeared, the dark room, the woman in white clothes, all disappeared.
The old ghost lowered his head with self-reproach, he didn't have the face to face Meng Chu'er, what she said was wrong at all, all of this was caused by him.
"Why don't we all have the surname Lee?" Meng Chu'er asked suddenly, and she didn't have the excitement she had just now.
The old ghost raised his head and looked at Meng Chu'er, at this time she was no longer the listless and dull Meng Chu'er.
"What? Shouldn't we all have the surname Lee? Meng Chu'er asked again suspiciously.
The old ghost nodded: "You are indeed all surnamed Li, after the accident back then, Li Cuilian has always been worried about the affairs of the Li family, although your mother has been sanctioned, but Li Cuilian still can't swallow this breath, which is why she took Ran'er away." ”
Meng Chu'er nodded understandingly: "So, you changed your surname for us just to prevent Li Cuilian?" ”
The old ghost shook his head: "It's not all, but more importantly, I want you to stay away from these grievances, so that you don't have to be bound by the grievances of your elders anymore, but I didn't expect that you still haven't escaped." ”
Meng Chu'er finally understands now, why did the old ghost keep telling her and Ling'er not to provoke the Leng family, not to have any dealings with the Leng family, at that time they didn't know why, and thought that the old ghost was afraid of the Leng family's power, now thinking about it, it's really ridiculous, if they listened to the old ghost at the beginning, then what would they be like today, will they still know Leng Hanxuan and Luo Chenyu? Will you still be entangled in the grievances of your elders?
In fact, Meng Chuer has already given herself a positive answer, no matter whether they broke into the Leng family that time or not, the entanglement between them will not dissipate, and they will always meet in another way, another story, meet, love, and experience together.
"Alright, old ghost, I'm leaving, remember not to disappear again so that we can't find it, this is what you owe us." Meng Chu'er said in a commanding tone.
From her tone, the old ghost could hear that Meng Chu'er had forgiven him, he was so excited at this time that he couldn't speak, he could get Chu'er's forgiveness, and he could see Chu'er come out of the shadows, he would die and have no regrets.
Out of the apartment, Meng Chu'er felt relaxed all of a sudden, looking at the blue sky and white clouds, the dazzling sunlight, but it made her very comfortable, how long had she not seen the sun, even she couldn't remember.
Luo Chenyu stood beside the car and looked at Meng Chu'er, who had recovered his spirits, and showed a relieved smile, his heart was finally able to fall, and he knew that Meng Chu'er would not be defeated so easily.
Meng Chu'er also looked at Luo Chenyu, smiled, strode over, stretched out her hand to hug him, and whispered in his ear: "Thank you, Luo Chenyu, the previous Meng Chu'er is back, please take care of me." ”
Luo Chenyu hugged Meng Chu'er tightly, and whispered in her ear: "Take care of the heroine." ”
"Huh!"
Luo Chenyu's words successfully amused Meng Chu'er, and the two hugged under the scorching sun, not feeling the scorching heat of the sun at all.