chapter58Feelings are a cage

In Hengyan's mind, there were only bits and pieces of drinking, so when he found himself lying naked next to Ji Mingyu, he smiled, turned over and prepared to continue his spring and autumn dream, he must be crazy to dream of him.

Although he thinks about it day and night, for Hengyan, dreaming of Ji Mingyu is not something worthy of his pleasure.

The sound of Heng Yan turning over woke Ji Mingyu up, he glanced at Heng Yan who opened his eyes and then closed his eyes, smiled and reached out from behind Heng Yan to hold him in his arms and said, "Awake?" ”

"Nope." Hengyan rubbed his head against the pillow and found a comfortable sleeping position and said, "I'm still dreaming." ”

Hengyan also knows that people with hangovers have a bad smell of alcohol all over their bodies, but now he only has the smell of good shower gel on his body, and at first glance, he has not woken up from a dream, and the bed in the dream is extremely comfortable, and the person behind him is also extremely gentle, so it's good, anyway, it's a dream, and it's okay to enjoy it.

Ji Mingyu looked at Hengyan, who was asleep again, he slept until noon, and he hadn't woken up yet, this guy could really sleep. But it's rare for this guy to be so well-behaved this time, so Ji Mingyu took advantage of the situation and hugged Hengyan and slept with his light.

Hengyan's family is different from those people he has come into contact with so far, the duty of the small middle class is vividly reflected in Hengyan, Hengyan's parents are junior high school teachers, receive a fixed salary, live in a small house, have a car at home but it is not expensive, life is plain, but it looks so harmonious, so Hengyan, who grew up in this environment since he was a child, wants to live a plain life like water, but obviously Ji Mingyu's appearance broke everything.

Before Hengyan met Ji Mingyu, he never thought that he would be in a man's trap in this life.

Men support their families, women have children, this is a tradition left by the ancestors for thousands of years, like Hengyan people who are stopped by their families when they fall in love in college, because there is a pair of teachers and parents who think that the school is a holy place of study, so they have to wait until work to talk to the object, but at that time, they may not have thought that their son was given by a man. Hengyan never dared to confess to his parents, also because he was afraid of him, and the two old men were directly angry and hospitalized.

For Hengyan, Ji Mingyu is his ridiculous first love, many people say that the first love is fruitless, like the kind of person who goes around for a long time and is still with his first love, one in ten thousand is a little hanging.

Ji Mingyu is the kind of person who stands on the top of the building and looks down on all beings, and Hengyan is the passer-by who hurriedly passes by with a briefcase on the side of the road, the two don't have much intersection at all, the ones before them are just an accidental glance and smile, and then they should be strangers.

Ji Mingyu should understand the fact that his brother will not accept Hengyan, and Ji Mingyu should also understand that he loves the person named Yu Yang in his heart. So Hengyan has seen through it now, he has seen through that he may be in love with Ji Mingyu, and he has seen through that it is really impossible for him to continue with this person, so his heart is cold after seeing through everything.

This kind of fruitless relationship should not have started in the first place, and when Pandora's box is opened, it will not end easily.

It's time to wake up from the dream, this poor boy's unrequited love for a rich boy should also end, and the story of Cinderella and the prince always appears only in fairy tales, and it is not unreasonable to be right.

It's time to let go, whether it's Ji Mingyu or Yu Yang, after waking up from this dream, it has nothing to do with him Hengyan.

When Heng Yan opened his eyes, he thought that he would be facing the ceiling of Gu Bei's house, but when he saw Ji Mingyu, he was a little messy: Isn't the dream supposed to end? Why is this man still here?

Heng Yan gritted his teeth and pinched his arm fiercely, and the finger prints that were pinched out on the white arm made Heng Yan's mind blank.

This...... No...... Dream?

I...... After getting drunk...... Slept with him again?

Hengyan, who couldn't accept the reality, took a long time to digest the signal in his head, he carefully took Ji Mingyu's arm off him, and Hengyan, who was about to slip away, was dragged back and fell on the bed by Ji Mingyu before he could get out of bed.

Before Heng Yan had time to scold, Ji Mingyu suddenly buried his head in the side of Heng Yan's head, and said in a soft voice: "Heng Yan, I'm sorry." ”

Ji Mingyu's arrogant temperament doesn't look like a person who will apologize when he says anything, but this is such a person, and now he has apologized to Hengyan, Hengyan can't get angry now, what does this person want him to do?

"Ji Mingyu, let me tell you, I may have been drunk yesterday, so what did I do with you, I won't have it in the future." Heng Yan pulled the sheets and said slowly, "I'm going home for a blind date next month, I wish you and your first love a hundred years of happiness." ”

"Is that really what you think?" Ji Mingyu turned over and pressed Heng Yan under him, he just looked at Heng Yan condescendingly and asked, I don't know why, looking at Heng Yan, there was always a sense of loss in my heart, as if I had lost him.

Heng Yan didn't dare to look at Ji Mingyu's eyes, although he yelled at him in front of everyone yesterday, but in fact, his palms were sweating at that time, and now Heng Yan was lying on the bed like this, there were just him and Ji Mingyu in the room, and that person's aura was so strong, Heng Yan was speechless for a while.

"Mingyu, I bought you your favorite ......" When the door of the room was suddenly opened, Hengyan was so frightened that he grabbed the quilt and covered himself.

Ji Mingyu looked at Yu Yang, who was standing at the door with a carton bag, and asked, "What are you doing here?" ”

Hengyan wrapped in the quilt and bent down to pick up all the clothes and hugged them in his arms, and then walked out of the door in a state of being wrapped in the quilt and whispered: "In the future, we won't meet, we all said that I will go on a blind date next month." ”

Hehe, he even hesitated for a moment just now, what the hell was he longing for.

"I'll lend me the bathroom at your house, and I'll change my clothes and leave."

Yu Yang looked Heng Yan up and down, even if Ji Mingyu didn't tell him, he could see what happened between the two.

"Mingyu, you promised to accompany me to Melbourne last time, shall we go tomorrow?"

"Why is there such a hurry?"

"Okay......"

"I'll see tomorrow's itinerary......"

When Hengyan came out of the bathroom, he looked at Ji Mingyu and them, and his heart was messy.

What......

If you're so spoiled, why do you want to sleep with me?

Ji Mingyu looked up and saw Heng Yan who had already changed his clothes, he threw down a sentence to Yang, "You wait for me", and then hurriedly walked out: "Heng ......"

"Hey, Gu Bei? Here you go, okay, I'll go downstairs now. Hengyan looked at Ji Mingyu, and then said with some embarrassment: "Gu Bei picked me up, I really troubled you yesterday." ”

Hengyan, who didn't leave any space for Ji Mingyu to speak, just walked out of Ji Mingyu's house with his mobile phone, at first he was still walking fast, but later, he became slower, and then he simply stopped.

Hengyan looked at the mobile phone that had not been turned on yet, and smiled wryly, not knowing what stupid thing he was doing.

When he came out of Ji Mingyu's house, he felt that it would rain, maybe God deliberately wanted to get along with Hengyan, and it was expected that Hengyan didn't bring an umbrella, so when the pouring rain came down, Hengyan's eyes turned red instantly, and the tears that he had held back for too long were about to fall.

Some of the pedestrians on the side of the road walked leisurely with umbrellas, some hurriedly looked for shelter from the rain with bags or clothes, and only Hengyan stood motionless and was alone in a daze.

He lowered his head and wiped the tears that had fallen with his arms. has lived for more than 20 years, only this year is like a water reversal, everything is not going well, doesn't it mean that the natal year will be unlucky, why do you shed more tears this year than the decades he lived before Hengyan.

Whether it's Ji Mingyu or Yu Yang, what does it have to do with him Hengyan?

Hengyan just wants to live his civilian life well, he just wants to have a stable job and a peaceful life, why does God never fucking open his eyes, so he has to embarrass him like this?

God, please open your eyes and look at me, you see what I have been tortured by you? Am I dead to be able to do what you want?

"Brother Heng?" Gu Bei looked at Heng Yan, who was standing on the side of the road in a daze, and screamed uncertainly.

On a rainy day, the air was filled with white mist, Hengyan's figure was particularly thin there, the "squeak" sound of the car's windshield wipers, and the sound of the rain hitting the ground "ticking", Gu Bei didn't know why, looking at Hengyan like that, he felt pitiful.

He turned his head sideways and said to Wen Han, "Wait for me", and then walked out of the car with an umbrella, Hengyan looked at Gu Bei, not knowing why he felt even more sad in his heart.

Hengyan, who was so strong, squatted down in front of Gu Bei, covered his face and cried.

After holding it for too long, he was about to go numb, and the tears poured out like a floodgate.

"Gu Bei, Gu Bei, what should I do, in my heart, it's like someone is pinching, I can't breathe."

Gu Bei held an umbrella and shielded Hengyan from the rain so quietly.

If he really knew what to do about emotional matters, he would have known how to treat Wen Han, how to protect him, and how to love him, but he Gu Bei couldn't understand this.

Wen Han sat in the car and looked at the two people quietly, at the beginning, he was also embarrassed to find Liu Yuyuan in such a heavy rain, right?

Feelings want to be a cage, put everyone in it and don't let them go, some people are lucky and jump out, but more people are following the public, blindly jumping in with their eyes closed, they think there are countless gold and silver treasures inside, only to find that it is a man-eating beast with a big mouth of blood.