"Reborn, what should I do, they are all gone, none of them want me anymore, what should I do."

Gu Bei buried his head on Wen Han's shoulder, and for the first time took off all his disguise to face this person, Wen Han reached out and hugged Gu Bei, like two hedgehogs hugging each other for warmth, obviously scarred, but still snuggled together.

Wen Han stretched out his hand and gently patted Gu Bei's back: "Gu Bei, do you know, this cup of coffee in life is too bitter, if you can't stand it, pour it." ”

Wen Han's words were like a rope, pulling out the memories that Gu Beili wanted to forget little by little.

"Gu Bei Gu Bei, do you know, life is too bitter, if you don't like it, it's like this glass of juice, just pour it."

"But the juice is sweet."

"I'm just using an analogy, stupid."

At that time, when was it?

It seems to have been locked in the sports equipment room by those senior children. Gu Bei squatted in the corner alone in fear, staring at the moonlight spilling in from the high window, no one would come to him, and no one would even find out that he was locked in this small space and trembled with fear.

When Gu Bei thought that he was really going to stay here until the next morning, there was the sound of stones smashing against the glass window.

"Gu Bei! Gu Bei, you're not in it! You're in there you scream! ”

Gu Bei thought that he had bumped into a ghost, he was afraid that the ghost would show a terrible face from the window, he was afraid that the ghost would look at him so strangely lying by the window with his empty eyes open.

Gu Bei covered his mouth and shrank in the corner of the equipment room, wrapping himself in the gray cloth and hiding it tightly.

"Please, please." Gu Bei hid there and kept shivering to himself, he didn't know whether to call a Buddha or a god, as long as someone could save him from here.

"Gu Bei, Gu Bei is me! You're not in there! The child at the door screamed for a long time and didn't hear a response from inside.

Gu Bei listened to the voice a little familiar, he slowly poked his head out of the gray cloth and looked at the window, the bright full moon hung in the sky brightly, where the hell did it come from.

He heard the conversation outside, and he saw the security guard outside holding a flashlight to the spot of light in the window.

"Hey, kid, why don't you go home here after this order?"

"Uncle, my friend seems to be locked inside."

"Nonsense, it's all at this point, how can there be anyone, I see you, hurry home, if you don't go home, your family will be worried."

"Uncle, uncle please, open the door and take a look, my friend is really there."

"Why are you disobedient, how many phone numbers are your parents, I'll call your parents and ask them to pick you up and go home."

Gu Bei listened to the conversation between the two, and hurriedly picked up the volleyball next to him and smashed it on the window: "I'm here, I'm here!" ”

"I'm here, I'm here......" Gu Beiyu shouted and sat up from the bed.

Gu Bei stared blankly at the angular face reflected in the TV in front of him, covered his eyes with his hands, and finally let go of his heart hanging in the air: Fortunately, it was a dream.

After drinking, his head hurt and was about to crack, Gu Bei only vaguely remembered a little fragment, but he couldn't remember when he fell asleep or when he climbed into bed.

After Wen Han heard the movement, he hurriedly pushed open the door and walked in: "What's wrong?" ”

Gu Bei saw that Wen Han was still there, so he grabbed him and pulled him directly to the bed and kissed him straight, it didn't look like a real kiss, but more like he wanted to swallow Wen Han raw in his stomach.

He thought he was gone, he thought he was gone, he thought he would never come back.

Wen Han let Gu Bei vent his emotions like a child, he was just a little worried about whether he would be bruised like last time, if that, the crewneck shirt he wore today would not be able to cover it.

The moment he was invaded by Gu Bei, Wen Han frowned, his body that he hadn't done for a long time was still a little uncomfortable, but this time Gu Bei didn't ask him for him strongly.

If this love vent can forget all those unpleasant things, Wen Han doesn't matter, as long as it is related to Gu Bei, it is okay to let Wen Han give away his life, not to mention just giving a body satisfaction.

Wen Han hugged Gu Bei's neck and shouted "Gu Bei Gu Bei" over and over again, as if he wanted to engrave this name in his heart with a knife.

Gu Bei held him in his arms, just listening to him calling his name by the kitten in his ear, his heart suddenly became a clump of pain, as if he had heard it somewhere, as if there was also a person "Gu Bei Gu Bei" calling behind him at any time.

"Who the hell are you?"

Wen Han was too immersed in this desire, that desire was too strong, like bursts of heat pouring into his body, he hugged Gu Bei's neck and no longer knew what he was screaming indiscriminately, let alone hearing what Gu Bei said.

When the two of them were released at the same time, there was only a blank in their minds.

Gu Bei stroked Wen Han's sweat-soaked bangs with his hand, and looked at the boy lying beside him with a complicated expression: "Rebirth, will you hate me?" ”

"Why should I hate you."

If I hate you, how could I have been like a fool and a moth to a fire so many times?

"Hate me for pulling you to bed, hate me for letting you do things you don't like to do, hate me for ......"

"Gu Bei, it's just physical comfort between men, why bother holding on to yourself, isn't it good to live an easy life?" Wen Han didn't finish listening to what Gu Bei said and interrupted directly, he quietly looked at Gu Bei and said seriously.

Gu Bei, he was too tired to live.

"Is it just physical comfort?"

"Right...... That's right. Gu Bei's eyes stared at Wen Han a little weakly.

"Wen Han, have you ever heard of the theory of broken windows?" Gu Bei looked at his dodging gaze, sighed and said softly, "If someone breaks the glass on the window, and this glass is not repaired in time, others may be influenced by some suggestion, thinking that this is a disguised connivance, and then they will intensify their sabotage." ”

Wen Han looked at Gu Bei and smiled mockingly and said, "Heh, Gu Bei, when did you become a theorist?" Last time, snakes ate people, what window theory this time, what, what big reason do you want to tell me this time? ”

For Gu Bei, rebirth is the window that does not go to repair, and Gu Bei is the passer-by A, B, C, D.

"Rebirth, you gave me the opportunity to contact you again and again, and I also gave you too many opportunities to leave me, you didn't leave, and I don't want to let go, so today, I, Gu Bei, have a responsible attitude towards you, I will ask you one last time, Rebirth, do you like me? Will you leave me? ”

Wen Han looked at Gu Bei with a serious expression on his face, there was no way, save the lion next to the cliff, or fall into the abyss of ten thousand calamities, if you want to blame it, you will blame it for falling in love with someone you shouldn't like.

Wen Han stepped forward and imprinted a faint kiss on Gu Bei's lips: "Gu Bei, this is my answer." ”

I've been injured too much, and it doesn't matter if I'm hurt again.

"Rebirth, do you know, Hengyan is gone, we have known each other for 10 years, and he said to leave as soon as he left."

Wen Han was a little surprised when he heard Gu Bei's words, no wonder he felt that Gu Bei was weird, it turned out to be this reason.

"Reborn, there are too many people left around me, but they all leave one by one." Gu Bei didn't want to talk to others about these things, but today he didn't know why he especially wanted to open the scabbed wound and expose it bloodily in front of Rebirth, maybe Rebirth made it clear that he wouldn't leave him, maybe it was because Rebirth was too reassuring to be by his side.

"Some people left a blessing, some people left a back without saying a word, and even some people disappeared without leaving anything, reborn, I Gu Bei is actually a coward, I let all this happen but never did anything to redeem it, because I was afraid that I would have the courage to stretch out my hand, and others slapped my hand down."

Wen Han reached out and touched Gu Bei's good-looking face, and he gently touched his eyebrows, the tip of his nose, and his lips with his fingers.

Gu Bei has become better-looking.

It's not the same little fat ball anymore.

"Gu Bei, if you really want to stay, he won't leave, no matter how you drive him, he won't leave, maybe he has gone away, but maybe he is secretly watching you from a long distance, and the place in his heart will always be reserved for you, maybe he has done a lot for you, but you can't see it."

Wen Han remembered that after school that year, when he came home, he saw glass shards all over the floor and large bags and small bags that had been packed.

His mother squatted on the ground and touched his face tenderly and said, "Wen Han, listen to your father well, do you know?" You have to study hard in your new school and get along with your new friends. ”

What does a new school mean, and what does a new friend mean.

His friends only need Gu Bei alone.

Wen Chao led Wen Han, who didn't have time to ask carefully, and stepped on a strange road, when the red-skinned train slowly stopped in front of him with the wind, Wen Han's tears fell: I promised Gu Bei to go to his house tomorrow to play, I haven't even had time to say hello to him, how can I go.

"Dad, Dad, please, let's go tomorrow, I haven't said goodbye to my friends yet, how can I leave without saying goodbye."

Wen Chao ignored the crying Wen Han, and dragged Wen Han onto the train like this.

"Dad, I beg you, I'm going to say goodbye to my friend, please."

The insignificant sound was drowned out in the noisy crowd, like a wisp of green smoke rising out and quickly dissipating.

The parting without saying goodbye became a thorn in Wen Han's heart, and his heart hurt, but he couldn't pull it out.

He looked at Gu Bei, and whispered in his voice with a hint of choking: "Gu Bei, I'm not leaving, and I won't leave if you drive me away." ”