My lips quirmed weakly, but I didn't say anything. After a long time, I tried to speak again, and blurted out, "Auntie, can you pour me a glass of water?" ”

After bringing the water, I drank it in one gulp, trembling and thinking about it for a long time, but I couldn't find a suitable topic. I lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, and my aunt sat on the sofa chair and gradually fell asleep.

There were only bedside lamps in the room, and there was no light in the corners, so it looked dark. The nutritional products that Huang Jiahe brought me that day were piled up there, and the wrapping paper had been wrinkled.

These ...... bought by Huang Jiahe It's all eaten by the elderly, right?

I got out of bed as lightly as I could, looking at the red, green, and green bags, and I felt like laughing.

Before high school, Huang Jiahe, like me, belonged to that kind of round body. When I was a child, we walked down the street, like the chubby boys and girls in the posters.

The deepest memory of Huang Jiahe is the summer of the third grade of primary school. At that time, I was outrageously fat, and my family was controlling my weight at the same time. Not to mention sugar every day, even the lack of food is pitiful.

When other people's children eat, parents often have to find ways to persuade them to eat more. When I arrived at Huang Jiahe's house and I, my parents always put away the dishes and chopsticks with tears in their eyes and said, "Child, eat less!" ”

My personality is the same as my body, silly. Whether the body image is good or bad, I don't mind at all. But my parents were really ruthless and said that they wouldn't give me pocket money and snacks. Every day when I go to school and go out to play, I don't have any listlessness. Huang Jiahe looked at me pitifully, and changed the law to find food for me.

"Nuno, you eat, White Rabbit." Huang Jiahe, who was in the third grade, had open front teeth, and his smile was leaking: "I took the first place in the whole grade, and the class rewarded me." ”

Huang Jiahe is good to me, I am used to it. I don't think about how long he studied hard for this bag of candy, I don't think about whether he wants to eat it when he's on a diet, and I don't even think about why Huang Jiahe coaxed me like this.

Everything was natural and natural, and I ate a bag of white rabbits by myself. Before leaving, I didn't forget to tell Huang Jiahe: "Call me to eat when you have sugar." ”

But because I ate too much sugar, my teeth hurt for a week.

It was the sweetest sugar I've ever tasted, and now that I think about it, I remember it all carrying a milky aroma. Uniquely sweet, scalding all the damp and shady memories.

I touched the bags of red, green and green supplements, and I couldn't help but think that maybe I was like Lu Sheng, we were all selfish. Therefore, he only deserves to accept a tragic and absurd fate.

My aunt said that Huang Jiahe would come early in the morning, and he arrived at almost five o'clock. When he came, he did not enter the house, but made breakfast before knocking on the door. Seeing that I was stunned sitting on the chair, Huang Jiahe smiled and patted me lightly on the shoulder: "Nuonuo, I made breakfast, you can eat something!" ”

I couldn't bear to look directly at the corners of Huang Jiahe's wounded lips, and the strong guilt and self-blame made it difficult for me to breathe. In the entanglement that day, Huang Jiahe was still poured some disinfectant water by me to rinse his mouth. The scar on the corner of his mouth was originally not big, but it was infected when I tossed it. The scab on it kept shaking with the shape of his mouth, and my heart tightened again.

I pushed him away perfunctorily: "I'll eat later." ”

Huang Jiahe not only did not leave, but sat on the chair next to me. I haven't spoken for the past three days, and Huang Jiahe's life is probably not easy. His eyes were blue, and his haggard face seemed to be covered with a layer of wind and frost.

"Huang Jiahe."

After calling him, neither of us spoke for a while. After a long time, Huang Jiahe's tone was a little awkward: "I'm here, what do you want to say to me." ”

I was ruthless and said in a cold voice: "Huang Jiahe, are you pitying me now? ”

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Huang Jiahe got up from the chair angrily, his eyes glaring like a lion: "Why do you think I'm pitying you?" Who are you and Huang Jiahe? ”

"Isn't it?" I said coldly, "Huang Jiahe, you know what I went through. The best respect for me is not that you repeatedly treat me as a weak patient to sympathize with and pity. If you are really good to me, please don't appear in front of me in the future. ”

Huang Jiahe glared at me angrily, as if he wanted to see how I could justify myself...... But what I want to tell Huang Jiahe is the truth: "A small favor is a favor, and a big favor becomes an enemy." You have helped me so much, it can be said that you saved my life. But I can't get along with you peacefully, you stand in front of me, and the unbearable scenes of the past will reappear in front of my eyes. ”

"Don't continue to be nice to me, Huang Jiahe. Go live your own life! Don't come to see me again, and don't ask me about it anymore. I was cold in my own heart, and I didn't want to continue to face Huang Jiahe's ugly face, so I got up and walked out: "Otherwise, I will be very annoyed." ”

The glass of the door panel reflected the light, and Huang Jiahe inside showed a mouthful of white teeth and smiled brightly. It seemed like I hadn't seen him smile like this in years, and I couldn't help but stop and look back.

Huang Jiahe smiled and bent over, and his height of 185 was folded like 158. Seeing me turn around, Huang Jiahe stopped laughing, stared at me with burning eyes and asked, "Lu Nuo, you still don't give up, right?" Because Lu Sheng is getting married, you are not happy! You're not happy, and you always want me to accompany you! ”

"You're really not long-hearted." Huang Jiahe's smile faded instantly, and his face was cold: "You used to say that you liked Lu Sheng, you were willful and arrogant, I just thought you were young and ignorant...... To this day, you still haven't grown at all. ”

He may not have to go to work today, and Huang Jiahe is wearing a white knit sweater. He waved his hand self-deprecatingly, and the loose material was a little free and easy on his body: "Since this is the case, then I am to blame for being amorous." I'm really sorry to delay your deep love for Lu Sheng. ”

Huang Jiahe brushed past me and walked out briskly without hesitation. I heard my aunt ask him why he didn't have breakfast before leaving...... And Huang Jiahe didn't say anything, and silently pushed the door and left.

"Nono, you guys quarreled?" My aunt came in and asked suspiciously, and my heart trembled. Huang Jiahe's calm and indifference when he left made me feel distressed and wanted to scream.

The suffocating air in the room suffocated me, and I picked up my coat haphazardly: "I'm going too." ”

"Are you sleepy?" My aunt cautiously stopped me: "You haven't eaten for so many days, where are you going to go so early in the morning?" ”

My dad was a businessman, and although I wasn't, I grew up with a lot of it. You can't buy and sell at a loss. There was no revenge, but he hurt his own people. Such behavior is simply stupid.

Not to mention that I am not a healthy person, either physically or mentally, none of them are healthy. My aunt is the same as Huang Jiahe, they really love me and care about me...... Because of this, I can't continue to drag the two of them down.

Maybe I should have done this from the day I was discharged, and I briefly explained, "I'm going to move back into my house." ”