Chapter 10 The Secret That Can't Be Said
Zhang Hao came home and cleaned up briefly, since Xiao Jing moved in, there were a lot of messy furnishings in the house.
Zhang Hao looked at his phone, there was no news from Xiao Jing, and he was about to watch TV, when suddenly he seemed to remember something, picked up his phone and pressed a phone number.
"Hey, it's me, this contract is negotiated, after the money comes down, I'll call you half, after all, you also made a lot of efforts. I've been busy lately, so I won't see each other."
There was a long silence on the other end of the line
.” Zhang Hao, I see that you are too happy, right? Have you forgotten who you are? Give me money? Am I short of money? Hehe, have you forgotten where your own money comes from? The house you live in, the car you drive, the clothes you wear, if you don't have me, are you like those idiots who have spent many years walking around in a cheap suit after finishing school, and finally can't even mix with an account manager. You are so lucky Zhang Hao, you met me, who am I, I am your savior! And now, you shamelessly began to give to your benefactor what didn't belong to you in the first place, Zhang Hao, are you crazy?! ”
"So what do you want?"
"What do I think? I don't know what I think, don't you know? ”
Zhang Hao didn't say anything more, he knew that in the face of this woman, he couldn't say any more. That's right, she was his savior, there was nothing wrong at all, when he was at his most depressed, depressed and talented, she grabbed him and held him up with all her might. She is not a saint, she is not a savior, she just loves him, loves his youthfulness, loves his rebelliousness, loves his tenderness like water. If he hadn't met Xiao Jing, why wouldn't he want to use the rest of his life to repay this woman's love for him? Even if there is no happiness in this kind of reward, at least in his heart, he will feel at ease, feel down-to-earth, and take it for granted. What he owes her is not only material, but also the strong feelings.
Zhang Hao took out a beer, drank it all in one go, and then collapsed heavily on the sofa.
"Say, how did Zhang Hao offend you?" Xiao Jing's first sentence went straight to the point.
"You drink some coffee first, calm down, and don't negotiate with your rival." Wang Lin still hadn't figured out how to talk to Xiao Jing about this.
"No, I don't understand me, Sister Wang, for so many years, which boyfriend did I bring, didn't you boast nonsense, and then when I broke up, I was kind and persuasive, like a spy sent by someone, isn't your purpose always to be that you would rather demolish a temple than destroy a marriage? Why did you meet Zhang Hao this time and change your routine, what's the matter, you will kick to death when you come up! ”
"Don't worry, look at your little bit of interest, what's wrong with me, isn't it just a little rushed to speak? I'm not going well at work, and I can't send it to my sister-in-law and brother-in-law! Look at what you said, it's far away to talk about the relationship! ”
Xiao Jing looked at Wang Lin's hesitation, not her usual style, she has always done things in a measured manner, she will not lose her temper and spread fire indiscriminately, and now she is relenting after the fact, let alone her, "Okay, don't you say yes, okay, you really can!" ”
Xiao Jing picked up the coffee and drank it violently. She was angry, but she didn't have a problem with Wang Lin, Wang Lin must have her thoughts, the more she kept her mouth shut, the more bottomless Xiao Jing's heart became, she began to guess wildly, many pictures in the movie rushed into her mind at once, could it be that Zhang Hao is Wang Lin's ex-boyfriend? No, which boyfriend of Wang Lin she hasn't met! Don't***? Xiao Jing didn't dare to think about it anymore.
Wang Lin also took a sip of coffee, and swallowed back the words that had just come to his mouth, he couldn't say it, he couldn't say it, he couldn't say it, he couldn't say it, there was only one possibility to say it, that is, to startle the snake, or the fish died and the net was broken. Xiao Jing can't do smart things with this kind of intelligence, she will only dig a pit for others to kick down, and then jump down again. Wang Lin knew that the consequences were serious, and after thinking about it again, she still didn't mention it. The two men did not speak again, sat for a while, and parted ways.
After Wang Lin went home, she didn't change her clothes, took out all her previous information about She Man, and carefully read it again. She couldn't imagine that such a woman and Xiao Jing's two hundred and five actually liked the same man. And as a man, someone would abandon She Man and choose Xiao Jing?
Wang Lin suddenly felt that her brain was very messy, she tried her best to clear her mind, tried to stand in an objective perspective, and tried not to let her emotions get involved. What kind of person is Zhang Hao? Why did he make two very good women fall in love with him, and why did he play with them in the palm of his hand? Wang Lin made a decision in an instant, she dialed She Man's phone, she knew what to do next, she couldn't watch Xiao Jing fall into a bottomless pit. She decided to meet this Sheman first. Whatever the purpose, she didn't want to see things get out of hand, and if possible, she wanted to contain it sooner rather than later.
When Xiao Jing returned home, Zhang Hao had already finished washing up and was sitting on the sofa watching the movie disc. Seeing Xiao Jing enter the door with her head drooping, Zhang Hao knew that the conversation was not pleasant.
He stood up and hugged Xiao Jing, who was full of exhaustion, "How can our baby be angry?" Look at this pathetic place! ”
Xiao Jing, who was already feeling aggrieved, collapsed instantly when she heard Zhang Hao say this, and cried on Zhang Hao. She didn't know what was going on with her, like the end of the world. Although Wang Lin didn't say anything, although no one wronged her, she just wasn't happy. The movie images flashed through her mind, and she couldn't imagine if the truth was really as she thought, and she could still accept it, it was simply terrifying.
Zhang Hao didn't continue to ask any more, he kept hugging Xiao Jing until she gradually fell asleep. He really wants to stay so quiet forever, there is no reality, there is no tomorrow, just at this moment, this scene, just him and the woman he loves.
However, he remembered that a few years ago, it was also such a quiet night, when he had just stepped into the society and joined a small trading company, and when he checked the file, the company found that he had been ordered to drop out of school in his senior year because of a crowd fight, so he did not obtain a degree certificate and graduation certificate. The company wants to fire him. He begged bitterly, the boss didn't understand, and his colleagues made fun of him. He drank a lot, alone on the road at midnight, the cold wind was blowing, he was shouting and crying, there was no one, no one. Who would have thought that a young and frivolous time would bring such a heavy price and an indelible shadow to himself, no one listened to his explanation, no one gave him a chance, and he was so easily denied. Is this fate? It's over before it starts.
Just when he was disheartened and cornered, a sports car stopped next to it. Then a noble and beautiful woman got out of the car and said to him with a smile: "Stand up, it's no big deal." ”
That woman was Sheman. Zhang Hao now clearly remembers every word She Man said to him. She took him to the bottom of the tallest office building in the city, "Anyone in this world can look down on you because you are too small." You see, it's 2 a.m., but the lights are still on, do you know why? Because as long as you want to be high, as long as you want to be looked up to forever, you have to put in countless times more effort than others. God is fair, God will not always give you a chance, but he will not fail to give you a chance. As long as you are willing to pay and double your efforts, you can succeed! ”
Many years later, Zhang Hao will always think of that night, that woman, that words, so clear, but so untouchable.
Under the recommendation of She Man, Zhang Hao went to Jiang Weinan's company and began to learn some business things under She Man. Jiang Weinan was not unhappy with Zhang Hao's appearance, he understood that he owed She Man for so many years, and he should also make up for it, after all, she is a woman, a little woman who needs companionship and care, and he can't give her these things. Jiang Weinan also tried to introduce men to She Man through various channels, but She Man never made a statement. This time he brought Zhang Hao into the company, but it was unusual.
However, when he saw Zhang Hao, Jiang Weinan also understood everything, handsome appearance, tall body, delicate facial features, deep eyes, and arrogant temperament, which fully met every woman's requirements for the lover of her dreams, let alone She Man. Therefore, Jiang Weinan secretly gave Zhang Hao a lot of opportunities to emerge.
In this way, in just one year, Zhang Hao was quickly promoted from assistant manager to key account manager, all of which was carried out step by step under the careful arrangement of She Man. However, unlike what the outside world imagined, Zhang Hao did not become She Man's man. He has always treated She Man as a sister, and She Man is not in a hurry. She likes Zhang Hao, and she likes Zhang Hao from the first time she sees him. But she understands that for a man with a strong personality like Zhang Hao, she can only take her time, and it is not okay to force it, which will only backfire. If he is really the kind of man who wants to eat soft rice, why wait until now.
Zhang Hao knew She Man's intentions very well in his heart. A woman will not give to you for nothing, will not teach you so much, encourage you, and even give you a chance, unless she loves you. It's not that Zhang Hao hasn't thought about talking to She Man, it's just that he feels that She Man is not the woman he really wants in his heart, although She Man has a good look, a graceful figure, and an extraordinary temperament, but she just lacks a feeling that makes Zhang Hao's heart move. But he understands better that Sheman will not continue to pay unconditionally like this, and sooner or later she will come to ask for returns. Zhang Hao just hopes that God can give him a little more time so that he has enough strength to resist the punishment of fate, because he knows that one day he will pay a terrible price for everything he has gained.
In the dim light, She Man's eyes looked at Zhang Hao unscrupulously, facing the fantastic man in front of him, She Man was more like a beast that had been coveted for a long time, ready to go. She tried her best to restrain her emotions and look noble and refined in front of Zhang Hao as much as possible.
"Zhang Hao, what do you say people live for?" She Man took a deep puff of his cigarette, then slowly exhaled the smoke ring in Zhang Hao's direction.
"Hehe, Sister Man, why did you suddenly ask such a question, I didn't think about it."
Zhang Hao lowered his head, his eyes subconsciously turned to the window next to him, the traffic was busy, the lights were bright, this was a very prosperous and beautiful city. Yes, what do people live for? Money? Undertaking? Reputation? Status? But why is he living so involuntarily and unrecognizable. Is it all just for the illusion behind that bit of prosperity?
"Zhang Hao, I know that you are an extremely smart man, you are the wisest man I She Man has ever seen over the years, and he knows what he wants. The biggest difference between you and them is that you are willing to pay, you are willing to work hard, you will not get something for nothing, you will not wait for the rabbit, you have your own ideas, your own goals, and your own life principles. She Man's eyes suddenly dimmed,
"So, I'll admit that I like you, very much. The difference between you and Jiang Weinan is that you make me feel down-to-earth and make me feel that you are not a man who will do anything to achieve his goals. And Jiang Weinan is such a person, before he achieves his goal, he can have all kinds of schemes, all kinds of tricks, all kinds of sacrifices, all kinds of madness. Once he got it and had it, he was hideous and terrifying. I once fantasized about going down with him, and fantasized about one day being his wife with dignity, because I think people have feelings after all, and if you are good to him, he knows. In the past few years, I have never seen anything in the world, and slowly become a strong woman in the eyes of others, I have worked hard, I hope to meet the day I am looking forward to with the most perfect and dreamy attitude. Then, I found out that I was wrong, very wrong, I put all my happiness on a man who has no sense of responsibility and no conscience, and I am like a pet dog in his life, yes, no, and he will never be nostalgic. Jiang Weinan defined me from the very beginning in a world that will never turn over, and I, She Man, will always be a woman who loves vanity and greeds for money, and has an empty soul! Always the third person, always am! Even if there is no second person between us at all, I will definitely not escape the title of the third child's lover! He has no love, he just has animal-like desires, some are just peace of mind bought with money, he doesn't know what feelings are, he doesn't understand what a woman expects from him! He let me down so much, really, so much that I was disappointed... ”