Chapter 11 What's wrong?
She Man was emotional, and tears couldn't help but flow. Zhang Hao was disturbed by the sudden attack, in fact, he had also imagined what kind of woman She Man was, it was nothing more than like other women, relying on her beauty to gain status and money. In contemporary society, such people abound, not to mention Sheman's own conditions that naturally make her such a character. Zhang Hao just didn't expect that she was such a woman with feelings and thoughts, so daring to love and hate, and so true temperament.
At a certain moment, Zhang Hao seemed to have very subtle feelings for the woman in front of him, he really wanted to take care of her, he wanted to take care of her, he wanted to let her wounded heart be soothed, although he couldn't be sure if this impulse was sincere, he just felt that she was very pitiful, like a wounded little animal, nothing more. He couldn't help but wipe the tears from the corners of Sheman's eyes. Suddenly, a pair of extremely soft hands held his hand tightly, it was a pair of eyes full of grievances and expectations, a beautiful and charming face, and a rosy and sexy lips. Zhang Hao was lost, and at that moment, he knew that he was really lost, and he couldn't go back.
When Xiao Jing woke up in the middle of the night, she found herself lying in the crook of Zhang Hao's arm, and Zhang Hao was obviously asleep. She looked at her watch, it was only past two o'clock, but she didn't feel sleepy. She thought carefully about the events of the day again, every word, every look, and every hidden message of Wang Lin. Xiao Jing had an ominous premonition, there must be something wrong here. But what's wrong?
Xiao Jing looked up at Zhang Hao's face carefully, and by the light outside the window, she found that Zhang Hao slept so intoxicated, like a child, which was an expression that she couldn't see during the day. It seems that only by Xiao Jing's side does Zhang Hao seem so stable and down-to-earth, the arrogance on that face, the indifference on that face, are gone. Xiao Jing thought, is this the arrangement of fate? I have met so many people and talked about so many loves, and no one has ever been able to keep myself together so desperately, and the thought of separation makes my heart tingle. Even Zhang Hao's sometimes inadvertent words would make Xiao Jing's heart palpitate, and he couldn't slow down for a long time. fell too deep, and he has always had no expectations for his feelings, but this time he also fell into love and couldn't extricate himself.
What about Zhang Hao? Is Zhang Hao at ease? Will he be exposed after the love period? He was originally a loose horse, he should have run on the vast prairie, and he should not have met Xiao Jing. If there really is such a day, how should Xiao Jing let go, and how should she face Zhang Hao, who is drifting away? She didn't dare to think about it anymore. People want to have love, but why do they worry about losing it when they do? Then you don't want it, at least you can end up like water.
"Don't go... Zhang Hao muttered to himself in his sleep, subconsciously hugged Xiao Jing tightly, and a tear dripped down Xiao Jing's cheek and fell on Zhang Hao's arm. "I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving." Xiao Jing said softly to Zhang Hao.
Wang Lin has not contacted Xiao Jing since the last dinner, she is busy interviewing, busy writing, and busy investigating She Man and Zhang Hao. With many years of connections in the circle, Wang Lin bought off the paparazzi and did a rigorous investigation into the experiences of She Man and Zhang Hao.
As expected, she didn't think about complicating things, but became more and more serious. She originally thought that She Man was Zhang Hao's past, even if she just saw two people traveling intimately not long ago, they could part ways on the same day or the next day, and the emotional world would merge quickly and disperse quickly, which is not good. And even if it's any ONS, it's a little ambiguous, and it will be sometimes, and it's time-limited, and those are easy to say. However, the truth is not as she expected, She Man and Zhang Hao have been together for five years, from Zhang Hao was 22 years old, and She Man was 27 years old at that time. Five years, Zhang Hao and Xiao Jing haven't even known each other for five months, which is really ridiculous.
Wang Lin looked at the information on the email, and the pages were full of Zhang Hao's resume over the years, job changes, company changes, vehicle changes, and real estate changes. Zhang Hao, Zhang Hao, just let it have a good day, don't hold a good beauty, don't do it with a good young master, why do you want to provoke Xiao Jing? Although a woman like Xiao Jing is still a little beautiful, although she is still young, and her personality is still a little charming, compared to your She Man, it is also a world of difference! Why are you suffering? Wang Lin couldn't help but smile bitterly. She suddenly remembered that on the night of singing, the closed door of Zhang Hao's house, where could she go if she was not at home at night? Nothing more than at Sheman's. So, what does Zhang Hao want to do? Pedal on two boats? Why bother? Is it fishy? He and Xiao Jing are in such a blatant love, it is impossible for She Man not to know! If you know, why can you tolerate it?
The more Wang Lin thought about it, the more she couldn't figure it out, she instantly had a great curiosity about Zhang Hao, put aside her selfishness for Xiao Jing, as a media person, her own professional sixth sense prompted her to can't wait to find out the truth of the facts. She had to get close to Sheman as soon as possible, for whatever purpose, she just wanted to know the truth, the only truth that could not be changed.
Wang Lin stood downstairs in She Man's company and hesitated for a moment, she actually didn't know whether this was feasible or not, and she didn't know if it would make the whole thing more complicated because of her own intervention. She just strongly wanted to help Xiao Jing make a decision, she knew that if there was not enough evidence and not enough persuasion, Xiao Jing would never be able to leave Zhang Hao. So Wang Lin decided to fight, even if she lost her wife and broke her soldiers, even if she broke her head and bled out, she would never regret it. Don't they all say that they stick knives in their ribs for friends? She didn't even know who the knife would end up on. I can only bite the bullet.
Just when Wang Lin was thinking about it and hesitating, a familiar figure came into view. Zhang Hao, that's right, it's Zhang Hao. Wang Lin thought, it's good, no need to imagine, no need to guess, the facts are in front of you, it's better to find out today and see what else Zhang Hao has to say.
Zhang Hao hurriedly walked out of the elevator room, and didn't notice Wang Lin in the corner, Wang Lin was just about to step forward to greet him, and a woman followed closely behind, who could it be if it wasn't She Man? Wang Lin hurriedly turned around, and when the two walked out of the hall, she quickly got into the car, she wanted to see what else would happen next.
Zhang Hao's car drove fast, Wang Lin followed behind, scolding while slamming on the accelerator: "Rabbit cub, eat things inside and outside, the old lady hates men for splitting legs, look at you like a dog, I didn't expect it to be so classless!" Today, I will definitely seek justice for Xiao Jing! ”
Zhang Hao in the car never spoke, but smoked vigorously while driving, and She Man stared ahead without saying a word.
After a long stalemate, finally as always, She Man softened first: "Hao, I miss you very much these days, I know that on the phone that day, my words were a little heavy, I hope you don't take it to heart." You need not doubt my feelings for you. ”
"Hehe, do I still have the right to doubt?" Zhang Hao turned his head and stared at She Man, his eyes full of resentment, "I have never denied your dedication to me, and I have always done my best to make up for the debt to you." It's been five years, and I haven't touched any other woman in those five years, and I haven't even looked at it twice. In fact, I was prepared to go on like this with you, when you complained to me about Jiang Weinan, I had already said to myself in my heart, I, Zhang Hao, will never be a turtle grandson like Jiang Weinan in my life! Because I know who saved me when I was at my worst, when I was most desperate, when I was least a man! That's right, you're my savior, yes, there's nothing wrong with that! You, Sheman, didn't just save my life, but that's it! However, I don't want to go on like this, I don't want to be in front of an elegant, generous, beautiful and gentle woman all day long, and I don't want to live like this all the time under your protection! You said you didn't want to be Jiang Weinan's pet, but what about me? What am I? I'm luckier than you, my master really loves me, and this love makes me feel depressed, and I can't bear it! I want to live the life I yearn for, I want to find a woman I really love, I want to break through and fight hard with my own efforts, not like this! ”
"Enough! "Then why don't you say that you have changed your mind?" Why do you have to make excuses for yourself? Until now, at this moment, Zhang Hao, can't you tell me the truth, can't I exchange my feelings for You for so many years for a truth? Can't you, Zhang Hao? She Man deliberately controlled her emotions, no matter when, she didn't want to lose her elegance and standard in front of the man she loved, "I never had the luxury of getting your affection, and I also know that the woman who walked into your heart will definitely not be me." However, I can't do without you, I really can't do without, Zhang Hao, please have mercy on me, take pity on this woman who has never been loved! I have no feelings for Jiang Weinan, and I knew from the beginning that he was just a springboard for me. It doesn't matter if he doesn't marry me, it doesn't matter if he doesn't love me. Because I don't rarely have that kind of man's feelings, they are not worth much. However, you are different, I love you, from the first time I saw you. You know love at first sight? Love at first sight is that person, death is that person, no matter what else happens in this life, I don't want to leave that person! Zhang Hao, do you understand?! ”
Hehe, love at first sight, how could Zhang Hao not understand? It's that person, it's that person who dies, and no matter what else happens in this life, I don't want to leave that person. But that person is not She Man, it's Xiao Jing, the real Xiao Jing, the Xiao Jing within reach. But now he found that it was so difficult to love someone and want to be with her, and no one understood Zhang Hao's pain at this time, the heart-rending pain, and the painful remorse. If you hadn't followed She Man at the beginning, if you had accepted your fate to be an ordinary hard worker, if you hadn't fantasized about being able to stand at the highest point of the city and look down, then everything would still be in time, everything would be beautiful, and everything would be happy. However, I can't go back, I can't go back.
"Do you know the highest level of loving someone, Zhang Hao," She Man whispered, "is to watch him be happy, to watch him love another woman." I don't care if you love me or not, I just know that it's enough for me to love you. You can go and find your true love, you can go and live the life you yearn for, and I will not stop you. However, I will not quit, I will not give up the relationship that I have carefully guarded all the way over the years. Don't blame me, Zhang Hao, I just have no way out. ”
"And what do you want?" Zhang Hao roared.
"That's all I can do, I'm sorry Zhang Hao, if you don't give up yourself, I will fight you to the end. Even if you end up in the end and die together, I will not regret it, and I hope you don't regret it either, because the road is your own choice! ”
"I warn you not to mess around, Sheman, do you feel that you are different now than you were then? Become nervous, suffer from gains and losses! What about the one who once called for wind and rain? That self-confident, arrogant and arrogant She Man, is he dead? Why did you lose even yourself for the sake of a man? What fish are dead and broken, and they will all die together? Sheman, is this you??? ”