Chapter 64: Leave No Room

Love is two-side, and harm is two-way, Liu Ye and Weng Guimi reunited after a long absence, and both of them had knots in their hearts that could not be untied. Faced with Weng Guimi's uncontrollable feelings, Liu Ye wanted to accept it but couldn't pass the hurdle in her heart, whenever she remembered the scene of that night in the canyon, her heart couldn't help but bleed.

For a long time, she deliberately blurred this memory, deliberately not wanting to hurt her by Weng Guimi's hesitation. Yes, she made a mistake, what she did directly led to Fuma's death, and from the beginning to the end, she didn't think to justify herself, if God gave her another chance to choose, she would still do it.

But she didn't understand why Weng Guimi had that thought, even he couldn't deny it, and for a moment, he longed for her to disappear from this world. He loves her, doesn't he? Could it be that his love is just words, just sweet words that are casually said when the love is deep? In his eyes, he only sees her good side, but he can't tolerate that she is also stained!

Love is understanding, love is tolerance, when Weng Guimi and Fuma were entangled, Liu Ye made concessions, which was out of understanding and tolerance. Taking a step back, she doesn't want her love to push her beloved to the precipice, she doesn't want her love to become a suffocating confinement, as long as he is doing well, she is willing to quit.

However, how did Weng Guimi respond to her love? When Weng Guimi gave up her hereditary title and came to her, Liu Ye was not unmoved, she dedicated herself to him without reservation, and drew a happy stroke for this relationship. In fact, in the face of love, she is just an ordinary woman, and she made the mistake that most women will make, that is, being overly superstitious about love and exaggerating the joy that love brings.

Happiness is like a flower in the moon mirror in the water, extremely gorgeous, fleeting, like a magnificent light, coming and going faster, making people wonder if it is real and whether it really exists. Liu Ye and Weng Guimi's short stay together was sweet and happy, and it can even be said that they have been waiting for this moment since they were born, maybe they have waited too long, maybe it is not easy to get, and happiness is especially precious.

Although the time together is short, this memory is a lifetime, deeply imprinted in the heart, and no one can forget it. Liu Ye is not a dead-eyed person, but when it comes to love, she is going to a dead end. Weng Guimi's connivance with Fuma made her heart suffer all the time, Liu Ye ruthlessly got rid of Fuma in order to protect himself and his companions, Weng Guimi not only did not understand, but regarded her as a femme fatale, which undoubtedly sprinkled salt on Liu Ye's wounds.

Liu Ye will never forget those days, she felt the ultimate happiness, and she also tasted the pain in her heart. He loves him the most, and he hates him the most, he brings her happiness and tears her wounds with his own hands. The wound did not heal for a long time, and always when the surface was about to heal, there was festering blood flowing out, and so on and so on, the pain was doubled.

No matter how long it has passed, there will always be a day when the old disease will recur. If she doesn't pull out the thorn in Liu Ye's heart, her wound will not heal, and in the final analysis, Weng Guimi's hesitation is the cause. When her life was hanging by a thread, he was not thinking about saving her as soon as possible, but hesitating whether she should be saved or not, how could this fact not make Liu Ye sad.

If Liu Ye's love for him had reservations and other intentions, then at least she would not be hurt so badly, but she did give the purest love in her life, she regarded him as the person who accompanied her for life, and would rather bear all the grievances for him. But he hated her and hated her for a person who had hurt her repeatedly, and her understanding and tolerance of him in exchange for his disgust and hesitation, was this kind of love fair to her?

Love, maybe not reciprocal, not how much you can gain, Liu Ye understands this truth, she didn't expect Weng Guimi to love her as much as she loved him, she just wanted to have a support when she was helpless, and a pair of warm arms when she was in trouble.

In addition, Liu Ye is also a conservative and traditional woman, Weng Guimi is the Zuoxian King of Wusun, and he has a chance to get Kunmo's position. Except for him, looking at the entire grassland, no one has this ability. Liu Ye did not deny that she fell in love with him at the beginning, and there was also this reason, she identified him, indulged her feelings, she gave herself to him, and made up her mind to follow him for the rest of her life. However, the ending was not as good as she expected, and they couldn't get over it when they encountered Fuma's hurdle.

The relationship that can't see the future is desperate, and a man who doesn't want to be relied on is not worth nostalgia, Liu Ye gradually understood this truth, and she endured the pain and let go of Weng Guimi from her heart. Love is fleeting, love is changeable, since the lover can't be trusted, it's best to rely on yourself.

Liu Ye thought that she had completely let go, returned to Wusun to get rid of her troubles, came to Dawan to solve the crisis of civil strife, and went to Qiuci to rebuild her home for the refugees, it turned out that she could do these things on her own, and she regained confidence in herself. Weng Guimi returned as Kuster, Liu Ye pretended to be disapproving, and smiled at everyone who cared about her and said that it didn't matter, but she knew that the wound in her heart was aching faintly.

If she can't see him, she can lie to herself and say that it's not a big deal, but she didn't expect that just seeing someone who looks like him, she can't stand it. Every time I looked at him, the wound tore wider, and every time I missed him, the heartache lasted longer.

Weng Guimi confessed his identity to her, but she didn't hurt so much, it was a feeling of pain to numbness, the pain he brought her was far greater than happiness, what else was there to hope for! Liu Ye deliberately kept a distance from him, the emotions of love and hate enveloped her, if she could get back together regardless of her previous suspicions, would she not be in pain, whenever she thought so, the hatred would be reduced a little, but what followed was a deep humiliation.

She doesn't want a broken love, she doesn't want a hesitant lover, she would rather hurt more than wronged herself. What she gives is pure love, and if he is unable to reciprocate, let alone the future.

Now, Weng Guimi actually blamed her for not understanding her, yes, she is such a small-bellied woman, she cares a lot about how much affection she gives, and she cares a lot about how sorry he is for her.

Let's just give it all out! This relationship is already full of holes, and she doesn't care about adding a few more scars, Liu Ye also wants to take this opportunity to completely heal her injuries and pull out this thorn in her heart.

"Do you remember Meili Gorge in Akaya City? You were there that night, weren't you? ”

Pulling out this thorn, Liu Ye only felt too happy in his heart, especially when he saw Weng Guimi's wonderful expression, which was mixed with guilt, shame, chagrin, remorse, and inferiority complex, he could no longer raise his head in front of her, and he no longer dared to say that he loved her.

She wants him to see his despicability clearly, he is just a duplicitous villain, what right does he have to question her! If she doesn't blame him, she should be grateful, she is the one who has been wronged, she is the one who represents justice and truth!

Liu Ye didn't know if she was retaliating by doing this, and after the initial pleasure, she fell into deep pain again. Revenge is a double-edged sword, hurting others and stabbing yourself at the same time, what about representing justice and truth, this is just her self-righteous thought.

No one has always been able to tell right and wrong, her self-righteous cleverness is simply a manifestation of stupidity, this thorn was finally pulled out, I thought it would recover, why did it hurt more? Weng Guimi couldn't raise his head in front of her, was it really what she wanted to see?

It turned out that she never let go!

When Liu Ye was sad and crying for Weng Guimi, some people were also thinking about her wholeheartedly.

Tu Qitang traveled lightly, abandoned a large number of retinues, and went to the disaster area alone, and now that King Qiuzi was too busy to take care of himself, he didn't care where he was going. After Liu Ye left, Tu Qitang found that he was thinking about her all the time, missing her sometimes gentle and sometimes sly smile, missing her smart and beautiful eyes, missing her frivolous expression of scolding him viciously, and missing her tenacity that refused to admit defeat.

Falling in love with a woman like her is destined to hurt, she does not covet glory and wealth, nor does she admire a position of power, let alone covet his beauty. The more Tu Qitang got to know her, the more frustrated she felt, what he could give her was not rare, and the things that other women were obsessed with were nothing in her eyes. She never said anything to make him happy, and she didn't even bother to deal with him, but when he encountered darkness, she would hold him tightly in her arms, warm him with her thin body, and encourage him to persevere.

She was such a real and lovely woman, he thought, maybe what he loved was her truth. She doesn't hide her ambition, she gets everything she wants by her own strength, there's nothing wrong with that, she's a hundred times better than those women who seem to have no desire but are greedy and ruthless.

Tu Qitang never wanted to have any woman, but he did want to get her now, even if she was the princess of Dahan and the right lady of Wusun. No matter who she is, he wants to get her, even if she doesn't love him and hates him, he wants to get her.

She says she has a sweetheart, but so what? No matter who she loves, in the end the only person she loves is him! Tu Qitang is convinced of this, he is not arrogant, but believes in his own feelings, the first time he sees her, he knows that it is her, the lover of this life and this life!

Liu Ye will fall in love with him after all, and Tu Qitang has never doubted this. It's just that Liu Ye's personality is so strong, if she knew his true identity, would she complain about him? And Tu Qitang himself is not sure whether he will turn his back on his ideals for her. If it was just the identity of Prince of Rest or the leader of the Sect of Xiling, maybe he could face her calmly and tell her everything clearly, but he was not.

He had secrets that he couldn't confess to her, secrets that he could never tell even if he died, secrets that almost no one in the world knew. He had thought about burying unknown facts forever, but he was unwilling to accept the arrangement of fate, if Liu Ye was willing to accept him, could he also compromise for her!

Tu Qitang's ambitions may be compromised for the sake of a woman, but the key is, is she willing to accept it? Tu Qitang was a little confused, but the pace of running towards her did not stop! Maybe there will come a time when he can let go of his grudges, and she will be willing to accept him, and if so, his ordeal will be worth it.