Chapter 6 Rebirth

"Do you know him? It's only been a few days since we've met? Haven't you always been calm? This kind of love at first sight, do you believe it? What did he do? What is the academic qualification? Where is home? What about parents? Have siblings? How much money do you make a month? Do you have a criminal record? How many girlfriends have you had? Divorced? ...”

"Stop! Sister, you stop me! Wang Lin crackled like clockwork, Xiao Jing heard her head foggy, "Divorced?" Eldest sister, you belong to the Public Security Bureau! Okay, you, your mouth is getting worse and worse, hurry up and take a book, don't be a lawyer, it's a pity for you! ”

"Don't be poor with me, I'll tell you the truth. Xiao Jing, you are not too young, don't always be so impulsive in doing things. Do you still think you're eighteen years old and innocent? In this society, there are not many good people, and there are even fewer good men, don't be like a nymphomaniac all day long. Love has long been extinct, and AIDS is everywhere. Be careful, I warn you, don't play for real, don't let yourself suffer! ”

Xiao Jing looked at Wang Lin seriously, and thought about her words carefully, it was not unreasonable, and she was inevitably a little melancholy in her heart. Yes, so far, Zhang Hao is just a strange body to herself, and she hasn't even really entered Zhang Hao's heart, so she hastily handed herself over. Will Zhang Hao think that he is a frivolous woman? If that's the case, wouldn't it be a loss to the lady and a soldier? I thought it was rare to meet someone I liked, and I should grasp it well, but I didn't expect my impulsive personality to let myself lose a lot because of a small one. Xiao Jing didn't dare to think about it, and she didn't dare to tell Wang Lin the truth, so she had to keep her head down and pretend to flip through the text messages on her mobile phone, diverting Wang Lin's attention by the way.

Wang Lin saw that Xiao Jing was silent, and she didn't continue, she understood that the woman in front of her, who had a friendship with her for nearly ten years, was a person in love, not hypocritical, upright, and loved to admit death. It is because of this personality that Xiao Jing has been hurt a lot, and if she is too perfect, the closer she is to destruction.

"Okay, I won't nag anything else, I guess you can memorize my little words. If you have time, let me meet your Zhang Hao, whether it's a stylish man or an ugly man, if you like me, I'll support you. However, you protect yourself for me, three-legged toads are hard to find, three-legged men are everywhere, don't take it too seriously. "Wang Lin is like a big sister in the rivers and lakes.

Xiao Jing smiled helplessly and didn't answer again, at this moment she had an indescribable depression in her heart, which came from the mystery of Zhang Hao, and more of a dazed and helpless sense of the future.

Zhang Hao didn't contact Xiao Jing for a day, and when he was sure that there was no entertainment for dinner, he dialed Xiao Jing's mobile phone.

"How about eating together in the evening, Xiao Da Beauty?"

"No, I made a reservation with my first sister in the evening, she has a rare rest today, let's eat, drink and play a dragon~" Xiao Jing can only temporarily call Wang Lin "the first sister", she hasn't even had time to mention this close friend in the boudoir to Zhang Hao, everything happened.

Zhang Hao is still completely ignorant of Xiao Jing's life, and he doesn't have much to do with it, "Oh, that's the case, then I won't be a third party, you guys call me when you're done, I'll pick you up!" ”

"It's too late, no need, I'll take a taxi and go home!" After Xiao Jing finished saying this, she felt a little inappropriate, her tone obviously didn't put Zhang Hao in the position of her boyfriend, and Lima added: "You are tired all day during the day, rest early!" ”

Zhang Hao didn't force it anymore, he knew that to treat a woman like Xiao Jing was to give her completely free private space, otherwise she would only look farther and farther, this is the principle of quicksand, he understands.

"Alright then, you pay attention to safety, and text at night, if it doesn't bother you."

Xiao Jing didn't expect that Zhang Hao was not only not angry, but so intimate, and secretly had a good feeling in his heart.

"Okay! Get in touch in the evening! ”

Zhang Hao put down the phone, and suddenly felt a little lost, Xiao Jing didn't seem to have adapted to the two people, but he was too eager to live the life of two people, laundry, cooking, chatting, watching TV, drinking coffee... Zhang Hao is more eager than ever to stay with this beloved woman, he has waited for so many years, looked forward to this relationship for so many years, and now, when he really gets it, there is a vague hesitation and uneasiness. Reality doesn't seem to be as rosy as it seems, at least at first. He decided to settle dinner at home by himself, and no matter what time Xiao Jing returned, he would wait until she came home before going to sleep. Zhang Hao suddenly felt very ridiculous, he was almost thirty years old, how could he still be like a child, waiting for phone calls and other text messages, this kind of emotion has not been passed for many years, however, he became excited again, isn't this the passion of life? Isn't this the love you've been looking forward to for a long time? He will never be confused again, and he will never experience the loneliness after the hustle and bustle, he now has sustenance, hope, a reinterpretation of life, and a beautiful vision for the future. Xiao Jing brought him not only physical warmth, but also a spiritual home. Zhang Hao was reborn because of this.

Xiao Jing has been worried since dinner, Wang Lin knows that she has something in her heart, and it is no one else, it is Zhang Hao. I don't know what Zhang Hao said to Xiao Jing on the phone, or if he will take care of her now, and with Xiao Jing's temper, it is absolutely impossible to soften, so is it possible for the two of them to have a conflict. After all, the initial relationship was somewhat sensitive. Thinking of this, Wang Lin said: "Otherwise, the evening event is canceled, and let's play well next time, I see that you are absent-minded, and your interest is not high!" ”

"That's not it, he doesn't care about me, but doesn't care about me, you say, am I dispensable to him?" Xiao Jing's emotions that had been held back for an afternoon were finally expressed, she really didn't want to be entangled anymore, so she simply said it and asked Wang Lin to analyze it.

"Okay, I see that you are really holding you back! Are you that kind of personality, Grandma? How did you meet Zhang Hao, even his character has changed! No, I have to meet this Zhang Hao, who is the demon, who will reduce our family Xiao Jing to this virtue! ”

Wang Lin instantly became very interested in Zhang Hao, "That's it, girl, let's go to Zhang Hao, how about it?" ”

Xiao Jing saw that Wang Lin was so enthusiastic, and she was not playing at this time, plus Wang Lin and Zhang Hao were going to meet sooner or later, so it was better to take advantage of today's rare opportunity to choose a day than to hit the day.

"I'll see it's okay, then let's go, Grandma Wang~"

Wang Lin stepped on the accelerator, and the car disappeared into the dark night in an instant.

Zhang Hao just put the rice into the rice cooker and was about to plan today's cuisine. His phone rang. Zhang Hao thought to himself, this little girl, she said that she was going to send a message, she couldn't help it, she actually called, haha, it seems that she is still young and her self-control is still not good! Zhang Hao didn't even look at it, and answered the phone, "What?" Miss me so soon? ”

There was no response on the other side of the phone, and there was a rustling sound. Zhang Hao didn't feel right, looked at the phone screen, and instantly lost his expression.

"I'm going to look for you." It wasn't Xiao Jing's voice on the phone, "You haven't heard from you for a few days, I just came back from Beijing and want to see you." ”

"Another day, I was just trying to talk to you, it's not a problem for us to go on like this, some problems should be solved. I'll call you in two days. ”

Zhang Hao's tone was extremely indifferent, and the good mood of the day was all disturbed by this phone call.

"Do you have another woman?" The tone on the other side of the phone was close to pleading, mixed with a slight cry, "Please, Zhang Hao, I don't interfere in your life, just don't leave me, I can't live without you..."

"Let's talk about it when we meet, it's okay, I'm hanging." Zhang Hao impatiently pressed the hang up button.

The call wasn't coming. Zhang Hao sat on the sofa, staring at the ceiling, some problems must be solved, no matter what the outcome is, he has to give Xiao Jing an explanation. He got up and turned to the kitchen, a text message came from his mobile phone, this time it must be Xiao Jing, Zhang Hao couldn't wait to pick up the phone,

"I'll wait for you for half an hour, otherwise, you will collect my body."

Wang Lin drove to the downstairs of Zhang Hao's house as fast as possible, and Xiao Jing asked a little nervously: "Is it a little inappropriate to be so sudden, do you want to say hello to him in advance?" ”

"You idiot, if you don't come to something urgent, can you see the problem clearly? Besides, if you can stand the test, you will be fine even if you come in the middle of the night! Stop muttering about you! Wang Lin quickly took out the makeup bag and touched up the makeup on her face, "Although it is your man, in order not to lose the standard, in order to give you some face, I still have to touch up a little, hehe, lest I show timidity when facing a handsome guy~"

Xiao Jing and Wang Lin went upstairs lightly. Xiao Jing was a little hesitant, she didn't know if such an abrupt visit was a sign of disrespect to Zhang Hao. But she couldn't think too much about herself, Wang Lin had already pressed the doorbell. No one opened the door. Wang Lin knocked a few times, "Men don't have good hearing, you quickly call Mr. Zhang and ask him to open the door." ”

Xiao Jing dialed Zhang Hao's mobile phone.

"What are you doing?" Xiao Jing didn't go straight to the point as soon as she came up.

"Oh, I'm watching TV, I'm a little sleepy, I just called you, I want to apply for sleep, hehe, I don't know if the leader approves it?"

As soon as the words fell, Wang Lin and Xiao Jing realized that there was a problem, Zhang Hao was not at home, because they did not hear any sound coming from the house. The situation was a little sudden, not only Xiao Jing, but even Wang Lin herself felt so embarrassed, she didn't know how to round this field next, she was even worried that Xiao Jing, who had always been straightforward, would break out on the spot, and everything would be wasted. Unexpectedly, Xiao Jing was very calm: "Okay, I approved, remember to turn off the TV, don't make noise to the neighbors." ”

"Okay, I'll call you tomorrow, then I'll sleep, don't be too late."

"Yes, okay."

Xiao Jing hung up the phone and went straight downstairs. Wang Lin followed. The two men returned to the car, and neither of them spoke. Wang Lin looked at Xiao Jing's pale face and became even more anxious. Suddenly, Xiao Jing said a sentence in her mouth: "I really did it myself." ”

Zhang Hao's car appeared in that familiar rich area again. He took three steps and two steps into the elevator. Zhang Hao looked at his haggard self in the mirror, he was very tired, and he wanted to end this life as soon as possible. The strong sense of guilt for Xiao Jing in his heart made him not dare to look at himself more and lowered his head.

Opening the door, the room was in shambles, a woman lying on the couch with a fruit knife in her hand. Zhang Hao quickly grabbed it, but the woman did not resist and hugged Zhang Hao tightly.

"Hao, don't leave me, please."

This is a faded and glamorous face, without the charm and charm of the past, pale lips, deep-set eyes, and slender arms trembling to hug Zhang Hao's body. Zhang Hao stroked the woman's hair and closed his eyes tightly. He remembered the saying, the same person, is a reward and a punishment. This woman has given him too much, he is grateful to her, he thought that he would repay it for the rest of his life, and try his best to make up for his debt to her with the so-called love and eternity, but when he met Xiao Jing again, he easily gave up his promise, and also gave up the woman around him, this woman he didn't love.