Wang Lin did not send Xiao Jing home, but took her to KTV. She pondered for a long time, KTV is perfect for Xiao Jing now. The bar is too messy, Xiao Jing will cause trouble if she goes, singing is the best way to vent, and you won't worry about accidents if you drink a few more drinks.

Xiao Jing didn't participate in the opinion, let Wang Lin take her, wherever she wanted. Her brain was very messy, and she even began to regret it, regretting knowing Zhang Hao. Xiao Jing understands her weaknesses, demands perfection too much, and sometimes even a little aggressive. This kind of personality will not only make the people around you feel stressed, but even you will not be happy. She just didn't expect that she and Zhang Hao had encountered such a big problem and such a big rift at the beginning, how would she go on in the future, and whether she could still disguise it. No matter where Zhang Hao went tonight, Xiao Jing didn't care anymore, what she wanted was not a reason, let alone an explanation. The fact in front of him is that Zhang Hao lied, he was cheating. What was the purpose of the deception, Xiao Jing didn't dare to think about it.

"Quiet, let's sing!" Wang Lin ordered a song they often sang "She Cried Before Bed",

She was not quiet at night, mourning love over and over again, and his voice remained in her heart... She cried before going to bed, wanting to cleanse her soul through tears. She cried before going to bed, wanted to carry before dawn, forgot about love... Crying before bedtime..."

Wang Lin watched Xiao Jing sing intently, her eyes full of melancholy. This woman with a strong appearance and a seemingly cheerful personality is actually quite fragile in her heart, unable to withstand too many fluctuations and setbacks, and is too sensitive, especially when it comes to feelings, she is an out-and-out warrior. It is not an exaggeration to say that she is a warrior, Xiao Jing's lethality is definitely no less than any weapon, the only difference is that the weapon is facing the enemy, while Xiao Jing is facing herself.

Zhang Hao did not stay there overnight, at this time in his heart he had already defined himself as a person with a "home". He didn't want to do anything to be sorry for Xiao Jing, even if Xiao Jing didn't know it. Xiao Jing is too important to him, he doesn't want to lose her again, and he doesn't want to hurt the hard-won relationship between the two because of his own mistakes. The moment he entered the door, it was almost 12 o'clock, Zhang Hao looked at his watch, looked at his mobile phone again, and decided to send a message to Xiao Jing. He was very worried about Xiao Jing and didn't know if she had gone home. If not, he wants to pick her up.

"Did you sleep?"

"Not yet." Xiao Jing was somewhat surprised to receive Zhang Hao's text message, "Didn't you sleep?" ”

"Hehe, I woke up suddenly, see if you're home." Zhang Hao didn't take off his coat, standing in the living room and sending a message, he was ready to go out at any time.

"Oh, we'll sing and we'll be back in a minute. You go back to sleep, you won't be able to sleep after a while. Xiao Jing was a little moved in her heart, and she always felt a little distressed about Zhang Hao.

"It's so good to sing, one day we'll sing it, let you sing enough! It's not early today, and I'll sing my voice again when I come back..."

"You are an old man, you can't compare with us young people, you are suitable for watching TV at home, haha!"

"I've been watching TV all night..."

Xiao Jing didn't reply to Zhang Hao again, after reading this message, she really didn't have the mood to send it anymore. Zhang Hao is still lying, what can make Zhang Hao disappear all night, and then suddenly come to the news at almost midnight? Xiao Jing fell into deep thought, and poured a few sips of beer with her head down.

Seeing that Xiao Jing didn't reply for a long time, Zhang Hao was inevitably a little uneasy in his heart, could it be that he had drunk too much, or had he already gone back? But why didn't you say hello when you went back? Didn't Xiao Jing know that she was worried about her? While waiting, Zhang Hao fell asleep on the sofa, he was too tired. He had a dream in which he walked into the church with a woman, and that woman was not Xiao Jing.

The sun shone into the bedroom in the early morning, Xiao Jing was still sleeping with her head covered, and it was very late when she came back yesterday, she was so drunk that she completely forgot how she was dragged upstairs by Wang Lin. The last consciousness in Xiao Jing's mind was the dozen or so empty Corona bottles on the table. It must be a shame again, but fortunately, there is no one else, Wang Lin should have been used to it a long time ago.

Zhang Hao's call came in at nine o'clock in the morning, Xiao Jing was obviously not awake yet, and answered the phone in a daze.

"Who? ...“

"It's me. Haven't gotten up yet? Zhang Hao asked softly, although he didn't wait for Xiao Jing's information last night, Zhang Hao didn't get angry, he felt that it must be because Xiao Jing drank too much and didn't care about it. So he was even more worried, the ink was inked in the morning, and he only called Xiao Jing at nine o'clock, because he was afraid that it would affect her rest, and if it was late, he was not at ease.

"Oh, I haven't gotten up yet, I drank too much yesterday, hehe, I don't know how I got back..."Xiao Jing couldn't open her eyes, so she simply closed her eyes and talked on the phone.

"I'll pick you up later, come to me, your appetite must be bad today, I'll help you adjust." Ten o'clock you go downstairs. I'll go to the supermarket now to buy something, you wait for me. ”

Before Xiao Jing could react, Zhang Hao had already hung up the phone, kicked the accelerator, and drove out. He was planning to call the company first to ask for leave. On weekdays, Zhang Hao rarely asks for leave, sometimes even if he is sick, he insists on going to work, not very dedicated, he just doesn't want to stay at home alone, he feels empty. On the contrary, if you are busy, your heart will be more fulfilling. But now it's different, Zhang Hao has Xiao Jing, and he regards Xiao Jing as his family in his heart, a lover who needs to be taken care of and cared for at all times. No matter what Xiao Jing thinks, Zhang Hao thinks that Xiao Jing is the woman he doesn't want to leave in his life, and she is right.

Xiao Jing didn't hear what Zhang Hao said clearly, nor did she deliberately think about it, she turned over and fell asleep again. Until I heard a quick knock on the door, "Xiao Jing, open the door!" ”

Listening to the voice, it was Zhang Hao, Xiao Jing got out of bed slowly, why did this person come here, what happened? As soon as the door opened, I saw Zhang Hao with an anxious look on his face, and his head was sweating slightly, "Are you okay, you won't come down for a long time, and the phone will be turned off again, I think something happened to you!" ”

"I'm sleeping, didn't you call just now? The phone may be out of battery, but yesterday there was not much power..."

Zhang Hao looked at Xiao Jing's unkempt appearance, and felt very funny in his heart, this girl is inevitably too sloppy, she hasn't seen her for a day, as if she is a different person.

Zhang Hao helped Xiao Jing tidy up the room, changed her clothes and took her downstairs. As soon as Xiao Jing walked out of the door, she began to wander around. Zhang Hao was afraid that she would fall, so he simply carried Xiao Jing downstairs on his back. Xiao Jing was not carried by her parents except for being carried by her parents, and after she had a memory, she was never carried by the opposite sex. She had imagined countless times that the person she loved, carrying herself on her back, walking slowly on the seashore at sunset, and the two whispered softly, what a romantic scene it should be! However, I didn't expect that this romantic first time happened unexpectedly in this case.

After getting into the car, Xiao Jing began to become sober, and the picture of last night began to appear in her mind again. Too many love songs, too much beer, too much skepticism. Zhang Hao beside him, Zhang Hao, who is considerate of himself, Zhang Hao, who makes him love and hate Zhang Hao, deceived her for the first time yesterday. This scam may never be exposed, and Xiao Jing will never be able to understand the truth, however, this will also become a scar in Xiao Jing's heart that will never heal, between her and Zhang Hao, which cannot be ignored. Xiao Jing is not a scheming woman, but emotionally, she is an extreme madman.

Zhang Hao's car drove very slowly, and he was worried that Xiao Jing, who had drunk too much yesterday, would be uncomfortable because of the bumps on the road. Zhang Hao is a meticulous man, although he is cold on the outside, he has an incomparably deep consideration for the woman he loves, and he has no reservations. But the woman last night had never realized that Zhang Hao gave her more perfunctory than harm. The emotional world is so unfair, love is not reciprocal pay and return, love is luxury. Love each other more or be loved by each other more, never be chosen. The love you yearn for and what you get in the end are often two different things. Fortunately, I met Xiao Jing, fortunately.

Along the way, the two of them did not communicate, Zhang Hao was afraid that Xiao Jing would be uncomfortable, and he, who often socialized, knew how uncomfortable it was to have a hangover. However, Xiao Jing was very angry, how selfish the person in front of her seemed to her. When you need it, you show up, and when you don't need it, you disappear without a trace. He's so self-righteous, does he think he can handle everything? The more Xiao Jing thought about it, the more excited she became, and she couldn't help but turn her head and glared at Zhang Hao, who was driving.

"Where are you taking me?"

"Didn't we say okay, go to my house." Zhang Hao said lightly.

"What are you doing at your house?" Xiao Jing had a strong smell of gunpowder.

Zhang Hao looked at Xiao Jing, feeling inexplicable, thinking that he had provoked Miss Xiao again, so he hurriedly changed his tone, "Aren't you going back to my house, auntie, go back to our house?" ”

Hearing Zhang Hao say this, Xiao Jing was even more nameless, why did Zhang Hao forcibly put himself in that still very strange place, not to mention that he didn't know how many women had been to that home. Zhang Hao, Zhang Hao, you amorous man, how long will you pretend in front of me!

"I'm not going, I'm not going anywhere." Xiao Jing's cold attitude made Zhang Hao almost collapse, he thought that Xiao Jing was the kind of woman who was sensible and measured, but he didn't expect that what she said and did now was like a willful child.

"Xiao Jing, I don't know where you are so angry, I think we should have a good talk," although he was also a little angry, Zhang Hao still didn't want to use too fierce tone, after all, this relationship had just begun, and he didn't want to have any attack on Xiao Jing, "I don't know what you think, I just want to express my thoughts, I care about you very much, I cherish you more, and now you are equivalent to all for me." Or you don't have that deep feelings for me, and I know that feelings can't be forced. However, I want you to understand how lucky it is to meet your lover and love yourself at the same time. We are past the age of ups and downs, and our feelings can't withstand too many quarrels and indifference. Feelings need to be managed by two people, not one person to maintain them needlessly, you understand? ”

Zhang Hao's tone was very slow, but every word was said very clearly, and Xiao Jing heard the grievances and heaviness from it. Xiao Jing suddenly felt very guilty, I don't know why, many times she feels sorry for Zhang Hao, it seems that Zhang Hao is her lost child in this world, Xiao Jing wants to do her best to take care of him and take care of him, but why, the uncertainty in her heart makes Xiao Jing so irritable, she can't control that emotion, and she can't get rid of this suspicion and uneasiness. Xiao Jing's heart seemed to be torn in half, half of her heart was surging, and half of her heart was as dead as ashes. She didn't say anything more, but twisted her head to the car window, and a tear slipped down the corner of her eye, which was Zhang Hao's invisible side. Perhaps, this is fate, Xiao Jing's grievances and pains, Zhang Hao may never be able to see it, forever.

After another full meal, the two of them drank tea opposite each other on a sofa. Xiao Jing was barefoot, crossed Erlang's legs, and quickly flipped through Zhang Hao's car magazine. Zhang Hao was admiring the unique scenery in front of him on the opposite side, Zhang Hao thought, this girl turned over so fast, did she think she was reading comics? Xiao Jing didn't notice Zhang Hao's eyes, she read the whole book page by page as if she had completed a task. She looked up and met Zhang Hao's gaze, and Xiao Jing remembered the scene when she first met Zhang Hao. Suddenly, Xiao Jing sat up.