Chapter 8 cannot be changed

"Zhang Hao, by the way, you haven't told me yet, why do you know my name!!"

Zhang Hao was also taken aback by this sudden inquiry, and his heart was pounding. "Okay, I said Miss Xiao, you are so scary! Fortunately, I am young, although my heart is young, but I am still strong, if you change to an old man, you will have to get into a lawsuit! ”

"Don't interrupt yet, answer my question quickly! ”

Zhang Hao got up and walked into the bedroom, and after a while, he took out a photo and handed it to Xiao Jing. When Xiao Jing saw the photo, she closed her eyes and frowned, and began to meditate.

Seeing Xiao Jing's posture, Zhang Hao couldn't help laughing. "Xiao Jing, you think you're resting, what are you thinking?"

Xiao Jing closed her eyes and muttered, "I'm thinking about whether there are you among the people I offended before?" ”

"Hahahaha, you think I assassinated you!"

"That's not it, I just think it's strange, how can my photo be here with you." Xiao Jing opened her eyes, looked at Zhang Hao with a serious face, and asked with a serious face: "Comrade Zhang, you say, who took care of you to pester me?" ”

Zhang Hao was so amused by Xiao Jing that he couldn't straighten his waist, thinking that this little girl was so humorous. Seeing Zhang Hao laughing like this, Xiao Jing also felt a little funny, and laughed hehehe.

After sinking for a while, Zhang Hao sat on the sofa, hugged Xiao Jing in one hand, and held the photo in the other, he held the photo high, and then said to the photo: "The girl in this photo is the woman I identified many years ago, I swear, if I can meet her again, I Zhang Hao will cherish it more, because it is the wealth given to me by God, the wealth I want to get for the first time in this life." Can you believe it? Xiao Jing, love has a providence. ”

Xiao Jing was moved by Zhang Hao's words, she thought that this kind of thing could only appear in novels, but she didn't expect such a dramatic plot to happen to her, and it was so many years apart. It turned out that there has always been a man looking for himself, and there has always been a feeling waiting for him, and this man turned out to be Zhang Hao. Xiao Jing cried with joy like an abandoned puppy after many years finally found its owner, and leaned into Zhang Hao's warm arms. Zhang Hao looked at Xiao Jing's tearful eyes gently, no need to speak, only a deep kiss could relieve the emotional deposits of many years. Xiao Jing responded, she was too moved to secretly open her eyes, and at that moment she saw that Zhang Hao's eyes were filled with tears.

Sometimes Xiao Jing really thinks that Zhang Hao is the man she has been waiting for for a long time, although they have only been together for a few weeks, but she understands that if the relationship really comes, it will not be measured by time. Just like some people, they have been together all their lives, but they have never realized how heartstrings love is. Although love at first sight is not as profound as the introverted love of long-term love, the throbbing of love at first sight will not make each other reminisce for a lifetime? Xiao Jing even felt that her time in the past 20 years was all to wait for this man to appear, and all her previous emotional experiences passed by like floating clouds, leaving no traces.

Similarly, why doesn't Zhang Hao want to stay with Xiao Jing for the rest of his life? Although he is arrogant and indifferent on the surface, he is not a kind of love who dares to love and hate tenderness in his bones, before he met Xiao Jing, he did not look forward to how much pleasure feelings could bring him, nor did he expect that there was really such a woman in this world who was waiting for his arrival. He just has a little bit of fantasy and expectation in his heart, maybe God opened his eyes to let him meet this woman, then, he will stick to the end no matter how hard he is, unless he dies.

"Zhang Hao, do you say that your feelings are reliable?"

On a sunny and warm afternoon, Xiao Jing was lying lazily on the sofa, one foot on Zhang Hao, who was half-kneeling on the ground and repairing the leg of the coffee table, squinting at the pale blue ceiling, almost dementia-like.

"That's up to you how you want to lean in." Zhang Hao muttered in his mouth, he was already sweating because he had been kneeling for too long, but for Xiao Jing's mentally retarded question, he still thought about it for a few seconds before answering, he didn't want to perfunctory her, at any time, anything, he would let himself take it seriously.

"You say, what if one day, you like another woman?"

As soon as Xiao Jing spoke, she immediately felt like a complete idiot asking such a low-level question. Could it be that love can really make a woman lose herself, lose her self-confidence, and even her IQ? She hurriedly added: "I mean, for example, there is a peerless beauty with a good figure, good temperament, good looks, ability, education, and money, and tell you that she loves you, will you be tempted?" ”

Zhang Hao was uncomfortable by this attack, and suddenly the figure of She Man flashed in his mind, objectively speaking, She Man is such a woman, she can be flawless, can be a peerless treasure, no man will be indifferent to her, and even the original self, how can he not like such a goblin?

But he instantly pulled his thoughts out of his memories of She Man, he didn't want to think of that woman, he didn't want to think of the past, what he wanted to have was right in front of him, if he met Xiao Jing earlier, would everything become simple, beautiful, and flawless. It's just that everything has already happened and nothing can be changed.

"If I say no, do you believe it? If I said yes, then I'd be lying to you,"

Zhang Hao said indifferently, "I have always believed that feeling is more important than everything, the person you like is not what she has, but your feelings for her, that kind of you belong to you, that kind of sudden retrospective, that kind of mountains and rivers are together, in short, you don't always think about some things that you don't have, do your best, I will love you for a lifetime." ”

Zhang Hao said these words completely out of a man's heartfelt feelings for a woman, although the tone of calm is no different from what he speaks on weekdays, but it is precisely this kind of truth and honesty revealed in the calm that deeply touched Xiao Jing's doubtful and uneasy heart, which is more intense and thick than any sweet words, and she burst into tears instantly.

Zhang Hao saw that Xiao Jing was a little excited, and hurriedly hugged her into his arms, he cherished this beautiful and ordinary woman in front of him so much, he didn't allow her to be hurt in any way, he wanted to give her the most stable life, and didn't let her shed another tear, even if those tears were for him. Xiao Jing's mouth can't make any sound anymore, all the words are blocked in a place called the heart, she hurts very satisfied, hurts very happily, she has found a man who really loves him, although the future is slim, but at this moment, who cares about those unknown tomorrows?

Wang Lin hasn't contacted Xiao Jing for a long time, first, she is busy with work, often reversing black and white, in her own words, she is either reversing jet lag or preparing for jet lag. And Xiao Jing's girl, as long as she falls in love, she will be a heavy color and light friend, ungrateful, and wolf-hearted, so if Wang Lin doesn't take the initiative to contact, it is estimated that Xiao Jing will not be able to remember her for a year or two.

However, Wang Lin is also pleased with this, she knows that there is no contact at this time, which means that Xiao Jing's life is stable, her mood is good, her work is smooth, and her feelings are sweet, otherwise, she will definitely come to her to solve mental illness and emotional disputes, thinking of this, Wang Lin slowly breathed a sigh of relief, picked up the phone and dialed Xiao Jing's mobile phone.

"Beast, you've been beautiful lately, haven't you forgotten your sister again?"

"How can it, how can it? Haven't the sisters been emotionally busy lately? This has just been smoothed, and I want to get together with beautiful women, have a drink or two, I don't know if I can appreciate my face? Xiao Jing had the tone of a little rascal.

"Less, you inhuman thing, where's it? Zhang handsome guy has recently served you as a god? Are the two still in love with each other? Is there any third party involved? If you have a squeak, my sister will help you subdue demons and eliminate demons! ”

"Oh, my dear sister, can't you hope I'm better? Recruit you to provoke you, this is, talk about virtue! But I want to talk to you, sisters, I found the right person this time, I feel very good, and I have the urge to enter the siege~"

"Good wood, you want to scare me to death, when does Miss Xiao want to be a wife, isn't this 2012 still here? Or is there only one man left in the world, which one are you going to sing? ”

"Damn, don't slander my man like that! I don't like to hear it! To be serious, I've never felt this way, the urge to follow someone to the end, even if there is an abyss ahead, as long as he jumps, I dare to jump with him. Do you understand the sense of security? Security! A few weeks ago, I thought that security was a very idiotic word, used by scammers to deceive fools, but I didn't expect that now I would be willing to be that fool, but I am very sure to tell you that that man is definitely not a liar! ”

"I said Xiao Jing, you're not crazy, are you?"

"That's right, I want to tell the truth, if I am unfortunately killed, at least my mother will not regret it, I don't believe that my life is so weak, I am on the bar with God this time, no one will stop me!"

"That's okay, you have to test the law, sister, I won't stop you, who doesn't suffer losses in the rivers and lakes, who doesn't crash back into the wall, fortunately, it's still young and vigorous," Wang Lin suddenly became serious, "Jing, don't fall too deep, even if you are true love, leave yourself a way back, understand, listen to my sister's advice." ”

Xiao Jing didn't go any further, she understood the meaning of Wang Lin's words, and she also knew that playing with feelings would be bruised all over her body, and at worst, she would be crushed and broken, and moths to fire always seemed so pale and powerless in reality, because people knew that whoever was serious would die.

She Man actually already knew about Zhang Hao and Xiao Jing, as if she was expecting, she didn't react much, but felt a little lost. Unexpectedly, Zhang Hao actually liked such a mediocre woman, not even a third of himself. She Man was jealous and a little resentful at the same time, she didn't understand that her dedication to Zhang Hao for so many years was not as good as a yellow-haired girl who had not dried up. What exactly does Zhang Hao want? She suddenly felt a strangeness to him that she had never felt before.

She Man leaned over to pick up a box of cigarettes from the table and elegantly lit one of them, her eyes slowly casting her eyes on the street scene not far from the window, a scene from a few years ago that reappeared in front of her.

At that time, Zhang Hao had just graduated from college and entered an import and export trading company, and the chairman of this company was She Man's former lover -----Jiang Weinan, a middle-aged man who was 15 years old, divorced for many years and had not remarried, and had a daughter.

She Man has been with him for many years, from an adult to an adult, and now he has evolved into a woman who is full of charm and almost perfect, which should all be attributed to Jiang Weinan's cultivation. However, Jiang Weinan just didn't give She Man a name, at first She Man thought that she was too young, or not experienced enough, and not enough to become a woman who was worth a lot of money and had a high social status. But then she gradually understood that Jiang Weinan never thought of turning herself into the theme song of his life, she just appeared as an episode like other women, the difference is that Jiang Weinan has been singing this episode, and he has not been tired of singing.

Therefore, She Man has been favored and loved by Jiang Weinan for so many years, and gradually has no difference from his wife's status, but he has always lacked that reputation. For this, She Man gradually lost her illusions, she valued more the benefits she got from Jiang Weinan, because she had no sense of security, so she desperately asked for it, so that one day, she could leave Jiang Weinan and live the life she wanted.

And Zhang Hao's appearance can be said to make up for She Man's desire and vacancy for love in time, he has all She Man's fantasies about men, tall, handsome, uninhibited, talented, both internal and external, this kind of man can be described as the best in real life, if Zhang Hao wants to get a woman, he can do it effortlessly, even if she is a noble lady like Sheman, it is not a problem. But She Man is not impulsive, so many years of experience have given her a composure and calmness that is rare beyond her peers, and she will never act rashly before she understands Zhang Hao's psychology. Sometimes, it is far more surprising than waiting for the rabbit to be caught off guard.

She Man used his power to arrange Zhang Hao under his hands, which was bright and hidden, even Jiang Weinan did not notice the turmoil in She Man's heart at this moment, let alone think that this gentle bird that had lived by his side for many years was ready to betray him at any time, and everything was just a matter of time.