Chapter 55: Remember Today's Fate

Once, he demanded Du Yuanyuan like that, and demanded that his every move, word and deed, even if it was the slightest inappropriate, would be questioned and reprimanded by him in the most harsh way. He was so absolute about betrayal and loyalty. But now, the depressed self has long deviated from the trajectory of perseverance, and it is fragmented. He doesn't deserve this relationship anymore, no matter how time passes, he can't deserve it. But Du Yuanyuan's actions and words made him feel extremely warm, like lighting a candle in the cold and dark heart, but the heart-warming warmth made him even more painful.

And for Du Yuanyuan, how could he not be deeply remorseful. Xiao Du also resented himself in his heart, extremely annoyed, everything that happened was due to his weakness, if he was strong enough, would it be like this, the ending would be different. I can't even protect the people I like, so what are you talking about. Those who decide to protect will be guarded until the end. He had done this, but the person he was guarding was now broken, gloomy and sad, incomplete, and his body and soul were bruised on the thorny road.

In the cold wind, they hugged each other, each with a different mood.

Mo Qingye's tears continued to roll down Du Yuanyuan's neck, and the drops were very cold. It seems that at this moment, he has shed all the tears in this life, but he still can't wash away the scars in his heart.

"Well, don't cry." Xiao Du comforted softly, "If you cry again, your eyes will be swollen from crying, and they will be careful to laugh at you when they see you, saying that you are a guy who loves to cry." ”

Mo Qingye leaned on his shoulder, and finally spit out a vague sentence, "You don't know, what I used to do." ”

"If you think it's liberating to speak up, just let me know."

There was another deathly silence. Liang Jiu Qingye laughed at himself with a sneer, "Have you ever tasted yourself?" ”

"Huh?" Du Yuanyuan was puzzled, "What? I don't quite understand what you say. ”

"Huh." Mo Qingye laughed at himself harshly and coldly, and said, "Yes, no one can imagine how dirty and dirty I was. ”

Du Yuan was silent, he really didn't know what to say at this time, the slightest word wrong would touch the most fragile string in the depths of Qingye's soul.

Mo Qingye raised his head from his shoulder and looked at the endless darkness and desolation below the mountain, "Those flowers are so beautiful and enchanting...... However, it is a nightmare that cannot be woken up, a nightmare. I made a ...... in that dream Cheng'er, do you think it's really just a dream? ”

"You think so, yes." Du Yuanyuan touched his hair and said softly, "This has nothing to do with anyone. Green night, after all, we live for ourselves, those inadvertent heart-piercing eyes, those vitriolic gossip, once made us confused, right? Me too. Once upon a time, I also cared about what others thought of me, in my last life, walking in the crowd, I seemed to hear the whispers of others, and I was at a loss in that inexplicable gaze. But later, I thought about it, and I figured it out, people live for a lifetime, and the most important thing is to be happy, Qingye, you believe what I said, after all, there are not many people who can take us to heart, they are all passers-by, and we are just a shadow in front of their eyes, not staying for long, believe me, believe in yourself. ”

Mo Qingye's tears burst out of his eyes again, it was the first time he heard Du Yuanyuan, who was reprimanded by him on weekdays, say such words, which seemed to reach his soul in an instant, tearing apart all falsehoods. His words were like a piece of paper, inadvertently brushing through the vicissitudes of his life.

The landscape is another journey, but it is a past that can no longer be touched.

They are there, not increasing, not decreasing, and not changing.

When I look back, my heart feels as if it has been mashed.

Just when he was almost speechless, Du Yuan smiled and said, "Actually, I understand you very well, I understand very well, all kinds of feelings in your heart, even if I don't have that kind of experience." But you are too sensitive, so sensitive that I don't dare to open my mouth to comfort anything, for fear that it will hurt you. ”

Mo Qingye nodded quietly, and said harshly and hoarsely, "I understand." ”

"Well, Qingye, you're not alone." Du Yuanyuan hugged him tightly and said, "I am always here, even if I don't say it, but I understand everything." ”

"Okay......" Mo Qingye nodded in a trembling voice, "That's good." ”

"I will be with you whenever and wherever you are." Du Yuan's fixed path was like some kind of unchangeable vow, "I won't let you face it alone." ”

"Hmm." Mo Qingye smiled sadly, "I really hope that one day, I can see you for nine days." ”

"What nine days, I'm not rare." Du Yuanyuan's words changed, and he changed the depth of his talent, "I will go wherever you go in the future." ”

"Huh." Mo Qingye hooked the corners of his lips meaninglessly, "Whether it's heaven or hell?" ”

"Yes, hell, I'm going with it."

"I'm afraid it is...... I'm really going to hell. ”

"Then we'll reign in hell."

Mo Qingye gently and slowly closed his eyes, converging the dark and endless night into a clear green, "Okay." ”

The promise made at this moment will not change the trajectory of tomorrow's destiny.

Unpredictable.

Later, Du Yuanyuan thought about Qingye's words repeatedly, and seemed to have guessed a few points. He knew very well that there must be a very important reason for Mo Qingye to do that kind of thing. It's like burning yourself to cultivate, and it's never for yourself.

But Du Yuanyuan never said these words, just understand.

Remember today's feelings. Forever. Remember.

And this sentence also tugged at Huang Ying's heartstrings. When the fork in the road to the world appeared in front of her eyes, all she could do and say was probably only this one sentence.

Some people are destined to disappear into life, they are like ephemeral flowers, how enchanting and brilliant when they bloom and meet, and the light is brighter than the sun, moon and stars. However, it is ultimately a distraction.

Red dust and stones, all living beings and things in the world.

This is a sentence engraved on the boundary monument of the world.

When everyone in the company sat on the white bones to rest, she was the only one who stood in front of the stone monument for a long time, and beyond it was the world, the home she had been thinking about for a long time.

The daughter of the noble family, who was bright and beautiful at that time, is now disheveled and plain-faced. In the long journey she has traveled, she has complained, bored, and wanted to leave, but when parting is just around the corner, she is so reluctant. I even want to go all over again, this road will never end.

"Go ahead." Du Yuan said behind her, "Take the little gray ash and go home quickly." ”