Chapter 639: I don't know what to do?
Bai Ran didn't want to be in a hurry, and she didn't know why, looking at Fang Ziyan like this was psychologically uncomfortable?
Ruan Zixi didn't know how to comfort Bai Ran, it was obvious that two people loved each other, but they wanted to make it look like this.
Bai Ran leaned on the sofa of Ruan Zixi's house, a little lazy, and he relaxed inexplicably when he came here, Bai Ran took a deep breath and said to Ruan Zixi.
"Actually, I obviously want to let go, and I know that I can't let go, so I force myself to want to let go."
Bai Ran had never revealed her mind so much, she didn't want to say that it wasn't because she didn't care, but because she cared too much, so she didn't know how to express it.
"Fool."
Ruan Zixi felt even more sorry for Bai Ran, she was a little cautious when she looked at Bai Ran all the time, and she insisted on herself when it came to emotional matters, and there was never a trace of hesitation.
Ruan Zixi actually admires Bai Ran very much, but there is some caution in the admiration, and he always feels that Bai Ran should be loved like this.
He has been trying to find a way to love the person in front of him, but he didn't expect that in the end he lost to fate.
Ruan Zixi walked to Bai Ran and hugged her in his arms, Bai Ran was about to struggle to push Ruan Zixi away, but he was tightly held in his arms by Ruan Zixi, and he said softly.
"Xiao Ran, don't move, let me hug me."
Bai Ran really didn't move, she was never afraid of what Ruan Zixi would do to her, and she was even a little surprised.
Ruan Zixi likes Bai Ran, but he has never liked it so straightforward and upright.
Bai Ran's heart was pounding, and she asked a little timidly: "Ruan Zixi, ...... you?"
"If you like it, you have to be accommodating."
Ruan Zixi didn't think of giving Bai Ran to others, but the more this happened, the more Ruan Zixi felt sorry for Bai Ran, hoping that she could find her own happiness.
"Yes."
Bai Ran responded lightly, her face flushed.
Ruan Zixi suddenly let go of Bai Ran, smiled shallowly, and said to Bai Ran: "If you need anything, you can come here, just treat me as your knight." ”
Bai Ran paused for a moment, feeling that he had some little illusions, as if he was coming at an inappropriate time tonight.
"Ruan Zixi, you ......"
"Aren't we friends?"
Ruan Zixi actually felt a lot of pain in his heart, but this pain was something he could bear, and he hoped that Bai Ran could be happy.
Bai Ran didn't know what to say, it seemed that there was a certain gap between him and Ruan Zixi at this moment, and Bai Ran seemed to feel a little sorry for Ruan Zixi.
"Zixi, we are friends."
Bai Ran wanted to explain, but she didn't know how to say it, she only hoped that Ruan Zixi could meet someone better than herself.
Bai Ran and Ruan Zixi were more embarrassed and stayed for a while before Bai Ran left.
If Fang Ziyan is a gap that he can't cross, then Ruan Zixi can't touch the forbidden thing.
She hoped that everyone could live a good life, and Bai Ran suddenly thought of what Ruan Zixi said: "If you like it, you have to pursue it." ”
Bai Ran took a deep breath, what she lacks most now is courage, just right, all she can have is courage, in the contradiction, Bai Ran lost herself.
But as soon as Ruan Zixi said this, Bai Ran suddenly wanted to try it with Fang Ziyan.
But before, things were like a crack between the two people, Bai Ran had been afraid before, and she didn't dare to cross it, but now she wants to cross it, try, at least she won't regret it after trying.
Bai Momo and Leng Zhi prepared a table of meals, but Bai Momo's heart was still somewhat relieved.
finally managed to finish dinner, and then picked up the phone and called Bai Ran.
"Xiao Ran, where are you now?"
Bai Momo was a little anxious when she spoke, and Bai Ran could hear it, now Bai Ran was at home, writing a diary, sorting out all the words she wanted to say in her heart.
Bai Ran held the phone in one hand, kept flipping through the book, and said, "I'm at home, what's wrong?" ”
"You're at home, it's fine, I'm worried about it."
Bai Momo reprimanded Bai Ran a little, but fortunately Bai Ran was at home.
"Well, don't worry."
Bai Ran is in a good mood now, probably because he figured it out, and he is somewhat happier than at the beginning.
Bai Momo pressed her phone and glanced at the kitchen, Leng Zhi was cleaning up her things, and then she said into the phone, "What's wrong with you tonight?" ”
Bai Momo felt that Bai Ran was a little abnormal tonight, she was still like that when she called just now, but now she was happy like this, she was very worried that something would happen.
Bai Ran took a deep breath, originally wanted to find Bai Momo to talk about these sufferings, but he didn't expect Bai Momo to be busy, so he could only find Ruan Zixi, but fortunately, he didn't find the wrong person.
Although it was embarrassing to spend the night, it did give me a clear goal to see, which is what Bai Ran lacks now.
Bai Ran took a long time to speak: "I decided, Momo, I still can't let go of Ziyan." ”
This is something that Bai Momo can predict, if you can let go of it, it is not love, besides, if it is really not as deep as love at the beginning, even if it is Bai Ran, it is impossible to make this kind of decision and be with Fang Ziyan.
"I'll just say ......"
Before Bai Momo's words were finished, Bai Ran continued.
"I admit that if we reconcile now, there may be some estrangement in our hearts, I am not so generous, but I will try to forget."
Bai Ran felt that this was a matter of principle, maybe Fang Ziyan didn't know, but if two people want to maintain a relationship, then communication is indispensable.
"Xiao Ran, it's best that you can figure it out."
Bai Momo's heart naturally let go of the things a little.
Fang Ziyan and Bai Ran are both optimistic about the pair, even if something happens, it can be solved.
Bai Momo was actually very afraid, afraid that how Bai Ran insisted on being so insistent, then sooner or later the result with Fang Ziyan would not be very good.
"Momo, I'm worried about you."
Bai Ran actually felt a little guilty, guilty that he figured it out too late, and maybe he missed something.
Thinking that Lan Xi came to her every time because of Fang Ziyan's illness, she was even more distressed, but Bai Ran was not there when he needed him the most.
"I'm worried or not, it's not important, the important thing is that you can be happy."
Bai Momo hopes that everyone around her can be happy, and she will be happy.
"Well, but Momo ......"
Bai Ran said what she said, but suddenly stood up and didn't continue, not because she didn't say it, but because she was entangled in her heart and didn't know whether to say it or not.
"Xiao Ran, you can say it."
Bai Momo was a little distracted, and suddenly it was as if the whole person had been drained of air.
"Momo, do you like to be a little more cold, or do you like Lu Zhan Che a little more?"
In fact, Bai Ran felt very sorry for Bai Momo, if Bai Ran wanted Bai Momo to be with Leng Zhi, at least he wouldn't have to wait so tired.
Bai Ran took a deep breath, the two of them fell into an embarrassing situation, neither of them spoke, Bai Ran was even more nervous, as if he had said something wrong.
"Momo, I don't want to gossip, I don't want to say anything, I'm just going through this incident, I'm more sure that if you want to be happy, you must know what you're thinking in your heart?"
Among them, in fact, Bai Momo is the most forbearant one, but he is the most aggrieved.
Bai Momo's hand holding the phone was sweaty, faintly trembling, she looked at the direction of the kitchen a little nervously, it seemed that the people inside were busy with something, Bai Momo turned her head and said into the phone.
"Xiao Ran, can you understand that this sentence should be a breakthrough for you, as for me, I am no longer qualified to choose?"
Bai Momo said very desolately, with a hint of self-deprecation on her face, it is true that she has no right to choose, now Lu Zhanche should have someone she likes, even if she wants to redeem something, it seems to be a little late.
Bai Ran frowned, and shouted angrily into the phone: "What is not qualified, you are the most qualified, if you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it, don't be wronged to accept anything." ”
Bai Ran is a little iron, what is wrong with Bai Momo.
Bai Momo choked in her heart, as if something was stuffed in her throat, and she couldn't get out or get in.
Bai Momo didn't say anything for a long time, Bai Ran on the other side of the phone was a little anxious, and hurriedly asked.
"Momo, what's wrong with you? As long as you choose, Zhufeng and I will support you. ”
Bai Ran originally wanted to persuade her, but it seems that she herself understands a truth, if you don't understand this kind of thing, the people around you may not understand.
Bai Momo actually wanted to cry very much, but Leng Zhi was still at home, and she couldn't help crying.
She said to Bai Ran: "I don't know what happiness is, I'm just thinking now, if I live up to Leng Zhi, I think I should grow old with Leng Zhi." ”
Bai Momo said that he was distressed, he was old, and he and Lu Zhanche said the same thing before, but now they are obviously still there, but they are not by each other's side, let alone say that the white head has arrived.
Bai Ran listened to Bai Momo's words a little strangely, she put down the pen in her hand and said with the phone.
"Momo, do you like coldness?"
"Not annoying."
Bai Momo didn't know what kind of feelings she had for Leng Zhi, she really didn't like it too much, and she didn't hate it very much, she originally wanted to use Leng Zhi to forget the one in her heart, and gradually Leng Zhi also lived in her heart.
Bai Ran frowned, she only knew that if she liked it, she liked it, if she didn't like it, she didn't like it, and if she didn't hate, it was the answer.
"Then do you love Lu Zhan Che a little more? Or is it a little more cold? ”
Bai Ran thought that Bai Momo didn't know what he liked, so love should know.