Chapter 640: I'm Not Sure If I'm Still in Love
Bai Momo was silent for a while before she was drunk and Bai Ran said: "I love Lu Zhanche, but I am not qualified to love, I can only say that I live up to Leng Zhi." ”
Bai Momo didn't know why she seemed to understand something all of a sudden.
For her, Leng Zhi is indeed a person who likes herself, and there has always been such a question, asking: If there is a person who loves you and a person you love, which one will you choose.
At the beginning, Bai Momo would definitely respond loudly: "If you want to choose which one loves me, at least I will love myself a little more, and I won't be too tired." ”
That was before these things were experienced, and if it were now, Bai Momo probably wouldn't have these answers.
Bai Ran didn't continue to ask, the answer was very clear, one loved, the other lived up, Bai Ran was distressed to death, and waited for six years without a result.
finally came back, but it was the last fate.
Bai Momo didn't say what the ending of her and Lu Zhanche was, maybe there would be a story in the follow-up, but Lu Zhanche was gone, which was something they all knew.
originally thought that everything had been settled, maybe coldness was Bai Momo's lifelong belonging, Bai Ran was very entangled, whether to encourage Bai Momo to pursue his own happiness.
"Xiao Ran, I think I've probably been like this all my life, you and Zhufeng must be happy."
Bai Momo didn't know when the tears in the corners of her eyes flowed out, she quickly wiped them, and it was at this moment that Bai Momo understood better who lived in her heart.
"Momo. If you like it and think it's worth it, go for it. ”
If Lu Zhanche is indeed the person Bai Momo likes, then even if there is another six years, I believe that Bai Momo is happy.
"Xiao Ran, I want to too, but I'm not qualified for this, Lu Zhanche already has someone around him who can take care of him."
When Bai Momo spoke, her words were a little bleak, she had never told anyone about these things, and she never wanted to tell others, but at this moment, Bai Momo didn't know why, she just wanted to tell Bai Ran.
It's not because I don't care, it's just that I care too much, but I don't have a reason to care, so I have to leave.
Bai Ran paused for a moment, and it took a long time to react: "You say, what did you say?" ”
Bai Momo didn't repeat that sentence, but his heart was cold.
"You said that Lu Zhanche already has someone else around him, and the two of you are divorced?"
Bai Ran was a little stunned, Bai Momo was wronged, why is there someone else now, but it is Bai Momo who wants to leave, it is unfair to Bai Momo.
But where is there so much unfairness now?
"I only know that now there is already someone around Lu Zhanche who can take care of Lu Zhanche."
Bai Momo doesn't know if this is the reason why the two divorced, but at least one can be explained, that is, the six-year relationship between the two people is nothing at all.
Bai Ran felt that the whole person was not good, she never thought that Bai Momo was like this.
Bai Ran always thought that Bai Momo had waited for six years, but Lu Zhanche still didn't come back, so he divorced in order not to delay Momo.
But he didn't expect things to be like this, Bai Ran couldn't wait to go to Lu's house to get justice for Bai Momo.
Bai Momo took a deep breath and said to Bai Ran: "So, Xiao Ran, while you are still qualified to pursue, go and find your own happiness, don't wait for me to be this time, I want but don't know where to find it." ”
Bai Ran couldn't say a word, because she didn't know how to comfort Bai Momo.
Suddenly, a voice came from the other end of the phone, as if it was cold, and Bai Momo hurriedly said to Bai Ran: "I won't tell you now, Leng Zhi is calling me." ”
Bai Ran didn't speak, and Bai Momo didn't hang up the phone, and after a while, Bai Ran spoke.
"Momo, the time of affection is not settled, if you like it, you can be with Leng Zhi, if you just don't hate it, then Momo, don't wronged yourself."
Bai Ran said that he wanted to cry, and put it together with Bai Momo's matter, and suddenly Bai Ran felt that he was actually very lucky.
Even if Fang Ziyan left him, at least he was not with others, and even cut off his relationship with his family in order to be with Bai Ran.
"I know, but I just want to live like this for the time being, I'm so tired that I don't have time to deal with so many things."
What Bai Momo said is indeed the truth, people are too tired to have time to do these things, and they don't know if they are still the same as they were, which is what Bai Momo is most worried about.
"Xiao Ran, I think these memories are still in my heart, and I am most satisfied."
"Momo ......"
Bai Ran really felt wronged instead of Bai Momo, and admired Bai Momo, if these things were pressed on herself, she would definitely collapse now.
"Okay, Xiao Ran, it's best if you're okay, Leng Zhi is calling me, I want to go over."
After Bai Momo finished speaking, before Bai Ran could reply, she hung up the phone in a panic.
Bai Ran thought, probably coldly walked out.
Bai Ran didn't dare to think about going, she knew that Bai Momo was not a person who could pursue her own happiness, maybe it was really what she said, she lived with Leng Zhi and lived a lifetime, or maybe she was not together, she was alone all her life.
But no matter what the outcome is, it is not what I want.
As soon as Leng Zhi came out of the kitchen, he saw Bai Momo answering the phone, and he didn't want to disturb Bai Momo, so he walked over directly.
But I didn't expect to be seen by Bai Momo, so I could only smile at Bai Momo and say hello.
Bai Momo saw that this coldness came out, and he was not willing to talk about Lu Zhanche, after all, these things were good in his heart.
The more people know, the less the little secret of the foaming foam.
She didn't want to make this matter public, on the one hand, she didn't want to put pressure on Lu Zhanche, if that person happened to be suitable for him, then Bai Momo would bless her, and secondly, she didn't want to put pressure on Leng Zhi and herself, Bai Momo felt that as long as Leng Zhi didn't hate it, it would be better to live together for the rest of their lives.
She doesn't have any plans for her life, as long as it doesn't have too many ups and downs.
Bai Momo hung up the phone, walked to Leng Zhi's hand, and watched him sit in the sand to eliminate fruit, Bai Momo smiled shallowly.
"I called Xiao Ran back."
Bai Momo didn't know why she had to explain these things by herself, but since she said it, she didn't feel anything awkward, after all, it was better for the two of them not to hide it from each other.
"Yes."
Leng Zhi responded, looking at the expression on Bai Momo's face, he also knew that he was not too happy, maybe it was because of Bai Ran's matter, Leng Zhi didn't think too much.
He put the fruit on the fruit plate and said to Bai Momo: "Momo, you eat a little more, you haven't eaten much today." ”
Leng Zhi is concerned about Bai Momo, this is not false at all, and even Bai Momo feels a little sorry for Leng Zhi's concern.
Emotional things are so complicated, Bai Momo wants to be simple, but she doesn't know why it's getting more and more complicated.
Bai Momo looked at her phone and said to Leng Zhi: "I don't want to eat, I may not feel well today, I'm going to take a rest, Xiaowei should come back today." ”
It's not that Bai Momo doesn't want to love here anymore, it's just that he mentioned Lu Zhanche to Bai Ran just now, and now his heart is all about Lu Zhanche.
I don't know why I mentioned this name, and Bai Momo felt that her heart hurt.
Leng Zhi naturally saw that something was wrong with Bai Momo, but thinking that he might be a little unhappy because of Bai Ran's affairs, he didn't ask much.
"Xiaowei is coming back today, I'll ask him how he is coming back later."
Leng Zhi still cares about Bai Momo very much, even the people around her, as long as it is related to Bai Momo, Leng Zhi basically will not let go.
"Yes."
After Bai Momo finished speaking, he didn't wait for Leng Zhi to clean up, he had already turned around and walked into the room.
As soon as I entered, I closed the door, and Bai Momo leaned against the wall and slowly slipped down along the corner, and the tears couldn't help but stay.
Maybe when there was no one, Bai Momo dared to think about Lu Zhanche, she always thought that as long as Leng Zhi was there, Leng Zhi would one day be able to replace Lu Zhanche, but Bai Momo was wrong.
Some people, once they live in your world, can't leave even if they want to, and there is no way to forget if they want to.
Bai Momo flipped Lu Zhanche's phone, she just turned it on, and wanted to call over, but suddenly thought of Yue Yang, I don't know if she is by Lu Zhanche's side now, and I don't know what kind of development they have now.
Bai Momo's hand holding the phone was lowered, and her whole person felt like it was empty.
Suddenly, she laughed, the corners of her mouth were a little self-deprecating, what is the matter with calling her now, Lu Zhanche has already left, it is not certain when she will come back, even if she comes back, there will probably be someone else around.
Bai Momo has never been more uncomfortable than this moment, and this kind of discomfort is probably only something that can be experienced by himself.
She doesn't want to fight for her feelings, because Bai Momo knows that her feelings will never be able to fight for them.
Bai Momo took a deep breath, sat on the floor and wiped away her tears, and then walked to the bed.
Touching the pillow next to her, she always felt a little sorry in her heart, she took a deep breath, thinking that since she was going to go down, whether she was sorry for him or not.
The foam will be used to make up for it later.
Bai Momo took her mobile phone and sent a message to Lu Zhanche: "Zhan Che, if you are well, you are fine." ”
She wanted to say, if you are well, it will be a sunny day, but suddenly thought that Lu Zhanche is no longer her own day, and there will always be unnecessary pressure to do so.
Bai Momo took a deep breath, and his whole heart was still shaky.
Bai Momo wanted to delete Lu Zhanche's mobile phone number, but she was always reluctant, and after hesitating for a long time, she decided to put it down.