The most correct decision Su Jingxi made in her life was that she entered the palace, the most timely decision she made was to fall in love with him, and the decision she made was enough to make her happy for a lifetime was not to give up.

She has proven it all her life.

She is the soul of a modern person, but she has indeed grown up again from infancy, knowing the laws and laws of the dynasty in which she lives at this time, she reluctantly accepted it after resisting at the beginning.

Her luck is very good, the Su family where she was reincarnated is a little different in this dynasty, although her father is not a high official rank and does not earn much money, but he treats his mother very well, and he really loves their children.

Especially her daughter.

The love of her father and mother and her two older brothers allowed her to grow up as she wanted, and her childhood was almost carefree.

The comfort of life made her forget to marry for a while, and it was a few years later that she began to have to face this problem, and after all kinds of struggles, she still decided to enter the palace.

If she doesn't enter the palace, she is not sure that she is really willing to marry a husband who is the right person, and from then on she will settle the province in the morning and dusk, be filial to her in-laws, and teach her husband and children, she clearly knows that she will not be able to do these things.

If you still stay in the boudoir after the age of eighteen, I am afraid that not only her, but even the entire Su family will be dragged down by her, including the two brothers who are about to participate in the imperial examination.

She couldn't be so willful, and she didn't want to.

Participating in the draft, she met him for the first time, and she didn't feel anything special, even after the selection, she was still scared in her heart.

She was afraid of death, she was afraid of affecting the Su family.

Before entering the palace, she carefully analyzed her strengths and weaknesses, and tried her best to understand him, because she knew that the only person she needed to deal with in the future was him.

If you want to make yourself live well and achieve your goals, you can only start with him, and smart women deal with men.

Only if he is willing to protect her, can she really be safe.

For the first time, she was uncontrollably shy, no matter how bold she was, she still couldn't willingly roll the sheets with a man who didn't know anything.

But when I really met him, I realized that maybe it wasn't so difficult, I closed my eyes and passed, and he didn't seem to treat her very badly.

The first impression was good, and she knew she had succeeded in the first step.

When she was punished to kneel, she didn't resist, because she wanted to use this matter to make him feel that she needed to be protected by him, instead of being as invincible as the queen and Shu Guifei, if there was no him, she would be like an ant.

She found out in time that her utilitarian heart was too heavy, and the emperor was already sensitive and transparent, and it was easy to find out, and then it would be a catastrophe, so she began to open her heart and let herself fall in love with him.

Even if he doesn't love her in the future, even if he will hurt her in the future, but in the face of a woman who truly loves him and has never done anything hurtful, a man will not be so cruel to her...... bar.

She did not dare to be in the company of other concubines, she never wanted to do such a thing, she could not do anything without conscience, and she was afraid that one day she would be discovered by him.

In the name of love, it is not honorable to do something that hurts him.

She walked halfway with a utilitarian heart, but suddenly realized that she had actually fallen in love with him unconsciously, not for any purpose, but simply in love.

She was confused, hesitated, and panicked, but soon she calmed down, just fell in love, and at worst was just a moth to a fire and killed herself, and she was not as scared as she imagined.

She accepted the accident and took it seriously.

It's not about right or wrong, it's just about wanting.

With spiritual sustenance, the days don't seem to be so monotonous, she likes to revolve around him, secretly guessing his thoughts, pondering his little habits, all this has become so beautiful.

He pampered her, he was used to her, she didn't know if he was using her, he didn't want to know, it didn't matter.

She knew that she was too blind and had no sense, and the only thing she could do was to guard her conscience and not let herself lose her heart.

When she was framed, she was not defenseless, and someone had already reminded her that she made a choice after thinking about it for a few moments.

His reaction was what she expected, he needed time, and she could wait.

It was also from this incident that she discovered the reason why he doted on her, and she had to rejoice that she had done the right thing.

He can't let go of his self-esteem, it doesn't matter, she can accommodate him, it's just that she takes an extra step, it's not very difficult.

The two of them are as good as ever, he treats her better than before, there is a faint difference, she knows, but she doesn't show it, all she expects in her heart is to want to be pampered more violently.

Such days made her forget that she was living in the deep palace, and it turned out that she was just a fourteen-year-old little girl who was just beginning to fall in love.

So little extravagance.

But she still did something wrong, and it was too obvious that "you don't believe me", like a magic spell echoing in her ears, and she fell asleep alone that night, and she didn't sleep well.

She hadn't seen him for days.

She didn't deny it, she began to think about him, even in the eyes of others, she didn't care, but in the dead of night, dreaming back at midnight, when she woke up in the middle of the night, she touched the side, and it was cool and there was no temperature.

She slept alone.

reconciled with him as before, Su Jingxi was grateful in her heart.

He took the initiative, so that she could explain it clearly to him, instead of hiding her words in her heart and estranged from him.

The days that followed, it seemed that life was a little beyond her imagination, and it was unbelievably beautiful.

Although with other concubines, intrigue and occasional fights are inevitable, because there is him behind her, she has never really suffered.

The queen's flattery, she didn't know how to react, even though she knew that the queen had a purpose, but Su Jingxi couldn't do it lightly.

After weighing the two sides, she decided to deal with it indifferently, pretending not to see or hear.

After that, things happened smoothly, and everything was so natural.

Su Jingxi is in the cannibalistic harem, living a life that she never dares to hope for, simple and satisfied.

The queen, the concubine and the concubine Xian were abolished one after another, which did not have much impact on her, but he didn't care about making him pamper her.

Su Jingxi could feel that his feelings for her were changing day by day, and she began to slowly change in essence, she was immersed in it and did not declare it.

She didn't know why he contracted smallpox, a fatal illness, even if he was never sick or sick in normal life, but he couldn't get rid of his fragile side at the moment.

She knew that she should obey the decree and escape from this place immediately, so that she could save her life and return to her child, who was waiting to be fed.

But she couldn't.

She didn't want to live a day without him.

Even if he was poison, she just wanted to devour him.

Guarding his side, watching him close his eyes every day, hiding the pain in his body and the fragility of his heart, she could only pretend not to see it.

Talking to him, even if there was no response, Su Jingxi felt a little more relieved, at least he was still alive.

If it weren't for the imperial doctor assuring her that she would get better after surviving these days, otherwise Su Jingxi would definitely not let him endure these tortures that shouldn't have belonged to him for no reason.

Even if he lays down his life, she will retain his dignity just like him.

The majesty of the emperor, even if it is death, cannot be ignored.

She loves him, so she will be there for him.

He recovered, but with it was another cold war between them.

Yes, Cold War, occasionally thinking about it, she found it somewhat funny.

He didn't figure it out, she could give him time.

He doesn't understand, it doesn't matter, she can wait.

She participated in Zen and enlightenment, learned Buddhist principles, and her mood was much calmer.

The sound of sandalwood and wooden fish can make her slowly, at least for a moment, stop thinking about him.

From time to time in the palace, the news that he went to other palaces came from time to time, and every time he heard it, although he was smiling on his face, he couldn't help but feel bitter in his heart.

Does he have to try all the women before he can find out how good she is?

She's sick, and the Dark Guard will know, and so will he.

Su Jingxi was glad that she had already noticed the existence of the secret guard before, and through these people, how about a gamble to try her luck.

Her luck was never bad.

Sure enough, he came in the cold night in the evening, which was more deeply exposed, but it brought her incomparable warmth.

She cried to resolve the embarrassment, and she cried with joy, because she knew that he had figured it out, even if he hadn't noticed it yet.

On the second day, she was adamant about seeing him, and the result was as she expected.

He treated her badly.

She was happy at the reconciliation of the two, and told herself in her heart that this was the last time.

After that, life was more smooth sailing, with children and favors, she seemed to be the first person in the harem.

She didn't have any particular feelings about it.

The second pregnancy was more coincidental than the first, and it was in her favor under the circumstances.

However, it is unfair to this child.

She knew it, and he knew it.

So he came to accompany her almost every day, and most of them used lunch and dinner together, and he accompanied him to sleep every night.

Gradually, she had a pregnancy reaction, and she was very uncomfortable every day, but her mood was surprisingly good.

She was satisfied.

After October, she gave birth to a pair of dragon and phoenix twins.

The whole world celebrates, the whole people rejoice, he is very happy, and so does she.

Many years later, she and him were already in the twilight, with gray hair and wrinkles all over the corners of their eyes.

In winter, meet to enjoy the plum blossoms, and in summer, rafting on Lotus Lake, but her favorite is still the peach orchard.

Lying on the bed, her eyes were cloudy and her consciousness was a little blurred, but her hands were tightly clasped with his ten fingers.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm with you......" Zong Zhengjin reached out and stroked the broken hair on her forehead, and said softly.

Su Jingxi nodded her head as much as she could, revealing a smile, "The concubine can't help but be sorry for the emperor......"

"Don't ...... Xi'er, don't say it......" Zong Zhengjin didn't dare to look up at her, and lowered his head to hide the tears that were about to fall.

"When I met the emperor, the concubines were very happy."

"Falling in love with the emperor is the smartest thing a concubine has ever done in her life."

"It's coming, leaving the emperor alone, the concubines are uneasy, I hope that there will be a next life, and the concubines will still wish...... I would like to meet the emperor......"

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