An Shu is out of the way
An Shuyao has been exposed to the golden mean since she was a child, and she has been trained as a man although she is a woman.
In the An family, no one dared to anger her, because her status was second only to the head of the An family, that is, her father, her brother or mother was inferior to her.
Her father treated her very well, but he always taught her not to fall in love, because her future husband was the current emperor, and talking about love with the emperor was equivalent to putting herself and her relatives to death.
She did not disbelieve, on the contrary, she firmly believed.
Everyone knew that she would enter the palace in the future, and she had known it for as long as she could remember.
Not unexpectedly, at the time of the draft, the emperor showed great satisfaction with her, sealed Liangdi, and gave her residence in Zhongcui Palace.
She has no sorrow and no joy.
The emperor didn't treat her very well, she didn't have much favor, but no palace people dared to disobey her, and the concubines didn't dare to frame her, and her life was not turbulent.
Every day, I just symbolically went to Kunning Palace to ask for peace, and after I came back, I practiced calligraphy, played the piano, and occasionally made a little female red, and the day passed like this.
Not fulfilling, but satisfying.
She lives in a corner of the deep palace, watching other women play with a cold eye, and she has the right to make fun.
But she will never forget that scene, at the end of the year she entered the palace, when she was bored, she went to the plum garden to enjoy the plum blossoms, but met the emperor by chance.
She is a little excited, but it is still not about love, it is just that she has lived in the deep palace for a long time, and on weekdays, only the maids who enter the palace with her can talk together, and the joy of meeting a confidant by chance.
Yes, she has always regarded the emperor as a confidant in her heart, he has great ambitions, she understands, and understands his strategy when playing chess, and he is indifferent in his words.
She understands him, but she doesn't understand him.
"Why did you have the heart to come out today?"
"The concubine must have sensed that the emperor would also come to enjoy the plums, so she came to meet them by chance."
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"You, you, are full of different hearts."
"The concubines are all emperors in their hearts, and the emperor naturally knows that the concubines have different hearts."
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What they said, she stood aside and listened to it clearly, and her heart was clear, but she was still not jealous.
Some are envious.
It turns out that he can also be gentle, spoiled, and in a good mood with another woman, and there is no reason.
Just thinking about it, I did it.
Behind him is the colorful blooming red plum, a little snow pressing the branches, the male is indifferent and elegant, light and handsome, the female is gentle and moving, the city is elegant, standing together is indescribable harmony and tacit understanding.
An Shuyao stood aside, quietly watching them chatting, wanting to interject but unable to speak, she thought she would never forget this scene in her life.
As an emperor, he condescended to bend down to tie the tie of the cloak for a concubine, but the woman was not flattered and panicked, and the man did not feel out of place, but took it for granted.
Although it was a trivial matter, An Shuyao had to re-examine the woman in front of her.
The days that followed didn't change anything, and as always, her life was plain and simple.
When the Queen Mother was in a dilemma with Su Jingxi, she chose to stand up and help, not deliberately, but with a hidden purpose.
Although Concubine Shu enjoyed the grace of the palace on the surface, she clearly knew that it was not true.
She knew that Concubine Shu, like her, also entered the palace for the family and lived for the family.
Maybe all the women in this palace are the same, but they are different.
She witnessed Su Jingxi's ascension to a high position step by step, and even slowly surpassed her, and someone came to instigate and provoke, so she lightly changed the topic.
That woman would be the love of his heart, how could she want to embarrass her.
Even if she doesn't love him.
The third prince was remembered under her name, and she was a little excited, because such a long court life made her a little boring.
Raising a child may bring some joy, even if it is not her own.
The third prince was frail and sickly, and when she saw it for the first time, she felt a little distressed, but she couldn't do anything but do her best to take care of him and save his life.
The Queen Mother's purpose is obvious, and she can't pierce it, because she is the Queen Mother, who has enough power to let hundreds of lives from the An family to enter the Yellow Spring.
Not caring about this child, or should I say that I don't care on the surface, is to take an indifferent attitude towards all this, An Shuyao knows the reason, and can accept it calmly.
Su Jingxi gave birth to four princes, which was enough to make the women of the harem jealous and resentful, but she was the only one who was really happy for her.
He gave her the child, which showed that in his heart, she at least had a place.
How blessed it is to love one another.
At the same time, it is also because of the four princes that the three princes are much safer, and the three princes are a little unworthy compared to a prince who is healthy and his biological mother is deeply favored.
The fall of the Yuan family was not unexpected by her, and the result was the same, it was just a matter of time.
Without the Queen Mother, she began to plan to let the third prince slowly fade out of everyone's sight, what should not belong to him, from the very beginning, should not be coveted or extravagant.
Guan Ju Palace is still the most important palace in the harem, even the Chonghua Palace, which is in charge of the power of the six palaces, cannot be compared with it.
This state of affairs has been maintained for many years.
A year after Concubine Shu's death, the emperor finally agreed to seal the queen, but at this time, the courtiers had long stopped having illusions about their daughters, and only seconded the name of Su's Jingxi.
On that day, the sun was just right, red silk was hung everywhere in the palace, the big red happy characters were pasted all over the doors and windows, the shining lanterns were hung high, and the vocal music lasted for a long time.
It turned out that this was the big wedding.
An Shuyao sent someone to send a valuable gift, and also went to watch it in person, kneeling down to worship the new queen, even though she was younger than herself, but An Shuyao never dared to despise it.
This woman, the favored harem, is finally justified.
Even after Su Jingxi's death, Guan Ju Palace is still Guan Ju Palace.
She could hear the palace maid report every day, and the emperor stayed in Guanju Palace again tonight.
Again...... What's the use, no one is gone, as a dignified emperor, he can only remember the love in his heart in this way.
An Shuyao didn't know whether this was fortunate or unfortunate.
One day, she heard that the flowers in the peach orchard were blooming, and she went to see them with great interest, and met him unexpectedly.
In fact, she hadn't seen him for a long time.
The queen is not there, and the harem concubines do not need to ask for a greeting again, and he never declares that the harem concubines are in bed.
This situation seems to have been the same when Su Jingxi was alive.
He spoiled her, not only in words and deeds, but also in deeds, including physical loyalty.
With her, he never wanted another woman.
An Shuyao was envious, so she didn't dodge and stepped forward to ask for peace.
She wanted to see if he was okay for the woman.
"The concubine asked the emperor to say goodbye," even if she didn't salute for a long time, she did nothing bad.
He sat in the pavilion and did not look at her, nor did he speak.
An Shuyao stood up, but did not step forward, and stood quietly aside, accompanying him to enjoy the scenery.
No matter how beautiful the peach blossoms are, but every year, after many years in the palace, she has long lost the surprise she had at the beginning.
Enjoy the scenery and enjoy the people.
Even though his hair is full of hair and the corners of his eyes are engraved with wrinkles that cannot be erased, his style is still the same as it was back then.
In her heart, he is still yesterday's emperor.
I don't know how long it took, but when An Shuyao was confused, she heard him speak, "The peach blossoms are blooming, and she can't see them anymore." ”
The peach blossoms bloomed, and she couldn't see them anymore.
An Shuyao was a little inexplicably sad, her lips squirmed, and she wanted to open her mouth to comfort, but found that she couldn't speak.
No matter how much he said, he couldn't match the man's smile.
Soon after, the prince came with his attendants, and when he saw her in the pavilion, he was a little surprised, but he did not say anything.
After the salute, "Father, the wind is blowing, it's time to go back." ”
Zong Zhengjin nodded, and stood up with the help of the prince, "Your queen mother should regret not seeing this garden full of peach blossoms before leaving, if she is still there, she will definitely have a little temper with me, if she doesn't depend on her, she will definitely be angry with me again." ”
The prince helped him, went down the steps, and glanced up at the peach blossoms in the garden, "No, the queen mother's favorite is this peach blossom, and the royal sister, I heard that the peach blossoms are blooming, and I will definitely enter the palace in the next few days. ”
Since the queen's death, the emperor has decreed that the flowers and fruits in the peach orchard are not allowed to be picked privately, and those who resist the decree will be punished according to the crime of theft, and the only one who can make the emperor make an exception is his favorite three princesses.
As everyone knows, the emperor's favorite is the third princess, who is somewhat similar to the former queen, and his favor has surpassed that of today's princes.
What he wants, the emperor rarely deserves.
An Shuyao followed behind their father and son, listening to their conversation, looking at the man who was great in the past, but now weak, her heart was indescribable.
Without her, it turned out that he was not living happily.
Two years later, An Shuyao has been waiting for this day, and after the news came from Zichen Palace, she rushed away in a hurry.
It's just that with her qualifications, she can't get too close.
Through the figure, she could vaguely see him lying on the bed, and after a long time, he was getting thinner and thinner.
After the imperial doctor took the pulse, he shook his head with the prince, and An Shuyao clearly knew that this was equivalent to a sentence.
Everyone in the world knows that the emperor misses the first queen too much, and the medicine stone is useless, and it has reached the last moment.
She walked out in a vague manner, a little unbearable to witness the last scene, she was afraid that she would cry.
That man, even if he didn't love it, was put in the bottom of his heart for decades, and now, how can he break it if he says it.
The palace maid said that the emperor ordered someone to read out the edict, and only went to Taoyuan with Su Shunxian.
At this time, the peach blossoms are in full bloom.
The emperor collapsed, the death knell sounded, and she came back to her senses.
As soon as the mourning period passed, she asked to go to Anwang Fandi to enjoy her old age in peace, Emperor Yun.
Sitting in the carriage, lifting the curtains, looking at the city wall behind me, my heart was mixed.
After most of her life, she finally left this place.
It's just that she was alone until she died. <