Chapter 17 There is no right or wrong in love

Xia Yang's hand stopped on the paper kite's head, his eyes darkened, and after a while, he raised his eyes, and a smile overflowed from the corner of his mouth, "That was a long time ago, I forgot it a long time ago, not to mention that she must be very happy now." ”

"What about Lu Xi? Do you really like her? ”

"It doesn't matter if I like it or not, I just know that she has done a lot for me. She spent nearly five years of her youth with me, took care of me, and spent the darkest years with me, a relationship that no one can replace. ”

"Except for Shen Yiran, except for Lu Xi, haven't you ever liked other girls?"

"In a sense, there should have been."

"Who is she?!"

"Just a stranger."

"Stranger?!"

"Yes, I've never seen her. Soon after I dropped out of school, she started contacting me on QQ. I often talk to her when I don't have a good job, sometimes we talk all night, and as long as I don't leave, she will keep talking to me. She knew that I needed money, so she kept sending me money, saying that it was an investment, so that I could return it to her with interest when I had money, but now that I have money, when I want to return it to her, she said that she will ask me for it when she is short of money in the future. I tried to ask for her phone number, but she never said a word every time I called. When I asked her to meet, she always refused. For four years, she has given me all the spiritual support, and without her, I might still be decadent in some corner, and I would not be where I am now. I've wanted to see her all these years, and I want to know what kind of girl gave me such a beautiful encounter. But it was as unrealistic as a dream I had, I knew nothing about her, and all I liked was a stranger. ”

Stranger? The paper kite felt her heart bleed. Lu Xi exchanged five years of youth companionship for Xia Yang's lifelong commitment, and himself, he also spent four years, no, it was 20 years, silently liking him, caring about him, sharing joy and sorrow with him, crying and laughing, but in exchange for a stranger in his mouth. The paper kite only felt ridiculous and pathetic, and he finally lost to cowardice and reality!

"If that girl appeared one day, would you choose to stay with him and give up Lu Xi?" Paper Kite is eager to know if she can reap the love she dreams of if she tries hard. If it will, then the paper kite will be desperate to catch Xia Yang and will not let go again.

"No!"

Although he knew that Xia Yang would answer himself like this, when the paper kite heard him say it with his own ears, he was still desperate in his heart.

"Why? Don't you like her a lot? ”

"Because I can't live up to Lu Xi's deep affection for me!"

"Can't live up to Lu Xi's deep affection for you, hehe, it's really ironic, what about me? Can my deep affection for you be let down? Xia Yang, Xia Yang, you are too cruel! The paper kite thought that she was even more sad, so she drank hard, trying to get herself drunk, so that she would not be sad or sad.

"Xia Yang, you will always be like this, sometimes it's right not to hurt others. But in love, if you choose not to hurt others, then you can only hurt yourself, maybe not just yourself! ”

"Little kite, you've drunk too much, I'll carry you back."

The paper kite lay on Xia Yang's back again, maybe for the last time, the paper kite no longer had the sense of security it had back then, only regret and grief. Curled up in the corner of the bed, the paper kite, looking at the light in Xia Yang's house fixedly, the tall figure on the window gradually became blurred, and he couldn't even recognize him anymore.

"Five years is too long, so long that he has faded out of his world, so long that another person has already entered his life, but who is to blame?"

The lights were fading out, and it was already dark outside, and the wind was blowing the curtains. Tears fell from the paper kite's eyes again. In love, there is never anyone right or wrong.

Paper Kite's leave from the unit and began to look for a house everywhere, she wanted to move out of Xia Yang and Lu Xi's world, away from their happiness.

Xia Yang and Lu Xi kept asking Paper Kite why, and Paper Kite reluctantly fooled her on the grounds that it was too far away from the company and it was inconvenient to commute to and from work.

The rent in City A is very expensive, and the paper kite, who doesn't have much money, can't find a suitable one after running all morning. At lunchtime, Paper Kite met Du Bin. Du Bin heard that Paper Kite was looking for a house, so he recommended her to go to where she lived.

"But I don't have much money on me, and the place where you live should be very expensive, I'm afraid I can't afford to rent it." Paper Kite muttered quietly, mentioning her situation to her colleagues was really difficult for her to speak.

"The place where I live is not expensive, and the rent is only four or five hundred yuan a month." Du Bin smiled lightly, not seeing the slightest embarrassment.

"How so? They said......"

"Say what?"

Paper Kite, a glance at Du Bin's wise eyes, was bright and friendly.

"They say you're rich and a playboy!"

"Hehe, they just talk about it, and besides, who says that if you have money, you can't live in slums? Would you like to come with me to see the house now? ”

"Don't bother you with your work, do you?"

"I'm resting today."

"Then I'm bothering you."

The house where Du Bin lives is a four-story house, each floor is divided into a small cubicle, as if it is specially used for rent, the people who rent here are generally a family, there are many children running around in the whole courtyard, and the landlord is an old lady in her 60s, very kind.

"Do you want to go to my house and sit down? It's right next door to you. ”

"So coincidentally?"

Du Bin took out the key and opened the door on the right side of the paper kite's room, which was a small room, but it was very elegant and warmly furnished. The wallpaper with lavender patterns on the wall looks noble and atmospheric. Beneath the lilac curtain is a white desk with rows of books neatly arranged, and a bottle of purple lavender flower arrangement on the desk is very eye-catching. To the left of the desk was a double bed, to the right was a lilac closet, and the balcony was filled with the scent of lavender he had grown.

"Do you like lavender a lot?"

"Well, you know there's a story about lavender?"

"I still remember that there was a very popular love idol drama "Lavender", which seemed to be about the teenager Ji Qingchuan who gave his favorite girl Liang Yixun a lavender bottle before going abroad, and promised her to return to China to accompany her on her birthday when she was 20 years old, but the world changed, when Ah Xun finally looked forward to the person she thought about day and night, but Ji Qingchuan blocked himself because of family changes. At the end of the story, the two seem to have broken through the encirclement, but Kaoru, who suffered from congenital heart disease, passed away. ”

"Yes, but I'm more focused on its flower language."

"Flower language?"

"Well, just waiting for love!"

"It's not too early, I should go back and pack my bags, I'll have to move over tomorrow."

"Then I'll help you tomorrow!"

"No, don't you still have to go to work?"

"I'll rest tomorrow, it's okay at home anyway, you'll be my neighbor in the future, I'm going to be nice to you!"

"Okay, thank you then."