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Hearing this, the master shook me off fiercely and said bitterly: "How much hope I have placed in him, why don't I treat him as my own biological child!" The next second pointed at Tong Yu, "You said, did you regret it, did you know that you were wrong?" ”

At this time, Tong Yu didn't speak.

In the past, as long as the master stared, he was the first apprentice to admit his mistakes, let him beat and scold, and then be a sensible disciple again.

Now, he doesn't speak, as if he never regrets it.

"Don't speak? Meaning you don't think you're at fault? Wei Yingying was shocked.

"Master, I was wrong." Tong Yu kowtowed heavily again, but when he looked up again, he said, "If this happens again, I still have only this one choice, I will still make such a choice." I'm sorry, master. With that, he kowtowed again.

Wei Yingying closed his eyes tightly, and I could feel the pain in his heart at this time.

I'm not.

After a long time, Wei Yingying pulled Tong Yu up from the ground with tears in his eyes, touched his face lovingly like never before, sighed, and then said in a trembling voice: "Tong Yu, master is sorry, except for giving you new and old wounds on this body, I can't give you fame and fortune." We...... The love between master and apprentice is over. In the future, you are good for yourself. ”

After speaking, Wei Yingying wiped away his tears and left tremblingly.

Xiaofu went out.

I stood there and watched Tong Yu as he wept quietly.

"Can't you see? The master is here to take you back to the gym! "I can't understand his behavior now, except that I don't understand, and some of them just have heartache.

"Back to the gym?" Tong Yu sneered and wiped away his tears, "Go back and smear the gym?" Not necessarily. Then he went inside.

"Tong Yu!" I called out to him, "Can we have a good talk?" ”

He turned his back to me and said in a cold voice: "What are you talking about?" People who have gone their separate ways for a long time, what do you want me to talk about? ”

"The person who was most worried about grandma before she left was you!"

"So what...... Do you sympathize with me now, or do you intend to save me? ”

"Tong Yu, grandma wants you to be well."

"Okay...... I am fine...... What do you think I'm bad about? ”

“……”

He walked in and closed the door of his room, and I stood still, feeling cut off for 108,000 miles, isolated and helpless. I also want to turn around and leave, and never care about him anymore, he will become a dragon and an insect, and it will depend on his own creation. But as long as I think about my grandmother, I can't help it.

I know that Xiaofu has always been a bachelor who lives alone, and he doesn't care about the mess in the kitchen, and there is nothing else in the refrigerator except for wine and fast food. I went to buy some food and then cleaned up the kitchen and filled the fridge.

Xiaofu came back and said that the master had sent him home, and it seemed that he had been stimulated a lot. I only have to sigh helplessly, this knot between Tong Yu and the master, no one can help except themselves.

In the next second, Xiaofu opened the refrigerator and screamed: "Mom, is this still my refrigerator?" ”

"A lot of dishes have been processed for you, just take them out and stir-fry them when you want to eat them."

I began to explain one by one, and Xiao Fu said that it was stained with the light of the senior brother.

Then I took some more money and came out: "You pretend." I see that he is like this now, and I guess it is indispensable to buy drunk. Your income is not high, so don't stick it yourself. I just hope that you can stay with him for a while in the past, and I will thank you again when the time comes. ”

Xiaofu was a little confused, and his expression was hesitant.

"What are you hesitating about, you are not a bodhisattva who saves suffering, you want to eat." I said, shoving the money into his pocket.

"Sister, Senior Brother was so good to us before, I won't kick him out." Xiaofu said with a sad expression, "I'm not afraid of how long he will live here, anyway, I'm also a single dog, he can live as long as he likes, and his personality won't cause me any trouble." Just ......"

"Say whatever you want." I could see that he was about to stop talking.

"He's a big brother, I can't say anything about him. He's in a low mood now, and I don't dare to say anything about him. But if he continues like this, I'm worried about him...... Sister, you really have to help him, don't let him go from one extreme to another. ”

……

In the evening, I said to Hua Ming that I would accompany the child Yu and return late.

I did want to return late because Tong Yu, but instead of accompanying him, I wanted to see how he was spending his days these days.

Xiaofu took me to the place where Tong Yu would appear at night these days, a very popular underground club.

The club is not so beautiful because of how beautiful the girls are or how cheap the drinks are, but because there is a real boxing match every night.

Xiaofu said that the excitement of this game is that it is 'unfair', and it has always been a one-on-three. So, I saw Tong Yu appear in the ring, dealing with three fighters by himself. On that stage, there are no rules, and there are no morals. You can use your feet, or you can use the most negative tricks.

When they surrounded Ou Tongyu, the audience roared excitedly beside them, and every face was distorted and deformed. Tong Yu successfully resisted and put them down, they were also so excited that they slapped the table, and they would not throw the money in the ring until they saw someone bleeding.

No, Tong Yu's face was full of blood. He is a besieged beast, trying to break out of the trap and encirclement, but he has no choice but to use any strength. Even though Tong Yu was already lying on the ground, they still didn't have the slightest intention of stopping, punch after punch, as if they were all cheering and screaming for some perverted to the extreme.

Someone was shouting 'Kill him', someone was shouting 'useless things, get up and fight again', Xiaofu was crying, and I looked at Tong Yu who was lying in a pool of blood, and I felt my heart broken...... He put his gloves back on, not for victory and dignity, but for 'death'.

His despair, and his pain...... Far more than I thought.

Such a Tong Yu...... It breaks my heart.

Time seemed to stop at this moment, and I only saw a quiet ring, Tong Yu stood on it, jumping around like a monkey, arrogantly waving his fists at me, and then said triumphantly: "Coco, when I get the gold belt, you must watch me on the spot." I'm going to show you how majestic I am. ”

Whenever I hear him say this, I sour him: "It's dark, and I'm daydreaming, and I'll talk about it when that day comes." ”

"Cut. I tell you, I was born to be a boxing champion, you look at my body, this bones, these eyes like beasts...... I'm destined to be the boxing champion! ”

……

Now, what is back in front of me is the ring, but not the ring, but a cage that traps Tong Yu. He truly became a beast, a beast without the desire to live, just waiting to be slaughtered.

……

I asked Xiaofu to get Tong Yu home, and then went to the pharmacy to buy some medicine for trauma.

When he arrived at Xiaofu's house, he was taking wine in the refrigerator.

"Sister, senior brother said he wanted wine." He said to me.

I didn't say anything, I told him to go back to his room to rest, then took his wine and pushed open the door to the room. The lights in the room were not turned on, and Tong Yu was only seen not lying on the bed, but sitting in the corner, his upper body naked, and a lot of blood on the clothes he threw aside.

I reached out to turn on the light, and he said lightly, "Don't turn it on." ”

I didn't listen to him, went and turned on the lamp at the bedside, then put the wine on the bedside table, and said to him, "After the wound is treated, I will give you the wine." ”

He didn't say no, so I went over and crouched down and dipped a cotton swab in antiseptic solution into his wound as before.

In the past, as long as he touched it lightly, he would always scream and scream. Now, he was like a lifeless shell, unable to move.

I looked at it, and I couldn't tell the feeling in my heart, and I continued to move in my hand, and asked softly, "Can you really feel better in this way?" ”

He didn't speak, his eyes staring vacantly at somewhere.

"I still remember when I was a child, there were several times when you made your grandmother angry, and you hit the trunk of a tree with your fist alone in the yard, and you still had to continue to fight if the fist was broken." I continued, "You've always had a knack for hurting yourself. But do you know that when you hurt yourself, it is not only yourself who hurts, but also the people around you who care about you.

"Grandma is gone, I know you're sad. I'm sad too. These days, as soon as I close my eyes, I think of my grandmother. I thought that if I could not leave her for a second, maybe she would be fine. But what's the use of me blaming myself, my grandmother won't come back.

"Our days will not stop, and we will go on. Think about my grandmother, she thinks about us doing well, and she doesn't want us to be unhappy. There are so many things we promised her that we haven't done yet, and we have to grit our teeth and move on. The next time we go to see her, we'll have to tell her that we've done it all. ”

I secretly wiped away my tears with my fingertips, digging into my heart and lungs in the hope that Tong Yu could listen to it, even if it was a word.

"Cocoa ......"

He finally called me by my name.

I quickly hummed.

"Do you know what despair is?"

I chuckled inwardly as I looked into his blank eyes.

"You said that everyone lives because there is hope. In the past, when we were a family of three, my hope was that I could make a really good life for you and your grandmother. Afterward...... You're gone, I can't keep you...... At that time, I still had hope, hoping that my grandmother would see that I could also be the man who supported the family......"

As he spoke, he looked at his still trembling hands, "Fist, stage, no longer belong to me." My grandmother is dead, and I don't even have the power to take revenge. Now I don't have anything...... What are you doing alive? ”

"Tong Yu." I shook his hand, and I was already in tears, "You still have me...... We can't get back the past, and I will walk with you in the future. ”

"You? You chose the flower, and you left with him. ”