219. You're crazy
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Hearing Tong Yu say this, the despair in his words ...... It made my chest feel so tight.
I choked up a little, "Just because I chose him doesn't mean I'm sorry for you." The relationship between us...... It will never change. I am still Tong Keke, your family, and your dependence. β
Hearing this, he finally turned his head and looked me in the eye.
"You are no longer the woman, you are now the woman of the flower family, the daughter-in-law of the flower family."
My tears welled up and he burst into tears.
It may be that I will never truly understand his hatred for the Hua family, so I will never understand why I chose Hua Ming, which is equivalent to abandoning him.
"I love him." I said in a trembling voice.
"So...... Don't come to me again, whether I live or die has nothing to do with you from now on. Go and live your happy days and forget about the existence of this person. β
I shook my head resolutely: "If you live well, just get angry with me and don't want to see me, I will stay away from you." When you are relieved one day, we can still ......"
Before he finished speaking, Tong Yu pushed me to the door.
I sat down by the door, and I was confused.
"Get out!" With tears in his eyes, he pointed to the door, "Never appear in front of me again!" Even if I die, you don't have to worry about it! β
"Tong Yu!" I was angry and sad, "Can you stop being tough?!" How sad Grandma would be if she saw you like this! Can you understand something, can you let her rest in peace?! β
Tong Yu stretched out his hand to wipe away his tears, his palms were covered with blood spilling from the wound, and then he smiled indifferently. "Grandma is dead, and she can't feel anything anymore!" He looked stubborn, "So you don't have to use grandma to press me again!" β
Looking at him like this, I suddenly felt helpless. In the past, when I hit him and scolded him, or said him in a good voice, there was always a way to do it. But now...... It's all useless.
I watched him get up from the ground, pick up the wine from the bed, take several large sips, and pour it directly onto the bed, with his back to me.
Suddenly, I felt helpless.
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The next night, I went to the club and stayed until late at night, until he came out with a new injury.
He ignored me, put on his hat and limped forward.
After taking two steps, a car stopped, and the person who stepped out of the car was the flower father. I don't know about it.
Tong Yu was completely stunned, and his first reaction was to turn around and stare at me.
Before I could explain, Father Hua said, "I asked someone to check and know that you have been here recently." β
Tong Yu ignored him, bypassing him and wanting to move forward.
"Xiaoyu!" Father Hua stopped him with a pale face, "I want to talk to you." The next second, Father Hua's driver came over and stopped his whereabouts.
"What do you mean, uncle?" Tong Yu turned around with a sneer, "I don't know you, what are you stopping me for?" β
"I know you remember me. Don't deliberately pretend you don't know me. β
"Yes! I remember you! Aren't you the one who killed my mother! Tong Yu's face was full of disdain, pointing directly at Father Hua.
Father Hua closed his lips tightly and did not speak, and I, a bystander, felt uncomfortable.
"Xiaoyu." He forced a smile, "Come with me, let me take care of you." β
Hearing this, Tong Yu smiled incredulously: "What new trick of your Hua family is this?" Killed my mother, killed my grandmother, and now you want to kill me? You didn't kill me when I was a child, and now I can't see this wild seed?! β
"Tong Yu ......" I couldn't help but step forward, grabbed him, and whispered to Father Hua, "Uncle Hua, if you want to talk to Tong Yu about this, why don't you change the time, I'll take him back first." β
In the next second, Tong Yu shook off my hand, pointed at me and scolded: "How many times do you want me to say it, you don't have to worry about my business!" β
I had the heart to kill him, but I had to endure it all.
"Xiaoyu." There were tears in the corners of Father Hua's eyes, but he could only pretend to be fine, "No matter how much you hate me, I will still come to you again." The thing I regret the most now is that I didn't get you back then, because I was wrong. So, I'll come back to you again, you can scold me as many times as you want, and you can beat me...... I'll come back to you again. β
But Tong Yu didn't react at all.
Father Hua nodded to me and left.
When the car drove away completely, I looked at Tong Yu's face, so cold that I didn't have any emotion at all. No one is in a position to reproach him for being cold to his biological father, including me.
"Let's go, let's go back." So, I whispered.
"Tong Keke, what I said last night, did you forget?" His face on me now was no better than that of Father Hua, and then motioned for me not to follow him anymore.
I'm just going to follow him now, follow him a few intersections, and I won't stop.
Until he stopped and yelled at me: "Tong Keke, are you cheap?!" Choose the flower family, and you will go to live your good life! Now what kind of torii do you want to erect! β
This is really hard to hear.
And I can only solemnly say again: "Tong Yu, grandma handed you over to me, and I have to take care of it." No matter how unhappy you are, I have to take care of it. You call me a. Son, I have to take care of it too. β
He snorted softly: "I already said, grandma is dead, she can't feel anything anymore, and you don't have to feel sorry for her!" β
"Is it in your heart now that I'm just waiting for you to wait for this time because of my grandmother?" I stared at him intently, "Is this the relationship between us?" β
"Our relationship ...... It's long gone. If I could do it all over again, I'd rather never meet you. β
I was stunned.
Whether it's swear words or cruel words, he doesn't have this sentence now, which completely breaks my heart.
"After all these years...... I looked at him incredulously, "you know in your heart what you and my grandmother mean to me!" How can you ...... Tong Yu, you are such a bastard. I never knew that you could be narrow-minded and twisted into what you are now! β
He looked at me painlessly: "You can't stand it at this point?" What else do you want to be a savior, and you still want to save me? I don't even want to save myself, do you think it's okay to follow me every day and say something meaningless? β
"I don't want my grandmother to die!"
"Don't mention grandma to me again!"
"Grandma's death is partly your responsibility." I put my heart on the side, and I planned to never mention it, but now I can only say it, "Although Chen Anqi cannot escape responsibility, there are also your faults." If it weren't for your paranoia and obsession, rejecting everyone's kindness...... If you hadn't changed your recklessness to fight that black fist and were trapped there, Grandma wouldn't have run to you......"
"Tong Coco!" He roared and grabbed me by the collar, his face full of pain and his eyes like he was going to kill me.
I let him hold on to my expressionless face: "What right do you have to resent others?" Well? What right do you have to risk your own life here and make others uncomfortable? You don't regret it, you don't repent, you don't live well, you still think it's very reasonable? β
His body trembled with anger, and bean-sized tears welled up in his eyes.
"How did Grandma raise us? Have you forgotten it all? Those are not her sweat, they are her blood, they are her tears! "I feel pain in my heart," she said, people like us are not qualified to practice themselves, let alone live or die! We are not qualified to do anything other than live well and live as individuals.
"Last night you said you couldn't find any hope. Tong Yu, I hope it is given by myself, not by others. You said that one day you will stand in the limelight, so that everyone who has hurt you knows who you are and that you Tong Yu is Tong Yao's son. Your hope is not gone, but you have forgotten it! β
The hand on the collar gradually loosened, Tong Yu smiled with tears, and then slowly hugged me.
At this moment, I really thought ...... He came to his senses and smiled happily.
But he said,
"Coco, all my hopes were because of you, you know?"
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"Once, I felt that you were given to me by God. No matter how cruel and unfair God has been to me, I still feel lucky because of you. I don't care what glory and wealth, what power and power. As long as we are a family of three, I feel happy and content...... But you'll never understand what you mean to me.
"Unfortunately, I was too naΓ―ve. Heaven has not only been unfair to me, but also cruel to the extreme. Why, if the man you choose, if it is a flower? Isn't it a great irony that I have half the same blood as him?! β
He smiled sadly in my ear......
I can't say a word.
"How much I want to get you back, how much I want to keep you by my side...... But I can't even say 'I like you'. β
Like......
I was so frightened that I couldn't move, and my brain exploded in an instant. What did Tong Yu say? Like? Did he really say those two words? How is this possible? Then reflexively wanted to break away.
But he used his strength to still imprison me in his arms.
"Why can't I say 'like you'? Why should you be afraid? His voice trembled, "I've liked you for so many years, deeper than Hua Ming, more wholeheartedly than Hua Ming!" I was just wrong to be one step too late, too afraid that I would scare you and lose you. Right now...... I'm not scared of anything......"
"You're crazy." I said, trying to push him away again.
This time, he let go of me, took a half-step back, and looked straight at me.
"That's the expression, the one I used to fear the most was your current expression. Your eyes...... It's telling me that I shouldn't like you. β
"You're not supposed to like me in the first place. We are......
"We are not brother and sister! From start to finish, it's just what you think! β