25 The incense of love

As the saying goes, if you don't go to the Three Treasures Palace, Ling Dongwu knew that she must have come to visit her for Mu Zicheng, if she wanted to take her away, it would be the best, she could use her power to escape.

Ling Dongwu asked the maid to serve tea, and asked the princess of the Western Regions to sit down, after all, she was pregnant.

The princess of the Western Regions picked up the celadon teacup, took a sip of tea, and slowly spoke: "Madam, my name is Anya." She glanced at Ling Dongwu and continued: "You know, I hated you the first time I saw you, in fact, we don't have a grudge, just because jealousy is a woman's nature. Later, Zicheng threw me into another courtyard because of you, and I even hated you. ”

Ling Dongwu smiled, the girl from the Western Regions was really hearty and generous, she didn't care about her attitude, the real wife hated the junior, this is normal! Thinking that if Mu Zicheng hadn't been transferred away by Xia Wenxuan on the wedding day, the current lady would be herself, and the junior would be her! A little bitter in his heart, he reluctantly smiled: "The princess doesn't have to worry about this matter, General Mu and I have lived together for many years in this troubled world, and it was originally a brother and sister relationship, and there is no other intention." She deliberately accentuated the word "brother and sister" a little.

"I'm not worried, when I knew that your name was Ling Dongwu, I didn't hate you anymore, I didn't worry anymore."

Ling Dongwu was surprised for a while, but Anya didn't notice her strangeness, and continued to say: "Miss Ling, it's you who are too careful, when I first married Zicheng, he clearly told me that he has a wife, he loves his wife deeply, and he must go back to find his wife!" ”

"Ahh Ling Dongwu looked at her dumbfounded.

"Zicheng was rescued by our Western Xiongnu national teacher, and he almost couldn't survive. Because the national teacher is my stepfather, I often go to play with him, and I also follow him to take care of the seriously injured Zicheng. He was in the midst of the gangsters, always shouting, 'Dong'er, Dong'er!' ’

At that time, I thought that this Dong'er was really happy, and he could be cared for by such a heart.

Since Zicheng recovered from his injuries, he began to follow the army to go around, leading our not very prosperous army to become more and more brave and stronger. Zicheng is not only handsome, but also brave and invincible, he has become a hero in the eyes of our Hun girls, and he is the object of my admiration!

I pestered Daddy to marry me, and Daddy asked the national teacher to probe his tone. Since I was a child, I have been proud of my outstanding appearance and noble status, and I thought that when the national teacher mentioned it, he was naturally willing.

I hid outside the national teacher's tent and eavesdropped, but he said to the national teacher, no, he has a wife, and he will never lose his wife.

At that time, I was still very proud, almost heartbroken, and I was looking for death every day. Daddy had no choice but to find Zicheng again and tell him, because Daddy has no son, only me as a woman, as long as Zicheng marries me, he can take over the military power of the Western Huns and avenge him.

Zicheng said that he wanted to think about it, and I stood outside his tent and listened to him cry alone for half a night, and kept shouting: 'Dong'er, Dong'er! ’

At that time, I knew that I would not be able to replace this Dong'er in his heart in my life, and when I saw Zicheng the next day, I found that he was haggard, as if he had aged ten years overnight.

He promised to marry me, but he told me plainly that he didn't love me, that he had a wife, that he loved his wife deeply, and that he would go looking for his wife in the future, so please think about it! But I am still willing to be his bride, because that Dong'er is only living in his imagination, and I am alive by his side.

We got married, but Brother Zicheng got drunk on the first night of their wedding, and in the days that followed, under the pretext of being busy with the war, he never entered my room, let alone touched me.

I felt aggrieved, but later my grandmother helped me come up with an idea, and once deliberately let the national teacher get him drunk and light the Western Regions tribute incense. This incense is a kind of spice, very precious, this fragrance is rich, and the fragrance is full of stimulation, which can help the feelings.

I put on the women's clothes of Nanzhao, and on that night, I finally became his bride!

When Zicheng woke up the next morning, he suddenly burst out laughing, but I could see that his laughter was more pitiful than crying, and he had led his troops out on the march since that day, and he had not stepped into my room, let alone drunk once. ”

Ling Dongwu listened to Anya's story, her heart was sour, her eyes closed slightly, and a tear appeared in the corner of her eye.

"Do you know that since the first time I saw Zicheng, I haven't seen him smile, no matter how big the victory is, he doesn't smile, he is not moved by the power of the army, whether it is the flower candle in the cave room, whether he knows that I am pregnant, he has never smiled. He had always been that cold look, as if he had no emotion, like a statue.

It's only recently that I learned how beautiful he is when he laughs, because of your coming, he becomes a living person again, he laughs, he gets angry, he sighs...... I watched him sweep away the haze of more than a year, and gradually showed joy. A hint of gloom swept between her eyebrows, "I am deeply happy for Zicheng." ”

After Anya finished speaking, she got up and knelt opposite Ling Dongwu, and sincerely persuaded: "Madam, you just forgive Zicheng, he really has his own hardships, only you forgive him, I am willing to live in the Western Regions forever in this life and this life, never see him, never bother you!" ”

Ling Dongwu looked at Anya for a moment, raised her eyebrows and said, "Why, why did you come to me, why did you say this to me, why did you do this?" ”

"Because I love him, I can't bear to see him suffer like this, so much!" The hearty woman of the Western Regions finally cried bitterly.

Ling Dongwu helped Anya up, only to feel that the things that he had not figured out for many days were suddenly clear, and he said with a grin: "Good sister-in-law, you can be Mu Zicheng's wife with peace of mind, you can rest assured, the coming day is long, you are so good, he will definitely be good to you." And I, after all, can't be with him, because I already have someone I like! ”

"What do you say, you have someone you like? You're not Zicheng's wife, aren't you in love with him? Anya looked at her suspiciously, with tears on her face.

"Let me make one thing clear to you, I almost became the wife of Brother Zicheng, but in the end I am not his wife. I used to love Mu Zicheng, and I once thought that I still loved him now, but after seeing you, I suddenly understood that I no longer loved him. ”

"You, how can you stop loving him?" Anya seemed to have heard the most ridiculous thing, and even stared at Ling Dongwu with some anger.

"Why not? Time can change a lot of things, for more than a year, didn't you just fall in love with Brother Zicheng, Brother Zicheng didn't become a hegemon, and I, in more than a year, fell in love with another person again! ”

Anya sighed: "Mu Zicheng is handsome and handsome, brave and good at fighting, he has always been in love with you, and now he has captured Nanzhao, and he can become the king here immediately, why don't you love him, where to find such a man, what man will be better than him, will be more worthy of your love!" ”

Yes, Mu Zicheng is good-looking, gentle and considerate, and has a deep affection for himself, so there is no reason not to agree to him. But, it's too late! Her heart has been filled by Xiao Haotian little by little again, he is domineering and affectionate, he dotes on her, and he is alive with him. If Mu Zicheng is as blurry and intoxicating as the bright moon, then Xiao Haotian is a bright sunshine that can dissipate the haze in her heart.

Ling Dongwu chuckled and said, "Anya, people can't be compared, people's love has nothing to do with power, has nothing to do with appearance, has nothing to do with how he treats you, this is karma." ”

Anya listened to Ling Dongwu's words and was stunned for a while.

"Anya, don't think too much, rest assured, don't worry, I will leave after all, Brother Zicheng will still return to your side and guard you and the child to live."

Anya's eyes were a little moist before leaving.

The weather in early winter has brought some coldness, but there are still birds chirping tirelessly, and no one knows their joys and sorrows. It seems to be singing softly for people just to be cold in this season.

Since Anya left, Ling Dongwu has been lying on the chaise longue, closing her eyes and recuperating, letting the past go by scene and watch the lights wash her mind. The irritability that had been unknown for many days finally calmed down, and she finally saw her heart clearly.

Everything begins often without warning, quietly reaching out, burying the seeds under the soil, smiling mysteriously, waiting for the day when it will blossom and bear fruit. A colorful seed may not grow comedy, but a humble and obscure seed may not fail to bloom the most brilliant flowers.

Because when I came to this strange world, I lacked love, so I longed for love even more, and I wanted to have a lot of love that belonged to me alone! Subconsciously ask the other person to always put themselves first!

So when she faced Xiao Haotian for the first time and had other women, she ran away! In the face of Mu Zicheng's possession of other women, she erupted like a volcano!

It turns out that the person you love the most is yourself, followed by love.

She is definitely a perfectionist, delusional to have the only one-of-a-kind love, a little lacking, even if she doesn't say it on the surface, she will always haunt it in her heart.

I can't blame Mu Zicheng for the change, in fact, I am not a selfish person, I am most afraid of the feeling of loneliness and helplessness, as long as someone cares, I can't help but get closer. Whether she loves it or not, she relies on it, just like this year by Xiao Haotian's side.

She has been conflicted, painful, and entangled these days, I don't know why she resists Mu Zicheng so much, why she always misses Xiao Haotian, until Anya appeared in front of her, and when she heard her say that she loved Mu Zicheng so much, her heart was like letting go of a heavy burden, and she only felt a burst of joy, and finally someone loved Mu Zicheng as much as she used to be!

At that moment, she suddenly realized that she had fallen in love with Xiao Haotian again - this shock was undoubtedly a glimpse into the sky, she saw something she shouldn't see, and covered it up in time, but it was too late.

Ling Dongwu knew that she and Mu Zicheng really had no way back, and she had hoped to stay with Mu Zicheng. But, Mu Zicheng, it's too late now, I gave you a chance, but you missed it!

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