She kept stumbling. Dodge. I just don't want to admit it. I didn't dare to admit that I fell in love with Xiao Haotian again. Because she knew that Xiao Haotian was like a luxury to herself. I don't have the power to absorb him. I'm afraid that I'll fall in love with him. It's just your own pain. But she was really in love. In this troubled world, I fell in love with him alone.

Many things in life. It's up to you to make your own decisions. For example, I suddenly came to this plane. She knew that she and Xiao Haotian had no future. It was he who gave it all up for life.

But she kept thinking back about all the time she spent with Xiao Haotian. and the stability and warmth he gave her. Even if it's just a flash in the pan.

There are many things in life that may last a lifetime. She can't have any of them. But if there is none, there is none. She doesn't feel any regrets. Something has been owned. but eventually lost. There will be regrets.

Ling Dongwu didn't know until this moment. It turns out that he has been shrinking into his own shell. is unwilling to face his true feelings for Xiao Haotian. I just don't think it's possible. So unwilling to pay.

Ignored and indifferent to him many times. But he also saved himself many times in critical situations. Never give up. And themselves. When he needed himself the most. It was owed to him in the end.

Because of love. So habitually indebted to him.

It's good that he can be good to himself. But they are not equal. I am not a partner who can share our troubles. Danger he shoulders on his shoulders. I only need to be in his bloom. Stand beside him. Share in his glory.

It turned out. Unconsciously. He had fallen in love with him.

Fell in love with you. But I also lost you forever.

Xiao Haotian. Why are you treating me so well. You hateful man. Henceforth. Who else can you tell me to fall in love with?

Ling Dongwu's whole body trembled lightly without restraint. She curled up her legs. Bury your face deep in your knees.

Although it is early winter. But it doesn't detract from the beauty of the garden. The rugged rockery is divided into two ridges, east and west. In the meantime, there are pavilions and pavilions. Exotic flowers and plants. There are countless rare birds and animals. The mountain peaks in the south are connected with rivers flowing into the mountains and forests. The sound of the water murmuring. Like a song and a cry. Between caves large and small. It seems to be the addition of chemicals such as realgar or calamine. It has the effect of forming a mountain cloud. It's like a match made in heaven.

In the pond grows a plant that resembles a lotus flower, but is by no means a lotus flower. At this time, it was already the end of October. But the plant still had huge flowers. One stem and four leaves. Shaped like a lid. When exposed to sunlight, the leaves bow their heads. Under the petals. The fruit is like a Buddha bead. It's really pleasing to the eye.

Ling Dongwu looked at the scenery in front of him. experienced Xia Wenxuan. Xiao Haotian. Mu Zicheng browsed the construction in turn. It's really getting more and more beautiful.

She walked ahead as if nothing had happened. Mu Zicheng beside him didn't speak. Just quietly walked slowly with her. Today she invited him to accompany her to see the Imperial Garden. He saw that she was so interested. Without saying a word, put down the things in your hand. Accompanied her to walk here with great interest.

Watch the egrets flap their wings on the sandbar ahead. The reeds in early winter are fluttering with white floc. Little by little it fell into the water. It seems so cold and poetic. Ling Dongwu smiled and pointed, "Brother Zicheng." You see. How pretty. ”

Mu Zicheng was overjoyed. Excitedly shook her hand. Hugged her into the middle: "Dong'er." You've finally forgiven me. Isn't it. You don't blame me anymore. There was a tremor in his voice that was difficult to hide.

Ling Dongwu felt a slight pain in his heart. Leaning against his warm chest. "I'm wrong for Brother Zicheng. Brother Purple City. You must have suffered a lot for more than a year. ”

"Dong'er. With your words, it's all worth it. Mu Zicheng's heart was cheering. Anya came to Ling Dongwu, he knew. He understands Anja's personality. Candid. Kindness. will only say good things for themselves. He thinks that sometimes what others say will be more effective than what he says. So it was up to Anya.

Today, I saw Ling Dongwu take the initiative to invite himself to watch the Imperial Garden. He thought that Anya must have explained it to herself. He really wanted to quickly return to the intimate relationship with Ling Dongwu before. Every detached look of her was like a knife at his heart. Every cruel word she uttered was like a needle that pierced him all over his body.

Ling Dongwu hugged Mu Zicheng tightly. I'm afraid that this is the last time she indulges herself and indulges in his warm arms. "Brother Zicheng. Let me go. ”

Mu Zicheng unconsciously closed his arms. "Dong'er. You still won't forgive me? Are you still going to leave me? What the hell do you have to do for me to forgive me? You said. Even though he burned out of enthusiasm. Turn into cold, hideous stones. Can't you touch her heart? Mu Zicheng fell into deep sorrow.

"Brother Zicheng. I forgive you. It's true. I've forgiven you. But love and forgiveness are not the same. I forgive you. But I don't love you anymore. More than a year. Brother Zicheng has a family, a country and a world. I also have wives and children. Dongwu also has a new life. I fell in love with someone else. ”

"You're in love with Xiao Haotian, right?" Mu Zicheng has been faintly aware of it these days. Ling Dongwu resisted him so fiercely. There must be a reason.

"Yes. I fell in love with Xiao Haotian again. ”

Listening to Ling Dongwu's categorical answer. Mu Zicheng knew that the pain had really come. That jealousy was really like an insect biting at his heart little by little. Not severe pain. It's a little bit of acid. A little bit of pain. Around the clock. Cycle.

It hurts so much that it's too weak. Once upon a time, it was only lovesickness. Now I know what the suffering is. Mu Zicheng clenched his teeth. The hand clenched into a fist.

"Brother Zicheng. The big husband does something and doesn't do something. There are some things that cannot be thrown away. Anya is good. She loves you so much. We always like to see the scenery in the distance. But he always ignores the people around him. There are flowers that can be folded straight and must be folded. It's better to take pity on the people in front of you. Brother Purple City. Princess Anya truly loves you. The past is gone. Those who come can be chased. Ling Dongwu's eyes were clear.

Is this the price of ascending to the throne? got the world but couldn't get her.

Mu Zicheng felt that his heart was torn apart. Look into the depths of her eyes. "Dong'er. I'll wait. Wait until you forget him. Wait for you to fall in love with me again. ”

Ling Dongwu stared at his back in a daze. Until the last corner of the bright yellow disappeared into the dull night.

They used to be the lovers who loved each other the most. Their love does not carry a trace of fame and fortune. There is not a single impurity. However. Something too perfect doesn't last long. The god of fate is jealous. He broke them apart. From now on, the heavens are separated. There was no news.

More than a year. But with the vicissitudes of life. Reunion again. Changed.

Ling Dongwu couldn't bear to look at Mu Zicheng's loneliness and loneliness. He was the one he once loved the most. own ex-husband.

But she no longer loved him.

Mu Zicheng left that day. I never came to Ling Dongwu again. Ling Dongwu was so flustered that he panicked. Every day in addition to eating is sleeping. The first few days were not in a hurry. still thought that Mu Zicheng would let her go sooner or later. Now see him in this stance. More and more panicked. Would really stay here for the rest of my life. She was a little discouraged. Is it really necessary to start over? I can really do it to fall in love with Mu Zicheng again or live my life with a man I don't love.

The maid serves the meal. "Madame." Time to eat. ”

Ling Dongwu's anger suddenly came out: "I said that you are not allowed to scream. I'm not your lady. ”

"Don't you understand. Whether you admit it or not. You are my lady. Mu Zicheng's deep voice sounded at the door.

Ling Dongwu was taken aback. Looking back at him, he sneered, "Mu Zicheng." You're a scoundrel with me, aren't you? Good. You'll just wait to clean up for your wife. After saying that, he walked to the table in a huff. A hand raised. Flip a table full of delicacies to the floor.

Mu Zicheng was not angry. After watching the maids pack up their things. Motioned for them to stand down. Said calmly: "Dong'er." Can we have a good talk? ”

"What to talk about. What is there to talk about. You're the boss here. Of course, it's up to you to decide everything. ”

"Dong'er. Forget if he's good. Let's start over. We can. As long as you want. I'll get out of here with you right away. I don't want everything here. Still can't do it. Mu Zicheng roared. He had loved her as much as he could. has regressed to the point where it is better to abandon everything. What else does she want from him?

It's not unimpressed. It's not that it's not sad. The person in front of him is the king of Nanzhao. He was the first man she had met when she came here and really cared about her, loved her, and spoiled her. He has a handsome appearance. Outstanding abilities. The husband that many women dream of. Later. There are also many beautiful women living here. With the expectation of him, they compete to dress up in order to get a little favor from him and a little bit of his love. And he. But he didn't even give them the slightest chance. Give her all the tenderness and thoughtfulness alone. She should have been happy. Proud.

Ling Dongwu was really embarrassed. She wasn't without feelings for him. He had no idea what he was doing with her. That would not understand. She was low. Tears have fallen: "Brother Zicheng." We. I met the right person but missed the time. I. It's absolutely impossible to be with you. Brother Purple City. I'm the one who bears you. Let me go. ”

"Don't say you're leaving." Mu Zicheng yelled angrily. Jump up and catch Ling Dongwu. The eyes were crazy and desperate. "You are my wife. It's my wife. I don't allow you to think about him. ”

Ling Dong's heart was like a knife. waved Mu Zicheng's hand away: "What are you doing." You're going to have to bully the weak again. Did you finish what you did that night? ”

Mu Zicheng took two steps back. Take a deep breath. Sadly and indignantly: "Okay. Good. I'm in your eyes. It's already so unbearable. ”

***

Ling Dongwu looked at the large meadow in front of him. There are also some flowers that grow in winter. Pieces of swaying. Pink white. I can't see it clearly at night.

The maid walked up behind her. Said: "Master." Time to eat. ”

Ling Dongwu didn't move. Nor answered.

The maid was a little anxious. Again cautiously said: "Master." You haven't eaten in a day. It's time to eat. ”

Ling Dongwu waved his hand and swept the fine porcelain vase on the desk to the ground. "Get out."

The maid was startled. Fall back on your knees.