157. Want to be together
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"I ......" I didn't care, and I didn't choose to say anything, and I went back, "I can put you to sleep, it's already very powerful." ”
I thought he could kick me down, but I didn't expect him to look at me motionless and say, "Yes, you're amazing." ”
I was stunned, looking at his deep eyes, I felt that I was going to sink into it again, so I could only "cut" it, and then said, "Hua Ming, you will come to me, is it because we have had this or something, how to say, it is a kind of complex?" ”
"What complex?"
"You have access barriers." I was much more relaxed than I had just been, with my arms under my ears, "only for me and ......"
Before I could finish my sentence, he said, "Tong Keke, listen well." ”
"What?"
"But, don't be too complacent."
"What?" At this time, what is it to sell, my eyes are slanting at him.
I saw that Hua Ming hesitated, settled down, and finally said: "You are the only one, so far." ”
I'm not stupid, and of course I know what this 'only' means.
Somehow, I still really feel happy, my ears are hot, and I grit my teeth and don't laugh.
He directly reached out and lifted the quilt and covered my face, and I laughed, even if I couldn't see him, I knew how embarrassed his expression was at this time.
After laughing for a while, I pulled back the quilt and looked at him again, and he was looking at me intently.
This is embarrassing, this is clearly the rhythm of the accident. "You can definitely deceive a lot of women." I spoke sourly.
But he was not angry, but said: "I have seen everything that should be seen, and I have slept what I should have slept, so why deceive?" ”
I......
"Yes, that's a complex." I had to turn to the topic, "You see, just because I'm the one and the only one." I'm not too embarrassed to say this, "That's why you're ...... This is how it appeared in front of me...... Are you feeling guilty? Or is it that natural sense of responsibility? ”
Speaking of which, he smirked, and the smile on his eyebrows and eyes was particularly charming at this time, as if I was amusing him.
"Laughing at what? I'm serious. I frowned, "I'm looking for what our problem is." ”
The next second, he reached out to cover my mouth, and his whole face was closer: "If it's because of your so-called guilt and sense of responsibility, I will marry you the first time." ”
I was stunned.
"So, our problem has nothing to do with whether we've slept or not." He was determined, let go, and an expression that I could continue to find the reason.
But I still wanted to die, and muttered, "I didn't at that time, because you thought I was ......"
"You're the first time, I know it very well." He interrupted me.
I was completely stunned and began to cough dryly uncomfortably, saying "I'm so sleepy, I'm sleepy." Then I wanted to turn my back on him. Halfway through, he circled his arms and hugged me from behind.
"Flower ......," I widened, "you're ...... now You're not afraid at all, are you? "It was already completely wrapped in the warmth of his chest.
"Not really." His voice was close to my ear, and there was a hot and humid breath, "It's just you." ”
"......" I was not moved at all, but I was so nervous, full of thoughts that were not suitable for children, "Calm down, let's ...... Can't be impulsive anymore, really can't. ”
Then I heard him sigh, and his voice was already thick with tiredness: "Don't speak, I'm tired." I didn't sleep when I flew over, and I haven't slept until last night. ”
I was stunned, but I couldn't help but ask, "Why don't you sleep?" Didn't you sleep in the car? ”
"You sleep like a pig, I have to watch you."
“……”
For the first time in my life, I was scolded as a 'pig' but my heart was happy. "You let go of me and sleep next to me. How do you ...... Wouldn't it be a bit extreme? ”
As I finished softly, I could already hear his distinctly even breathing.
His breathing sounded so peaceful, as if he felt safe holding me like this. Even though this is my wishful thinking, my brain is still pumping, and I am so excited that tears can welling up in the corners of my eyes.
Woman...... I really wish I could open my brain one day and see what the cavernous body is inside.
There was no dream in the night.
When I woke up, the person next to me was gone.
I sat on the bed and was stunned for a while, with his breath still lingering next to me, as if I was still dreaming. I put on my clothes and got out of bed, and after looking for a long time, I saw that Hua Ming was in the garden.
He didn't know who he was talking to on the phone, he paced expressionlessly, stopped and said to the other end of the phone: "I will bear all the consequences, and I don't need you to remind me." ”
I closed the door with my hands and feet, and suddenly I felt a sense of loss.
By the time Hua Ming came in, I was already in the kitchen with the old woman, ready for breakfast.
"You can come over and eat." I smiled at him like nobody.
……
The view outside the window is pleasant, and we sit opposite each other, eating breakfast so comfortably, it still feels so unreal.
So when he saw me laughing suddenly, he asked, "What are you laughing at?" ”
"Laugh at you."
He wrung his eyebrows to show that he didn't understand.
I patted the crumbs on my hands, held my cheeks, and said, "Didn't you say before that successful people are not usually influenced by emotion, and you always make the right decisions at critical moments?" What's going on with you right now? ”
He lowered his eyes and smiled lightly, and when he looked up again, his eyes were still confident: "I'm still making the right decisions." ”
His aura is the most shocking, and I can't escape it, and I'm already thinking about it in my heart...... It's better to be desperate and be with the man in front of you, what does it matter between tomorrow and the future.
"I'm going back to Paris tomorrow, and time can't be used for a daze." He pulled my thoughts back, "I'm done eating, I'll take you out." Then he smiled at me.
……
Today we didn't ride a bike, but went to the market on the other side of town, went to the market together, bought things, and were as ordinary as the people who lived in this place. I'm curious about everything, and he buys me everything. Well, that's a good fit for my boyfriend. I buy and buy in front, and he pays in the back.
So, I'm in a very good mood, I have already put all my scruples behind me, and I just want to be happy every moment of this time.
After that, Hua Ming found an open meadow.
I understood in seconds, the square scarf I bought on the top of the shop, and then took out a lot of food, in such a scenery, it was no longer a picnic, but enjoyment.
Filling my stomach, I raised my arms and sighed, "The people who live here are so happy." ”
Hua Ming stared at me with a smile on the corner of his mouth and said, "When you are old, you can consider settling here." ”
"How much money do you have to save?" I opened my eyes wide to show that he was speaking lightly, "Sell me ten times to see if it's enough." ”
He poofed.
I sat up straight with a dry cough, very serious: "Hua Ming, thank you for bringing me to this place." I'm really, really happy that my wish came true ahead of schedule. ”
He remained silent: "It's good to be happy." ”
"Actually, I never blamed you."
His eyes sank, and he continued to listen to me quietly.
"Probably because of my life experience, so I knew from the beginning that we were not suitable on many levels in terms of conditions. You don't have to feel like you owe me anything, I will...... Just remember that there is something good between us. I will bless you and ...... too"
"Tong Coco."
"You let me finish my sentence...... God knows how much willpower it takes to say something like this again.
"Nope." He grabbed my hand and clasped it tightly, "You don't have to say anything, there are some things that should have been said by me." ”
“……”
Under the mild and comfortable sun, he squinted his eyes slightly, and instead of taking me seriously, he smiled easily.
"From now on, you have to listen to me clearly."
"......" I was breathing slowly.
"Coming to you is the most correct decision I have ever made." His voice was soft, but even more provocative, "Believe me, I know what lies ahead and how much of a risk there will be." I'm far more than you think.
"I just hope you don't run away, don't hide, don't think about what you mean to me. What you mean to me now, only I have a say. As he spoke, he pulled something out of the pocket of his coat.
He gave me a blue bracelet, how could I forget.
He put the bracelet back on my hand: "You say, I cast a spell on you. He smiled lightly, "Actually, you are the one who performs the magic, and you are the one who changed me." Promise me not to take it again, not for the rest of my life. "Look into my eyes, pleading and domineering.
"So...... Is it the shackle you gave me now? "I have moist stuff in my eyes.
"Yes." "I don't want to make any promises until I don't have anything," he admits decisively. The only way to put a shackle on you is to lock you up and prevent you from escaping. ”
I couldn't help but laugh and couldn't get angry at all.
"There is only one commitment now." He looked at me fixedly, "Tong Keke, I'll spend ......" He paused, taking a deep breath, "I want to be with you." ”
When I heard this, my heart trembled, trying not to let the tears fall.
"Huh." I burst out laughing, took a deep breath, and quipped, "This is the most irresponsible confession I've ever heard, and it's not tempting at all." ”
He lowered his eyes slightly, and smiled.
"Hua Ming, 'want to be together' and 'can be together', the difference is more than 108,000 miles."
"I need time." He didn't shy away at all, "I needed time to let you go last time." This time, I let you go because I need time. ”
I seemed to suddenly understand something.
"You called Vani to bring me to Paris?"
He nodded: "At that time, you couldn't listen to anything I said. I have a lot to deal with, so please Varni and let him bring you over. ”
I don't know if I should say that he is 'well-intentioned', but he is really angry and soft-hearted to a very dangerous situation.
"Then what do you mean by wanting to be with me?" I looked at him and leaned over, "Let's make it clear, don't go back to the back and turn it into wishful thinking." ”