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My face immediately had a fever.

"You think I'm willing?" I grimaced, "I want the feelings...... It has never been like this. In front of you, I just feel inferior, and I always think about the worst. ”

The more I talked, the more irritated I became.

"Besides, isn't that your style? What you want to do, you will always do. Let's be direct, shall we? Have you already sorted out the agreement? Is it a secret lover? Still is...... Occasional tryst, love. Woman? Is alimony enough to tempt me? ”

Before I could finish speaking, Hua Ming's face turned completely cold, staring at me with his black and white eyes, slowly taking two steps back, and pulling away the distance.

I chuckled and couldn't breathe.

"What if it is?" His voice was deep and aggressive, "What's your answer?" ”

I was stunned at first, and my heart was in a mess. I am...... Talking nonsense to cover up his incompetence, I didn't expect it, but is it true?

"Tong Keke, I'm asking you."

"I don't know. I...... Just an ordinary person. I said it and shook my head, "No, it won't end well." Yes, no, not really. ”

"Why not?"

"Because you're a flower, you're going to get married." I yelled back unceremoniously.

He was silent for a minute, gritting his teeth, "Because...... You never believed it, and I can be as desperate as Hanashiki. After saying this, he left an indignant look, shook his hand and left.

I froze in place, and the most beautiful scenery in front of me turned black and gray at this moment.

Yes, I don't believe him.

My low self-esteem, my pessimism, my resistance...... It's all because I don't believe him.

For my sake, to fight against the whole family? Going down another hard road? Let me believe that no matter what, don't give up or give up? I don't believe in myself, so why should I believe him?

……

In the evening, I was in the kitchen and asked the old woman for advice on French cuisine, and I didn't recognize it at all. The dinner of the flower was delivered directly to the room by the old woman. And I ate alone, the food was tasteless, and my heart was not happy.

After hesitating for a long time, I poured a glass of juice and knocked on his door.

His room was right next to me, and seeing that there was no response, I was uninvited. The balcony door of the room was ajar, and he could be vaguely seen standing on the balcony.

"I didn't expect that old man to really have a set, and this juice mixed with it is so delicious." I cheekily said, holding it over, "I've learned a cup, do you want to taste it?" ”

Hua Ming turned her head and glanced at me, and when I was a little embarrassed, I reached out to catch it, but I put it directly to the side, and then continued to look at the lights outside the balcony.

I swallowed the Adam's apple that didn't exist: "Hua Ming, how about we take out the maturity that adults should have and have a meaningful conversation?" ”

He lowered his eyes and smiled, then turned his head to look again, expressing disdain with his eyes, as if ...... I, an immature person, are now asking for a mature conversation?

I......

Forget it, I really can't stand his eyes, I don't say anything, I just give up and leave.

Unexpectedly, he reached out and grabbed me behind the collar and pulled me back.

"What?" I looked at him a lot.

He let go: "You come in and tease me, just leave, what do you say?" ”

"I'm flirting with you?" I laughed incredulously, "Obviously you don't want to talk to me!" I'm interested, and I'm not right? What the hell do you think of me! ”

As soon as he stretched out his arm, he trapped me without saying a word. I was leaning my back against the edge of the balcony, and he was 'banging' like this.

"I want to put you like that, don't you have all kinds of assumptions? Still ask me? At this time, his eyes were full of evil spirits.

I was dumbfounded, and my snort was full of the familiar smell of his body, and it took me a long time to come back to my senses, and I didn't dare to talk to him loudly, so I could only whisper: "This is real life, not a movie." If I thought you were here......" I couldn't even say it myself, "I'm not naïve, I'm stupid, right?" ”

"Which what are you? You make it clear. "His eyes locked on me, and I was forced to speak.

"That's it...... That is to say, you like me, you like me vigorously, even if the sky falls, you will be with me. Romance movies, have you seen them? "After that, I don't have to look in the mirror, and I know that blushing turns into a tomato.

He listened without changing his face and was silent for a moment: "What if that's the case? ”

I was shocked and laughed, "That'...... It's not that I'm stupid, it's that you're stupid. ”

He frowned as he asked me to make my words clear.

"Because you're a flower. Your image is wise, rational and restrained! If you compare me and Ouyang Nana together, and compare various indices, I can't be the one who wins. "I'm straight to the point.

"You and Nana, I've never compared." He replied without thinking.

Hearing this, my mood at this time was like a typhoon passing through, and I was in a mess.

"You're right, I'm just so unconfident." I was so sad in my heart that I was dying, "I don't want to get to this point, because I know that I will inevitably be so sad that I can't even look down on myself like this."

"I'd rather keep it a secret and never be known to anyone, than get myself caught up in this feeling, constantly comparing, constantly doubting.

"Doubt others, but also doubt yourself. I don't like it at all. Ouyang Nana has a saying that is very right, you are not the kind of man I can like. Can I admit that cowardice will work? I can't afford it. ”

After saying that, I tried to break away and run away, but he hugged me tightly.

Both of my legs were weak, and I knew that I couldn't break free, so I could only cover my ears with my palms and resist emotionally: "No matter what you have to say, I don't want to hear it."

"Really, I don't want to hear it. You say sorry, I'm sad. You say do you small. Three, I don't want to. If you really say that, I can't afford it. I'm a bun, I admit I'm a bun. ”

Hua Ming's lips were close to the back of my hand, and I could feel his snort.

Then he put one arm around me and broke my hand with the other. whispered in my ear, "If you don't want to hear it, I won't say it." I was the first to push you away. I know your feelings for me, and I still said that to you in the hospital. ”

My eyes were hot and my heart hurt terribly.

"Coco, I thought ......," he sighed, his voice full of remorse, "it's for your own good, and it's for your own good." Is it because of this that you no longer believe in me? ”

I shook my head, speechless.

"From now on, you don't need to have any burden. I don't have a movie to break those things to say, and I don't put on those scenes in the rain. We...... Slowly...... What you want to say, what I want to say, only when you want to say it. Now, all you have to do is enjoy the peace and tranquility of this town. ”

I felt his hand loosen and I slowly gained my weight.

Looking at his face again, it was so calm that people didn't feel any pressure at all.

I should have said something, but I was still a 'dumb'.

At this moment the old woman rushed in with an anxious expression, said a long list of French to Hua Ming with a disgraced face, and then went out of the room.

Hua Ming didn't explain, and followed along.

I went along, and found that my room was full of dust, and that the old woman was scrambling in front of the fireplace, and I only understood that she kept saying sorry.

Hua Ming passed, signaled that she didn't have to worry, turned to me and said, "You can't live in this room." ”

"Oh." I nodded, "It's fine." ”

The next second, the old woman came up to me in French, looking very sorry.

"It's okay, it's okay." I even waved my hand, "I'll just sleep in the living room." "It's also a downstairs meaning.

The old woman really understood, and her head shook like a rattle, and she made a cold movement.

Before I could say it was okay, Hua Ming came over and grabbed my wrist without blinking: "You sleep with me." ”

God, what did he say?!

I cushioned for more than half a minute and laughed, "Are you kidding?" ...... "I was about to signal to the old woman, but Hua Ming reached out to cover his mouth and dragged him to his room.

I was dragged and dragged by the old woman, but the old woman looked at us with envy.

“……”

I was thrown directly on the bed by Hua Ming, and I saw him lock the door of the room. I was about to climb in, but he rushed over and pressed back onto the pillow and covered me with the quilt.

He sat on the edge of the bed, palms propped up on either side of my ears, staring at me intently.

"You're colluding with the old lady, aren't you?" My eyes widened.

He raised the corners of his mouth: "You can think whatever you like." ”

I sighed helplessly: "I sleep on the sofa, okay?" ”

"Not good." He categorically vetoed it.

I wanted to fight it again, and he immediately said: "There is no heating downstairs, and now the fireplace can't be lit if there is a problem, you can either sleep here, or let an elderly lady go to the living room to suffer from the cold, there are three long and two short, don't blame me for not persuading you." How do you choose? ”

Nima, how else can you choose?

"It's not like I haven't slept." I pouted, "Declare it in advance, you can't do that or that." Otherwise......"

"How else?"

Hehe, obviously, he was not afraid, but wanted to be provoked.

"Forget it." I didn't bother to say any more, turned over and lay on my side, pressing a dividing line in the middle of the quilt, "You're a gentleman, you will never bully a woman, right?" ”

After saying that, I smiled at him, and seeing that he sat up straight and didn't speak, I quickly said "sleep" and closed my eyes.

I couldn't fall asleep when I closed my eyes. After a long while, he felt movement on the other side, and then he smelled his breath leaning over.

I opened my eyes at dusk, and he was lying on his side facing me, his eyes becoming misty and deep, hurtful and out of rhythm.

"See what?" He whispered, "It's not like I haven't seen it." ”

I was choked, so I could only pretend to be fine, but my brain was still quite pumping, and I replied: "If you don't want to be watched by me, don't sleep with me." ”

He also smoked, and immediately answered: "If you don't want to sleep with me, who else do you want to sleep with?" ”

"......" I said that it was not good to be choked again, "I can sleep with whomever I want, you think I have no one to sleep with?!" ”

He chuckled: "At this age, I have only slept alone, and I am still so horizontal?" ”