An Yanzhe left the hospital and went to Char's residence, he still had a doubt in his heart that needed to be answered.

When Char returned home, he saw An Yanzhe sitting on the sofa and thought that he was also hallucinating.

An Yanzhe looked at his puzzled look and said with a smile: "Don't doubt it, I'm not your hallucination, I'm a real living person."

"What's going on? Boss, aren't you dead? Char asked, and walked over to An Yanzhe and sat down in a panic. Looking at his face, which was no different from before, it was still a little incredulous.

"Dead in this world, but alive in another." An Yanzhe said, his words even more puzzled Char.

"Since you're still alive, why is it only appearing now, Su reporter she ......"

"I know I had already seen her in the hospital before I came here." An Yanzhe said.

Char suddenly thought of the video that appeared in Cheng Shiyang's office and asked, "That video?"

"I put it over, I took it ten years ago, you should have found the root of her heart disease from it." An Yanzhe said.

Char nodded and said, "Found it, that thing was too cruel for her."

An Yanzhe frowned slightly, his tone was heavy and self-reproachful, and said, "It's my fault that I did something like that to her."

Although Char is on An Yanzhe's side, he cannot deny that An Yanzhe is indeed responsible for Su Li's illness, and it is likely to be the main responsibility. In the face of An Yanzhe's guilt and self-blame, he couldn't refute it.

"Now that we know the source of the disease, there is still hope for curing Reporter Su's condition, so don't blame yourself too much." Char could only comfort him in this way.

"I believe in you." An Yanzhe said, and asked: "I still don't understand Ah Li's condition. Why did she ...... Don't remember Yu Fei? But remember me, what's going on? ”

Char sighed and replied, "Because it's too kind." All the while, she blamed herself for her incompetence, looking at the people who were slowly dying around her, she couldn't do anything about it, and instead thought that their deaths were all self-inflicted. Under the influence of this thought, I gradually felt that I should not be alive and should not be happy, and I kept blaming my happy self who was still alive. This time Buno's death had a great impact on her, which collapsed her psychological defense, so she chose to remember those painful moments and forget the happy moments, which can be regarded as her punishment for herself. ”

At night, An Yanzhe took advantage of Su Li's sleep to come to her ward again, and his ears kept recalling the words that Char said to him, and his distress for Su Li was a little heavier.

He walked softly to Su Li's bed and sat down, moving very slowly, trying not to make any noise, for fear of waking Su Li.

"How can I blame you for those things? It should be my sin, why stop yourself, I am the one who should bear the consequences, why have you become like this? You just have to live happily and do what you want, why put all the pain on yourself, fool......"

An Yanzhe has been guarding Su Li all night, looking at her quiet sleeping face, being able to look at her quietly like this will be a luxury for An Yanzhe in the future.

"This is your last chance to return to that world, remember, come back on time, only then can you live." An Yanzhe remembered what the abbot said to him that day.

Before coming, he thought, just don't go back, stay by Su Li's side as much as possible, even if he will completely disappear from her side again after that. But now he didn't think so, how easy it was to die, it only took a few minutes to live a few seconds. And it takes a lifetime to live. The mistakes he made to Su Li could not be repaid in just a few minutes, but in a lifetime.

So he decided to live, live in another world, miss Su Li forever, firmly remember the mistakes he made to her, and use his life to repay the debts he owes.

"Before I came, I was ready to die. After seeing you, I felt that I couldn't die so simply, what I owe you is far from being repaid. Leave all those sins and debts to me, and after you give them to me, forget those things and forget me. Live well, with the people you love. ”

This was An Yanzhe's last goodbye to Su Li, and then he turned around and left. Time was running out for him, and he had to get back to the White Nile before dawn.

When he went out, An Yanzhe turned off the lights in the ward. In the darkness, moonlight seeped in through the window and hit Su Li's face. At this moment, from the corner of her eye, a tear was left behind, sliding down her cheek, and under the light of the moon, it was even more crystal clear.

When An Yanzhe returned to the bank of the White Nile, the sky was already white, and across the river, he saw that the opposite side had fallen into darkness. This quietly flowing river is the distance between day and night, and it is also the distance between him and Su Li.

He took a slow step and walked towards the opposite side. Every step was very slow, not to say goodbye to the world, but to know that once he crossed that line, he and Su Li would never see each other again. Despite all the reluctance, An Yanzhe still returned to his own world, he took one last look back, and hurried away before he regretted it.

Back in the ancient world, An Yanzhe realized that the clothes on his body were too inconsistent, and now by the river, the sky is very dark, and there are few people, so it will not be too dazzling, if it is in the market, it is too eye-catching.

Just when he was distressed, he saw Gu Zhen walking over with her maid, and the two met head-on. When they met in this situation, the two felt a little incredible.

"Shizi, when did you come here?" Gu Zhen asked.

"Just here." An Yanzhe replied.

Only then did she see the clothes on An Yanzhe's body, which she had only seen in An Yanzhe's paintings. Gu Zhen asked suspiciously, "Why is the prince wearing such clothes?"

"Ah, this ......" An Yanzhe looked at his clothes and said, "I went to the other side to do something."

He looked at the lonely man and looked at his gaze and asked, "Is it strange to dress like this?"

Gu Zhen shook his head and said, "No, it's very suitable for you."

An Yanzhe smiled and said, "You think it's suitable, others may look strange." Did you come by horse-drawn carriage? Can I get a ride? ”

"Yes, you can." The lonely man said, then turned back to his maid and said, "Go and call the coachman, and we will go too."

Thanks to meeting Gu Zheng, An Yanzhe was able to return home without causing a commotion. On the way, he sat in the carriage with Gu Zheng.

"Is it related to what His Royal Highness the Prince of the World is doing?" Gu Zhen looked at An Yanzhe cautiously and asked.

"I'm going to see her." An Yanzhe did not hide it.

Gu Zhen was a little sad to hear this answer, although she knew that what An Yanzhe was going to do was related to Su Li before she asked, but hearing him say it so directly, she still felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

"Didn't you say you couldn't see her?" Lonely asked.

"All of a sudden, there's such an opportunity." An Yanzhe replied.

"She, is she okay?" Gu Zhen asked again, although she asked, she didn't want An Yanzhe to answer, because all the answers he answered were not the answers she wanted to hear.

But An Yanzhe didn't know what Gu Zhen was thinking, and whenever she threw out a question, An Yanzhe would answer. And this time's answer still made Gu Zhen very sad.

"It's the same as before, it's beautiful, it's dazzling." An Yanzhe would think of Su Li's appearance when he said these words, so there was a smile on the corner of his lips.

Gu Zhen suddenly fell silent, lowered his head and didn't look at An Yanzhe's face, his smile pierced Gu Zhen's heart at a certain moment.

"However, she was sick, very sick, very sick, and the reason why she was like that was because of me." An Yanzhe's tone suddenly turned to sadness.

When Gu Zhenyu looked up at An Yanzhe, he found that his brows were tightly locked, and he even reached out to smooth the fine lines on his forehead for him.

An Yanzhe may not have expected Gu Zhen to act like this, and he didn't know what to do for a while, so he just looked at her blankly.

Seeing An Yanzhe's gaze, Gu Zhen knew that she was rude, and put down her hand in a panic, in order to alleviate the embarrassment, she asked again: "Then you, will you still go to see her?"

"Not anymore." An Yanzhe replied.

"Why? Doesn't Shizi like her very much? She's sick and you don't take care of her? Gu Zhen asked.

"I can't go back, today is the last time we will see each other, and in the future, we won't see each other." An Yanzhe said in a heavy tone.

Looking at An Yanzhe's sad expression, Gu Zhen was relieved: "In the future, if His Royal Highness the Prince misses it, come to me, Ji Zhen has nothing else to do, thanks to the resemblance to her, I can somewhat comfort the lovesickness of the Prince."

An Yanzhe looked at Gu Zhen, and when he was sad, he had someone who was relieved, and it would really be much better, so he smiled and said, "Okay, if I miss her too much, I'll go back to you."

"You can come to me when you don't want her." Gu Zhen said.

"Okay, I'll go to you when I miss her." An Yanzhe said with a smile.

Gu Zhen also smiled happily, she really looked like Su Li when she smiled, she smiled so brightly, she was blinded by An Yanzhe's eyes for a while.

"Sister, it's time for the music room." Outside the carriage, the lonely maid reminded.

An Yanzhe said to Gu Zhen: "In this case, you can go back first." It's not convenient today, so I'll visit another day. ”

"A word is a certainty, and the son of the world is not allowed to break his word." Gu Zhen said.

After Gu Zhen got out of the car, An Yanzhe did not tell the coachman to leave immediately, but watched through the window of the carriage and watch Gu Zhen enter the music square. Today she wears a red dress, which matches her fair skin. The noise and dazzling lights in front of the music shop did not match her arrogant temperament. He recalled what Gu Zheng had told about his life experience, and suddenly felt that she was also a poor person.

After the lonely man walked into the music shop completely, An Yanzhe said to the coachman, "Let's go."

After Gu Zheng walked into the music room, he did not immediately go back to his room, but looked back and found that An Yanzhe was riding in the carriage before leaving.

"It seems that His Royal Highness waited for you to come in before leaving." The maid said with a smile.

Although Gu Zheng didn't show anything on his face, his heart was full of joy. I feel that today, the distance between me and An Yanzhe is a little closer.