When An Yanzhe returned to South Sudan, he first went to the villa where he lived before, and there is a key thing here that may be helpful in treating Su Li's condition.

An Yanzhe, who put on the suit again, is still handsome, and the straight suit highlights his figure and sets off his temperament even more. After the hair is trimmed, there is no sense of being out of place with this world. It was almost noon when we arrived at the villa area, and there was a big change from before. The traces of that shootout have not faded. Because there is no one to live in, naturally there is no one to clean it, and the furniture and the like are turned over in a mess.

"I suddenly regret it, if I hadn't tried to get close to you at the time, would it have ended differently?" Looking at the dilapidated villa area, An Yanzhe muttered to himself.

After a lapse in the villa area, when I saw a familiar scene, I would always think of the memory of being with Su Li. When he walked to the study, he would think of Su Li who came to comfort him; When you walk into the kitchen, you will think of the scene of cooking with Su Li; Walking to the room where Su Li lived, he would think of the scene of her lying on the bed weakly; Passing by the pillars of the hall, you will be reminded of ...... The feeling of kissing Su Li. I didn't pay much attention to the experience, but now that I revisit the old place, I always feel that every place is full of memories of him and Su Li. Those memories, no matter how they felt at the time, are happy memories in retrospect.

Because of this reason, An Yanzhe delayed a little longer. After that, he came to An Yanyue's cemetery, where the weeds began to grow wildly untended, almost flooding the tombstone.

An Yanzhe walked inside step by step in the overgrown space. Unconsciously saw it, and remembered the time when he left Su.

At that time, he thought that since they had taken off their disguises in front of each other, they would have to face what happened ten years ago. And Su Li, probably because she is afraid that she will not be good for her, will not appear by her side again. What he didn't expect was that Su Li still came, and offered to take a look at his sister's grave.

That day, it was raining sadly, and he accompanied Su Li to the cemetery, and the drizzle wet the road and made a gurgling sound. Both of them were dressed in black and looked solemn*, and he held a black umbrella to block the falling raindrops. Su Li held a bouquet of white chrysanthemums in his hand.

It wasn't as desolate as it is now, the grass was green, and the raindrops were more vibrant.

"I thought you wouldn't be in front of me again." The two walked, An Yanzhe said.

"If I didn't know the root cause of that incident, maybe I wouldn't have come." Su Li replied, her voice was soft.

"You can still hate me." An Yanzhe said.

"You can hate me too." Su Li said.

"I don't hate you, that has nothing to do with you. But you can hate me, after all, the source of all your sorrows, is me. An Yanzhe said very seriously.

Saying this, Su Li suddenly stopped, An Yanzhe also stopped, Su Li looked at him and said: "However, I should have hated you, but I suddenly felt distressed, for you, for everything that happened to you."

An Yanzhe looked at Su Li's face, and suddenly an emotion was injected into his heart, and he has not come out again. She was the first, the first person to tell him that she felt sorry for him, and the person she felt sorry for was the one who had committed an unforgivable sin against herself.

What is this feeling? Amusing? Helpless? Huh? …… Maybe it's all or maybe it's neither.

"How can it be...... How can you be so kind, you should continue to hate me, continue to oppose me, and continue to hope to see me die. An Yanzhe said.

"I used to think so, but now, suddenly I can't do it." Su Li said, and then she moved her gaze to An Yanyue's tombstone and said, "I'll go over by myself, I have something to say to her."

"Did you receive the words she brought you?" An Yanzhe looked at the photo of An Yanyue on the tombstone, which was slightly yellowed because of the long-term sun exposure.

"I'm going to get back what I stored with you at that time. I don't know if that thing will cure her, but it's the only thing I can do for her. After An Yanzhe finished speaking, he checked next to An Yanyue's tombstone, there was a mechanism on the tombstone, and when he pressed it, a wooden box was sent out from inside, and when he opened the box, there was a U disk inside.

"I wanted to measure that memory for her, but now it seems impossible." An Yanzhe muttered to himself, as if he was talking to someone.

Coming out of the villa area, An Yanzhe went to the field hospital of the Chinese peacekeepers. Avoiding the dense crowd and taking advantage of everyone's inattention, An Yanzhe sneaked into Cheng Shiyang's office and put the envelope in his hand on her desk. After that, An Yanzhe hid in the dark to observe, he watched Cheng Shiyang return to the office, stayed in it for a long time, and came out in a panic. He knew that Cheng Shiyang must have read the contents of the envelope.

Then, Cheng Shiyang came to the office with a bunch of people, including: Yu Fei, Char, Ye Siyin, and Weng Hua. This is exactly the result An Yanzhe wants, he can use this gap to meet Su Li.

After the five of them entered, An Yanzhe walked towards Su Li's ward. Through the glass on the door of the ward, he saw Su Li sitting alone on the bed, her eyes losing their former brilliance.

When he opened the door, An Yanzhe was in a cautious mood, for fear of disturbing Su Li, and also afraid that his appearance would have an impact on her. At the same time, he was a little excited, and he could stand in front of Su Li as openly as before again, talking to her, and staring at her face. An Yanzhe hadn't thought about this situation before, and suddenly like this, how excited he should be.

An Yanzhe walked towards Su Li, every step was very solemn, and every step was very attentive. Sunlight shines through the windows on the ground, making every step he takes to be illuminated by the sun. An Yanzhe looked at Su Li, hoping to walk faster and reach her side sooner, and hoped to walk slower, thinking that in this way, time would also slow down, so that he could stay with Su Li for a while. So he was entangled between slow and fast, and unconsciously walked to Su Li's side.

"Ah Li......" An Yanzhe called Su Lidao in a trembling voice, most of this trembling was excited.

Su Li actually reacted to these two words, and after hearing these two words, she slowly raised her head.

An Yanzhe looked at Su Li's face, her face was a little pale, her eyes lost their previous brilliance, but she was in tears when she looked at him at the moment. This kind of Su Li made An Yanzhe feel distressed, he sat on the side of Su Li's bed and asked, "Are you okay?"

But Su Li's first words when he saw him were "I'm sorry." An Yanzhe almost had an urge to cry when he heard this.

"How can you go out first, that's what I should say, it's what I should say." An Yanzhe said.

"At that time, I should have gone with you, so that you wouldn't die, I'm sorry, I hurt you." Su Li said again, leaving tears in his eyes as he spoke.

Looking at Su Li's tears, An Yanzhe was even more distressed, reached out to wipe away her tears, and said, "That's not your fault, it's my own choice." What's more, I didn't die, in another world, alive very well. I made that choice because I wanted you to be happy, not because I wanted you to be like this. Why did you end up like this? Whatever you've done, it's not your fault. ”

"...... here," Su Li said, covering his heart with his hand and said, "It hurts too much."

An Yanzhe gently took Su Li's hand, held it tightly, and said: "Since this is the case, forget about it, forget all the bad things, just remember the happy things, forget the bad things, and live happily with Yu Fei."

"Yu Fei?" Hearing Yu Fei's name, Su Li's eyes filled with questions and asked, "Who is he?"

This question was unexpected by An Yanzhe, and he asked, "Yu Fei, don't you remember him?"

"Is it someone I should remember?" Su Li asked.

An Yanzhe frowned slightly, and asked again: "Then do you know who I am?"

Su Li nodded, indicating that he knew.

"Do you know who I am but don't know who Yu Fei is?" An Yanzhe confirmed repeatedly.

"I don't know, who is he?" Su Li asked.

An Yanzhe's mood became solemn, and he said: "That's the person you should remember, the person you love, and the person who can bring you happiness."

"Happiness, I can't be happy." Su Li said: "Sister, Xiaofan, you and Bu Nuo, they are all dead, all because of me." They are all dead, but I am still alive, I should not be alive, I should not be happy. As she spoke, she burst into tears.

"No, all of us, we want you to be happy." An Yanzhe said.

He was about to say something, but suddenly he heard footsteps outside the door, so he had to roll out of the window.

After An Yanzhe left, Yu Fei walked in from outside, and he saw that Su Li's face was still shining with tears.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying? Yu Fei said as he stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from Su Li's face.

"It's hard, a person has made such a choice, a person has endured it for so long, and it has worked hard for you. However, none of that is your fault, and it is not your responsibility to bear the consequences. Don't dwell on the pain, you've been in it for too long, and you've had enough of the inner torment you've been suffering every day and night for ten years, and you don't need to bear it anymore. Yu Fei said again.

An Yanzhe hid on the steps outside the window and watched every move in the ward. From Yu Fei's words and his actions, An Yanzhe knew that that person would always stay by Su Li's side, and his love for Su Li was no less than his own. This gave him a little comfort in his heart, and when he was not there in the future, someone would guard Su Li for him and love Su Li. Only then can he leave with peace of mind. Only then can Su Li be happy. Thinking like this, An Yanzhe said, as if he was saying to Yu Fei: "In the future, she will be guarded by you, and it may be a little harder, because even my love must be kept."