"Why am I here? Do you know? An Yanzhe looked at the abbot and asked, he had a series of questions in his heart, and the biggest question was the person in front of him, who was he? Is his word worth believing?

"Because of the price, you have to pay for what you have done." The abbot replied.

An Yanzhe chuckled lightly and asked rhetorically, "Isn't my death enough to pay that price?"

"That's not the best way to do it. Your death will disturb her heart even more and drive her into the bottomless abyss. The abbot said.

"Who is she? Ah Li? An Yanzhe asked.

"Don't you know about her condition too? What would that kind child think when she saw you die because of her? Will this exacerbate the pain of a decade? Have you considered these? The abbot asked, his tone calm, but like thunder, it stimulated An Yanzhe's thoughts.

"I ...... I wanted her to get her out of that pain. An Yanzhe said to himself.

"You think so, but that doesn't mean she's really going to be what you think. Whether you admit it or not, it is undeniable that through this time of getting along, her feelings for you have changed from initial resentment to understanding, and thus developed a complex emotion between love and hate for you. That feeling gets deeper and deeper after you die, and eventually turns into self-blame for your death. Add what happened ten years ago, she will blame herself more and more, and if she adds a *, her psychological defense will completely collapse. Now it seems that this * has appeared. ”

The abbot's words made An Yanzhe fall into deep guilt, and thinking of the abbot's words in his ears, An Yanzhe's heart became even more anxious. He couldn't go on like this, he wanted to see Su Li again. I want to do something more for her.

An Yanyue stood under an apricot tree in the temple garden and waited for An Yanzhe, the breeze blew, blowing pieces of apricot blossoms, and the air was filled with the fragrance of apricot blossoms, she couldn't help but take a few more breaths. She is so beautiful that she stands under the apricot tree like a painting, so that those who see it don't want to take their eyes off.

After waiting like this for a while, An Yanzhe still didn't come out, An Yanyue said to the maid with him: "It seems that it will take a long time, let's go to the meditation room and wait for him."

After saying that, she turned around and was about to go back to the meditation room, but when she turned around, she accidentally bumped into the person behind her, and one of them was almost about to fall if she didn't stand firmly, but fortunately, the latter reacted quickly and caught her in time. The man put one hand on her waist and the other on her hand. The two of them maintained this posture, and stood for a long time in the distance of the apricot blossoms.

An Yanyue looked at the man intently, he was wearing a monk's robe, about the monk of this temple, with thick sword eyebrows and a strong figure, which added a lot of heroism to him. This man doesn't look like an ordinary man, with this arrogant temperament.

While the two were observing each other, the door of the abbot's meditation room opened, and An Yanzhe walked out of it. The "squeak" sound of opening the door disturbed the two, and the man let go of his hand and apologized to An Yanyue, saying: "The situation is urgent, and I have to offend the donor, and I hope the donor is not to blame."

An Yanyue smiled politely and said, "It's okay."

After that, the man walked towards the abbot's meditation room, and happened to take a picture with An Yanzhe who came out of it. Looking at that familiar face, An Yanzhe couldn't help but be surprised.

How so? Why is he here? An Yanzhe thought in his heart, and his eyes kept following the man.

"Master." The man stood respectfully outside the door and shouted.

A calm voice came from inside: "It's Zhifeng, come in."

The man named Zhifeng walked in, and An Yanzhe kept looking at him during the process.

"What's wrong? Is it someone you know? An Yanyue walked over and asked.

An Yanzhe shook his head and said, "I don't know, but I look very similar to someone I knew a long time ago."

Saying this, some pictures came to An Yanzhe's mind:

"Brother, brother, how are you? Can you hear me? "On a dark night, An Yanzhe ran into the cell and found Nie Zhenfeng. As if afraid of being heard, his voice was very low.

The faint light of the flashlight shone on Nie Zhenfeng's body, and his body was scarred, and there was no good place left. An Yanzhe couldn't bear to say: "How can they beat you like this? It's excessive. ”

Nie Zhenfeng said weakly: "It's Ah Zhe, why are you here, this is not the place you should come, let's go." ”

"I'm here to get you out, I can't watch them beat you to death." An Yanzhe said as he searched for a way to open the chains.

"Ah Zhe, let's go, leave me alone, aren't you afraid that I am really an undercover agent sent by the military? If I really were like that, you'd regret letting me go. Nie Zhenfeng said.

"Are you really an undercover agent sent by the military?" An Yanzhe asked, and there was a silence in response.

"Hey, forget it, you still don't say it. No matter who you are or what your identity is, in my heart, you will always be my brother. ”

An Yanyue looked at An Yanzhe, his eyes didn't seem to fall on anything, he was very fluctuating, so he asked, "Ah Zhe, are you okay?"

An Yanzhe's thoughts were interrupted by her words and said, "It's okay, let's go."

An Yanzhe didn't expect that in this world, he would still be able to see Nie Zhenfeng. What he didn't expect was that the person still met his sister.

Sitting in the carriage back, An Yanzhe's thoughts drifted away again, and he thought that the last time he met Nie Zhenfeng was on a helicopter, when they were opposites, and the knives in their hands could kill each other at any time.

Without hesitation, he stabbed the knife into Nie Zhenfeng's abdomen, but Nie Zhenfeng removed the dagger in his hand at the critical moment, sparing him with his life.

"For ...... What the? When An Yanzhe asked Nie Zhenfeng like this, he just called him after a long time, "Ah Zhe." ”

The wheel of fate finally returned to square one. And this time, where will the natal chart go in the end.

After returning to the mansion, An Yanzhe was a little restless, and he took out the wrench handed over to him by the abbot. I remembered the conversation between the two again.

"If I'm not mistaken, you should have returned to that place not long ago and met Su Li."

The abbot's words shocked An Yanzhe, and he asked, "How do you know?"

"As I said, I brought you into this world, so I know everything about you." The abbot said with a smile.

If An Yanzhe didn't believe the abbot before, then now that he is old, the abbot is obedient, and he replied: "At the time of the Lantern Festival."

"How are you doing at that time?" The abbot asked.

An Yanzhe recalled her appearance when he left Su last time, and said: "It's still the same as before, the same beautiful, still radiant, and happy with the person you love."

"Then this time, you can go see her again." The abbot said.

"Can you see her again?" An Yanzhe asked, in a tone that was both surprised and happy.

"See." The abbot said, and then his tone changed to solemnity: "I'm afraid that what you see is not what you want her to be."

An Yanzhe didn't understand this sentence very well, and just wanted to ask carefully, the abbot took out a wrench and put it in front of him, and said: "Take this, go to the Qinghe River at midnight in three days, it's still the place last time, it's still the route from last time, with it, you can stay in that world a little longer."

"Remember, this is the last time you two will see each other. Take advantage of the opportunity, and only you can solve her condition. The abbot said again.

An Yanyue returned to the boudoir, sat in front of the bronze mirror, and unconsciously remembered the events of the day.

"Zhifeng, is that your name?" Zhifeng's face appeared in front of her eyes and muttered.

For some reason, the moment she saw Zhifeng, she had a strange feeling in her heart. I don't really understand what it feels like, but it's not bad. Because she saw her smiling face in the bronze mirror.

In the dark, their fate has been arranged, but I don't know it. The hand that should not be stretched out should not have seen people, but once it was seen, it was equivalent to turning the wheel of fate. At this moment, there are joys and sorrows, what are you going to bet on? No matter which side you bet on, you will pay a heavy consideration.

"Are you having a good time over there?" An Yanzhe walked to the hanging picture in the study, looked at Su Li's portrait and muttered to himself.

"Why not? I didn't make that choice. Should I have stayed with you if I had known this would happen? Fool, how can you blame yourself for my death, I didn't choose to die for the sake of you. ”

Three days later, at midnight, An Yanzhe came to the bank of the Qinghe River alone in the moonlight. Looking for the memory of the day of the Lantern Festival, I came to the riverbank. After a long silence, he saw that the scenery on the other side of the river had changed, and he stood on one side of the riverbank, it was the vast night, and the opposite bank was indeed shining with the sun. No matter how bright the lights on his side are, they can't reach one-tenth of the other side.

He knew his chance had come, so he headed across the river. Pass by a long river, then cross an arched stone bridge. I don't know if it was too late or for some other reason, there was no one else along the way but him. Every time he took a step, An Yanzhe felt a little closer to Su Li, and the spark of joy kept jumping out from the bottom of his heart, and he couldn't wait to see Su Li. But when he thought of Su Li's condition, he couldn't help but blame himself again. Joy and self-reproach alternated, causing him to become a mixture of joy and sorrow.

After crossing the stone bridge, he arrived at the world where Su Li was. The waters of the White Nile are still blue, almost comparable to the blue sky. Both sides of the bank are verdant and the water and grass are lush. He looked back at the way he had come, and it had returned to its original appearance. This time he could stay in this world for a little longer, until it was dark, it was his free time.

Coming from the darkness, the sun here was inevitably a little bright, and he had to block out the sunlight from the sky with his hands. He thought that he would go to another place before he went to see Su Li. So I set off immediately.