After returning to Beijing, Qingci still avoided Ningge, in her heart, Su Bo was far more important than Ningge, if it weren't for the incident that happened that day, maybe Qingci would never agree to Ningge.

On Christmas Eve, Su Bo came back very late, and when he came back, his face was very heavy, and Qing Ci couldn't help but be a little worried when he saw it: "Doctor, what's wrong?" ”

Su Bo looked at her with complicated eyes, and slowly took out an object from his bag.

Seeing the things on the table, Qing Ci was stunned for a moment, and his heart began to throb.

Su Bo was silent for a long time, and said slowly: "Qingci, I saw that you haven't come to that for more than a month, could it be that you are pregnant?" ”

Qingci's eyes were a little red, and she said with certainty: "No." ”

Su Bo handed the pregnancy test stick to Qing Ci and said, "Go for the test!" ”

The pregnancy was like a minefield between the two, because he noticed that she hadn't seen her aunt for more than a month, so he became suspicious.

Qingci was in a very complicated mood, she took the pregnancy test stick handed over by Su Bo and turned around and went into the bathroom.

The result came out, a bar, as Qing Ci expected.

When she showed the results to Su Bo, Su Bo was visibly relieved.

Qing Ci said: "Remember the last time we watched a movie? The next day I came back to us on the sofa once, you didn't wear a condom that day, but I immediately took the medicine afterwards, I was not in good health before, menstruation was always irregular, and then it was also, once I was tired, irregular work and rest, it will be postponed, only more than a month, it's nothing, there used to be more than two months to come once, this kind of thing is not as you men think once a month, not so punctual, everyone's physique is different. ”

After Qing Ci finished saying this, he turned around and went into the room to sleep, leaving Su Bo alone on the sofa in pain.

I put my hands in my hair and held my head and thought about it for a long time, thinking about the past ten years ago, and thinking about the bits and pieces of living together in the past six months.

In the ten years that she was separated from Qing Ci, she had always been alone, Su Bo clearly knew that she was in the hotel after being drunk that day, it was Qing Ci's first time, although she deliberately covered it up, but he was not a fool after all, the blood stains were not only on the sheets, but also on his body, how could he not notice.

Because of him, Qing Ci was alone for ten years, and after ten years, they finally lived together, plain, warm and happy, but are they really happy?

He can't give Qing Ci a real home.

He has dragged Qing Ci for ten years, making her change from a goddess with many suitors to an older leftover girl who was forced to marry by her family, does he still have to drag her for the rest of her life?

If Qing Ci never gets married for the rest of his life, and he himself can't give Qing Ci a long and complete happiness, when he is old, will he resent his selfishness now?

Su Bo is not blind, what Qingci can see on the Internet, he can too, and he sees Ningge's comments and comments.

Let it go, this time it's a real go!

Don't hesitate anymore, let alone hurt in the name of love.

When Su Bo pushed open the door, Qing Ci was lying on the bed motionless with his back to the door, as if he was asleep.

Su Bo got into bed and hugged Qing Ci in his arms.

He put his arms around her waist and touched her smooth lower abdomen, there is no trace of fat in her waist that has been exercised for a long time, and her sleek curves are unique to women.

Qingci didn't move, but Su Bo knew that she didn't sleep.

hugged her tightly into his arms and whispered solemnly in her ear: "Qingci, let's break up!" I can't give you a child, and I can't give you a home, let's break up! You are so good, you can always meet someone better than me to cherish you, he can hold your hand on the street in the light, you can bask in happiness in the circle of friends, you will have your own baby......"

"Say no more." Qingci really didn't fall asleep, she suddenly turned around and drank Su Bo's words, "Don't say it again, Su Bo, I want to be with you, it doesn't matter if you don't have children and don't get married, that's it, I want to be with you, I don't want to break up." ”

Qing Ci's emotions were a little excited, Su Bo took her into his arms again, and asked softly, "That...... Qingci, do you want to marry me? Don't think about any moral conscience, just ask your heart, you tell me, do you want to marry me? ”

"Yes." Qing Ci replied without hesitation, and tears slipped down uncontrollably, "I thought ten years ago, we tried, but failed, didn't we?" Mrs. She...... She's not going to let go......"

Ten years ago, Su Bo wanted to divorce Qi Qingqing, but Qi Qingqing committed suicide by swallowing medicine, and it took a long time to rescue him in the hospital before he finally came back to life, so Su Bo left, and they never contacted each other since.

Su Bo and Qi Qingqing have no feelings, of course he can sue for divorce, but what about Qi Qingqing? What if she kills herself again? If she dies, even if Qingci and Su Bo get married, will they be happy?

They can't be happy with a marriage certificate, but can they be separated by a human life? What's more, there is Su An, no matter how you say it, it is also his son, it is his bloodline, how do they face Su An?

They are doomed to no good results.

Su Bo raised his hand to wipe away Qing Ci's tears and said, "But I can't give it to you, Qing Ci, we can't get married, you know that I know." ”

"Then don't get married, it's good like now."

"Okay?" Su Bo asked rhetorically, "Sneaky and unsightly, cautious for fear of pregnancy, can't let you be a mother, Qingci, let's break up, okay?" ”

Qing Ci swallowed her tears and asked, "Are you serious?" ”

Su Bo hugged her and said in a choked voice: "I'm a selfish person, but I can't be selfish anymore, it will hurt you, you are still young now, in another ten years, it will be more difficult to find a man who is sincere to you, and when you are older, you will be in danger if you have children, I don't want you to be lonely for the rest of your life, I hope you have a home, a child, I hope you can be happy, Qing Ci ......"

"Is it selfish to be with me? Is it selfish to fall in love? Is it selfish to want to be with someone you love? If so, am I not selfish too? Qingci said, "I want to have you selfishly, I don't want you to leave me, I want to see you every day, I want you to be able to hold me every night, I don't want to be separated, Subo." ”

"Green Resignation ......"

"Say no more."

"Listen to me......"

"I don't listen!"

Su Bo finally really made up his mind to separate, but Qing Ci was unwilling, he wanted to persuade again, Qing Ci simply got out of bed and ran out.

She stood in front of the window, looking at the bustling light market outside, but her heart was a dead ash.

Su Bo walked over slowly, took his clothes and draped them over her shoulders, the weather was getting colder and colder, even if there was heating in the house, he felt that he couldn't stand the cold.

Su Bo stretched out his hand and hugged Qing Ci into his arms, and said softly: "I won't say anything, go back to the house and sleep, it's cold outside." ”

Shining white dots suddenly fell in the night sky, looking at the snowflakes gradually rising outside the window, Qing Ci said: "Tomorrow is Christmas, will you accompany me?" ”