Qing Ci looked at the man in front of her in disbelief, and she began to feel that the dark side of his heart was getting bigger and bigger, and he was not at all the chic and casual lecturer she knew back then.

"Qingci, Ningge is good, I can see that he ...... you"

"Don't say any more." Before Su Bo finished speaking, she interrupted his words, she said sternly, "Su Bo, I don't know what's wrong with you, is it that my master has done something excessive, you need to adjust and rest, you listen, I don't want anything, I want that sane Su Bo back, not this man who is full of nonsense in front of me." ”

Su Bo smiled helplessly, leaned on Qingci's arms, and sighed: "She brought my parents too, and sold them in front of my parents to let them urge me to go home, you don't know me...... Isn't it time to open a second child? She's pestering me to have another one with me, huh...... I couldn't face her, and I couldn't face that family. ”

Qing Ci's gaze dimmed, some family members are not available to us, such as parents, every family has a difficult scripture, if a person is so easy to change, family conflicts are so easy to resolve, she will not go home for several years.

As long as her mother can understand her view of marriage and love, as long as her mother can forgive her behavior of not marrying so far, she will go home a long time ago, she is willing to accompany them to chat and walk, she will also take care of their three meals a day, take care of them until they are old, but her mother does not allow it.

Her mother did not allow her not to get married, and when she did not get married, her mother refused to accept her and refused to let her go home.

Qingci hugged Su Bo and comforted him silently.

Su Bo said: "Qingci, you don't know, I once took her to see a psychiatrist, I thought, if she has anything, I can send her to a mental hospital, but there is no problem, I really don't understand." ”

"What's not to understand?" Qing Ci smiled lightly, "My wife loves you very much, but she can't afford to love you, but she is lucky to get you, so she refuses to let go of death, do you understand?" Su Bo, my wife just loves you very much, although you have many differences and can be said to be completely two worlds, but she is in love with you, she loves you very much. I don't like Subo like you now, stop thinking about that, okay? ”

"Qingci, sometimes I envy you."

"Me?" Qing Ci was a little incomprehensible.

Su Bo said: "Although you are forced to marry by your family and can't go home, as long as you get married, the problem will be solved, and this problem will always be solved, and you will still be a family that loves each other at that time." ”

"Alright." If the people and things in the family can be explained clearly, then there will be no such thing as "it is difficult for a clean official to decide family affairs", Qing Ci intercepted Su Bo's words, pulled him to the house to rest, and said: "You can sleep for a while, I'll go out and buy something to eat." ”

Su Bo's words just now made Qing Ci angry, we always magnify our own problems and think about other people's problems very simply, there is no one person in this world who understands another person, everyone's problems are different and everyone's struggles are different, not as simple as a few words in other people's mouths.

Tie the knot? Of course, she can find someone to marry, after all, the most important thing in China is people. But what about after getting married? When she didn't sort out her state and feelings, getting married was tantamount to betraying herself and killing herself, which was not only irresponsible for herself, but also irresponsible for others, irresponsible for her family, and irresponsible for her children in the future.

Not someone she chooses willingly, she can't give it completely, of course she can get married and become a walking dead without a soul and ego! To get married in such a state is tantamount to giving up on herself.

In fact, marriage is not terrible, but for Qing Ci, this is the case, once you get married for the sake of the people around you and for the sake of your parents, it is no different from killing yourself. Qing Ci doesn't want to bury her future for the people around her, she is not that great, she is just a mortal, a mortal who selfishly wants to live according to her own ideas.

Qing Ci simply packed up and went out, in addition to buying lunch, she went to the pharmacy to buy a box of Jin Yuting, she looked at the medicine box, she couldn't help but feel a little sad, knowing that taking medicine is not good for her health, but she and Su Bo can't have children, absolutely not!

Compared to the pain in the heart, this little damage to the body is nothing at all.

The most terrible thing is never the hurt and pain of **, but the wounds of the soul......

Since Ningge revealed her true thoughts to Qing Ci in the hotel that day, she began the process of constantly showing love, fortunately she didn't know where Qing Ci lived, otherwise she really didn't know how to hide.

On the 25th, Su Bo was going out to attend a seminar, Qing Ci heard it, and immediately decided to go with Su Bo, the two took the high-speed train to J City, once they left home, they didn't have to pay attention to the family trivialities anymore, Su Bo immediately turned back to the high-spirited Su Bo, a scholar who is quite famous in the academic world, and exudes a charm of wisdom all over his body.

The main topic of the seminar was a new philosophical perspective proposed by a German scholar, and Qing Ci was curious to follow him as a graduate student of Su Bo.

At the seminar, there was a problem with the translators arranged, and Qingci saw Su Bo stand up and take the initiative to take on the translation of the meeting.

Su Bo is proficient in four Chinese, especially German and Italian, looking at Su Bo's eloquent talk on the stage, Qing Ci felt that his whole person was glowing.

The years seem to have returned to calm and beauty, except for the alternating information harassment of Ningge and Shen Ningzhi.

The more obvious Ningge's intentions for Qingci are, the farther Qingci retreats, and Ningge is very comfortable getting along with him, but when it comes to emotional matters, Qingci can no longer face Ningge with a calm mind.

Between Su Bo and Ningge, Qingci chose Su Bo.

Although she avoids Ningge in reality, but on the Internet, Qingci can't avoid it, she will post some essays and short stories on the Internet almost every day, and every day under these words, there will be a message with a nickname called "Ningge who loves Qingci".

Because she has been writing for many years, she has some loyal fans on the Internet, and fans quickly noticed Ningge's account, and since then her Weibo has fallen, and fans have become Ningge's biggest supporters.

Several of the earliest loyal fans had Qingci's private WeChat account, and they would always gossip to ask about these things, Qingci ignored them at first, and then chatted with them when they were asked more.

After this chat, I realized that Ningge had infiltrated into her fans and "saved the country with curves" from her fans.

This incident made Qing Ci very distressed, she had already chosen Su Bo but there was no ironclad reason to cut off Ningge's thoughts.

In the eyes of everyone, Qingci is still single, since he is single, what reason does Ningge have to give up the pursuit?