Looking at the back of his father's departure, Qing Ci wiped away his tears and swallowed his grievances. She can understand the expectations and disappointments of her parents, they hope that she can have a family to have children and live a happy life, they are worried that she will be old and have nothing to rely on and want to enjoy the joy of family, so they hope that she can get married and force her to get married, her parents love her and love her, but she can't respond to such expectations, so they are disappointed and disappointed in her.

She understands her parents, but her parents don't understand her, and all the pain in her heart can only turn into tears.

At the end of the corridor there was a wall watch, and the second hand hurried forward, as if chasing something that would never catch up.

Suddenly, there was a noise in the nearby ward, and someone was shouting for the doctor, and Qing Ci pricked up his ears and prayed in his heart that it would not be his mother.

Someone hurried out of the ward, and Qing Ci heard her talking about bed four.

She remembered that her mother was bed number four!

didn't care so much, Qing Ci immediately rushed into the ward, she pushed aside the person standing in front of the bed, and shouted nervously: "Mom! ”

However, the person lying on the bed was not Qingci's mother, and the people next to her also looked at her with strange eyes.

Qing Ci was stunned for a moment.

At this time, an old and weak voice sounded in his ears: "Qingci? ”

Qingci slowly looked back and saw her mother lying on bed No. 1 by the window, the sun shining on the white quilt, and a young female nurse sitting on the edge of the bed peeling apples for her.

Her mother looked at her with surprise, anger and sadness in her eyes.

Qing Ci slowly opened his mouth and shouted: "Mom! ”

"Why are you here?" Qing's mother hesitated, and then started a fire, "You still have the face to see me, I don't have a daughter like you, get out!" ”

"Mom, listen to me, Mom ......" finally met, she didn't want to leave like this, she wanted to explain, she wanted her mother to understand herself, and hugged herself again, Qing Ci ran to her mother's hospital bed and knelt down, wanting to hold her mother's hand and talk to her.

Mother Qing shook off her hand, pointed out the door and shouted, "Get out, I never gave birth to a daughter like you, get out." ”

"Mom...... Listen to me, it's not what it says on the Internet, Mom...... It's not ......"

"I don't listen to your explanation, the photos are all there, can you still fake them? If you don't get married, it doesn't matter, how can you still do such a thing, get out! Mother Qing's face turned red with anger.

Qingci knew that her mother would definitely not understand her, so she simply denied the photos: "Now that the technology is developed, the photos can be synthesized, Mom, that's not really ......"

"...... Ahem!! ”

"Mom!"

Qing's mother was too excited and coughed violently, and Qingci wanted to step forward to comfort her, but was pulled away by the nurse girl.

"Oh, you go out, your mother is so excited to see you, what are you doing here, you think she's sick, go out quickly!"

Qing Ci was pushed out, listening to the sound in the house, Qing Ci had mixed feelings.

Many years later, looking back on that time, it was the darkest time in Qing Ci's life, rumors were flying all over the Internet, all kinds of media added fuel and vinegar to the distorted facts, and netizens who didn't know the truth stood in line, but none of them believed that she understood her.

Occasionally flip through the Internet, look at the rumors on it and feel helpless, why do these people speak so viciously? Don't they know that the power of language is enormous? How many people were depressed because they couldn't stand the pressure of public opinion, and finally ended their lives.

I don't know anything inside, and I attack others to death if I believe in one side.

What about tolerance? What about sanity?

What about these beautiful qualities that have been preaching?

Why don't you care about national affairs, why don't you care about people's livelihood? Why not?

It's just that someone cheats and someone divorces, and such news can cause such a sensation in the Celestial Empire.

Every night when he went to bed, Qing Ci was very restless and couldn't sleep.

At the beginning, she felt that she was not wrong, she just refused to compromise her love and refused to settle for her life.

Because I am thirty years old, I have to get married.

Because he insisted on his love and refused to get married at the age of thirty, he was kicked out of the house by his parents, and his mother still refuses to see each other.

Because the two are happy with each other, they are fascinated for a while, and they interfere with other people's marriages, so they give her such a punishment.

And the reason why she became a third party who interfered with other people's marriages was simply because her wife refused to let go, she and Su Bo were clearly a couple who had no love and only tortured each other, but why did they refuse to let go? Would you rather torture each other than let go?

Isn't this day and age tolerant? Isn't it freedom? Isn't divorce common? But why did she just refuse?

Is it really happy to tie up Subo and put his life on him? Tormenting each other and living with resentment, is that kind of life meaningful?

Shouldn't everyone have their own values?

Don't rely on your parents, don't rely on your spouse, but as a person, your own worth!

Why? But there are still so many people who tie their lives to others.

Qi Qingqing tied her love and future to Su Bo, and her parents tied their happiness and expectations for the future to her, such a binding would be suffocating!

Why can't you let it go? Why can't children treat their partners as separate individuals? There is no one in this world who belongs to anyone, does it? A person should belong to himself, shouldn't he?

Qing Ci had thousands of questions in her heart, she wanted to shout and roar, she wanted to find an answer to these questions.

Clumsily tapping on the keyboard with her scarred hands, she wrote an article, in which she threw out all the questions in her heart, she wanted to know, what is the society's outlook on love, marriage and life?

Because of the intense emotions in it, Qing Ci wrote an article of more than 2,000 words in one breath for two hours, and after she finished writing, she revised it from beginning to end and added example materials.

She looked at the final 3,000-word article, and after reading it for a while, she found a magazine that was more familiar with her and sent the article to the editor.

Soon, the editor gave a reply.

Editor: Qingci, your article is very well written, and it is emotionally stirring after reading it, and if people of insight see it, it will inevitably cause some thought, but our magazine cannot accept your manuscript.

Qing Ci was puzzled: Why?

Editor: Your affair has spread to the magazine, you know? Someone called the editor-in-chief and scolded the editor-in-chief, and there was more than one such call

Qingci expressed surprise: How could this be?

Editor: It's normal for the magazine to send out, and there is your article on it, and the magazine's phone contact information is also left, but I didn't expect it...... In this way, I think this article of yours is really well written, you want to have a pen name, and publish it under a different name

Qingci: Why?

Edit:......

Qingci: Why are these people so excessive, how can they find a magazine? It's nothing to us, it's just a misunderstanding, why should I change my name for this misunderstanding.

Editor: Qingci, it's useless for you to tell me these words, but if you don't change your name, I really can't accept this manuscript.

Editor: When something like this happens, you still dare to write about marriage and love, isn't this looking for scolding? Now netizens are still very excited.

Edit: Hey

Editor: For the sake of the past, I advise you not to post this article on the Internet, let alone publish it on the Internet in your own name, which is not good for you.

After the editor said this last sentence, he didn't say anything more.

Qing Ci lay on the bed and looked at the dialog box in front of him, his heart full of sadness.

Soon she cheered up, found the magazine she had been working with, and asked them one by one if they could continue to serialize in the magazine.

The three magazines were all silent.

Sometimes, silence is more lethal than speech.

They are all avoiding this question, and I don't know if they have also received harassing calls from netizens.

Qingci clicked on his own on the Internet, and the praise sought after by everyone no longer exists, and all that remains is scolding.

There are still some fans who support and believe in Qingci, so the two sides who support Qingci and those who support Qingci are inseparable.

Qingci turned off the computer, feeling that the future was bleak, why did what she had worked so hard for so long fall apart because of a piece of news?