Lying in bed and still unable to sleep, Qingci called Xiao Xiaoman, and Xiao Xiaoman told her that she had found someone and would soon implement the action of clearing online messages.

thanked Xiao Xiaoman first, and then Qingci asked her how Ning Ge and Lin Mo were doing.

Xiao Xiaoman told her that it would take some time, and the jealousy of a woman in love was crazy, but please rest assured, no matter how crazy the jealousy and anger will eventually pass, Lin Mo will always come back to her senses.

During this time, Su Bo would call Qingci almost every day.

Sometimes, the two of them don't say anything on the phone, and it seems that it's okay to accompany her wordlessly.

The rumors on the Internet gradually died down.

Qingci also received a QQ message from Lin Mo: I'm sorry

Because of the turn of rumors, her life seems to be gradually becoming clearer again.

After this ups and downs, Qingci's heart has become extremely quiet, and in just one month, she is no longer Qingci, although she is still Qingci.

The mother improved and was discharged from the hospital.

As the rumors on the Internet gradually subsided, Qing Ci also had the courage to face her mother, and on the day her mother was discharged from the hospital, Qing Ci went to pick her up.

To her surprise, her mother refused to let her send it, and her mother grabbed her father's hand and told him to leave, and then the two got into a taxi.

Qingci held a handful of carnations and stood in place for a long time.

In the evening, my father called and said that he wanted to talk to Qingci.

Qingci found a restaurant and booked a small private room, and the wallpaper on the wall of the private room was a warm beige. She came to the private room and waited for about twenty minutes, and Daddy Qing finally came.

"Dad, won't Mom forgive me?"

The father persuaded earnestly: "Xiao Ci, can't you find a suitable person to marry?" ”

Qing Ci was silent.

After a long time, my father asked again, "How can you get married?" ”

"Dad, will all this be okay when I get married?" Finally, Qing Ci spoke.

"Of course." My father said it as a matter of course, "As long as you get married, your mother will definitely stop complaining about you, and if you get married, those rumors on the Internet don't matter." ”

Qing Ci smiled bitterly.

When her father saw her like this, he became even more anxious: "Don't you know? You're thirty, thirty years old, not a young girl, and you're ...... You still have such rumors that if someone is willing to marry you, you will marry. ”

"Could it be that in Dad's eyes, his daughter is now a commodity at a discounted price? The kind of goods that sell for money? ”

"You ......" The father was choked by Qing Ci, paused and took a sip of water.

"Dad, do you think it's important for me to get married or for me to live well?"

"How can you live well if you don't get married?"

"Who are you marrying? If that person wasn't someone I liked, what would my life look like? Dad, it's not that I don't want to get married, it's that I don't want to marry someone else casually, Dad, Dad, what do you think is important for two people to be together? ”

"There must be a car and a house."

Qing Ci smiled bitterly: "What about that person?" I just want someone, Dad, I can earn money, I can afford a house, I can afford a car, I don't care about the garage, I want a person, someone I love him and he loves me, as long as there is money, the garage can be bought at any time, but what about people? One person, one heart, ten thousand gold is hard to find. ”

"I think you're crazy about writing? How can there be so much love and love in this world, and they are not all ordinary people, everyone lives together? You're already thirty, Qingci, thirty, what kind of people do you want to choose? What kind of people else can you pick? ”

"Living? I can live a good life alone, I can live a good life, I don't need to go to wronged myself, I can live a good life alone. ”

"You...... Are you going to me off? You'll be happy to piss me and your mom to death, won't you? ”

Looking at her father's stubborn appearance, it is impossible to agree with her thoughts, the times are different, the economy was underdeveloped before, a woman couldn't live at all, she had to get married to survive, but now it's different, she can live well alone, if you love each other, the two form a family and live together, if there is no person, what's wrong with living alone?

She wanted to argue, but she didn't want to make her father angry anymore, so she apologized and lowered her head.

People say that the two hardest things in the world are to put other people's money in your own pocket, and the other is to put your own thoughts into other people's heads.

It's really hard, it's really hard!

My father has lived for most of his life, and he will not change his opinion because of her words, so Qingci reluctantly took out a bank card and a stack of insurance policies from his bag.

"I have given you the money from the sale of the house before, this is the money I have left, and these, this is some pension insurance that you and your mother bought before, you can receive money every month, you take a good look at the insurance contract, and find the insurance company if there is anything." Also, don't be reluctant to spend money, after all, people are old and have limited mobility, so find a nanny to take care of themselves. If you encounter something that you don't know how to decide, you can talk to my cousin about it, you can't expect people to take care of the two of you, but if there is anything he can still help, in the end, they are all relatives. ”

Dad Qing looked at the pile of insurance policies and bank cards spread out on the table, and was stunned for a moment, and it took a long time to come back to his senses: "What are you doing here?" ”

"Dad." Qingci said, "This is all I have earned in the past ten years, you and my mother can't accept a daughter who doesn't get married, and I can't accept a casual marriage." ”

"What do you mean by giving me these things? What are you going to do? ”

Qing Ci smiled: "Since you think that I can't fulfill my filial piety when I am single, then I can only be unfilial, you take these well, and I will go to the United States in two days." ”

"What do you say? Isn't China so big enough for you to stay? What are you doing in the United States? ”

Qing Ci asked rhetorically: "Dad, I want to stay here, but here, the impact of this turmoil, and some old people, I ...... We can no longer live in peace. In fact...... I want to get married, I really want to get married, but I can't go against my heart to register with someone casually, I want to go back to you and my mother, but you and my mother can't tolerate me, what can I do? What else can I do but run away? ”

"You're going to fuck you off."

"If you insist on getting me married, you will force me to death!"

"You're ......!"

"You guide my life according to your own wishes, you think it's for my good, but do you know it, Dad, because of your persecution, I want to die many times! I love the world, I love you, I want to live, so ...... I can only run! I'm sorry Dad, I'm really sorry, what you hope for is not what I can afford now, and you don't want to give me more time and understanding, so I can only choose to distance ourselves. "Her mother refused to accept her, society refused to tolerate her, she could no longer breathe freely here, and the feeling of suffocation that accompanied her all the time drove her crazy, and she could only breathe if she was far away from it all.

"I know that you and your mother only have one child, and it is very unfilial and unfilial for me to choose to leave. But Dad, our family is just a family in the blood, we have long been very different in concepts, I love you, and you love me, but we can't live together peacefully, can we? I don't want to leave you, I really don't, but...... Will you be okay with my idea? Can you understand me, tolerate me, and love me as much as you used to? That home, the home of you and your mother, is no longer my home, I can't feel warmth or security, I can only feel pressure and pain, I want to give myself a little time to form my own home, but you still think I'm slow, so every time you see me, you have to remind me, I'm thirty, what about thirty? Do you have to compromise with the world when you are thirty? I don't want to compromise, I don't want to go against my heart. ”

Looking at her tearful appearance, Qing's father's heart hurt a little, she seemed to have just found that his daughter was suffering deeply, so he tried to understand his daughter's feelings, but he still couldn't understand. But in the face of his daughter's desperate look, his love for his daughter finally prevailed, and he pushed back all the things that Qing Ci took out.