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"yes, why is it a woman who is more hurt?!"

Saying this, Hua Tian's tears welled up again, "I can pursue him without anything, not even dignity, why would he hurt me?!" ”

I took a big sip of wine, "Don't shed a tear for a man!" Fight for some gas! No big deal. We want to be happy and happy, and let them regret it, it's true! ”

After hearing this, Hua Tian cried even more sadly: "As long as I think that I will never see him again in the future, my heart feels like it is about to be torn apart." ”

Usually, the last thing I like is that women cry for men, but this time......

The corners of my eyes were also moist, and I couldn't think of anything else to say, so I could only stretch out my arms: "Come, sister hug." ”

Hua Tian put down her wine glass, came to the sofa opposite, and got into my arms.

I patted her on the back.

At this time, this is the only way.

After she cried, she began to pester me to play crazy games, and the loser was drinking and receiving perverted punishment, so it was not funny. Later, we unanimously agreed to call Hua Jin over, and the three of us were even more lively.

I don't know how long it took, when Hua Tian and I were dancing together, Hua Tian suddenly shouted: "My second brother is here!" Immediately screaming and laughing excitedly, he fell to the ground with me.

We were laughing and leaning back, pointing at each other that we were drunk.

When he looked up again, Hua Jin kicked away the empty wine bottles scattered on the ground and walked over. Even if he was drunk, I could tell that he was angry.

He didn't speak, and first helped Hua Tian up to the sofa and put it down.

I saw Hua Tian hugging the pillow and falling asleep like this, and I also breathed a long sigh of relief.

Continuing to sit cross-legged on the ground, I burped: "She's finally lying down?" ”

In the next second, Hua Jin came over and bent down to pick me up, but I pulled him over and sat on the ground.

"Flower brocade...... How about we continue to drink and have a knee-long chat? With that, I just touched his knee with my own.

He looked at his knees, then at me, shook his head with a smile, and said, "You're almost done, I'll help you go to sleep for a while, and I'll take you home in a while!" ”

"Home?" I frowned, waved my hand, and exclaimed, "I haven't even felt the slightest bit drunk." No, no, no, if you don't go home today, you just want to drink today, and if you don't get drunk, you won't return! Wake up tomorrow morning, let's watch the sunrise together! ”

Before I finished speaking, Hua Jin nervously covered my mouth and signaled not to wake Hua Tian up again.

"What?" I pushed him away in dissatisfaction.

Hua Jin made a "shhh ”

Hua Tian probably heard my strange scream, turned over and roared, "It's your turn, it's time for you to drink!" Then he fell back to sleep.

I was happy, and I made a "shhhh ”

"Dancing?" Hua Jin twisted her eyebrows, endured it, and used a negotiating tone, "Don't jump, let's talk in a whisper and wake up the bar, okay?" ”

But...... I really want to dance......

So the drunken man was bold and coquettish, "No, people want to dance." Don't sober up, don't sober up, don't sober up......" and pulled him by the arm and shook it.

Hua Jin had a concussive expression, and she had to compromise, "Okay, well, jump." ”

As soon as I heard him agree, I smiled and reached out to pinch his tender face: "You are still the most well-behaved, and my sister loves you the most!" ”

"You ......"

"You what you. You're good. ”

"Be honest." He opened my hand, glared at me with murderous eyes, and pulled me up from the ground.

I took his hand and said it was dancing, but in fact it was just spinning in circles in a random circle.

Neuropathy! I know it myself.

If you don't die, you won't die. Because of the circle, my head was even more dizzy, so I jumped for a while and threw up in the trash can.

Hua Jin patted me on the back and said to pour me water and ask me to wait for him to come back.

I grabbed a tissue to wipe my mouth, covered my uncomfortable stomach, and snuggled up to the edge of the sofa with teary eyes, when I suddenly saw the moon outside the window. Lying crookedly to my feet, I pushed open the fine door with an unsteady center of gravity and stepped onto the airy terrace.

The villa is built in a picturesque forest, and the night view is even more tranquil at this time.

Seeing that the edge of the terrace was walled, I staggered up to get closer to the moon.

……

"Tong Coco...... What are you standing so high for? ”

I heard a voice behind me.

I didn't turn my head to look at him, I kept my eyes on the round and bright moon in the sky.

"Look at the moon." I replied faintly, raising my hand as if I had touched the temperature of the moon, "Huajin, you come up too." ”

"Come down, it's the same down there." The voice behind is cautious.

"Don't." I said yes like a little girl, "Closer to the moon here." ”

"Obedient, it's too dangerous for you to stand so high."

"Hua Jin, you say...... Why is the world so unfair? "I looked at the coldness of the moon, as if it had been cold to my heart, and a feeling of grief could no longer be suppressed, as if it was on the verge of collapse.

"Is there really a place like heaven? Is the moon really on it? I let out a chuckle as I thought to myself, "Actually...... I'm just a liar, dead is dead, dead is nothing. ”

I will never forget, Yueyue's last breath, and that nostalgic look...... These days, it's like a sharp blade that keeps stabbing my flesh and nerves.

"Today is Su Yueyue's funeral, everyone...... They all sent her away with a smile. He said again.

Really? I laughed dryly: "Anyway, there are no more people, so what kind of funeral does it matter." This optimistic routine...... Actually, it's just to make yourself feel better. ”

"Boy Cocoa ......"

"In this world, there are so many people, so many bad people, and so many people who should die don't die, why do you want a little girl to die?"

I couldn't figure it out, I knew in my heart that I was drilling the horns of the bull, but I just held my breath.

Then he said coldly: "She's still so young...... Life is still so long, so beautiful...... If she had grown up, she might have been a great painter, or she might have been like today, and she would have gone crazy with me when she fell out of love. ”

Speaking of this, my nose was sore, and I lost the courage to continue thinking about it.

"The Tong Keke I know has always been a strong person." He said to me in a flat tone, "It's a fact that people are gone, and it can't be changed." ”

Strong? Isn't it just, have to accept it?

"I accept it, I can't help it." I sniffed helplessly, lowered my head and looked at my toes, "This time, I'm just ...... I don't want to accept it quietly. ”

The voice didn't speak again.

Why, you have to accept it every time?!

With this in mind, I looked at the night sky again and pointed at it sharply and complained: "Everyone says that good people have good rewards, and good people will live a long life!" You big liar, you have no integrity at all, you only bully good and good people! Yueyue worked so hard, why are you just unwilling to give her a miracle?! What kind of god are you!

"You will only chill the hearts of good people and make fewer and fewer good people in this world! Just because you're like this, I'm not going to be a good person anymore, I'm going to be a bad person, the worst of the worst! It's all your fault! You lost me, did you hear me? There's a kind of you give me down now, and we can have a good fight! You come down for me, come down for me! ”

I screamed with my teeth and claws......

Suddenly, I felt a force grip on my wrist, and the powerful force pulled me back quickly.

I screamed and fell into the softness, and when I opened my eyes again, I found ...... In front of him was the face of Hua Ming.

I must be too drunk, right?!

I looked at him with a confused look, obviously talking to Hua Jin, how could I see Hua Ming's face?

But he is indeed a flower Ming.

He held me in his arms, the expression on his face mixed with anxious anger, and I could feel his small movements of relief.

No, Hua Ming won't hug me like this.

It's just my hallucination.

"Hello ......" I smiled and waved at him, reaching out to rub his face.

The skin is so nice and slippery.

"This hallucination...... That's true. ”

"Don't make a fuss! Do you want people to worry about more?! The voice of the man in front of me was hoarse, and the tone of voice was commanding and cold that I was familiar with, but in his eyes, there was something that made me completely melt.

I smelled the scent of magnolia flowers that seemed to be absent from him...... I felt so comfortable, my head was pillowed directly on his chest, and I felt a feeling of weakness, only to feel that my nose was sore.

Usually, I don't dare to look directly at his face for too long, but finally at this moment, he belongs only to me.

His eyebrows and eyes are different from usual, no longer cold and closed, they are all warm and tender.

So...... How can it be true?

"You have ...... in your eyes The stars ......," I couldn't take my eyes off and murmured, "and ...... My reflection. ”

He didn't dodge or scold me, but slowly put me down, still wrapping his arms around me.

I felt his temperature...... I want to get in tighter and avoid all the cold winds.

The more I looked at this dream-like face in front of me, the more my heart burned like this, and every inch of skin on my body was in unbearable pain.

"Flower Styling...... I've worked so hard. It took me a lot of strength to choke up, "Why...... It's that hard to ......."

"No one is easy."

"Aren't you easy?"

He frowned slightly: "I'm not a god." ”

"You are." I nodded, "Everything, to you, is nothing. ”

He looked at me steadily: "You are Tong Keke, everything will be fine." ”

"I don't want to get better." I shook my head, "I'm tired of being like this, I'm tired of being a child in your eyes." I'm so tired of pretending, I'm so tired of wearing a mask.

"I also have the right to lose hope, the right to decadence, the right to cry. I don't want to be indifferent anymore, I don't want to. I'm nobody, I'm just me. ”

I opened my mouth to cry, and if I didn't cry out loud, it would be like I was going to suffocate.

"Cry."

Hearing these two words float out of his lips, I finally cried out with the strength of the wine, and my whole body trembled violently.

He didn't say anything, but slowly, gently took me in his arms.

I clung to the hem of his shirt and felt his arms wrap more and more forcefully......

……

We are all clowns in masks.

The moment I take off my mask, I am who I am.

Even if it's weak and incompetent, it's me.