124. Not worthy of you

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I sped all the way and met Yueyue's mother at the door of the ward.

"Miss Tong...... Please let the well-wishers who came here don't have to come again...... The doctor said that Yueyue's heart and lung function had failed, so let's stay with her again...... Yueyue said that I still want to see you, so you can go in quickly...... She's been waiting for you, hurry up......"

It was only a few steps from the door of the ward to the bedside, but I felt like I had walked a lifetime.

My mind went blank until I saw Yueyue turn her head and smile at me.

I hurriedly smiled like usual.

"Sister, why are you here now?" Yueyue's eye sockets were sunken, but the smile on her face was bright.

I sat down next to her and tried to control the expression on my face: "I tried to be as fast as I could." You have to be patient, okay? ”

"These days...... What are you doing? Yueyue's voice was very soft, so light that it seemed to be about to float away, "Are you busy at work?" ”

I nodded and leaned on her pillow, "I've found a lot of people to come to the hospital to match you, and I'm too busy." I'm going to find more people tomorrow, and I don't have time for you. You're alone in the hospital, and I'll take you out to play after you've recovered from surgery, huh? ”

"Surgery?" A faint glimmer of hope appeared in Yueyue's eyes.

"Hmm. I have a hunch that among so many people, I will definitely find someone who can help you right away! I said in the affirmative, "It's hard, but you'll have to keep going for a few more days." ”

Yueyue looked at me, and a tear overflowed from the corner of her eye: "Sister, I'm sorry...... I...... It's been a lot of hard work......"

My heart ached, I tried to endure it, smiled and wiped away her tears: "Why do you say I'm sorry?" You've worked so hard, and everyone has seen it. I said and shook her hand, "Victory is ahead, let's hold on a little longer, we will win if we go down a little longer." ”

"But I'm tired......," she said, closing her eyes slightly, but quickly opening them again.

"I know, I know." My voice was shaking.

"Sister...... Am I really trying hard? She was already angry, "What if...... I tried really hard, why didn't I scare the disease away? Didn't you say...... As long as I thought that I would be able to defeat it, I would definitely scare it away? Am I not trying hard enough? ”

I looked at the slowing data on the heartbeat...... If this is an irreparable ending, you must do something for this little girl at this last moment.

"No, it's not." I laughed, "You've scared it away, and I'm disappointed when I see it slipping away." ”

"Then why am I still not up?"

"It's all because you're so good, even the big bosses above are attracted to you. It just so happens that the big boss is missing an angel by his side, so I want you to go to his side and help him take care of the other little kids.

"He's also going to give you an unprecedented exhibition of paintings on it to win you over. When the time comes, you'll have hordes of fans, and countless handsome little guys crying and shouting behind your ass for a relationship. ”

Yueyue laughed: "Sister, you are lying again." ”

"I didn't lie to you, really." I smiled and stroked her forehead, "If you are not rare, just stay, here are your parents, and I will play with you, I will accompany you to meet a lot of handsome guys, and accompany you to the most beautiful places to sketch and paint, it must be much more interesting than above." ”

She didn't answer, and looked at me with half-open eyes: "It's good that you're my own sister, I'm sure I can laugh every day." ”

"Fool." I pressed my forehead close to her, "How could you like me so much." ”

"Sister, the painting I helped you draw last time ......"

"Hmm, draw a good pull?" I looked up and laughed.

She nodded, her voice even weaker than before: "Please...... Is one thing okay? ”

"What's the matter?"

"I ...... After death...... Will you be my mother's daughter? Let her ...... every day Laugh...... All happy, okay? ”

I quickly nodded.

"Sister...... I really seem to see the place you mentioned...... It's so beautiful there......

……

When the heartbeat meter sounded a long sound announcing the end, the medic rushed in.

I looked at the tightly pulled curtain in the corner, my back against the cold wall, my body slowly falling......

I didn't cry, I just said goodbye to her silently.

Month ...... Perhaps, you didn't belong to this world in the first place, because everything here is not worthy of you.

……

On the day of Yueyue's funeral, I didn't go.

When I came to the boxing gym, I wanted to play sandbags for half an hour, but I didn't expect to bump into Hua Tian and Tong Yu talking at the door.

"Tong Yu, listen to my explanation."

Tong Yu replied with a frosty face: "I've told you many times, don't come again." ”

"Are you really angry?" Hua Tian's face was full of sadness, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it." I'm just afraid that when you know my family history, you will feel a sense of distance from me. ”

"The last salary will be credited to your card on time, and you won't come back in the future." Tong Yu's face was serious.

"What?!" Hua Tian looked at him in disbelief.

"Study hard in the future, don't come to this place again, and don't come to me again!" Tong Yu finished speaking without hesitation, turned around and left.

"Wait." Hua Tian stopped him, and walked around to him with red eyes, "Why are you doing this?" Is it because I'm hiding my family history? But I've already apologized, what do you want from me? ”

"If I had known that you were the daughter of the Hua family, I wouldn't have agreed to you coming to work in the gym at all." Tong Yu's expression was complicated.

"What's wrong with Miss Qianjin? Can't Miss Qianjin come out to work? Can't a daughter have friends of her own? Miss Qianjin is not qualified to be with the person she likes? Do I have the bad temper of Miss Daughter? Is the fact that I'm Miss Daughter?! ”

Faced with questioning, Tong Yu cruelly raised the corners of his mouth: "If you like it, others must cooperate with it?" Do you have to get what you like? ”

"I ......" Hua Tian was extremely aggrieved, "I never forced you to like me, I just ...... It's just that...... I just want to stay with you. Is this also wrong? ”

A trace of unbearability flashed in Tong Yu's eyes, but he still hardened his heart and said: "Your liking will only be a trouble and a burden for me!" ”

"Haunted?!" Hua Tian's emotions suddenly became excited, "From beginning to end, haven't you ever liked me in the slightest?" ”

"I can't afford to play a game like yours!" Tong Yu replied fiercely, "Some are boring and golden-rich boys who play with you, and I'm just an ordinary person who has to be fisted for a living!" ”

Hua Tian's tears welled up, "Do you dislike me because of my family background, or do you dislike me no matter who I am?!" ”

"I don't like you! Whatever the reason, disliking is disliking! Tong Yu said without blinking, and then turned around and went in.

Hua Tian wiped her tears, and turned her head to see me on the stairs.

I looked at her like a ghost, looking at her red eyes, and I felt that my eyes were uncomfortably sore.

"Sister Coco." Hua Tian came up and hugged me and cried.

"Don't cry." I patted her on the back, "It's just a broken love, it's not a big deal." ”

Compared to Yueyue's departure, I now feel that nothing is a big deal.

Hua Tian looked at me with a sob, and said in a choked voice, "Sister Coco, are you a good friend to me?" ”

I nodded.

The next second, she took my hand: "Then accompany me to the bar!" I just want to get drunk right now! ”

In a garden winery in the suburbs, from the beginning of the afternoon to the evening, there are only two guests - me and Hua Tian.

When I came to this luxury winery, Hua Tian said that she had been taken over by her, and I had the feeling that she was Miss Huajia!

The local tyrant is really capricious.

She said that the winery is only open to members who hold VIP cards in the upper circle, and today she will also make good use of the name of Miss Huajia.

So, we tasted the most authentic French food and red wine in the winery, turning our grief into food and relieving our sorrows.

After three rounds of drinking, Hua Tian was a little drunk, holding the wine glass and muttering in the sofa: "People say that being able to be reincarnated into a rich and noble family must have accumulated virtue in a previous life, and I must have saved the galaxy in my last life." ”

I was just leaning on the couch drunk, but I didn't feel particularly drunk, and it was very clear.

"Then I must have destroyed the galaxy in my last life, so I couldn't be reincarnated into a rich family." I laughed at myself.

"Honestly, do you envy me?" Hua Tian looked at me, blushing like two ripe tomatoes.

"Envy." I nodded without thinking, "I envy that I don't have to worry about money, I have to get my nails done and my hair done in my free time, I have enough time and energy to show my beauty and happiness on Weibo, and when I'm in a bad mood, I can take a trip that I can just go." ”

She smiled, stared at the red wine in the glass and said, "Then I really don't know how blessed I am." I envy you even more. Like you, be free and most importantly, be an ordinary person so that you will not be rejected. ”

I listened and sneered: "Fool, even an ordinary person may be rejected." Love...... It has nothing to do with identity and worth. ”

"Since it has nothing to do with identity and worth, why did he reject me? He obviously praised me for being cute, and obviously didn't hate me for staying by his side. She frowned, extremely unwilling, "But since I'm no longer an ordinary student Xiao Tian, he hates me!" Why...... Why ......"

"Let's open it." I tilted my head up in a gesture of salute, "God is just showing his fairness." If you have wealth, he will take away your right to pursue love. ”

Hearing me say this, Hua Tian smiled miserably and raised her glass to the sky. "Count you ruthless!" After saying that, he took another sip of wine.

"You're almost, stop drinking." I advise.

"Something, I'm still sober." She hugged the wine glass tighter, "I'm out of love, aren't you still allowing me to drink?!" ”

"Even if you're drunk, you're still out of love." I don't shy away from saying it.

But after thinking about it, I really don't think it's right, "Why do women suffer like this when they are out of love?!" Why can't we fix them and make them miserable? ”