The last phone call between Qing Ci and Su Bo was made the day before Qing Ci left the country.

At the beginning, it was Su Bo who was talking, and Qingci was silent.

After Su Bo finished speaking, Qing Ci slowly spoke: "Su Bo, let's not contact each other anymore." ”

"Qing Ci?" Subo sounded surprised by the news.

"I'm going abroad, tomorrow at three o'clock in the afternoon, Xinzheng Airport."

"Where are you going?"

"After studying photography and writing for so many years, I'm a little tired, and I want to convey what I want to express in a different way, and I want to record the beauty of the world in a different way."

"Green Resignation ......"

"Subo! After going through so much, I finally understood. ”

"Understand what?"

"Marriage is very important to life, but life is not only important to marriage, I want to get married because of love, but if I can't, I will calmly go to live a person's life, do what I like, live my life in the way I like, until one day, there is a person who appears, is moved, loves, gets married, and grows old. It doesn't matter if I don't have that person, I'll still love life alone. ”

"Green Resignation ......"

"Su Bo, I love you, but we are destined to miss it, since we missed it, don't regret it, how can we move forward in style when we miss the past? Such a simple truth, after the separation ten years ago, I should have understood. ”

Su Bo on the other end of the phone was silent for a long, long time.

Finally, Qing Ci heard his relieved laughter, and said slowly in a peaceful tone: "Then, goodbye!" ”

said goodbye in her mouth, but Su Bo refused to hang up the phone for a long time, and Qingci didn't want to hang up first, just when she made up her mind to hang up, Su Bo's voice came from the earpiece again.

"Qingci, I want to see you again, Airport." After saying this last sentence, Su Bo hung up the phone.

Qing Ci raised his head to prevent tears from falling.

As early as middle school, I copied Voltaire's poem in an excerpt book: If you weep because you lose the sun, then you will also lose the stars.

The truth is easy to understand, but it is very difficult to realize, and it is very difficult to understand it thoroughly.

When the tears in his eyes dried, Qingci began to pack his luggage.

June 9, 2017, 2pm, Xinzheng Airport.

After receiving her boarding pass, Qing Ci sat in the rest area, she looked at her watch, and let the minutes slip by.

At half past two, I started to check the boarding pass and check in, Qingci was still sitting in the rest area, the mobile phone had not rang, and Su Bo had not appeared.

At 2:50, the airport loudspeaker came with Qing Ci's name, reminding her to board the plane as soon as possible, Qing Ci was still sitting in the rest area, the mobile phone rang, her father said goodbye to her, and told her to take good care of herself when she went to a foreign country.

At 2:57, he hung up his father's phone, Qingci was still sitting in the rest area, and Su Bo did not appear.

At 2:58, the mobile phone rang, Xiao Xiaoman sent a text message to say goodbye, Qingci was still sitting in the rest area, and Su Bo did not appear.

At 2:59, Qing Ci got up and walked towards the boarding gate, but Su Bo did not appear.

At three o'clock, Qing resigned from the security inspection, and Su Bo did not appear.

At three o'clock, Qing Ci pulled his suitcase and walked inside, turning back step by step, Su Bo did not appear.

Tears rolled across his face, and at the urging of the staff, Qing quit boarding the plane.

Find a place to sit down, three o'clock.

Qing Ci turned off his mobile phone, fastened his seat belt, and the plane took off.

Qing Ci looked out the window, that person won't come, she's leaving!

The tears on his face were gradually dried, and only the wound on his hand was still aching.

In the corner of the airport, a man has been holding on to the railing and looking out, watching the plane taxi off the chute and finally into the sky.

Qingci, if time can come back, I will definitely wait for you!

Postscript:

A few months later, the autumn afternoon sun shines like gold.

Xiao Xiaoman looked at the photo on her phone, it was a photo of Qing Ci at the gate of G in the United States, and she was holding the camera and smiling brightly.

On her lap lay the tablet she used for codewriting, and the document was open, which read:

Please don't rush to fill your arms, leave a vacancy, and when she comes, just hug!

The years are not old, I am waiting for you.

The author wants to say:

One day in October 2016, I had a dream, in which lightning and thunder roared, and the night rain was pouring down, someone knocked on the door, the woman opened the door, and a man outside the door hugged the woman who opened the door into his arms. The lightning streaked across the night sky, and I saw outside the iron gate that a woman in white was standing in the heavy rain, and the viciousness of her eyes was no worse than that of a female ghost.

Nine times out of ten, the author's dream is a lucid dream, and after waking up from the dream, he still does not forget the scene in the dream.

So, in November 2016, I began to write this book, and it was also the year that the movie "I Am Not Pan Jinlian" was released.

I started writing in November, and I finished writing it in November, the first draft was a little more than 80,000, and I was reluctant to send it at the time, but now I figured it out and sent it out, but I didn't notice that this year is 18 years, exactly ten years have passed since 08, and the Qingci and Su Bo in the story are also ten years later and then continue the relationship, which is a coincidence!

Don't defend a third party, just want to say don't worry, the one that belongs to you will always come, don't make do!