"Let's go home with my dad after dinner!"

Hearing her father's words, Qingci's tears flowed even more fiercely, and she couldn't say anything at this time, so she nodded desperately.

After a few years, when she entered the house again, Qingci's mood was no less than that of the new daughter-in-law to see her in-laws, she carried the gift she brought to her mother, and followed her father into the house nervously, as long as her parents could understand her and tolerate her, then she would not leave, after all, she did not want to leave her motherland, she loved this land, loved this country.

My mother, who was just in good health, was not very good at walking, so my father vacated an empty wall and pressed a handrail on the wall.

Qing Ci cautiously poked his head out from behind his father to look at his mother.

In Qingci's impression, his mother is a beauty-loving person, and his mother's shoes at home are high-heeled shoes except for slippers, and the beauty-loving mother is practicing walking with white hair and a very difficult body at this time.

"Mom......" Qing Ci opened his mouth and screamed softly, and his nose suddenly became sore.

The mother glanced back, and immediately became excited when she saw Qing Ci.

Her father hurriedly gestured to Qing Ci and told her to hide in his house.

Qing Ci didn't dare to anger his mother, and quickly returned to his previous room.

After closing the door, she found that the furnishings in the house were exactly the same as when she left, which shocked Qing Ci, and she reached out and wiped a handful on the table, the dust was not very thick.

She saw a buttoned photo frame on the table, Qing Ci picked it up and looked at it, and the frame contained a photo of Qing Ci when he was in high school.

That's a photo of her standing on the school's honor wall after she took the first grade.

She remembered that she later disliked the photo as ugly and put it in the album, and she remembered that the picture she had placed in the frame on the table was a picture of Toryburch.

Did my mother change it?

She has been away from this room for three years, and it is still the same, and her parents deliberately kept it, right?

Before my mother was hospitalized, I used to come to clean it, and if no one took care of it for three years, there wouldn't be so little dust here.

Parents!

Your parents gave birth to you and raised you, and your life has been closely related to them from the beginning.

Qing Ci sat on the edge of the bed and listened to the argument of his parents outside, his eyes wet.

When we were young, we were taught to be filial to our parents, and we never felt strange that countless families around us pinned all their energy and hopes on their children.

On the contrary, when we are young, we will envy it, thinking that it is happiness and love.

As we grow up, we are exposed to more thoughts and concepts, and we understand that it is love, but it is not necessarily happiness.

Chinese parents, grandparents, grandfathers, fathers, mothers, all of them inject not only love into their children, but also their lives.

Raising children to prevent old age, such an old saying exposes everything.

Qingci doesn't want her parents to be like this, the reason why she wants to leave her parents is not filial piety or unfilial piety, but the wish of her parents, who are asking her to change her life and change her way of life.

Qingci really hopes that her parents will have their own lives and not always focus on her.

A person's life should not be for his parents, nor for his children, but for himself, and a person should live to realize his own life value, not to fulfill the regrets of his parents.

We take care of our parents and children out of responsibility and love.

Responsibility must be assumed, and love should not be an excuse to interfere too much with the other person, because in addition to responsibility and love, we also need respect and tolerance.

Outside the door, the sound of the mother and father arguing became louder and louder, and Qing Ci finally opened the door and walked out from inside.

She looked at her mother, looked into her mother's eyes, and was extremely sad.

She loved her mother, but she couldn't afford the life her mother wanted to give her.

"Dad, Mom, I'm leaving, take care."

After Qing Ci finished speaking, she bowed deeply to her parents, she thanked them for giving her life, but she did not have the strength to bear their love at this time.

Qing Ci resolutely left the house, she almost ran out, because she didn't dare to stay, afraid that if she hesitated again, she would stay.

She is the only child of her parents, she has the responsibility of supporting her parents, and she also loves her parents, but there is really no way to fulfill her filial piety in the way her parents want.

After leaving home, Qing Ci began to arrange everything necessary for his parents' life.

They are old, in poor health, and need someone to take care of them, she first found a neighbor to ask them to see their parents every two or three days to confirm that they are well, and also contacted the nursing home, as long as the parents are willing, they can move to the nursing home, and there is a cousin who has a good relationship with her.

She imagined everything, what to do if her parents couldn't walk and couldn't cook, what to do if she was sick, she thought of everything, sold the house to her parents to prepare enough living expenses, and bought enough insurance for her parents.

Even so, Qingci is still not at ease, but that's all she can do.

She can't be a filial daughter in her mother's eyes, she can only try her best to do what she can.

After arranging everything, Qingci bought a plane ticket.

Before leaving, Qing resigned and made an appointment with Xiao Xiaoman.

In a music restaurant, two people met.

After Xiao Xiaoman saw Qing Ci, he asked her how her hand was.

Qing Ci spread out his hand and looked at it, and said, "The gauze has been removed, pay attention, it's nothing serious." ”

After the two ordered, Qingci ordered another ** red wine, she poured it to Xiao Xiaoman, and said sincerely: "Thank you." ”

Xiao Xiaoman picked up the wine glass and touched it with her, and took a small sip.

Qingci said: "I still don't understand, although we know each other very well on the Internet, but we haven't seen each other before, I asked you why you are so enthusiastic to help me, you said I need friends, in fact, I still don't understand." ”

Xiao Xiaoman leaned back on the backrest, pinched his chin and said, "Hmm...... You make me think about it, maybe it's because I'm someone else's junior like you! ”

"Huh?" This news was so exciting that Qing Ci almost dropped his jaw.

Xiao Xiaoman smiled, very satisfied with Qing Ci's expression, and then put away his smile and became serious: "Just kidding, actually...... I'm just dissatisfied with this society, and there are too many phenomena in this society that I am not satisfied with. ”

“？”

Seeing that Qing Ci was still puzzled, Xiao Xiaoman pouted and said: "I am also at an age when I was forced to get married, and I was forced out of depression by my parents, I have depression with them, but they don't think so, do you know?" They think I charge 300 for an hour of counseling for others, and they think I'm cheating money. ”

The two smiled.

"There is always too much helplessness in life, in the face of ups and downs and gossip, we can only make ourselves stronger, stronger, stronger, more powerful, there are many things that no one can understand and no one bears for you, so we can only face ourselves strongly. I like your book very much.,After reading it, I have a lot of feelings.,For the life you want.,Desperately trying to become a better person.,But,The female protagonist in the book met the male protagonist.,We didn't.。 Because that's, that's the story in the book, this is the reality, so we can only continue to fight alone, desperately love life, even if life is always fucked up. ”

"You ......"

"I want to help you quit because I feel like I see another me in you. It's different, but some things are exactly the same, so I'm willing to do my best to help you, not to mention that it was me who gave you advice at the beginning, and I have a responsibility. ”

"Xiaoman, can you write my story into a book?"

Xiao Xiaoman looked at Qing Ci with some surprise.

Qing Ci said very seriously: "I'm not a third party!" ”

Xiao Xiaoman raised his wine glass very understandingly, and sighed as if mocking and helpless: "The guardian of love!" ”

"Write my story, I want my voice to be heard."

Xiao Xiaoman shook the red wine in the glass, and after thinking about it for a while, he finally agreed: "How do you want me to write?" ”

Qing Ci said: "I want you to tell the world, don't decide your marriage lightly, wait until the right person appears, don't be hasty, once you decide, you have to cherish it, you have to take responsibility for the family and marriage, marriage and life are managed with heart." ”

"That's all?"

Qing Ci nodded solemnly.

"Okay, I promise you."

After eating, Qing Ci got up to say goodbye, and Xiao Xiaoman waved at her.

I don't know when I'll see you next time, but fortunately, the Internet is now developed.

Looking at the figure of Qing Ci leaving the restaurant, Xiao Xiaoman's heart was also mixed, Qing Ci insisted on love, but the result was ......

What a worldly world!

Is it precisely because love is a short-lived and gorgeous firework that it is so beautiful and attractive?

Even if Qingci and Su Bo are together, their love will eventually become friends and affection!

Xiao Xiaoman opened the tablet he was carrying, opened the document, and wrote on it:

What is love? What is happiness? What are people pursuing in this life?