53 Hallucinations

After Su Li left the western restaurant, she returned to her residence all the way, and she was in a trance all the way. Because she was stimulated by An Yanzhe's words, her thoughts from ten years ago popped up from time to time, making her overwhelmed. After returning home, she rushed into the bathroom first, rinsing her hands with clean water, and the cold water ran across her palms, making her feel much better. Looking at his haggard self in the mirror, Su couldn't help but sigh.

After his mood eased, Su Li lowered his head and wanted to turn off the faucet, and the moment he lowered his head, the events of ten years ago came to his mind again, as well as the scene of An Yanzhe holding his hand, and the words he said. Several chaotic things mixed together, making Su Li in reality feel unreal. Su Li shook her head, trying to get those painful thoughts out of her head, but when she looked down at her hands, she saw that they were stained with blood.

Frightened, she hurriedly washed her hands with water, trying to wash the blood on her hands, but the more she washed, the redder it became, and there was a terrible scream in her ears.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" Su Li said while frantically washing his hands, as he spoke, he seemed to remember some sad past, and tears flowed down his eyes.

Because he was too anxious to wash off the blood stains on his hands, Su Li's hand washing was getting bigger and bigger, and he accidentally touched the faucet while washing, and the severe pain pulled Su Li out of his terrible thoughts. She looked down again, and in addition to some blood on her hand that had just touched the faucet, there were still blood stains on her hands that she had just seen.

"What's going on? Could it be a delusion? Su Li looked at his hand and said to himself. She really couldn't understand what she had just done.

"Judging by the patient's current condition, the condition is only getting worse." The doctor said to An Yanzhe.

"Would it help if a different environment was changed?" An Yanzhe asked.

"This can only alleviate the condition for a short time, but it cannot be fundamentally suppressed. I have seen the medicine she used, and the previous doctor's treatment direction was fear due to psychological shadows, but according to you, the cause of her treatment was not fear, which means that the treatment direction was wrong, she has been delayed too much, and the top priority is to find the cause in order to prevent the further deterioration of the condition in time. The doctor analyzed from a professional point of view.

"What's the worst-case scenario?" An Yanzhe asked again.

"Confusion may occur, and the first sign is hallucinations." The doctor replied.

After Su Li went home, Yu Fei's day's mission was over. But because he saw An Yanzhe holding Su Li's hand, he was haunted, although he knew that Su Li would never have feelings for An Yanzhe, but he still wanted to hear Su Li say it in person before he could rest assured. After all, in love, not only women are the embodiment of jealousy, men will also care about some things very much, if Yu Fei didn't care about Su Li's intimate actions with other men with his own eyes, it would be a strange thing.

With a not good mood, Yu Fei knocked on Su Li's door. They all live in staff apartments prepared by the embassy, so the distance is very close. Not long after knocking on the door, Su Li opened the door and looked surprised when he saw Yu Fei.

Out of professional habits, Yu Fei will always inadvertently observe the surrounding environment when he enters a new environment, and he will also observe the people in this environment. This time, he was no exception, after Su Li opened the door, he first observed the environment in the room behind her, and he could probably know the situation inside with just a glance. After that, he began to examine Su Li, and when he looked down her face, he saw Su Li's still bleeding hands.

"What's hurt?" Yu Fei saw Su Li's bleeding hand, and anxiously grabbed her hand to check it.

Su Li couldn't answer why he was injured, retracted his hand and said, "It's okay, it's just a minor injury." ”

Looking at Su Li's dodging eyes, feeling that Su Li's hand was still moist with water, Yu Fei thought that An Yanzhe was holding Su Li's hand before, and thought that she must not like An Yanzhe holding her hand, so she went to wash her hands after she came back, and the wound should have been made in the process of washing her hands. Thinking of this, he was both relieved and distressed. Pulled Su Li into the house and said:

"It's a small wound, it's bleeding, I'll find something to help you bandage it."

Su Li just wanted to say no, Yu Fei had already walked into the room and began to look for the medicine box. Looking at Yu Fei's figure in a hurry, Su Li suddenly felt very relieved. He always likes to do something for Su Li on his own initiative, and Su Li doesn't hate his self-determination at all, and over time he is used to his behavior. Just like that, he enjoys his kindness to himself and enjoys ordinary happiness. That's it, that's it.

After finding the medicine box, Yu Fei pulled Su Li to sit next to the desk and treated her wounds. His movements were very light, as if he was afraid that a little force would hurt Su Li, and in his eyes, Su Li seemed to be a porcelain doll. Disinfection, medicine, bandaging, the action is done in one go, every step is very attentive, and it is very natural, and it is often done at a glance. Also, for a special soldier, there are often wounds, and dealing with wounds by themselves is considered a basic survival skill for them. Over time, even if you are not a doctor, you can treat the wound beautifully.

After treating the wound, he looked at Su Li and found that she was looking at herself with a focused gaze, and asked, "Have you been looking at me with this kind of look?" ”

"What kind of look is this?" Su Li asked rhetorically.

"I was drawn to the eyes." Yu Fei replied with a smile.

His joking tone as always swept away Su Li's bad mood every time, and he also replied jokingly: "Well, I've been looking at you, with that kind of look." ”

"What, it's embarrassing to suddenly admit it. How was I, handsome? I didn't do anything strange. Yu Fei said.

Su Li looked at Yu Fei and replied with a smile: "No, I've always been handsome." Captain Yu, you, in my eyes, have always been handsome, humorous, and charming. Su Li said seriously, not like he was joking at all.

Yu Fei put his arm on the table, tilted his head and looked sideways at Su Li, and asked, "This, is it that Reporter Su is confessing to me?" ”

Su Li also learned his posture, put his arm on the table, looked at him sideways, and replied, "Well...... Probably, who knows. ”

Although the answer is vague, the mood is just right. The lamp on the table shone softly, and the two looked at each other face to face, smiling, and there was no doubt that they both saw themselves in each other's eyes, and only themselves. I don't know when they saw themselves more and more clearly in each other's eyes, perhaps because their position in each other's hearts became more and more important.

Time, time, please walk slowly, let me enjoy the beautiful moment.

Time, time, please don't go, I want to keep this beautiful moment forever.

No matter how beautiful the light is, it can't be as beautiful as you in my eyes.

Even if time is gone, I will stay with you.

This short-lived happiness makes me linger

So become greedy

I want you to be there all the time

The joy of this moment is unforgettable

So start working on it

Wants to stay with you

……

"Oh, by the way, I got an invitation to the salon party." Su Li suddenly thought of the invitation An Yanzhe gave him, took out the invitation card from his bag and handed it to Yu Fei.

"Did An Yanzhe give it to you?" After taking the invitation, Yu Fei asked.

"Well, you said you were going to invite me to that party." Su Li replied truthfully.

Yu Fei frowned, felt strange about this matter, and said, "Why did you invite you to go?" It should be inconvenient for you to be on this occasion. ”

Su Li pursed his lips and said, "Who knows, I also asked him, and he said that he just wanted to invite me to go, and there was nothing inappropriate." ”

"Did he say that? What else did you say? Yu Fei now regards An Yanzhe as a rival in love, so he cares a lot about his words and deeds.

"He also said that I should stop being a reporter and let me be his man." Su Li said, this sentence aroused Yu Fei's strong dissatisfaction.

"What? Heh, this guy is getting too much, Ash, really, what is this? Is it blatantly flirting? Who gave him permission to do this, what to do with him, with my consent? Yu Fei said very dissatisfied, and with his consent, it seems that he has already taken Su Li as his girlfriend.

"I don't need your consent, just my consent." Su Li didn't seem to have heard Yu Fei's intentions, and said straightforwardly.

This time it was even more exciting, and he asked, "Do you agree?" ”

Su Li shook his head and said, "No." ”

Hearing her answer like this, Yu Fei was a lot relieved, praised Su Li and said, "Well done." Don't be fooled by him, got it? ”

"Hmm." Su Li nodded obediently, "I won't be confused by him, after all, he is ......"

What he said later did not come out, but Yu Fei also understood it in his heart. looked at Su Li's injured hand, and felt a little more distressed about her, looked at Su Li with pity and said: "Don't go to him, leave the rest to me, I'll handle it, you can go back to China well, you don't have to bear these things." How painful it must be to talk and laugh at your enemies every day, I don't want to see you like this. ”

"Although it is painful, I want to see his end with my own eyes, and I hope that I will be involved in the process of revenge, so that I will feel better. Don't worry about me, isn't it almost over? Fifteen days away, that salon meeting will begin, and he will surely be punished on that day. I want to see it for myself, so I'm going to stick with it these days. ”

Su Li said with a wry smile and said, "Fortunately, I don't see him every day, fortunately, I have you by my side every day to protect me." ”

Looking at Su Li, who was smiling in pain, Yu Fei silently decided in his heart that he must solve this matter perfectly, let her see the ending she wanted to see, and let her pain end in fifteen days.