52 Be my man

"This is for Reporter Su." An Yanzhe motioned to his subordinates to hand an invitation card to Su Li.

"This is ......" Su Li picked up the invitation card and looked at it and said, "Banquet?" Is Mr. An going to hold a banquet here? ”

An Yanzhe nodded in agreement and said, "During the banquet, I hope to invite reporter Su to come." ”

Su Li had already heard Nie Zhenfeng and Yu Fei say that this banquet was extraordinary, and if they could go, it would undoubtedly be for Yu Fei and them to get one more opportunity to enter the villa area, so naturally they couldn't ask for it. But what does An Yanzhe mean by inviting himself to this kind of gathering? Test? Or do you want to do something on the day of the banquet? Getting along with a person who is anxious always makes Su Li feel uneasy. So you need to think carefully if you don't take a step.

"This probably isn't the right banquet for me." Su Li said.

"There is nothing inappropriate, I want to invite Su reporters to participate, it is very suitable." An Yanzhe replied that he was sure to invite Su Li to participate again.

Su Li smiled, put the invitation on the table, and said, "Although I really want to go, it's just that I was in a hurry when I came, and I didn't bring clothes suitable for banquets, so I'm afraid I ......"

Because An Yanzhe's intentions were not clear, Su Li decided to find a reason to refuse first. Who knew that An Yanzhe said very happily: "What kind of difficult thing is this, I will ask Ah May to prepare everything you need for the banquet, and when the time comes, Reporter Su only needs to come." ”

Su Li looked at An Yanzhe with a smile, An Yanzhe looked at her with a smile, and couldn't find a suitable excuse to refuse for a while, and was waiting for an answer over there, so he could only promise stubbornly: "I don't seem to have any excuse to refuse, okay, on the 10th of next month, I will arrive on time." ”

Soon, the dish came up. The two had dinner in a flickering candle flame. Having a candlelight dinner with his enemy, Su Li's heart refused, and he was very uncomfortable, but An Yanzhe didn't seem to think so, and the whole process seemed to be really just eating with the girl he liked. Maybe that's what he really thinks, this girl he let go of ten years ago is now entering his heart bit by bit. Is it just for today, ten years later, that he will relented and let her go? If this is really the case, it is really a joke played by fate, how could he, who did such a thing in front of her ten years ago, win Su Li's heart? It's just a war that must be lost, and the loser is heartbroken and broken, so doesn't it matter?

"Isn't the Su journalist not used to this kind of war environment? Why did you come to South Sudan? It's not good for you. ”

After eating, it was time to chat freely, and An Yanzhe asked Su Lidao.

"I'm not used to it, but this is my job after all, and if Taili decides to let me come, I will comply." Su Li replied.

"Can't I apply to return to my home country?" An Yanzhe asked.

I don't know why An Yanzhe suddenly became interested in his work, Su Li replied truthfully: "I applied, but I was not approved, but I was sent to South Sudan because I angered the upper leadership, but it was not so easy to go back." ”

"Haven't you ever thought about not being a journalist? I asked the doctor, the condition of the Su reporter...... It is not suitable to continue to stay in such an environment. An Yanzhe continued.

Su Li smiled and said, "What can you do if you are not a reporter?" People always have to work, don't they? ”

"Don't work anymore." An Yanzhe said and reached out to hold Su Li's hand, "Reporter Su is my person, you don't need to work, you don't need to look at other people's faces, and you don't want to stay in this kind of place that makes your condition worse, come with me." ”

The hand was held by An Yanzhe, the smile froze on his face, and he felt very uncomfortable, and wanted to withdraw his hand from An Yanzhe's hand, but because he was holding it tightly, he couldn't break free for a while.

An Yanzhe is sincere, he really doesn't want Su Li to continue to stay in a dangerous place, let her be his own person, all of them, he will give her the best, and he will not let anyone hurt her again.

The scene of An Yanzhe holding Su Li's hand was clearly seen by Yu Fei, and he was so angry that he punched the steering wheel.

"This stinky boy, if you dare to take her hand, you will definitely die in my hands. Ash, really, can't you kill him now? I just can't wait. Yu Fei said in an atmospheric manner.

"What do you see again? Can you calm down, people outside such a big movement will look suspicious. Jiang Tong picked up the binoculars to observe as he spoke, and when he saw An Yanzhe pulling Su away, he glanced at Yu Fei sympathetically and said, "This kid is indeed looking for death." Bear with it for a few more days, and when you act, you will definitely leave his life to you. ”

"I really can't bear it for a day, this guy is getting more and more excessive, and now it's just eating and holding hands, what will happen in a few days, hugging and kissing?" Just talking about Yu Fei felt that he couldn't bear it anymore.

Jiang Tong analyzed from an objective point of view: "Well, it's not impossible. ”

"No, how can this be, at least you have to get the consent of the other party first, how can you take the initiative to get together if the parties don't agree?" Yu Fei said to Jiang Tong.

"Why are you yelling at me, I didn't do that." Jiang Tong felt that it was very wronged to be yelled at for no reason, and said silently: "Talking about others, don't you yourself often do this." ”

Although the voice of his last sentence was not loud, it was enough for Yu Fei to hear it clearly, Yu Fei thought about it carefully, as if everything he did with Su Li was without Su Li's consent, holding hands, hugging, and kissing, all of which were taken by himself. But...... Isn't this kind of thing just about being unexpected to be romantic? According to this logic, An Yanzhe doesn't seem to be doing too much.

…… No, how could An Yanzhe do this, he couldn't do this. But why can't An Yanzhe do it himself? After thinking about it, Yu Fei felt that he was still different from An Yanzhe, so he replied to Jiang Tong: "I'm different from him." But how it was different, Yu Fei couldn't say, so when Jiang Tong asked him what was different, Yu Fei could only answer vaguely, "It's different anyway." ”

"I know your situation best, and the reason why what happened ten years ago left a shadow on you was not because of fear at all, was it?" An Yanzhe continued, and this time his words made Su Li even more surprised.

All along, no one could see the secret in her heart. She hid it from everyone, including the psychiatrist. But how was it seen by An Yanzhe? Not because of fear, yes, not because of fear, but because of ...... Some messy memories from ten years ago rushed into Su Li's mind again, and the vivid sense of reality made her close her eyes and force herself not to think about it.

"I have the same experience as you, so I know that it is not the fear left by that incident that makes you want to fall into pain and not be able to come out, but because your sister is not ......"

An Yanzhe continued, but these things greatly stimulated Su Li's senses and memory, and she stopped An Yanzhe and said, "Don't say it, don't say it." The first sentence is a shout, and the latter sentence becomes a request.

Because his mood was too unstable, Su Li withdrew his hand, picked up the bag and got up, and said to An Yanzhe before leaving: "I will look at my business, don't worry about it, goodbye." ”

After saying that, Su left the western restaurant as if she was fleeing, An Yanzhe's words awakened the hidden pain in her heart, she has been deceiving others and deceiving herself for the reason of fear, so sometimes she seems to believe it, and the nightmare ten years ago is just because she is afraid. But after An Yanzhe's reminder, she realized that there are some things that cannot be easily forgotten. In the end, man cannot deceive his heart.

Find that cause, defeat it, and the nightmare can end. But that reason is something she doesn't want to mention and don't want to tell everyone. I've been carrying that reason all along, and I've been living a difficult life. The more the days go by, the heavier the things to carry. What is the reason why you have to carry even if it is heavy? Could it be that ten years ago there was some truth that no one knew? I'm afraid only the parties Su Li and An Yanzhe know. But one of them won't say it, and the other won't say it, so will they be silent?

"Is the boss's words true?" After Su left, Ah May asked An Yanzhe.

"What?" An Yanzhe asked.

"Let her be your person, is the boss sincere or ......" Ah May asked.

An Yanzhe looked at Su Li's departing figure outside the window, and muttered, "Why, it's not sincere?" She and I are supposed to be in a warm relationship with each other, because the experiences are too similar. ”

Hearing An Yanzhe's answer, Ah May's expression was not very good, looking at Su Li's figure, a cold light flashed in his eyes.

"Do you believe she doesn't remember you? I think she's pretending, she's ......," May said, trying to sow discord, but the force was too small.

"So what does it matter? It's okay for her to really forget, as long as she promises to stay with me. An Yanzhe said.

"Boss, this woman will ruin you, her brother-in-law is your enemy, and there are always Chinese soldiers around, she must have been sent over there to test you, she is definitely not a simple character, you can't be deceived by her." Ah May anxiously persuaded that she was loyal to An Yanzhe, which was beyond doubt.

"Those who are eyesore, just kill them, I just want her to stay with me." A cold light flashed in An Yanzhe's eyes as he spoke, as if he had his own plan as he spoke.

"Boss ......" Ah May wanted to continue to persuade, but was interrupted by An Yanzhe, he looked at Ah May with cold eyes and said, "Enough, don't say it again." Pay attention to who you are, do your part, and don't cross the line. You know, I'm not a good-natured boss. ”

Looking at An Yanzhe's cold eyes, Ah May felt fear and didn't dare to speak again. She knows An Yanzhe's temper, and he decided that no one should interfere in the good things, unless it turned out that he was wrong. Although such a situation is very rare, she will find a way to prove to him that Su Li is approaching him with a purpose.