I stood in the doorway and exhaled deeply, and the moment I opened the door and walked in, I thought I was ready, but my heart still hurt involuntarily.

When I saw the young lady in the room, I felt inferior in my heart.

I didn't expect Song Yichen to like such sexy girls before, but I was so old-fashioned that I never wore a skirt even in summer.

The two of me and her are simply the same heaven and earth, I can't compare with her at all, no wonder Song Yichen will miss her.

I believe that any man in this world should like her.

Even when I looked at her dress and appearance, I couldn't help but look at her twice, let alone a man.

When I walked in, Song Yichen was also very surprised.

I think he should be afraid that I will talk nonsense and expose the relationship between me and him, in fact, Song Yichen thinks too much, how can I admit that I am Song Yichen's girlfriend in front of his ex-girlfriend! It's not about letting others look down on you.

"Why are you here?"

I glanced at Song Yichen's ex-girlfriend with an expression on my face, turned around and said.

"Uncle Song's medicine is almost gone, I'm just here to tell you, if it's okay, I'll leave first."

Just as I was about to leave, Song Yichen's ex-girlfriend stopped me.

"Hello, my name is Xia Xue'er, are you called Lan Xin?"

At this time, I turned my head to look at Song Yichen, but he looked at me with pleading eyes.

In fact, I know that Song Yichen just doesn't want me to admit it, or mention things about him and me.

"Hello, I'm Lan Xin, I don't know how you know my name, this young lady."

At this time, Miss Xia said proudly.

"For me, it is a matter of minutes to know your name, but I didn't expect Miss Lan to be so comfortable to hear as her name, it really opened my eyes, I didn't expect Mr. Song to have seen a change in taste for a few years, so I didn't dare to compliment."

Hearing her words, I suddenly felt as if I was humiliated, I thought that Song Yichen would stand up and say a word or two for me, but after waiting for two or three minutes, I didn't see him release a word, so I could only raise my head and maintain my own pitiful self-esteem.

"Miss Xia, I don't know what you mean by this, although I am not as beautiful as you, and it disappoints you, but what does this have to do with Mr. Song? I have a working relationship with him, not the relationship you imagined, so I hope Miss Xia doesn't misunderstand it again. ”

When I said that, I felt like my heart had broken into countless pieces.

After finishing speaking, when I turned my head to see Song Yichen, he actually looked at me expressionlessly, which made my heart fall into ice water in an instant.

"Yes! How do I feel like you are boyfriend and girlfriend, am I wrong, but I believe in my vision, my vision has never been wrong, and if you two talk about it, I also think it is quite a good match, after all, Yichen is a good man, if you can be with him, you will be very happy in this life. ”

I felt like I couldn't stay any longer, this woman was like there was something wrong with her.

Even if I'm with Song Yichen now, what's the matter with her, even if she is Yichen's former girlfriend, that's in the past, why is she pointing fingers here now, if I hadn't heard Song Yichen trying to deny my relationship with him outside just now, I would definitely stand up and teach her a lesson, but now what qualifications do I have to stand up.

"Is Miss Xia okay? If it's okay, I'll leave first, but before leaving, Miss Xia, I'll say a word or two, if you are now Mr. Song's girlfriend, if you come to question me, I can explain it to you, but you and Mr. Song don't seem to have a relationship between men and women now, I don't know what kind of confidence you have to stand here and point fingers at others. ”

Actually, I don't want to tell her this, but what she said is really annoying, if I don't say these words today, I will definitely not be able to sleep when I go back, even if Song Yichen and I can't walk together in the future, but I can't let her trample on my self-esteem like this.

"Miss Xia, although you are very beautiful, you may think that all men should revolve around you, but if you are beautiful, then you also need some cultivation to set off your beauty, otherwise you will only have an appearance and no interior, do you want to make a vase yourself?"

After finishing speaking, I left without looking back, and Song Yichen's office was just a few steps out of the door when a scream came from inside his office.

Originally, I was in a very bad mood, but after hearing this voice, my mood instantly improved.

But I still ask myself repeatedly in my heart, why did he try to deny the relationship between me and him in front of him when he and that woman were already in the past.

But when it comes to my relationship with him, few people even in the hospital know about it, maybe Song Yichen just had a playful mentality from the beginning.

In fact, he didn't plan to go on with me from the beginning, so he didn't bother to announce it, maybe I wasn't worthy of his fanfare, I'm his girlfriend.

But I have been with Song Yichen in the past few months, so what am I, am I a nanny in the eyes of others, or a doll in the eyes of Song Yichen, and now even I don't know what my position is.

I thought that after I talked about his ex-girlfriend in the office that day, Song Yichen would come to me after work.

Even if he didn't explain the problem between them, at least he should have come to fight for his ex-girlfriend, but he just didn't come to me, as if it had never happened.

Song Yichen was busy dealing with things in the hospital every day, and I gradually rarely went to look for him, and time passed day by day.

It wasn't until Song's mother recovered that I had extra time to sort out my emotions and my future development direction.

Because Song Yichen has been busy with hospital affairs, it is difficult to see him for a week now, so I basically have nothing to do except cleaning.

And I was still paid such a high salary every month, which made me feel very uncomfortable, so I decided to go out and find a new job.

And I feel that my relationship with Yichen is getting more and more blurred now, and I am now beginning to wonder if the two of us have ever been in love.

In fact, I have always wanted to ask why Song Yichen tried his best to deny the relationship between me and him that day, but I never had time, and I was also very afraid to know this answer, if his answer was really what I thought, then what should I do to break up with him.

Regardless of what kind of relationship the two of us end up with, at least I must find a job for myself now.

Actually, I don't know what I should do, but I can't delay Song Yichen's work when I look for this job.

After deciding, I couldn't wait to buy some newspapers with job postings and put them at home, and every day as long as I was free, I would read the above job postings, and I would call to consult after I saw them, but I didn't find a job that suited me for three days.

In order to have more options, I also wrote some resumes and threw them into those large companies, hoping to start as a very small clerk, but the resumes I sent were basically lost, and my information slowly collapsed after a few days.

Just as I continued to work hard to find a job, Song Yichen actually went home.

When he saw these job postings, he looked at me very unhappily.

"What do you mean by this, is it that I haven't come back for a while, and you plan to change to another job!"

Seeing that he was angry, I didn't bother with him, but just got up from the sofa very calmly.

"Since you're back, I'll tell you that you don't have a lot of work here, so I'm going to find a new job, and if you don't think it's appropriate, then I can quit your job."

In fact, what I said was not angry words, I just felt that I had been out for so long, and if I continued to stay here as a nanny, I really had no hope in my life, so I might as well go out and break into the world again while I was young.

"What's wrong with you, the hospital has been too busy for a while, so I haven't come back, I haven't come back for a few days, why are you like a different person, how do you want to go out and look for a job! Isn't the salary I gave you enough for you? ”

He hasn't come back for the past few days, Song Yichen should have remembered it wrong, Song Yichen didn't come back for half a month.

I don't believe that the director of the hospital can be busy for half a month and not go home, what is it that makes him hate going back to this home so much, is it because of my existence?

I suddenly felt that since I met Song Yichen's ex-girlfriend in the office that day, Song Yichen's whole person has changed, maybe Song Yichen didn't find out.

But I could really feel that he didn't have the patience he used to have, and now he didn't seem to have much left except for losing his temper and looking at me unpleasantly.

"Don't think too much, I just want to find a job to experience life again, besides, working in your place, now there seems to be nothing else to do except cleaning, in fact, you can find that kind of part-time worker to help you clean in the future, you don't need to spend a lot of money to find a nanny again."

Besides, it costs more than a dozen yuan to find a part-time worker for an hour, but it costs thousands of yuan to find a nanny, and it also costs food and accommodation, which is really not cost-effective, not to mention that he can't eat at home at all now, so Song Yichen doesn't need to raise a nanny to waste money at home.

"And I don't know if it's your nanny or your girlfriend when I stay here, and I still get such a high salary every month, I feel like I can't get over it in my heart, so I decided to find a new job."

In fact, sometimes I wonder, what kind of relationship is the relationship between the two of us?

If it's a nanny, but the two of us are boyfriend and girlfriend, but if it's boyfriend and girlfriend, I still have to get such a high salary every month.

Fortunately, he doesn't have a girlfriend, and if he does, then I've really become a third party for him.

"Maybe it's good for both of us, and at the same time, let's calm down and think about what kind of relationship the two of us have."