Body Chapter 803 Insecurity
Song Yichen, who was standing opposite, suddenly ran over, hugged me in his arms, and said in great pain.
"I'm sorry, I've been too busy for a while, I should have explained to you what happened that day, but I haven't found time, so I hope you can give me a chance to explain."
After I heard Song Yichen say this, I didn't say anything, I just lay quietly in his arms.
In fact, I really hope that Song Yichen can explain it to me clearly, but I am very afraid, I am afraid that he will not have any feelings for his ex-girlfriend, but I really want to understand what he thinks in his heart, if he really has his girlfriend, I am willing to quit.
"Actually, the Miss Xia I saw in the office that day was my ex-girlfriend."
It seems that Song Yichen's vision used to be a little wrong, although that Miss Xia is beautiful, her quality needs to be improved.
"Actually, she is also a very famous surgeon, this time she came back from abroad, that is, I called her to come back to help solve my father's problem, but you can rest assured, she will leave soon, and it will not have any effect on us."
What does Song Yichen mean by this, is there a place for her, can't the relationship between the two of us see the sunshine.
"Actually, I only denied the relationship between the two of us that day, mainly because I was afraid that she would have no feelings for me, and I was afraid that she would embarrass me in this matter, so I tried my best to deny it, but it was not what you thought."
This reason is too far-fetched, right, I don't have any feelings for Song Yichen? I'm thinking that Song Yichen should have a lingering affection for Miss Xia, Song Yichen is so worried that her emotions will be affected, isn't this a manifestation of his lingering affection.
Does he still want to rekindle his old love for his ex-girlfriend, and I still want the bunting to flutter?
No matter how much I like him, I will not tolerate this relationship going on.
However, there is no conclusive evidence right now, so I will not propose a breakup.
"Actually, you don't have to explain these things to me, few people know about our relationship in itself, maybe in the eyes of others, I am just your nanny, so you deny our relationship, or make our relationship public, it doesn't matter to me anymore."
Whether this reason is far-fetched or a random excuse, it doesn't matter to me anymore, maybe the two of us will come to an end one day.
Feelings are like this, when I come, I am vigorous, and when I leave, I am bland, maybe this is the best result, I don't want to be like an enemy when I leave.
"Xinxin, we have been together for so long, do you still care about this, in my heart, I think it is enough for the two of us to be happy together, is it really that important what others think, is it really that important in your mind, do you have to tell the world about our relationship, so as to show your position in my heart?"
Hearing his indignant tone, I left his arms and looked up very firmly.
"Maybe it doesn't matter to you, but when I hear you deny our relationship, do you know what I think in my heart? Maybe you think it doesn't matter, but you are so good, I feel very inferior, and I don't feel a little bit of security in you, so I'm really tired with you. ”
This is the first time we have quarreled together, and I don't know what the final outcome will be, but I just want to express all the unhappiness and grievances in my heart.
"You don't have a sense of security, after I was with you, I have never had any contact with other women, you actually said that you are insecure, what should I do for you to think that I can bring you a sense of security!"
Looking at Song Yichen's injured eyes, I didn't know what to say, I tried to say the unpleasant things in my heart, but I didn't think about him from Song Yichen's point of view.
In fact, he has been busy with his father's affairs during this time, why should I still be here to block with him! Even if Song Yichen has anything to do with his ex-girlfriend, so what.
Now the two of us are just boyfriend and girlfriend, one is unmarried and the other is unmarried, it is natural that he has other choices, so he helped me in my most difficult time, if he really has other choices, I will let go of his hand.
"I'm sorry, maybe I didn't consider your feelings when I said this, but what I said was from my heart, so please don't mind, as for my job search, I hope you can support me."
Because I wanted to be with Song Yichen for real, I had to move out of here so that I could feel that I was his girlfriend and not his nanny.
After some arguments, Song Yichen finally had no choice but to agree to me to go out and find a new job, but his request was that I could not leave his house after I found a job.
In the end, I really had no choice but to agree to his request.
But in the end, Song Yichen also said that the work was on him, let me rest at home for two days, and let me go to work after two days.
I don't know if what Song Yichen said is true or not, but since he said so, then he will definitely find a job for me, but I don't know what I want to do, does he know?
Although Song Yichen explained to me today why he would deny the relationship between us that day, but Song Yichen can't accept this reason at all, no matter what, as long as he is unwilling to give up on me, I am willing to go down with him, unless one day I really find out that his heart is not with me, and then I will leave.
In this way, I stayed at home for two days, and on the third day, Song Yichen suddenly ran home from the hospital and told me to prepare and go to the interview in the afternoon.
No, it should be accurate to let me go to work in the afternoon, which surprised me very much, and I didn't know what the job was, but when I asked him, he said it was confidential, and told me to go and see it in the afternoon.
I hurriedly changed my clothes and went with him to the place where I was going to work, I was very nervous, but when I came to the company building, I was even more worried.
I thought he would find me some job as a waiter or something, instead of working in such a tall company, and I believe that the employees working in such a large company should have a high degree of education.
"Yichen, are you sure you can find me a job here, is the threshold for finding employees in this company so low?"
Song Yichen, who was standing next to me, looked at me with a smile on his face and said very proudly.
"You can rest assured, the job I helped you find is not only easy to work, but most importantly, its learning space is very large, I believe that you will be able to do it with your ability, not to mention that this company is opened by a good brother of mine, so I can rest assured that you are in it, and I promise that you will not suffer."
In fact, with my personality, I don't like to go through the back door at all, but now the job is really hard to find, from the beginning of my decision to look for a job, I searched for a whole week, and I didn't find a suitable job.
And those companies are very picky, people like me who have no education, let alone any work experience, are not in the scope of other people's consideration, so this time I have to go through the back door, but I believe that as long as I am willing to work hard, I will definitely block the mouth of Youyou.
"Do you think that's good, if I don't study well, I won't cause trouble for your buddy."
Just when I was very unconfident in myself, Song Yichen reached out and put his hand on my shoulder and looked at me with very firm eyes.
"Lan Xin, you must have confidence in yourself, I believe in you, you will definitely be able to do this job, and you don't have to be polite to my friend, if he dares to treat you badly, you can come and tell me at any time, I will definitely avenge you, but I believe that with his character, he should not dare to do anything to you."
Seeing that he had such confidence in me, I couldn't say anything more discouraged, so I had to bite the bullet and walk into the building with him.
When I came to the company, I was even more surprised, I didn't expect this company to be so big and so regular.
It seems that the strength of this company should not be underestimated, but when I saw the CEO of the company, my eyes were about to fall out.
I thought that it would take 40 to 50 years old to manage such a big company, but the little guy in front of me was only a little over 20, and I really doubted that this was an extras hired by Song Yichen who wanted to deceive me.
"Lan Xin, let me introduce to you, this is my patient Mr. Tang Shan, who is also your future boss and the chairman of this company."
As soon as Song Yichen finished his introduction, Mr. Tangshan stretched out his hand and looked at me with a smile, and I quickly stretched out my hand to shake it, and smiled very politely.
"Hello, you should be Mr. Song's girlfriend, Miss Lan Xin, your boyfriend has already told me about your information, I am very happy that you can work in my company, if you don't understand anything or suffer any grievances in the future, you can come to me directly, you don't need to go through the people below."
After listening to his explanation, I was very surprised by this kind of treatment, if I changed to anyone, maybe I would be very happy, but it was not a good thing for me, because I didn't want others to know that I came in by relationship, I wanted to use my own ability to conquer others.
"Thank you, Mr. Tang for taking care of me, but I hope you can treat me like any other employee in the future, and I don't want others to know that I came in through the back door, I want to use my strength to conquer everyone."
At this time, Song Yichen, who was standing next to him, looked at Mr. Tang with a proud face.
"Did I win this bet? I said that my girlfriend can be the kind of person who comes in by connection, although my girlfriend has never done this before, but with her intelligence and intelligence, she will definitely be able to do the job, so you can rest assured. ”
Hearing them say these things thoughtlessly made me feel as if they were taking it as a kind of bet.
"Okay, you have a good vision, since I agreed, then your girlfriend will work with me in the future, but have you ever thought that if you lose the bet, you will be very shameless!"