Yu Fei and the others stood in the ward and looked at Su Li, they came in from the time she picked up the wood carving, but Su Li had been immersed in his own world and did not notice their arrival. Listening to what Su Li said, everyone was even more puzzled. She clearly remembers, remembers the events of ten years ago, remembers Bunuo, remembers An Yanzhe, but she forgets the others, which is also too strange.

Seeing Su Li's sadness crying, Yu Fei couldn't help but step forward to comfort her, gently patted her back, and helped her calm down. After crying sadly like this for a while, Su Li suddenly stopped crying, raised his head, and looked at Yu Fei.

Seeing her looking at herself so intently, Yu Fei thought she remembered and was about to ask something. Su Li suddenly made a "shhhh

Yu Fei looked at Su Li, his eyes were full of sadness, and he was also full of distress for her.

"I remember what happened ten years ago, I remember An Yanzhe, I remember Bunuo, but I am the only one who has forgotten me? Why forgot? Yu Fei looked at Su Li and said, his voice low and hoarse.

Su Li continued to look around with a flustered and frightened look as if she hadn't heard, and fell into her own world again.

Su left her...... Is there really a sense of insanity? Why? Weng Hua asked, and he and Cheng Shiyang were walking in the corridor of the hospital.

"At the moment, it seems like this, maybe it is stimulated by something." Cheng Shiyang replied.

But why do you remember some things and some things you don't? And, judging from her current situation, it seems that she only remembers some painful things, why on earth? Weng Hua expressed his incomprehension at Su Li's various behaviors.

He was not the only one who couldn't understand, and Cheng Shiyang couldn't figure out what Su Li's current state was, and said, "Yes, why? It stands to reason that those terrible things should be forgotten, but they were remembered by her. ”

The two walked while talking, and suddenly Cheng Shiyang saw an acquaintance and stepped forward to greet him, "Doctor Char?"

When Char heard Cheng Shiyang's voice, he looked up and saw Cheng Shiyang, and greeted him with a smile: "Doctor Cheng, why are you?"

"I'm working here." Cheng Shiyang said, "But why did you come back here?" ”

"Coming to the hospital is either to see a doctor or a patient." Char replied with a smile.

"Haha, I hope you didn't come to see a doctor." Cheng Shiyang said with a smile.

As she spoke, she suddenly remembered that Char's major was psychiatry, and perhaps it would be good to discuss Su Li's condition with him. Thinking so, Cheng Shiyang asked tentatively: "If I'm not mistaken, Dr. Char's specialty is psychiatry."

"Well, that's right." Char nodded.

"We have a patient here, I don't know if you can help confirm the condition, there are no psychiatrists here, it's a bit tricky." Cheng Shiyang said.

"What kind of patient is it?" Char asked. I thought that if I planned to get close to Su Li in the future, I still needed an unrelated person to match, and Cheng Shiyang was undoubtedly a good candidate. So he planned to use this help to get closer, but what he didn't expect was that the patient this time was Su Li.

Char, under the guidance of Cheng Shiyang, came to Su Li's ward, Yu Fei was still in the ward, and when he saw a stranger coming, he asked, "......Who is this?"

"This is Dr. Char, an expert in psychiatry, and I happened to meet him, so I thought it would be better for him to confirm Reporter Su's condition first." Cheng Shiyang introduced to Yu Fei.

Char looked at Su Li, her eyes had lost their original light, and the whole person looked listless, her eyes were depressed, and there was no focus. From her state and the situation that Cheng Shiyang introduced to him about Su Li along the way, Char knew that she had finally gone to that extreme.

In the end, did you choose that path? You don't have to. You're not what they want to see.

Char looked at Su Li intently, silently thinking about these words in his heart. suddenly felt that An Yanzhe's arrangement before his death was definitely not in vain. Sure enough, because of his experience of figuring it out, he knew Su Li the best, and even expected what happened later, and made arrangements in advance.

However, there was one thing he miscalculated. The reason why he chose death was because he wanted Su Li to be better and get rid of the troubles of ten years ago, but he didn't expect that his death would be even heavier for Su Li's heart.

She remembers every period of death because she regards those deaths as her own sins, because of deep guilt and self-blame, she chooses to punish herself in this way, punishing herself for forgetting those happy moments, and remembering all the painful past.

"Doctor, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that Char looked at Su Li intently without saying a word, Yu Fei asked.

Summoned by Yu Fei, Char walked out of his thoughts and said, "It's nothing, I just think that this patient's situation is very similar to a patient I have treated before."

The patient...... Did you get better later? Yu Fei asked.

"No, in order to save another patient, he chose to give up hope of life."

Char is talking about An Yanzhe, who gave up hope of life for Su Li, let go of Su Li's hand, fell from a high altitude, like an eagle with broken wings, whirling down, ending his life wandering in the world.

For some reason, Yu Fei always felt sad when he heard this, and he always felt that his words seemed to mean something else. When he asked to understand, Char spoke first:

"I would like to be alone with this patient for a while, and the details will not be confirmed until later."

Cheng Shiyang understood this and said, "Okay, let's go out first."

"I heard that there is an authoritative doctor." Ye Siyin leaned against the railing by the window and handed Yu Fei a cup of coffee.

Yu took it unnaturally, took a sip, and said, "Well, I said that I would stay with her alone for a while to confirm my condition."

"It should be fine." Ye Siyin said, not like a question, but more like an expression of a good wish.

"Yes, it will be fine, it's good if people are still alive." Yu Fei said.

"But what if it's not good?" Ye Siyin looked at Yu Feidao with inquiring eyes.

Yu Fei was silent for a while, and replied: "Just like you, keep it, keep it until she is good, keep it until she remembers me, even if it doesn't get better for a lifetime, and doesn't remember me for a lifetime, I will always stay by her side." Those times that couldn't stay by her side before will be made up for this time. ”

"Me too." Ye Siyin said with a faint smile, but there was a little sadness in this smile. Now they can only hide their sadness with a smile. Tell others with a smile that I'm okay. But in my heart, I grieve because I miss someone.

"Even if you don't wake up for the rest of your life, you don't feel okay anymore. That's fine, just lie down like that, and you won't pretend to be cold and ignore me, and you don't have to deliberately avoid me, it's also good. ”

Char sat on the edge of Su Li's bed, looking at her. Su Li is still immersed in his own world like no one around, and he doesn't talk much, and occasionally he talks nonsense, without boundary.

"Why is that? He didn't do that to make you do that. He guarded you with his life, but you ...... I still haven't been able to get out. Char said, saying these words to the current Su Li is more like gibberish.

"Do you remember An Yanzhe?" Char asked Su Lidao, and he concluded that saying An Yanzhe's name would make Su Li react.

As he expected, Su Li raised his head and looked at Char when he heard An Yanzhe's name. After a long, long silence, she said, "I love you."

"Is that what he said to you?" Char asked.

At this time, Su Li was already accumulating tears and nodded.

"Remember anything else?" Char asked tentatively.

Su Li followed his instructions, recalled carefully, and flashed the picture of death in his mind, and muttered in his mouth: "Dead, they all died, because I died, but I lived, only I lived, only I lived......

"Your wood carvings are beautiful, can you show me?" Char asked again.

Su Li looked at the wood carving in his hand, hesitated for a while, and slowly handed it to Char, but when Char was about to take the wood carving, he took it back and said, "This is what Buno gave me, it was a gift to me, but Buno is also dead, because I will die."

Char frowned, already knowing Su Li's condition. When he left the ward, his expression was a little solemn.

"I once had a patient who was very similar to hers, certainly not as serious as hers, and seeing her reminded me of a few years ago." Char said to Cheng Shiyang.

"Is it the same situation? So why is this happening? Cheng Shiyang asked.

"There must be a reason for it." Char said very mysteriously.

"Is there any chance of a cure for her condition?" Cheng Shiyang asked again.

"Fifty percent." "The first thing to do is to find the source of the disease before we can proceed to the next step of treatment." ”

"The source of the disease...... Reporter Su was kidnapped when he was a child, leaving a deep shadow, and he has been haunted by that incident, could it be because of that incident? Cheng Shiyang said what she thought was the only possible reason.

"It's also possible, because of the shadow before, and then in the same situation, it's also possible to fall into fear again. It's just that wouldn't it be better to forget that fear? Why did you keep those memories? Is it simply because of fear? It doesn't seem to make sense. Char said, he knew the reason for Su Li's this, but he couldn't say it clearly, he still needed to wait for some time, and when the time was ripe.

"That's right." Cheng Shiyang said.

"Can I make a request?" Char said suddenly.

"Speak, please." Cheng Shiyang said.

"I want to be involved in the treatment of Su Reporter." Char said.

"Why?" Cheng Shiyang asked.

"Think of it as an obsession of mine." Char replied.