There was still a day left before returning to China, and Cheng Shiyang returned to the office after checking the room and found an envelope on the table. There was nothing written on the envelope, no stamps, no address, no payment, nothing, and it looked very brand new.

She was a little curious, so she opened the envelope and saw that there was only a USB flash drive inside, and other than that, there was nothing.

"What's going on? Who sent it? Cheng Shiyang muttered to himself with some doubts, while turning on the computer and plugging in the USB flash drive.

After opening the USB flash drive, it is still very strange, there is only one video in it, the name is "Ten Years Ago". With doubts and curiosity, Cheng Shiyang clicked on this video.

At the beginning of the video, the angle of view is very dark, there is no sound, gradually, there is light, it looks like it is in a corridor, the surrounding environment looks shabby, there is no one in the picture, just facing a door, and suddenly a person comes and opens the door. The world inside the door was also very dark, and although the light from the outside was shining through, it was still impossible to see the situation inside.

Then, several people entered the room. After that, mixed with several screams and cries, three people were brought out, a woman, a teenage girl, and a little boy of three or four years old. When their faces appeared on the screen, Cheng Shiyang saw the girl's face.

"It's ...... Su reporter? Cheng Shiyang approached the computer screen and looked carefully, but after all, it was a video ten years ago, and Su Li had changed compared to before, so she was not very sure.

But if it is certain that it is Su Li, this video should record what happened after she was kidnapped.

Who recorded this video? And who sent it? Why did you send it, and what purpose did it come for? With such questions, Cheng Shiyang continued to watch the video.

The further down she looked, the more solemn her expression became, and her eyebrows went from slightly wrinkled to tightly locked, indicating that this time had had a great impact on her.

"Oh my God!" Cheng Shiyang, who watched the video, sighed: "So that's the case, because that's why you chose to lock up that pain?"

This matter is not trivial, Cheng Shiyang immediately called Char, Yu Fei, Weng Hua, and Ye Siyin after watching the video, and watched another video with them.

The four people who didn't see this video were a little inexplicable, but because Cheng Shiyang said that the stakes were high, they got together and watched it through a small computer screen.

"It's Su Li, that's right, there are also Sister Su Xin and Xiaofan." Weng Hua said when he saw Su Li and the others coming out in the video, and indirectly determined that the things described in this video were what Su Li experienced ten years ago.

But are there any secrets from the past ten years ago? This is everyone's question at the moment, with this question, continue to watch that video.

The main characters in the video have always been Su Li and the three, and it can be seen that the video was shot against them.

"Let's start with her." A male voice appears in the video, and since the camera does not turn, they have no way of knowing who is speaking.

However, Char could hear it at once, this voice was all too familiar to him, and he had been following that man for more than ten years. It was An Yanzhe's voice. Although Char knows some about the events of ten years ago, it is only a few sporadic memories of the person concerned. He knew that this video must contain the sins and remorse of Su Li and An Yanzhe.

The video is a complete record of the events of that day, from beginning to end.

"Li'er, come to my sister, don't be afraid." Su Xin said.

When he saw this, Weng Hua was already full of tears, he knew that the incident was a painful memory, but he didn't know that it was so cruel. Perhaps deliberately, the cameraman deliberately brought Su Xin's flesh and blood blurred closer, so that people watching this video could clearly see her appearance.

"Pick up the knife on the ground, come to my sister, and help her end this pain." Su Xin's voice sounded again.

Then the camera turned to Su Li, there were dots of blood hanging on her face, tears couldn't stop flowing, fused with the blood beads on her face, and it was impossible to tell whether it was tears or blood. The bright red color lined her face with extra whiteness, and her face was full of tears, which was pitiful.

Seeing Su Li like this, Yu Fei secretly clenched his fists. How painful it must have been, how can a person endure such a difficult thing? Such a Su Li made him even more distressed.

The camera went down, and everyone's perspective also followed the camera, and they saw blood flowing from Su Xin's side to Su Li's feet, staining her white shoes red. Snow white and bright red blend together, revealing some pink hues. Su Li bent down, picked up the knife on the ground with a trembling hand, and walked towards Su Xin step by step.

"Sister, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have struggled at that time, I shouldn't have begged my sister to save me, in that case, my sister would be alive, I'm sorry." Su Li knelt in front of the woman who knelt on the ground, and said sadly, tears never stopped. She stretched out her hand and wanted to touch Su Xin, but her fleshy body was blurred, and there was still a place to start. Then the outstretched hand trembled and withdrew.

"It's my sister who should say I'm sorry, and I shouldn't let Li'er suffer this. Li'er can forgive my sister. My sister is in pain now, it's very painful, can Li'er help my sister? Help my sister end the pain, okay. Su Xin begged, tears flowing out of her eyes, and as soon as they came out, they turned into blood.

After hesitating for a long time, Su Li finally raised the knife in his hand with both hands and stabbed it at the person in front of him, Su Xin, her sister.

"Oh my God! What should I do......" Ye Siyin couldn't help but exclaim when he saw this scene.

As Su Li stabbed the knife into Su Xin's body, blood gushed out from her body from the bottom up, and the blood splashed on Su Li's face and also on the camera. A few drops of blood hung on the camera, and they didn't fade away.

They saw Su Li crawling next to Su Xin's corpse and heard her crying in grief, in addition to a boy's voice, constantly saying "Mommy......"

It's been a while since I watched that video, and it seems that everyone hasn't been able to get out of the shock just now. They each found a place to sit down, bowing their heads and saying nothing.

It turns out that this is really what I wanted, and it was so cruel. No wonder Su Li has been tortured all the time, and he doesn't know how many nights he can't sleep. Now, apart from feeling cruel, they can't seem to find any other words to describe how they feel after watching this video.

"Where did the video come from?" Yu Fei asked, breaking the quiet, somewhat eerie atmosphere.

"When I came back, there was an envelope, but nothing was written, I don't know who sent it, I asked the nurse on duty, and said that I didn't see anyone coming in." Cheng Shiyang replied.

"Why did you send this video at this time?" Weng Hua asked.

It's just that no one can answer his question, I'm afraid that only the person who sent the video knows, but who is the person who sent the video?

"Now, the main thing is not the source of the video, it is the condition of reporter Su, Dr. Char, what do you think?" Cheng Shiyang asked.

"Dr. Cheng is right, now that we have found the source of the illness, we need to change our previous views. We have every reason to believe that the pain that Su has endured for a long time is not because of the fear that the kidnapping itself left her, but because of ......" Char said and glanced at everyone, and continued: "Self-blame, self-blame for ending my sister's life with my own hands, self-blame for not being able to turn to relatives for help, and most recently, self-blame for An Yanzhe's death, self-blame for Buno's death."

"I can understand other people, but for An Yanzhe, why blame yourself? Shouldn't you hate him? Weng Hua asked puzzled.

"Ahn Yanzhe did that because of the revenge of the chief of staff for what he did to his family even more ago. Reporter Su said after knowing those things that she felt distressed for An Yanzhe. Because of that feeling, she blamed herself very much. Yu Fei said.

"I know that too." Ye Siyin, who had been silent for a long time, spoke: "After An Yanzhe crashed, Su Li was still very concerned about whether his body was found, and he was very sad at that time."

"When I talked to her yesterday, I asked her what she remembered about An Yanzhe, and she said that I love you, and the situation was the last thing An Yanzhe said to her before he died." Char said.

After this wave of information sharing, Su Li's condition seems to have become a little eyebrow-raising.

"Because of self-blame, she chose to forget, to forget the happiness she felt, to remember only the sorrow, to remember only the deaths that she thought had been caused by her. The more heart-wrenching each death was, the more she remembered it. Cheng Shiyang said.

Yu Fei pushed the door and walked into Su Li's hospital room with heavy steps, and it was very heartbroken to see Su Li still sitting on the bed with blank eyes. When he approached to see Su Li, he noticed that tears were left from the corners of her eyes.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying? Yu Fei asked softly, but his question was destined to go unanswered.

Su Li, who didn't remember her, only cared about herself with tears, and never thought about how painful her tears hurt in Yu Fei's heart.

Yu Fei stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Su Li's face, this time, Su Li didn't avoid him, nor did he look at him with eyes full of vigilance and fear, which made Yu Fei feel a little relieved in his heart.

"It's hard, a person has made such a choice, a person has endured it for so long, and it has worked hard for you. However, none of that is your fault, and it is not your responsibility to bear the consequences. Don't dwell on the pain, you've been in it for too long, and you've had enough of the inner torment you've been suffering every day and night for ten years, and you don't need to bear it anymore. Yu Fei looked at Su Li and said.

yes, those things shouldn't have been her fault in the first place. But she has been carrying it alone for so long. Staying so long that in the end I forgot how to get out, so that I lost my way to happiness.